(prod. her10thjune)

i ain't been the same since u made these wounds
scars on my wrists looking like tattoos 
all i did was love, but u didn't want me to
and all i did was want u but u didn't want me too
and i ain't been the same since u cried in my room
tears stain my heart and i don't know what to do
i kept on pushing, i know u didn't want to
so why u lie to me and tell me that u want to

i'll never know why u lied about that
if u didn't i wouldn't be mad
i don't know why you put me thru that
separation ain't nothing but bad, luck

あなたが嫌い​​ですwant to // too

prod. katai ( @u8u ) + kurai ( @kurai )

dont know when im gonna exhale
make me hold my breath all night
babe its so fucked cause i know u mean well
i jus cant do 2 muchh fighting
so ill turn off the lights
pull me in closer & ill take ur life
u stare in my eyes even when u be lying
girl be honest for once r u trying?

exhale

prod. me

tonight is the night im gon take my life
why do i lie? i know it aint right
lips turning blue and skin turning white
when i go cold please hold me tight
bottled it up i kept it inside
i lied to see you, not hurt you. alright?
cuts on my wrists that wont see the light
wishing that one day youll see through my eyes

im not the same one that i used to be
but god i feel hopeless im ending me
and i dont even smoke but thats my therapy
i quit it all for you and where does that get me?
fucking nowhere i keep tryna find myself dont know where
always tryna show you that i care 
but its never enough 
im never enough

cant sayy i didnt tryy 我永远都不够

prod. me

all of this fighting left me in a frown
who thought it would be you whod make me drown
building me up just to cut me back down
with our type of love, i guess it was bound
you never cared when i bled
its not like you even cared for attempts
feel like my life's hung with thread
you cut me down, it never ends

toke up some strong wish i was gone
without somebody, i am no one
how could you give him more right from the start?
its like you never even cared about my heart
i feel like i dont wanna be me no more
kinda hurts, but i guess just cause
now im feeling like i cant take no more
and i dont think a secondwindd will come

secondwindd 你怎么能从一开始就给他更多呢？

prod. katai + tgwog
lately i cant feel the same
still high smoking on strain
eyes bloodshot power in my veins
i dont hide im usedtothepain

im usedtothepain 
2 usedtothepain

usedtothepain 无限循环

1. me
2. me
3. me
4. me
5. me
6. me
7. me
8. me
9. me & @ay7h
10. me, @ay7h & @fawwnings

2025 1/4 clipz

prod. @lawliet197

i dont wanna help myself
always thought i knew my way to get thru hell
i always feel like shit ill never ask for help
fuck my life i hate myself
take a couple xans man,, fuck my health
i dont think im ever gonna function well

i didnt wanna listen now my heart aches
leave me feelin like we was a mistake
i dont wanna deal with myself going through heartbreak
smoke 2 much i got 2 much on my plate
stalk 2 much u like a fuckin spy plane
i cant do much wish i could get a retake
but i could never handle myself let alone my mistakes

skincriess + @lawliet197

prod. @lawliet197 + me

new money nd im up now
i dont care about no streams up on my soundcloud
stay true that the pack im smoking 2 loudd
horseshoes on my jeans like im trued outt
if i lose my life i guess i want it, that shit free
and i thought that i lost mine back in 2023
i keep it 2 myself dont put the blame on me
sit on racks now and i think imma spend it on me

yea, im staying in the cutt
i stay stacking up and my money never stop
they say money talks, so mine be loud asf
i dont think im ever gonna shut it upp

我以为我在 2023 年就失去了生命 #skincries @lawliet197

skinny jeans and pentagram laces 😭😭😂
@prodmh
on my money where i sit
i dont want no fake love i jus want a brick
might take a flight to 'dam and smoke until im sick
my money dont run out, it been up since a kid
u gon get sum money then u waste it on some ricks
and i think that thats funny 1k for some shoes that shit
how u gonna spend a k on shoes that look like shit?
i pull up in my 4s when i go fuckin on yo bitch

i pull up jus like forza im gonna take yo bitch back home
stand tall cuz my money stay long
i used to turn up off the pills and i dont think ill live that long
fuck life and fuck this song
i dont want no fake love i jus want a brick
might take a flight to 'dam and smoke until im sick
my money dont run out, it been up since a kid
i saw he got some money and wasted it on ricks

i hate ricks freestyle

reprod by me

i cant fight it no more
this pain in my heart
i smoke on this loud 4 u
falling apart and scars on my heart
my memory darkens im still holding on 4 u
i don't know how to change the way i see life
i'm walking through the tunnel i see no light
i think that youre the one that ruined my life

so where are you now? 
you said you were mine 
and we would figure it out
i guess that was a lie
i was absolute in doubt
along went the time 
and you won't look at me now

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