The Early Drunken Years is a raw instrumental journey through memory and emotion.
Every beat echoes feelings, experiences, and the darker, quieter moments of life.
Sad, reflective, and immersive, this album gives you the space to feel, think, and lose yourself in the sound.

Dad Wasn’t in the Audience

My Ghost Stole My Shoes Again

How the Floor Learned My Name

Cold Childhood

hypocrite

EMPTY FUNK(два кебаба freestyle)

Empty Skies

A lonely minor-key Appalachian dirge about arriving in a town that promised opportunity but offered only snow, addicts, and empty streets. Sparse percussion, cold guitars, and a hollow vocal create a mood of hopelessness and disbelief.

HARD APPALACHIAN

NOTHING IN SAINT PAUL

кровь на моих ранах и я выгляжу так плохо
среди этих масок, наполненных эмоций
я просто растворяюсь
в потоке этого шума, нету не минуты

кровавые эскизы, замученные глаза
время убивает, сука, это правда
нам этого не надо, я надеюсь все нормально
и ты меня простишь, за то, что я был грубоватым

мои руки изрезаны не просто так
три тройки на венах это мой кьюти марк
да я знаю, ты хочешь, но я сейчас занят
в моей же башке я построил свой замок...

снова холодает, вечная простуда 
и все эти мысли в голове ежесекундно
ты удалила все соц. сети, но тебе это не поможет
я найду тебя везде, а вернее моя тревожность...

тревожность...

я так и думал, то что это будет сложно...

сложно...

отпускать твою руку
это невозможно

кровь на моих ранах и я выгляжу так плохо
среди этих масок, наполненных эмоций
я просто растворяюсь
в потоке этого шума, нету не минуты

кровавые эскизы, замученные глаза
время убивает, сука, это правда
нам этого не надо, я надеюсь все нормально
и ты меня простишь, за то, что я был таким странным
кровавые эскизы, замученные глаза
время убивает, сука, это правда
нам этого не надо, я надеюсь все нормально
и ты меня простишь, за то, что я был грубоватым

кровавые эскизы (@dexey, @wysa)

[Verse]
And you know it
When you're looking in my eyes
That I'm dying every time
You say nothing
You say nothing

And you show it
'Cause you do it every time
I could never say you're mine
So it's nothing
It's nothing

[Chorus 1]
I should leave you
Should just leave you alone
But it feels so guilty in my soul
When I don't wanna know

[Verse]
And you know it
When you're looking in my eyes
That I'm dying every time
You say nothing
You say nothing

[Chorus 2]
I should leave you
Should just play you along
But it feels so empty in my soul
When I don't let you go.

[Post-chorus]
You know it.
And I know it.
How long do we play it?
How long do we keep it?


You know

OPTIONS #backtoemo

Broke loose
Emotional noose 
To feel
The weight 
Clotheslined
Spore
Sucks 
Oxygen
Ducks
Thrives on heat
Beat down
Pain
Broken line
Timed
No gain 
Can’t climb
Drugs paralyze 
Kills brain cells
Time stops 
Sucked into  
Head string
Corner pocket
Lost
Deep dive
Eightball
Sinkhole
Words gone
The weight
Stench 
Lies
Poker face
Got no taste
The weight
Takes 
Biomass
No class
Ran out of gas
Flicker
Dry tears
End of reel 
Crooked thoughts
Weight steals
No appeals
Itches
Eats flesh
Tape worm
Feeds
Needs
Plants false seeds
Forget water
Run from somber 
Curmudgeon 
Avoid dungeon
The weight
Killjoy
Stuck on righteousness 
Kleenex writings
Forget typing
Thrown
Dive in
Deep end
Just to feel
Swirl
Twirl
Sit on the bottom
Empty girl
Kicked 
Purposeless
Mark off list 
Not original
Sweats
Smiles
Dives
Thrives
New sheriff
Same tariffs
Trusts lost
Rising cost
Pennies tossed
Investment crossed
Dazed trance
Dance
Weight moves
Strong hands 
Knight grooves
Horse moves
Expired clutter
Forces
Pull
Down
Without a sound
Lifted
Giddy up
Crowned
Fiery chariot
Beem me up
Poof
©️Suzyzoo

The Spell©️Suzyzoo

Sample: Empty - The Cranberries
Cover Art: SLC Punk (dir. James Merendino)

