2024

Produced by Mahtay:

https://traktrain.com/mahtay

Lyrics:

Grind better but we still don’t have shit/
Coffee and pills til I feel fantastic/
Trend setters in the company of bad kids/
They need a pill til they feel fantastic/
No memory of anything my past did/
Just feed em pills til they feel fantastic/
Stomach hurting from the microplastics/
Another pill and I feel fantastic/

Another spectacle, a vegetable that’s lost in time/
A couple chemicals had crossed my mind/
I was menace like the rest of you, now old and wise/
And so I’m begging you to check your views, guard your spine/
Get a rise from other people, wanna pass some judgement?/
More Christ, less Christopher Columbus/
That knife in your back with my thumbprints/
I really wish we’d move past that dumb shit/
But I don’t make the rules, frankly homie nor do you/
Cry another river til you drown inside your kiddie pool/
Slicing em like Sweeney Todd, I can make a Sydney swoon/
I don’t even gotta try, I would prolly hate me too/
The radio blaring greatest hits/
While the highspeed finds me the greatest tits/
Know it won’t be rhymes that’ll make me rich/
But I still make time just write this shit/

Another lost soul floating into purgatory/
Don’t knock if you’ve heard this story/
One shot, gun cocked with a major warning/
Only made a pit stop for the gold and glory/
And every morning is a hapless haze/
Till I take another pill to get the chills away/
From another late night in the hall of shame/
To another date night with the ball and chain/
What a game, I’m getting sick of this, kiss you while I slit my wrist/
Living like a walking ghost, prolly won’t admit to this/
Tell me where you think this goes, watch me while I sit and spin/
Tell it to some stupid hoe, repeat it to my therapist/
We in this til the bitter end/
You don’t gotta play nice, can you just pretend/
We don’t wanna have fights so we twist and bend/
And play dead til the square fits the circle again/

Another love song, torn into mess of fibers/
I’m gone, something’s dead inside her/
If it felt so wrong, why’s my bed in tatters/
If they wanna hold on, nothings said that matters/
The headless actor wanna flip the script/
If you want him so bad you can have him, bitch/
You were running so fast, almost sad you tripped/
Know that when you look back it’s all making sense/
Put an honest chip on his bending shoulders/
Like his confidence is his worst disorder/
A pauper prince dishing vicious orders/
Found your fingerprints live within his borders/
Soul is tortured, woe is all me/
Heart is cornered, I’m a hopeless zombie/
Day by day see faith’s beyond reach/
Pray, wanna change, taste brains in my teeth/

Fantastic

2024
Produced by GloBeats:

https://globeatsmusic.com

Lyrics:

I count money, you doordash food/
Your girl's warping to the pipe, four dash two/
It's Doug Funny on the mic, all my homies blue/
I'm Steve Burns with my dawgs, can you spot the clues?/
Come and get your girls hands outta my pants/
Sniff a blue V, chase it with a vyvanse/
Stick it up a bitch nose like a Zicam/
She thinking it’s love, Funny Girl, Streisand/
Bitch flex in them acid wash/
You got a face like Shrek but it’s the ass that talks/
I got the Farquad cut and some massive balls/
I’m talking to her like it's coat check, jacket off/
Musk money, fuck the nazi shit/
I’m getting photos of your girl, paparazzi shit/
I think the bitch might blow, kamikaze shit/
I got brains from the hoe, on some zombie shit, yo/

Cus I’m ignorant/
Tryna meet a young lady, pay her rent/
Wanna go to the bar, figure out who are/
But so far I am not impressed/

Kup’s out the psych ward/
Tryna make another wrong move with the right whore/
Not enough to go around, finna make em fight for it/
Spin around, make her wipe me down like a whiteboard/
Time for, some passion sex/
I killed the cat nine times, you can have what’s left/
I fill the glass to the brim, my accountant wept/
I’ll take her ass to the gym, do a thousand reps/
High noon, drank booze with some gay dudes/
Had me screaming like a baboon for some fake boobs/
Gotta win, left it on her skin like a tattoo/
Second wind, hit that shit again, I can rap too/
I’m giving up on the thoughtful raps/
Cus if you tryna blow up, write some awful trash/
I been putting in work like a maniac/
I shoulda did this first, I’m just speaking facts/

