The song navigates the turbulent shift from intense emotions of love and hate to a state of indifference. It explores the deceptive allure of a perfect facade, the confusion of illusion versus reality, and the emotional fallout of realizing that conflict and apologies are futile. The tone blends dark metal vibes with a raw, introspective journey toward emotional detachment.

Im Sorry, Nvm

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self sabotage

"So This is Hatred" is a deeply personal and raw exploration of experiencing hatred for the first time. The songwriter reflects on the profound pain of betrayal and disillusionment, capturing the emotional turmoil of confronting lies, deceit, and the destruction of trust. Through the powerful lyrics, she questions the nature of hatred itself, as she grapples with feelings she has never experienced before. The title is not a declaration but a question to the world—an attempt to understand the intensity of emotions that arise from being wronged.

The most poignant line, “Hating someone right down to their fucking name is the first time in my life I’ve felt the real pain of hatred,” encapsulates the songwriter’s journey. It marks a pivotal moment of realization: hatred stems from deep wounds inflicted by those once trusted. However, by the end of the song, she chooses to move on, letting go of the toxicity and reclaiming her power.

The intro sets an intense and defiant tone, with repeated declarations of "I hate everything about you." These words act as both a release of pent-up emotion and a prelude to the narrative of betrayal, regret, and eventual resolution.

The choruses are particularly significant, as they reflect the exact words, lies, and manipulations spoken by the people the writer trusted. Phrases like “Yeah, I get jealous, I’m just sensitive” and “I’ll always be here for you through thick and thin” serve as reminders of the emotional manipulation she endured. Including these lines is a deliberate choice, allowing her to confront and ultimately reject the false narratives imposed on her.

In the verses, the songwriter recounts the betrayal, describing how others attempted to undermine her with lies and exploit her loyalty. The lyrics transition from anger and pain to defiance and empowerment, with lines like, “You thought I’d just sit back and take the hit” and “I gave a damn, now I just watch you rot.” These words illustrate her evolution from heartbreak to strength as she distances herself from the toxicity.

The inclusion of a Japanese verse adds a poignant and universal touch, reinforcing the emotional depth of the song. It reflects the songwriter’s resolve to move forward and refuse any further attempts at manipulation. Lines like “許したことは後悔しない、でも二度とチャンスは与えない” (I don’t regret forgiving you, but I’ll never give you another chance) show her ability to forgive without forgetting, reclaiming her autonomy.

The bridge serves as a turning point, where the songwriter acknowledges the lessons learned and reclaims her voice. Lines like “I burned your script and wrote my own song” signify her triumph over those who sought to control her, solidifying her empowerment.

The song concludes with a definitive outro, as the narrator declares that she has moved on, leaving behind the drama and misery of those who betrayed her. This final declaration reinforces the theme of self-liberation and the decision to choose love and peace over hatred, no matter how justified the anger may feel.

"So This is Hatred" is a cathartic anthem for anyone who has experienced betrayal, hurt, and the raw emotions that come with it. It’s a powerful reminder that even in the darkest moments, one can choose to rise above and move forward with strength and dignity.

So This Is Hatred?

A final statement of detachment, power, and moving the fuck on, Last Time is a haunting and unrelenting track that shuts the door on past betrayals for good. It’s not just an outro to drama—it’s the burial. With eerie, hypnotic humming and a cutthroat stutter effect, this song makes it clear: this is the last time the narrator even acknowledges their existence.

From the very first line, "Last time, yeah, this the last time," the song sets the tone for a cold, calculated farewell. There’s no rage, no pleading—just deadly confidence. The narrator has nothing left to say, no more anger to waste. The person they’re addressing? They’ve already lost.

The verses are laced with sharp, dismissive lyricism:
"Bitch, you a ghost now, disappear."
The person who once loomed large in the narrator’s life? They’re now nothing but a shadow, erased from relevance. The phrase “no rewinds, no repeats” reinforces that there’s no revisiting the past—the chapter is closed, the book is sealed.

The stuttered chorus effect intensifies the track’s eerie, surreal quality. The glitching, fragmented delivery mirrors the way the past is crumbling away—each syllable hitting like a nail in the coffin.
"Y-y-you a footnote, b-bitch, I’m the s-story.
Y-y-you the audience, I’m the f-fucking glory."
This is a reminder of who’s really in control—the narrator isn’t the one left dwelling. They’re moving forward, thriving, and leaving ghosts behind.

The humming bridges and outro add an almost ritualistic feel to the song, like a final funeral chant over the past. The narrator doesn’t need to scream or rant—they’ve already won. The outro delivers one last dagger:
"This was the end, not for me—just for you."
The fight may have been two-sided before, but now? There’s only one name that still matters.

