06/10/21
Dragon and I just wanted to share a message 3 years ago. Trust is about trusting the now. Trust that everything is going to be exactly the way it should be. Trust the Universe to take care of you :)

Singer/Songwriter (Durango, CO): https://soundcloud.com/dragoncruzyen

Lyrics [Credit: Dragon]

Trust

(Chorus)
Not lost, not found, not anywhere now.
I trust these waves, these currents, these sounds.
This life, this path, ima make it somehow.
Universe has got it figured out.
Trippin, and tryin but staying still smilin
I know i cant give in my worries.
This life aint no hurry, gotta take it slow.
Grabbin my ammo as i be settin up these dominoes.

(Verse A)
That’s a rap, only truth no means to cap.
One small step bringing mind to bear,
Thoughts for real no time to spare.
Gotta get on the next song, next project.
Gotta write the next wave no option.
Feeling like im drowning, so nauseous.
Usually when i flow, i be feelin like a faucet.

Confident I’m a rocket leaving the earth in these songs.
Lately feeling grounded emotions caustic so raw.
Telling myself that i’ll make quiet pray im not wrong
I wanna paint with the pen, the way that i seen them do it.
There’s a tradition in changing the lived with the music.
Transforming acoustic, finding the meaning of human,
Losing illusions, taking a step, finding your greatness,
Escaping the web, diving in deep not fearing the depth,
Living for life and not fearing the death.
Looking for life and just taking a breath.
All the while sit back, believe.
Blood, sweat, tears. Rinse and repeat.
Taking time, walk towards a dream. 
Cant look back, there’s no retreat.
Just gotta move on. (X2) Trust (trust trust)

(Hook)
I put my life into this blood sweat and tears.
I walk the graveyard filled with daydreams and fear.
Choking on down, you cannot doubt, everyday hoping i dont take myself down.
But it’s all in my mind, I do this every-time.
All the moment I felt, it’s what taught me to climb.
So no matter the odds, I know I must believe. 
Finding out who I am, is who I’m meant to be.


(Chorus)
Not lost, not found, not anywhere now.
I trust these waves, these currents, these sounds.
This life, this path, ima make it somehow.
Universe has got it figured out.
Trippin, and tryin but staying still smilin
I know i cant give in my worries.
This life aint no hurry, gotta take it slow.
Grabbin my ammo as i be settin up these dominoes



(Verse B)
Trying to be humble, ego not bloated,
But we counting down the days til we goated,
Only spit gold n’ every bar a treasure buoyant standin
Each time they spoke and now they blowin ash up my ass they keep askin “what you smokin’?”.
And staring up at the sky knowing we could go far.
Feeling trapped in this world like a fly in the jar.
Always daydreaming of spaceships n spacewhips
Rayguns and some lasers, but truthfully right now don’t even have a car. 


(Chorus)
Not lost, not found, not anywhere now.
I trust these waves, these currents, these sounds.
This life, this path, ima make it somehow.
Universe has got it figured out.
Trippin, and tryin but staying still smilin
I know i cant give in my worries.
This life aint no hurry, gotta take it slow.
Grabbin my ammo as i be settin up these dominoes

Trust ft. Dragon Cruz-Yen

mids • greater things • upward spiral • 2014

lost verses

greater things

ways •

can't stand it

do what you like

seen the light

live.free

This should be self explanatory, however, some people don't get art and I feel I have the responsibility to say, please understand that these are feelings and I obviously don't condone misogyny or the mistreatment of women in any way, unless they are abusers themselves or politicians. 
Don't forget to stand up for yourself and the ones you love <3

Depart (Prod. RGC Twerp)

cover by me.

lyrics:
dissolvin : 
tell me what you need
telll me what you see
tell me what you need
tell me what you see
????
ick : 
yea my brudda does this shit on his own
little does he know i pray that hes in that zone
if hes not there im so cold
please bro dont let it snow
dont let snow i dont wanna be
frozen
my brudda a scary monster he'll do it you
personally i wont touch you 
ima nice spirite but not for you

ickyy : 
yea i dont give no fucks but i want you
she do her shit but she a junkie too
hopping out the coop and its baby blue
told my baby i miss you ima see you soon
see you soon baby blue
tryna fuck with the gang and your soul is doomed
pull up to the spot with the whole crew
every time i step out i got new shoes
when i pull up to the uhhh i need good food
if a nigga tryna talk then he can shoot ouu
if a nigga tryna talk he can get kicked with the boot
 every time i ... i need good foood
bitch


Dissolvin w/ Ick, ickyy - Snow ( prod. covert )

AWAKENING

Una confesión que nunca se dijo en voz alta.
Esta canción es un grito contenido,
una carga emocional convertida en silencio.
No hay gritos, pero sí verdad que arde por dentro.
Lo que no se dijo… también duele.
A veces el silencio dice más que las palabras.