Tryna fuck a young bitch with a old trojan/
Fuck her while we stand up, but I’m not joking/
If you see my side chick, we have not spoken/
Suck a short bald dick, blow Rogan/
No time for a call me, maybe/
Got her waiting for the cash like a nepo baby/
Drive a bitch like a Benz, that’s my friend Mercedes/
She a fiend for the Ms, they should call her Shady/
New lady in that see thru shit/
I eat box cus I’m not a misogynist/
So kick rocks if you not tryna slob the dick/
It’s backshots to a thot, that’s just common sense/
Gargle spit, hot and heavy/
If you can’t afford a bitch, pick her up in a Chevy/
And if a bitch don't shave, gotta keep a machete/
I hit her ass with the Reggie when her body is ready/

Ignorant

2024

Produced by GloBeats:

https://globeatsmusic.com

Lyrics:

I’m just feeling fucking happy girl, now how bout you?/
I’m in a wonderful place, I’m a wonderful mood/
And can’t nobody bring me down, I swear to god that it’s true/
Wish I could share this feeling, you’d be wonderful too/
I’m surrounded by the sunshine, rainbows and shit/
And now I’m looking for someone to share my happiness with/
So if you’re feeling fucking happy let’s start making some moves/
The only thing could make me happier is being with you/
I swear to god that I’m not desperate as fuck/
I swear to god I’m not a psycho who’s just down on his luck/
I swear to god there is a heart that beats inside my chest/
And I don’t wanna murder every single person that I’ve ever met/ 

I’m just feeling fucking happy girl, now how bout you?/
I’m in a wonderful place, I’m a wonderful mood/
And can’t nobody bring me down, I swear to god that it’s true/
Wish I could share this feeling, you’d be wonderful too/
And I could see the bright skies on a dark day/
If you would be the sunshine that scares the clouds away/
I’ve always been a little quirky, know I like when it rains/
And we can be happy together for as long as you stay/
And if you leave I hope you know I’ll be fine/
That I will not obsess about you til the ending of time/
Know I think that happiness is just a pillar of health/
I swear to god I never once considered killing myself/

I’m just feeling fucking happy girl, now how bout you?/
I’m in a wonderful place, I’m a wonderful mood/
And can’t nobody bring me down, I swear to god that it’s true/
Wish I could share this feeling, you’d be wonderful too/
I’m surrounded by the sunshine, rainbows and shit/
And now I’m looking for someone to share my happiness with/
So if you’re feeling fucking happy let’s start making some moves/
The only thing could make me happier is being with you/

The Happy Song

Produced by GloBeats:

https://globeatsmusic.com/

Lyrics:

Every day I pass a building with a big glass pane/
Dissolve walls all obscuring your frame/
I see your phone buzzing, lip reading telling people your name/
I miss your face when I can’t see thru the rain, pain/
Stuck at the light, watching wipers move from left to the right/
It flips green, means you’re gone for the night, fuck/
Chest tight, really wishing we could speak from afar/
Don’t even really need to know who you are, damn/
Sometimes it feels like me and you are from a different planet/
Like if I drive right thru the glass you’d maybe understand it/
And if we cross each others paths then I’ma just be candid/
I’d probably just profess my love instead how I planned it/
God dammit, love the hair up, I’m a sucker for red/
The other day I really fucked with your threads, dead/
Thinking of you when waking up has got me stuck in my bed/
I think I fell in love with someone I made up in my head/

Dressed sharp, body sculpted from your knees to your chest/
Suppose to her I’m just a creeper I guess, bet/
To me you’re missing from my life it’s like I need to inject/
We’ve got this barrier between us causing me to reflect/
I put my feelings in this text as if you’d welcome my words/
But if we met you’d think I’m fucking absurd, blurred/
Something is stirred inside my heart I really hope to explore/
But that is not enough for me to open up those doors/
My hearts torn, quick gazes hopes of catching your eye/
Don’t have the courage to wave, the favorite part of my drive/
I know I might seem insane, I’m just a regular guy/
Who wants to smash your window in so I slither inside/
I’m in a bind, maybe one day I should figure this out/
I thought taking of the bus, maybe a whole different route/
I’m really stuck in a rut, thinking of skipping this town/
Maybe it’s better for my health if I just keep you around/

Every day I pass a coffee shop on my way home/
Couple of blocks from where I spotted your dome, roam/
Up to the counter, order java and then I slink in my booth/
My mouth is lava, picking pastry pieces out of my tooth/
I felt loose, dozing off when someone walked in the door/
I swear to god it left my jaw on the floor, score/
This is my chance, use my pants to wipe the sweat from my hands/
It’s been a while but I remember the dance, let’s go/
Excuse me miss, now I don’t mean to interrupt your supper/
But I was wondering if I could maybe get your number/
Silently suffer while I watch you try to form a reply/ 
You wrote your number on a napkin to my shock and surprise/
Now I’m embarrassed thinking back on all those fits of passion/
I must admit you’re not exactly how I had imagined/
The grass is greener, other side is where the cold wind blows/
I liked you more before when I would only see you thru the/

