something new.

Coming up as a kid always knew that I was different
Cognitive my motor functions wired no percision
Dark days, bad taste left from my beginnings
Longing for a presence never knew if I could win it

Remember the days it always so rough
Put on a smile, thinkin I was so tough
Blame it on who? Never thought I was enough
Lone in the wild, only way im thinking up

So never let em run you
Cuz you could always do it ya self
never let em run you
They blockin you from reachin the shelf

Prevent me from beatin the game
These niggas think that im ashamed
for being a lame
Choice it might switch like a lane
Thats just apart of the train
Trackin through life
Neurodivergence my strife
Battled myself with a knife
Beautiful lights
Photons escaped from her eyes
Green receptor override

Fully supplied
Memories of her make me cry
Tear myself from the inside
Why do I lie? tell me the truth of my pride
Envious within sight, that is my plight
Manically struggle through life
Trip over until I die
Comfort me why?
Do I deserve just to fry
Tell me how you justify
Closing these lines


Baby could you just tell me how do I close up
Shuttin my mouth didn't seem like much
Somebody teach me how to not warm up
Love like a bullet so quick but hot

run you

something new.

mother fuckers sleepin on me
I tell em wake up
Fell into dream of a life
I couldn't make up

Lyrically a bastard
Realistically not a faker
Dough the only thing that I need knead(need) like im a baker
Playing at a centered position but not a laker
Standing at 6ft height above the layers
Fuckin witcha bitch you would think that im a playa
Hallucenatin every night, I drown it out with prayers

Niggas really find religion
I try to find it for myself but I cant seem to get it
Diluted faith, my troubled mind you start to get the vision?
If I could take up all my time to turn just like pivot

I would do so in a heart beat to turn the time back
To write my wrongs and my mistakes, correction best as last
Regret, been plaguing all my thoughts, and I aint over that
I'd count the days that we have together left spend it lax
Because time spent with you is better chill then stressed, that's facts

pivot

something new.

Never really liked you motherfuckers
Tryna put me in a category I aint like the others
Niggas tried to put you down and they jus wanna be above us
But I dont really give a shit because these pussy niggas pie
Yeah they all sweet like some suckers

Pussy nigga fuck ya mother
I wont even use a rubber
Disrespectful like no other
Need a blanket and some covers
Shoutout envyscene my brothers
Stood on the block with a dream
Of a great day nigga, don't tell me bout your troubles

intro

something new.

I remember them times
It was way back when
Born in 2008 nobody told me shit
I was out on the same day when two niggas got hit
Remember seein blood spilt  on the fuckin concrete and shit

I was a smart ass kid
Same old bricks, hanging out on the block boolin wit the same old sticks
Dumb niggas making dumb decisions, cycle, rinse repeats stiff
Rigid fate til incarerates nobody gave a shit


Man the system so fucked up but live in the limelight
everyday's another paralell between twilight
White and black, dark and light is what you see
the division what you precieve
Hollow truth  not too conceited
Cant say who but know I mean it
It really is that simple
If I were to say their name?
I'd get sent to that temple
The sacrifice the blood spilt that all our brothers have made
We'll  never let that shit ever go and be in vain

@plexiooooo
Remember December first 
2011
When I got my first and it opened the gates of heaven for me
I love the melody, the chords, and the repetition 
I love the snare and the kick with the bubble hitting
And that's the day I say "I do this till I die on my sword"
I'm not on y'all timing I'm not on y'all niggas accord 
Only thing I loved as much was my mama and chords 
So I don't give a fuck, I'll crash out, you'll seem me in court 
Back in the day when jid said he never been shit
I was learning how to Ollie, and our money kick flipped, so we ain't had shit but time
Had me starving like participant of Ramadan 
But now my niggas eat
I trun into a beast when off the grease
Up in the bitch, up in the streets, my niggas real, my boys elite in envy scene
In the villa
Nigga get silluhhh ( I ment to say silly lllol)
Hit ya bitch with blicky icky imma pull the trigger

2008

soft words [prod. stoic]

RUNITUP  @BLOODYDARAH #ENVY ENVY ENVY

darah think they xul or sum

tfw you just to abide someone to your fantasy but they break out so you allegate their corruption out of your bruised ego, and you realize that romance shit isn't for you.

Time we spent together was shortlived and
I'm really missin it all

The place that we did those things that we had
Laughed about it all off

I think it's true, you think it's fake
You say we're meant to be but I think it's not
Cuz you don't love me, you love them

Guess this problem is one
of my very own creation
like it's not meant to be
I fall into temptation, guess I always
freeze up in my mind, I ask if you'll be mine
but I don't know if I could allegate it 
It's just not for me

@girled
I'm planning my escape, I just wanna be free
Juggling through who is really the one for me
But I can't decide, the dose is making me lazy
If I choose the wrong person, feel like everyone will
Frown, upon, me
I'm so hurt and desperate
Why don't you see the good in me?
You just think I'm a method
Another option, another method
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

Making so many decisions, I'm going insane
I was putting you first, and it's stressing me, out
It's like your shadows following me
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me, maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

not for me :(

LLM
1. no 1 believes in me w/ @notpooch
2. Poetic Vengeance w/ @grayhatttt
3. all my disses are jokes (kinda)
4. wanna be special :/
5. 22
6. YOU WERE NEVER THERE!!! w/ @korveweb / @renexy
7. eastside (cover of @decayingguts song)
8. 20 mins w/ @grayhatttt / @yuhnic
9. all bark no bite w/ @ankleankle, @kiheir
10. lots of hands cover
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE APART OF THIS PROJECT I WORKED SO SO SO HARD ON THIS SHOUTOUT TO EVERYONE BELOW
@ripyurei @mrdeetree @renexy @korveweb @kiheir @ankleankle @diarysecrets @notpooch @kawaiichan299 @grayhatttt @leahsummers @decayingguts @girled @layton-sto and @ian-saldana-62759467
COVER BY DIARYSECRETS HIT HER UP ON IG
long live Miguel Miranda <3

miranda #ENVY #SATONA #BLOODYDARAH

rain

you a bitch (prod.district)

@girled (prod.@districtttt) (thanks to @bloodydarah for mixxing it :3)

collaborating w girled

shoutout pooch mane this shit took way longer than it should've
follow twin he tuff fr: https://soundcloud.com/notpooch

hella niggas up n leave but i still <3 da scene

#envyrot w/ pooch (tek/ripvampcity)

i wish my dad pulled out sometimes (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

fymayd #basedfreestyle #envy

Shoutout Dj Ghosthound and uh real goth blood shit
@blnd

Like I don't give a fuck
I dont care for your lies
Baby fuck a emo rap
This a goth lullaby

#gothlullaby #emokore

gothlullabies prod nedrab ft eyeblind

envyscene, doseparty & antlers shit

Discord: bloodydarah

ENVYSCENE COLLECTIVE

#envyscene
#ENVYSCENE
#ENVY

ig: pj.grayhatt
 
twt: PJGRAYHAT 

#hoodratshit

#envyscene

#realcamp

Alternative sound here.
vvvv
@internetflower

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