On Empty

I’m sinking back into the noise
My mind is breaking with no choice
Every echo feels like fate
And I can’t carry all this weight—

AAAAAAAAAAAAH—

I feel the hole inside my chest 
Growing bigger every day 
I try to scream but nothing’s left 
Just the shadows that I made

Every thought collapses
Every truth unravels
I’m fading, degrading
Into my private hell—

I’m hollow inside
And I can’t fill the silence
I’m losing my mind
No meaning, no guidance
I’m falling apart
Like a ghost I can’t revive
There’s nothing to find
In the void where I survive

I chase the pieces of myself 
But they dissolve when I get close 
I’m trapped inside a fading shell 
My purpose buried in the smoke 

I’m breaking, reshaping
What’s left of who I was
Detaching, collapsing
Nothing’s ever enough—

I’m hollow inside
And I can’t fill the silence
I’m losing my mind
No meaning, no guidance
I’m falling apart
Like a ghost I can’t revive
There’s nothing to find
In the void where I survive

Cut me open—
See the emptiness I hide!
Tear the noise out—
I’m already dead inside!
Nothing left now—
Just a body in decline!
I keep screaming—
Just to prove that I'm alive!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

I’m hollow inside 
No escape from the silence
I’m losing my mind 
Drifting without guidance
I’m falling apart 
Just a ghost I can’t revive
There’s nothing to find
In the void where I survive

Empty inside

Concious-Rap für den, der draufklickt.
Viel ist noch zu wenig, oder weniger ist mehr? 
Satirischer Minimalismus 

Minimalist

Emotional dark piano type beat inspired by BONES – “EMPTY”
Perfect for artists looking for deep, melancholic and raw emo rap vibes.

Free download for non-profit use available on BeatStars (must credit “prod. melorium”).

Subscribe on YouTube: youtube.com/@meloriumcult
Follow on Instagram: instagram.com/meloriumcult
Listen my beats on BeatStars: www.beatstars.com/melorium

"EMPTY" - BONES Type Beat

사랑이 행복이었던 적이 없어서
허기진 아이가 되어버린 나는

모든 게 허기진 것 처럼 느껴져
가득히 받아본 적이 없어서

그런 기분이 뭔지 몰라
아무것도 모르겠어

매번 사랑받아본 사람처럼
상상하면서 생각을 해

나에게 사랑을 달라고
떼쓰는 어린아이처럼

마음속에선 매번 울고 있어

나에게 사랑을 달라고
떼쓰는 어린아이처럼

마음속에선 매번 울고 있어

누군가 내 마음을 얻기 위해
애써준 사람이 아무도 없어

사랑을 받아본 적 없으니
사랑을 할 줄 모른다던 말

아마도 그 말 때문일까
That shadow is still here

상상 속에서만 존재하는
배부르게 사랑받는 아이

이런, 허기진 마음이 싫어
비어 있는 마음에

뭘 채워야 할지도 몰라
Somebody please tell me how

나에게 사랑을 달라고
떼쓰는 어린아이처럼

마음속에선 매번 울고 있어

나에게 사랑을 달라고
떼쓰는 어린아이처럼

마음속에선 매번 울고 있어

내가 채워지지 못해서
사랑이란 것도 못하는 걸까

다른 사람들은 사랑이란 걸
잔뜩 받으며 살아서

자신감이 넘치는 것 같다고

어디서 생기는 건지 궁금할 만큼
그런 힘을 가진 사람들

Is that what love is for

나에게도 사랑을 달라고
떼쓰는 어린아이처럼

또 마음속에서 울고 있어

나에게 사랑을 달라고
이제 그만 허기진 아이이고 싶어

나에게 사랑을 달라고
이제 그만 채워지고 싶어

So fill me up with all that love
So fill me up with all that love

허기진 아이

My cover of this song that I love, first take with many mistakes but I still loved it, it helps me .  Thank you Mac and sorry to mess this song 💜

Lyrics:

My love must be broken
What's been going on?
Can't stop my heart wandering
Least not for too long
And I wanted to want only you, my girl
What more could I want?
But my heart seems to have an MO of its own
And I'll go, if not just to find out

If the Sun's still shining down on her
If the Sun's still shining down on her

Don't cry, what a wonder
Look how far we've come
Take your heart, roll it over
Go out, have some fun
All I wanted to be's gone away now
Gone away now from me
You'll be much better off without someone
Whose heart's aching to see

If the Sun's still shining down on her
Is the Sun still shining down on her?
Is the Sun still shining down on her?
Is the Sun still shining down on her?