Limerence

This is a banger with featuring Jay Fehrman BEATS and Mizzy, Qwent, and the Butcher on vocals.  Catch the vibe!!  Upcoming track on the Johnny Jetpack LP

Ouchyaelmn

Produced by Buddy
2025

Lyrics:

Stuck inside my head/
And I can’t let you in/
Not til it’s safe again/
I let these bad thoughts pass/
Reflect on all my sins/
I’m trapped behind this mask/
Don’t ask me where I been/
Stuck inside my head/
No I can’t get you out/
But if you leave right now/
I’ll let these bad thoughts win/
I’ll let my demons out/
I feel it in my skin/
I fucking need you now/

Something to say you been keeping from me, it’s fucking tragic/
I miss the days we could see each other without the madness/
I felt your pain, something broken in you, I had to have it/
I’m barely sane, out in the rain, you’re keeping me distracted/
I’m on your mattress, my habits lead me to troubled waters/
Poker face, I just violated your lovely daughter/
Now I’m a goner, love is harder, I’m growing older/
A womanizing piece of shit, I guess nobody told her/
Lay on my shoulder, the consequence of a selfish man/
Only in it for confidence and attention span/
You held my hand, helped me up when they beat me down/
I left you stranded, still wishing that I would see you around/
Weak to the sound, broken hearted, you pull me closer/
Look what you started, just play the part til you fucking ghost her/
It’s never over, feel weak when I see your face/
I guess it speaks to all the memories I tried to erase/

Race to the bottom, you only won cus you beat him there/
Coulda forgot him, you cut him off, he just reappeared/
Another shot, young and dumb enough to lend him an ear/
Covered in rot, guess he forgot that he left you in tears/
Couldn’t conquered his fear, wouldn’t step to the plate/
He never owned up to the damage that he left in his wake/
And every stupid mistake, he just repeats it again/
Blowing his chances, something rancid creeping under his skin/
Blow in the wind, where weather takes me, you seem to follow/
You left me dead, can’t find my head inside this sleepy hollow/
A message in a bottle, but you just block my texts/
You were addicted to the drama, I’m a sucker for sex/
I’ve struggled for less, you hit my number and break me open/
But every time I check the phone I know I’m only hoping/
Barely coping, hold my breath til I take my last/
Like if I wrote the perfect verse then you might take me back

Stuck

First track from an EP we're working on (if I ever finish it)

Produced by Mahtay:

https://traktrain.com/mahtay

Lyrics:

A sea of people I’m drowning out and the musics blaring/
A thousand voices all fighting over the air, I’m swearing/
It’s overwhelming, I’m barely lucid, I hit the chair and/
Momentary glance across the room and seen some ladies staring/
I’m in a mood cus my homies ditched me, I can’t be bothered/
If you’re in need of a broken man, you should calll your father/
It’s time to trade in my solo cup for a bottled water/
Gave myself a moment, sobered up and then it’s my departure/
It’s getting harder, I’m growing jaded, I dap the brothers/
Appreciated the invitation, they’ll be another/
I’ll be the bummer, I’m really bad at just being happy/
Blocking the exit was the girls that was staring at me/
I see them giggle and pointing, one of the ladies laughing/
They broke the huddle, I’m nervous, what is about to happen/
She’s coming at me, she’s mouthing some words that I can’t hear/
She grabbed my hand and started leading me somewhere, oh dear/

I was just about to leave, but you said come with me/
I got somewhere I gotta be, but you said come with me/
I saw the light behind your eyes and now I cannot breathe/
Cus you said come with me, cus you said you come with me/
And I was just about to leave, when you said come with me/
I had somewhere I had to be, when you said come with me/
I saw the light behind your eyes and now I cannot breathe/
Cus you said come with me, how bout you come with me/

She led me round for a couple minutes, it felt like hours/
We’re stepping over the little debbies and debbie downers/
I’m freaking out, are we hooking up, cus I haven’t showered/
Wonder what would made a lady fall for a wallflower?/
She found a room, it was dark and empty, I’m feeling nervous/
Becoming clear that we’re only here for a single purpose/
I said I feel the need to tell you that I’m half a person/
If you ever wanted something more, this not worth it/
I really want you to just consider the circumstances/
I always fuck up my first impressions and second chances/
I’m only hopeless, I’m thorny roses, I’m not romantic/
'preciate that I’m the one you chose, I don’t understand it/
You’re looking at me like your hypnotized, our eyes both lock/
Whatever I was gonna say, I guess my brain just dropped/
Hand on my chest as you push me over and climbed on top/
You kissed my lips, I felt my heartbeat stop/

