The instrumental, if you'd like just the score aspect! :)
Last track of 2024! Scanning for survivors after the Collapse.
A little mini score narrative I just made! Taking it back to my orchestral roots!
☢️ Listen all the way for the full story experience! ☢️
I got chills using my sound design in a new way like this!
One of my best and fav tracks I've made thus far!
Thank you all for an amazing year and I'm excited to release more soon!
I hope you enjoy and I will see you all in 2025!
- Esphyxia, signing out of 2024. Thank you for surviving 😷

Esphyxia - Separation Anxiety (Instrumental)

Last track of 2024! Scanning for survivors after the Collapse.
A little mini score narrative I just made! Taking it back to my orchestral roots!
☢️ Listen all the way for the full story experience! ☢️
I got chills using my sound design in a new way like this!
One of my best and fav tracks I've made thus far!
Thank you all for an amazing year and I'm excited to release more soon!
I hope you enjoy and I will see you all in 2025!
- Esphyxia, signing out of 2024. Thank you for surviving 😷

Esphyxia - Separation Anxiety

A score I made in 2020 that I always thought would be nice as a Hallmark movie soundtrack!
I hope you have your Hallmark Moment...
Happy Valentine's Day <3

This has been one of my fav scores I’ve ever written cuz it’s so pretty and so I’m so happy to finally have it out for you guys! 🫶🏽

Hallmark Moment [2020] [Free DL]

I wrote this last night for those who also don't have a Valentine this year </3
(Also, screw the SoundCloud copyright algorithm for flagging this multiple times even tho it’s an original track)

Esphyxia - Loveless (V-Day Version) [Free DL]

It’s my 27th birthday! Been holding onto this one for a while now and finally want to put it out there!
I’ll update it with the full version once it’s finished 
Enjoy! 😷

Visiting your own grave to tell yourself sorry after your struggles followed and killed you… 
It’s a different feeling..

Esphyxia - Death Is My Only Escape (WIP)

Esphyxia's Industrial Hazmat Team is inbound! 
I think some of you may be happy to know that I'm making Hybrid Tearout now!

This very well may be my best release yet! 😷😤
Finally making the music I want to! 

I also hope you enjoy the Half Life references 😜

And thank you, Louiejayxx, for allowing me to do this! I’m glad you like it! 

*[My PC isn’t working rn and so I’ll fix whatever with the track and SoundCloud metadata once it’s fixed! I just wanted to get this out there cuz I’ve just been holding onto it for months]

FREE DOWNLOAD: https://www.toneden.io/esphyxia/post/louiejayxx-industrial-esphyxia-hazmat-remix

And go listen to the original, if you haven’t!:
https://soundcloud.com/ouieayxx/industrial

Enter Quarantine Zone

Louiejayxx - Industrial (Esphyxia 'Hazmat' Remix) [Free Download]

Though the walls around her now lay in ruin.. she stood there, more fortified than the fortress ever stood. It is no longer the walls that have become the fortress 🏰


This is a track I started back in 2017 and it's been one of my prettiest tracks and so I am tired of holding onto it and not sharing it! I just made the second drop and now it's an even prettier track??! Like, HOW?! 

Anyway, enjoy this track 8 years in the making!

*[My PC isn’t working rn and my car is in the shop and so I’ll try to post a more finalized version here soon and so once the “Read Desc.” goes away, you’ll know it’s a final version]

Esphyxia - Fortress [Read Desc.]

You know what? Have it. I’m tired of gatekeeping my unreleased music 😤 I can’t keep waiting for it to be “done” and perfect. 
Enjoy this nasty, messy sound design I did 😷😩🤧

First drop is “Loser”
Second drop is “You Had One Chance”

The sound design reminds me of Loser’s older tracks 
Even he was impressed at it when I showed him!

*[My PC isn’t working rn and so I’ll fix the harshness once it’s working again]

Esphyxia - Loser/You Had One Chance

4-Way Deathstep collab I did in 2016
Adeptus Dei… Adept of God

The time has come, where the 4 Adepts of God (SaintQiller, Objective Beta, BassKiller, and Myself) joined together to carry out one prophecy... Deathstep 💀

SaintQiller ft. Objective Beta, Basskiller & Esphyxia - Adeptus Dei [2016]

VIP of a 4-Way Deathstep collab I did in 2017
Adeptus Dei.. Adept of God

It was uploaded on Hydraulic Damnation! :D
https://youtu.be/HyL9JFCKD44?si=QyuGkkh8PWZCSfwP

The time has come, where the 4 Adepts of God (SaintQiller, Objective Beta/AlphaGate, BassKiller, and Myself) joined together to carry out one prophecy... Deathstep 💀

SaintQiller ft. AlphaGate, Basskiller & Esphyxia - Adeptus Dei (2017 VIP)

Trey Verkuilen. 27. Dubstep/Tearout producer on FL 24
Mental Health Advocate 🥀🔄🌹 ✝️
It's your fav masked vigilante, ‘𝓔𝓼𝓹𝓱𝔂𝔁𝓲𝓪, 😷 
Links: https://linktr.ee/esphyxia
PATREON: https://patreon.com/esphyxia
My tracks are usually downloadable
Music is the eye to the soul
[MALADJUSTED] 👽🌎 ✝️
•John 8:23-24• NOTW

The world is so loud and harsh. 
These are the trials I must face 

The reason I write big, scary music about Death is because it scares me the most... hence why I picked up the name “Esphyxia” from Asphyxia (to be deprived of oxygen; suffocate)
I almost drowned and Asphyxiated in a pool as a kid, 
so living to see the blessings life gives after is why I make music... to give back. 
Without music… I suffocate
Until my last dying breath, I will share my love for the world and music 😷❤️

•’The story of Esphyxia is that he is someone who lives in a world that he is too familiar with.. but not a part of… making him maladjusted… unable to cope with the norms of society. He has set himself apart from the rest… in the hopes to free himself from the confines that everyone else shackles and slaves themselves to… wearing a gas mask as to not breathe in their poisonous gas… which permeates the very land. 
He is a nomad.. a lone wolf… in this desolate wasteland we call Earth. He does not partake as the world partakes. 
But yet… he has a kindled fire in him to help spread love in the world… despite the darkness and death 
He will stop at nothing to bring peace and balance to the non-pragmatic ether he lives in… forging himself to be someone who can inspire and overcome
He has faced many deaths… but he knows one who is greater than Death, itself ✝️,•

I am self-taught for the last 10 years since 2014
I’m losing my hearing.. so I’m sorry if my music doesn’t sound the best or harsh 😅

I also am a musician who played violin for 14 years in orchestra and plays piano, guitar, etc by ear 👀 
I’m also a lyricist, amongst other things
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ 😷

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