Shining Mac Demarco Cover

Stream/Download: Spyro EP
album.link/SpyroEP

Don Code - Empty Barrel (feat. YoDJDixon, Singa Ding & Steppa Wayne)

Jericho Records USA – The Story Behind the Sound

Welcome to Jericho Records USA.
This isn’t a traditional label — it’s the archive of a lifetime spent writing, recording, experimenting, breaking rules, and rebuilding myself through music.

The original Jericho Records was an independent label my father started in the 1950s. What you’re hearing here is something new — my continuation of that legacy, shaped by the times, the tools, and the life I’ve lived.

I grew up in a musical home. My father ran the church music ministry, my mother played piano, and I was singing before I could read. Drums at 5. Guitar at 7. Bass. Saxophone. Piano. Songwriting became the way I made sense of the world, and I’ve written close to a thousand songs — with thousands more to come. I later graduated from Full Sail University with a degree in Audio Production, blending old-school recording with modern technology.

You’ll notice the sounds here are diverse. That’s intentional.
I create under different artist names, different styles, different worlds — but the voice behind all of it is mine.

And to be fully transparent:

• Some tracks are traditional studio recordings — real drums, real guitars, real vocals, all performed by me.
• Some tracks blend live instruments, VSTs, and AI-assisted production.
• Some began as my raw guitar or vocal recording and were “covered” or re-interpreted through AI tools.
• Some are fully AI-generated compositions created from my prompts.
• But every song — no matter the method — was written by me and comes from real experiences, real chapters of my life.

AI, to me, is another instrument — another creative partner.
It doesn’t replace my voice or my story; it helps me bring more of it into the world.

Over the years I’ve worked with incredible people, including Dez Dickerson (Prince & The Revolution) and Tim Gaines (Stryper), and I’ve shared stages with bands like Drivin’ N’ Cryin, Corey Taylor, Saving Abel, Hinder, and Avenged Sevenfold. But the journey didn’t end there — it evolved.

Jericho Records USA is where all those chapters live at once:
the human hands, the digital experiments, the scars, the healing, the imagination, and the divine spark that keeps me creating.

If you’re here, I hope you find something that resonates — something that reminds you that music, in any form, is a lifeline.

— Jericho

I am an emerging independent songwriter and music producer seeking diverse experimental auditory experiences and limitless possibilities in music production. I hope to connect everyone through music, offering listeners the highs and lows of my experience as both inspiration to move forward, and a source of healing in their lives.

私が聞きたい歌を作っている。
私の話、もしかしたらあなたの話

내가 듣고 싶은 노래를 만들고 있어요
나의 이야기, 어쩌면 당신의 이야기

[I'm making a song that I want to listen to.
My story, maybe your story.]


Https://www.youtube.com/@kazuyukisiu

https://x.com/kazuyukisiu

hey everyone, i make beats that might spark something inside you. would be happy if you give them a listen :)

German/English Translatet
I’m ChillPandaBeats. I’m someone who feels a lot — maybe too much. I draw, I paint, I build things, I make music. For me, it’s all the same language. I see things differently. I hear things differently. I pick up moods, emotions, the stuff people don’t say but carry inside.

I live with ADHD, depression, and that constant restlessness that never really leaves. I’ve been through a lot, and I stayed quiet for too long. You learn fast that if you don’t let what’s inside out, it eats you alive. So I started creating. With my hands, with sound, with whatever I had.

LoFi is my slow breath. My space to process.
Hip-Hop is where I speak clearly. Where I confront. Where I don’t hold back.
I make music because if I don’t, I break.

AI is just a tool for me. It helps me show the images I’ve had in my head for years but couldn’t put on paper the way I wanted to. Everything I do is art — sound, color, shapes, atmosphere. Nothing about it is fake. It’s just another way to make my world visible.

And then there’s Tyler — my panda.
He represents me. The calm and the chaos. The softness and the part that snaps.
Tyler can be quiet and sad — but he can also say:
“Listen. I’m here.”

Tyler wants to be seen. I do too.
I make music and art for the ones who are awake at night because their mind won’t shut up.
For the ones who feel too deeply.
For the quiet fighters.

I’m not perfect. I’m not healed.
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// C H I L L P A N D A B E A T S //

🎵 LISTEN TO MY MUSIC
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