✦ Idioma: Español
✦ Estilo: Balada poética oscura · Rap existencial · Spoken word melancólico

🎼 Género:
Balada poética oscura

«Ya lo dije…
en todo lo que no pude decirte.»

𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙𝙨 · 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩 · 𝙀𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙤
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 — 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝟺𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝟺𝚝𝚑
© D4rkyfirefly — Verse is blood. Sound is sacred. All rights reserved.

La Verdad Que no Cabe en Mi Voz

Признание, которое никогда не было произнесено вслух.
Эта песня — сдержанный крик,
эмоциональный груз, ставший молчанием.
Здесь нет крика, но есть правда, что рвёт изнутри.
То, что не было сказано… тоже горит.
Иногда молчание говорит больше, чем слова.

✦ Язык: Русский
✦ Стиль: Тёмная поэтическая баллада · Экзистенциальный рэп · Меланхоличный спокен-ворд

🎼 Жанр (Genre):
Тёмная поэтическая баллада

«Я уже сказал это…
во всём, что не успел тебе сказать.»

𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙𝙨 · 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩 · 𝙀𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙤
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 — 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝟺𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝟺𝚝𝚑
© D4rkyfirefly — Verse is blood. Sound is sacred. All rights reserved.

Правда Не Вмещается В Голос

A confession never spoken out loud.
This song is a silent scream,
a burden so deep it turns into silence.
There are no shouts here — only truths that tear inside.
What we never said… still burns.
Sometimes silence speaks more than words ever could.

✦ Language: English
✦ Style: Dark poetic ballad · Existential rap · Melancholic spoken word

🎼 Genre:
Dark poetic ballad

“I already said it…
in everything I never got to say to you.”

𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙𝙨 · 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩 · 𝙀𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙤
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 — 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝟺𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝟺𝚝𝚑
© D4rkyfirefly — Verse is blood. Sound is sacred. All rights reserved.

Truth That Won’t Fit in Voice

Un verso póstumo. Una herencia escrita desde el alma.
Esta canción es un testamento sin firma ni mármol,
donde cada palabra es una herida abierta con ternura.
Queda aquí lo que fui… cuando ya no esté.

✦ Idioma: Español
✦ Género: Balada poética oscura · Spoken word atmosférico · Lo-fi íntimo
✦ Estilo: Existencial · Dolorosa · Espiritual · Honesta

🎼 Género (Genre):
Balada poética oscura

«No me llores en mármol. Escucha mi voz: aún respiro aquí.»

𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙𝙨 · 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩 · 𝙀𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙤
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 — 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝟺𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝟺𝚝𝚑
© D4rkyfirefly — Verse is blood. Sound is sacred. All rights reserved.

Testamento De Lo Que Fui

"LOBOTOMÍA" es un grito existencial desde la sombra: apatía, adrenalina y vacío. Un relato oscuro que busca desahogo en forma de rap. 
Sumérgete en la crudeza de MrWhoLab.

#DarkRap #HipHopUnderground #Existencial #MrWhoLab #Lobotomía #RapOscuro #MentalHealth #ExperimentalHipHop

Lobotomía

Just a simple soul that wants to share his creativity

Decorated
🪐 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

Email for whatever the fuck:
cabpsychotic@gmail.com

Me, Myself & I.
Living my gaming chronicle —
existential buoyancy pierced by delirium
inside a virtual asylum.

Poet. Soul on fire. Shadowwalker between three worlds.

I don’t write songs —
I write sound the way others write scripture.
Each track is a confession:
wrapped in piano,
burned by cello,
cut by rap.

I sing for the broken.
For the dreamers.
For the ones who stare into the night… and still believe.

My voice weaves through languages —
Spanish, English, Russian —
and across genres like a scar:
existential hip hop · rap · dark folk · neoclassical ballad · sacred spoken word · trap noir…

Dark beats. Cold truths. Sacred verses.
I take rap and lace it with cello screams and piano tears.
No lies. No filters.
Just blood and rhythm.

My tracks are diaries.
Rituals.
Decay in motion.

𝙏𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙𝙨 · 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩 · 𝙀𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙤
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 — 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝟺𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝟺𝚝𝚑

© D4rkyfirefly — Verse is blood. Sound is sacred. All rights reserved.

#lofi #gothic #rap #ambient #poetry #dark #storytelling #piano #indie #trap #neoclassical #ballad #poem #darkpoem #hiphop #experimentalhiphop #neoclassicalrap #darkrap #alternativehiphop #trapnoir #gothictrap #postrap #cellopoet #threeworldsonevoice #lostpoetsclub #existentialhiphop #celestialsorrow #armony #narracion #d4rkyfirefly

Born in Oahu, raised between South Africa and Big Island, my musical journey evolved. College in Colorado unveiled my passion for music production refined through LA Icon Collective Online Program. After 5 years in Colorado, I found myself in Oregon, fueled by a creative force. A fusion of islands, mountains and beats.

Explore my evolving discography. 

Booking Email: Makan.musik1@gmail.com

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