Vibe: Vulnerable / Catchy / Subtle Pain

Short Summary 
This song captures the moment where everything spirals—when spiritual warfare hits out of nowhere. It’s about feeling ambushed by your past, your thoughts, and the demons you thought you buried.

Lyrics: 

Hook 
They came with no warning 
They came with no warning 
Negative thoughts 
Caught me off guard x2

They’re doin damage 
How will I manage  
Came with no warning
Negative thoughts
Caught me off guard

Verse 1
In my room I’m rollin up gas 
Demons come for me from my past 
I was in the stars 
They caught me off guard
I’ll be in cell where it's cold by myself 
There is no hope 
If they drag me back to hell 
I keep yelling help 
Help, Help
They inside my home
They inside my home
Trying to stay calm 
But I’m feeling anxious 
Back against the wall
I am armed and dangerous
They broke through my walls 
Right past my defences 
I must’ve been high 
I was not paying attention 

Hook 
They came with no warning 
They came with no warning 
Negative thoughts 
Caught me off guard x2

They’re doin damage 
How will I manage  
Came with no warning
Negative thoughts
Caught me off guard

Verse 2 
I can not retreat 
I'm damed if they take me 
Theres no fleeing to safety
I need a plan B
yeah
Two FNs in my hands
I’m gon make em dance
I’m gon make em dance
You dont understand
You dont understand
This my last stand
This my last stand
It's my soul what i'm fighting for
Gotta make sure that it stay pure
I be quick to let it bang
Bang, Bang
They was reaching for my door
And got hit with the whole mag

Hook 
They came with no warning 
They came with no warning 
Negative thoughts 
Caught me off guard x2

They’re doin damage 
How will I manage  
came with no warning
Negative thoughts
Caught me off guard

Off Guard

Vibe: Angsty / Battle-Ready / Fed Up

Short Summary 
The centerpiece of the album. This one’s about chasing temporary highs, trying to buy happiness with drugs, and realizing none of it brings peace—just more pain.


Hook 
I'm not happy I have no peace 
I keep asking what's wrong with me 
Think I need more i'll be better
If I have more I'll be happier x2

Verse 1
Chasing my thrills I have no peace
Theres an empty space 
where my heart should be
I cut lines of cocaine but also molly
I take 'em together when I do 'em off her body
Will I feel better uh, probably
How long will it last uh, momentary
I should get clean but i'm living a dream
I feel like i'm free so everything is secondary
I like sippin' henny huh Ion like to worry
I like pourin' syrup cause my minds in a hurry
feel all thee effects my entire body hurting
I gotta stay lit so my demons won't hurt me

Hook
I'm not happy I have no peace 
I keep asking what's wrong with me 
Think I need more i'll be better
If I have more I'll be happier x2

Verse 2
I sent her away bad habits taking over
find me DOA cause I never got sober
never got closure that is what I told her
sorry for my ways that's the pain spillin' over

all I wanna be is happy
doctor doctor can you help me
why do I feel so empty
I can't find no remedy

Off and on drugs see I go back and forth
Know I'm not alone I need your support
Are we the ones that are left with no choice
Speak for the ones that've lost their voice

Hook 
I'm not happy I have no peace 
I keep asking what's wrong with me 
Think I need more i'll be better
If I have more I'll be happier x2

No Peace

🔒 My identity remains hidden for now.
This story is real. The pain is real. The risk is real.
I cannot reveal who I am — not yet.
But if I survive this, I will.

🎧 I’ve already shared the full written story here:
👉 https://ko-fi.com/vladagain

If you want to help — that’s the only place where you can.
Every dollar can literally keep me from falling off the edge.

New chapters, audio versions, and music will appear there soon.
This is not fiction. This is survival.

Chapter 1: Where It All Started — The Fire I Was Born Into

“I create then disappear. I lost everything, but I’m still here.”

I’m not here to make waves, I’m just trying to keep the light on.

This music is for the ones drifting… the ones caught between the shore and the storm.
I know how wild these waters get, sharks circling, tides pulling, strange creatures below.

I built this lighthouse not to be seen by everyone, but to be found by those still swimming.

Welcome back to Earth. You’re not alone.

——

Genre: Smogwave
Post-apocalyptic soul.
Built from grief, survival, and spiritual fire.
This is what the end sounds like when you’re still here.

My name is Vlad 🙋🏻‍♂️. I escaped mobilization, war, and total collapse — only to find myself trapped again.

This profile is my unfiltered story. No sugar-coating. No fake hope.

I worked in critical infrastructure. I fled to survive. I became a certified DJ. I kept fighting.

And yet… I ended up broke, blacklisted, and ignored — while the world kept smiling.

These are real stories. Narrated by AI, written by someone who’s seen the system chew people alive.

I’m not asking for pity. I’m building proof.

Support if you want. Listen if you care 🔽.

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