this track was inspired in my old Instagram account (@mangle_fazbear87); where I met some good friends there, for life. Inspired in DethTech, dsbm and some e-punk songs.

lyrics; 

old usernames remain 
my voice was typed, my soul unread
Sign me out, log off this mind,
In servers cold, I’m undefined.

The web remembers what flesh forgets—
I am the ghost behind regrets.
in cached emotions, I bled.
scroll through memories
Ctrl my heart, Alt my soul,
Del this ache, I’m not whole.
I drift in tabs of endless grey,
Where even hope can't find its way.

I wrote my name in empty tags,
Buried deep in glitch and lags.
The net was wide, the void was deep,
But even ghosts must fall asleep.
One more post, then I’m gone—
To somewhere real where I belong.
But even dreams are just a trap,
In digital death, I collapse.

I wrote my name in empty tags,
Buried deep in glitch and lags.
The net was wide, the void was deep,
But even ghosts must fall asleep.
One more post, then I’m gone—
To somewhere real where I belong.
But even dreams are just a trap,
In digital death, I collapse.

2017 (prod. swkillmee)

femcels

spit remix

i feel like shit

cry of fear inspired me to make that moment to you. I still remember the game and some context, Sophie is another icon to the song.


Lyrics;

i heard you in the sirens
in the click of the door
you weren’t real
but i loved you more.

Steps echo on frozen tile
The city’s face never smiled
Mirrors lie, but they still see
The monster looks a lot like me

Messages lost in broken phones
You wrote: “don’t go too deep”
but I was drowning in my sleep
Tried to patch myself with hope

Can you hold a shadow tight?
If I scream, will I feel light?
You said, “you’re not alone”
but your warmth is just a dial tone

Every hallway speaks my fear
I trace regret in graffiti tears
The dolls smile wide—plastic grace
but none of them wear your face

If I vanish in the snow
please forget what you don’t know
Just a save point never reached
just a love
that glitched and breached.

longing (prod. kinsei)

a Gezebelle Gaburgably cover by Negative XP.

I Can Fix Him (Gezebelle Gaburgably Cover/Acoustic)

george floyd deserved it

did in 30 min, drinking coffee and overthinking.
sorry 4 changing song genres.

lyrics;

I am a social reject, just a forgotten face
depressive thoughts they fill my empty bowl
I try to change but it's all in vain
I've tried to find my place

in a world that doesn't care 
in my lonely room
my social life's a joke and I'm just the worst
I stare at the screen, lose the game

no one sees my scars
I'm on my last breath, I'm so negative
embracing loser status 
monster energy to wake up

locked in, in a week
boys get the fuck out
where's my future promised?
I'm sure I'm gonna be six feet under! x_X
ye !!

will you laugh at me(?)
like the flowers bloom, my head will blow out
a shot in the dark, right in time
dark messy hair w/ round brown eyes

I am a social reject, just a forgotten face
depressive thoughts they fill my empty bowl
I try to change but it's all in vain
I've tried to find my place

in a world that doesn't care 
in my lonely room ^-^


social reject (prod. jewelerbeats)


instrumental by MegaAttack1987


lyrics;

Always (always) at my shows (my shows)
It's a boy (it's a) I don't know (don't know)
With blue hair (blue hair) and brown eyes
With white skin and small thighs
And small thighs, in my head
I don't know what I said
he said hi, I said yo
he said he liked my rock music
And after that, I don't know
I'm trying to remember
And after that, I don't know
I'm trying to remember
And after that, I don't know
I'm trying to remember
It went something a lot like (this)
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
So annoying, used for sex
I just really want some rest
Hopefully they know how I feel
If only I could see what they did see in me
And now I wanna be like him, him
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out
boys, get the fuck out

BOYS GTFO!! (xo_willow)

original song by DethTech 
cover by me (MANGLED)

lyrics by DethTech:

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

so slow down
i'm on my own now
stuck in this dead town
there's no way out
don't know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
i'm somewhere i don't belong

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

DethTech - twenty one (brainrot cover)

(luvroxu)
twist my words and make it hurt
i hate you all no fucking worth
all i am is negative
to you im better off not here

(lil bowika)
Coração quebrado por você, despedaçado por mim
Odeio essa maldição, sem solução em fim

aceitei essa negatividade em mim
debuff por morar longe de voce, dropando lean

Se cortando e diluindo xanax na soda quente
Guaraná me engorda, mente doente, eu tô decadente

Me afogo em pelúcias e glitter no chão
Scene girl do lado, faca na mão

Coração quebrado por você, despedaçado por mim
Odeio essa maldição, sem solução em fim

aceitei essa negatividade em mim
debuff por morar longe de voce, dropando lean


Negative - luvroxu x Lil Bowika (wujek)

everything prod me

i got logged out of my other account and forgot the password cuz im a 'tarded foid

blink-182 cover

all the small things

do u have eyes for me?


lyrics;

oh, oh,  there's blood on me ~
tell me that he's pretty and I might kill you :p
one cut away from ecstasy ☆
in your screams I find my rest

xoxo, dead on my fucking knees (!)
all the other guys can fuck off
bb, it's time to forget <3<3
stopped eating for a week

tell me you lov me, kiss my hip bones
do you have eyes for me??
can we do some piercings??
you're all I ever wanted 

rawrr

I wanna go viral w/ some cuts on my wrist \\
I want him, I need him ♡
every room screams your name 
I can't take it anymore, I need you here

do you love me? I love your hair 
you're so pretty when you cry ~
emo boy, at the club 
spill out my fucking gutxz x_X

overdose and have some fun ^^
I'll appear in your dreams 
if I can't owe, you no one can (grr)
ik you have a bloody mind ‼️

viral >Д<)// (prod.luvnote)

stupid moid

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