Come with Me

Eyedea - It's Like That (DNB Flip)

Produced by Masked Man:

https://traktrain.com/masked-man-peace

Lyrics:

Neighbors fighting thru the walls, I can hear em/
Someone else had got involved and now it’s all a wash/
All that time is gone, disappear it all, cannot be resolved//
Then I, heard him just explain it all away/
Talking like it’s just another day/
Nah, I’d never do that to you bae/
It’s all in your head, this is so insane/
And the loud voices drift off and a lightswitch then flicks off//
Take my ear back from the thin wall til the next night when it kicks off//
When a pin falls I can hear not, when that whore comes I’m in earshot//
Then she peels off and the door locks, til his wife’s home then it’s gunshots//

The ups and the downs, the wrongs the rights/
I pray for that couple like every night/
I think of something I could say to his wife/
Or pull him aside, to give him advice/
I don’t/…
There’s milk in the coffee, there’s booze in the kitchen/
The neighbors are fighting, I don’t wanna listen/
They both go to sleep and I start reminiscing/
I made some decisions I don’t wanna own/
They make me a person I don’t wanna be/
I’m out of that prison and now that I’m grown/
This shit got me hurting, disturbing my peace/
I’m grabbing the bottle, I’m twisting the cap/
I dream of tomorrow and sip from the glass/
I’m watching a brother that slipped thru the cracks/
They live in the present, I’m stuck in the past/

You’re dealing with loss, there’s nothing to win/
You’re wearing a cross, it’s burning your skin/
You gotta move on, you let it dissolve/
You’re trapped in those walls, its all paper thin/
Missing back when I could hear em fight/
Thinking maybe he could make it right/
Prolly down another bottle, bitter pill to swallow when you sleep alone at night/
And it’s alright til it’s all wrong and it’s all fights til she moves on/
Hit the gin right til it’s midnight hit the bed right but it’s not warm/
No time to recover, you’re facing it now/
He’s calling your number, he’s pacing around/
He’s pouring another, he falls to the ground/
Neighbors knocking telling me to keep it down/

The Neighbors

Produced by MaskedMan:

https://traktrain.com/masked-man-peace

Lyrics:

Me and my best friends headed for dead ends/
Boutta write that very last message and hit send/
Worry bout some drama if you tryna be misled/
I got some bigger problems than whatever some bitch said/

I guess I’m pissing everybody in the world off/
Ain’t ya daddy teach ya how to treat a girl, dawg?/
I’m in the basement, basically braindead/
Tryna get some girl to drop the knives like I’m K-Fed/
Ay man, learn to love yourself, that’s when freedom comes/
Thru the sickness and the health, I wish you peace and love/
I wish it was as simple as all that/
Now I got some karma in my future like Mallrats/
Aw snap, I get it, I’m not committed/
Ground unstable, I fall back, I didn’t/
Misunderstood, so wave to the critics/
I came for the good, but stayed for the riddance, huh/
I’m on that trash heap, sleep in the back seat/
Paid wage slave, made of liquor and caffeine/
Cradle to the grave, which is quicker to catch sleep/
Neck is to the blade, might be quicker to blast me, blam/

There’s my collection of the women that I used to love/
You acting out for the attention, ain’t give you enough/
Even throughout all the madness, I owe you a hug/
Shoulders heavy like I’m Atlus and I’m bout to shrug/
Forget the drugs, a buzz or a little fame/
Baby I was born with the mic like my middle name/
I penetrate your brittle frame like bullets thru a dinner plate/
I’ll fold a rapper in half then put him back just to set him straight/
I’m on that bad luck, ads at the gas pump/
Pinning all my problems on my past cus my dad sucked/
Tryna a hitch ride inside the back of a Mack truck/
Tryna catch a high, rock bottom me back up/
Aw shucks, never knew the mirror was the face the evil/
Closer than I may appear to all my favorite people/
Never learned to face the fears that made me flick the needle/
Now I’m chasing all those wasted years like lemme write the sequel/

Bigger Problems

Jesse Jaze aka Jaze is northern Minnesota hip hop pioneer/DJ. Emerging in the scene in 2002 with group Kritical Kontact. Since 2010 Jaze has been working on his own solo stuff mainly performing, booking shows and DJing.

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