Last Time is the ultimate send-off to toxicity. It’s not just a song—it’s a ritual of release, a purging of past betrayals, a final nail in the coffin of people who no longer deserve space in the narrator’s world. This track doesn’t rage—it buries. And when the humming fades out into silence? That’s the sound of someone being erased.

Last Time

🔻 Why Do You Care – Song Insight
Genre: Cinematic Country Ballad / Soulful Americana
Mood: Heartfelt, Emotional, Powerful
Tempo: Slow-burning, building into a climactic emotional release
Vocal Style: Deep, resonant, expressive with smooth vocal runs

🎭 Story & Meaning
Some doors are meant to stay closed. Why Do You Care is a song about regret, closure, and finally walking away from a love that’s already gone. It captures the weight of lost love, the damage done, and the realization that some things can’t be fixed.

The song moves through raw emotion and storytelling, touching on themes of destruction, unfulfilled promises, and the strength to say goodbye for good. It’s about someone who keeps coming back—too late, too empty, too lost.

This isn’t a plea. It’s not a cry for understanding. It’s the final, quiet reckoning—an acknowledgment that the past is the past, and there’s no turning back. You killed the spirit you once revived, and there’s nothing left to save.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
As soon as he’s gone, you come running to me,
Saying it was a mistake, just a misunderstanding.
Chasing ghosts of what we used to be,
But darling, love don’t live in daydreams.

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my sweet nothing, goodbye last chance,
Goodbye to tomorrow—goodbye, goodbye.
Look at this love now, left in destruction,
You killed the spirit you once revived.

[Verse 2]
You lost a number, now I’m losing your name,
Like a cowboy’s last ride, fading into the rain.
Your echoes stretch on, but I’m done listening,
We’ve come too far to just rewind the pain.

[Bridge]
Nothing has changed, nothing is new,
You’re still chasing ghosts you never outgrew.
Tears don’t fall for where you are now,
They fall for the love you let slip through.

[Verse 3]
Now just a faded memory, lost into nothingness,
Look at the lost love now, look at your destruction.
You killed the spirit—
And this time, there’s no coming back.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree creates music that blends nostalgic sound with modern emotion, capturing the feeling of comforting familiarity mixed with raw storytelling. Every song is an echo of the past while pushing forward into something new.

With a focus on cinematic ballads, deep emotion, and haunting melodies, 4Me2BeFree crafts music that stirs something deep inside the listener—whether it’s heartbreak, healing, or the final realization that it’s time to move on.

The music is the story. The story is the music. 🎶

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Goodbye, My Sweet Nothing

Six Feet Deep" - A Sequel to "Welcome to My Funeral"

"Six Feet Deep" is the direct continuation of "Welcome to My Funeral," expanding on the themes of isolation, grief, and self-destruction. While the first song portrays the funeral as a metaphor for emotional breakdown and detachment, this sequel delves deeper into the aftermath accepting the burial, the descent into darkness, and the realization that there's no one left to save you.



six feet

A heartbreak letter from the afterlife. A cinematic goodbye from a soul still in love, watching from the stars.

Lyrics:
kiss me with a goodbye
take me to the right side
maybe we can stick up
on the other side
on the other side
on the other side
on the other side, tonight

lady pretty baby
don’t be afraid for me
i'm fine just walking to the stairs(to the stairs)

late night on the highway
i crashed to the big car
watching you from the sky

tell mom that i love her
greet her with a goodbye
you'll see me in the stars
see me in the stars

kiss me with a goodbye
take me to the right side
maybe we can stick up
on the other side
on the other side
on the other side
on the other side, tonight



Other Side

"I Miss You" is a haunting cinematic ballad set at the outbreak of World War III.
A man hides inside his London home as the first wave of bombs batter the city. With no internet, no phone, and no hope of escape, he reaches for pen and paper—writing a final letter to his wife, who has been relocated with their children to safety in the countryside.

As London burns outside his shattered window, he pours his fears and love onto the page. But when his building is struck, he’s thrown into the rubble—broken, bleeding, and fading fast. In his final moments, he looks to the night sky and sees her… perhaps real, perhaps an apparition… holding him as he drifts away.

Dark, emotional, and cinematic—I Miss You captures the human cost of war, the fragility of love, and the heartbreak of separation.

I MISS YOU

[Verse 1]
I miss you
The darkness in my heart
The time that we're apart
The tears that fall tonight

[Verse 2]
I miss you
The screaming in the dark
They're running through the parks
The sirens call  to hide

[Verse 3]
So it beings
The people run and hide
The bombs that fall tonight
The buildings fall and burn

[verse 4]
And as I pray
I see you in the sky
The tears are in your eyes
I reach but you're too far, away
I reach but you're too far, away

I miss you

Dean R. Chandler 
06.09.2025

I Miss You

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Expressing Myself through, Lyrics and Music is my way of cooping in this world <3

I am an independent artist and making my own music writing my own lyrics and everything.If you would like to support my art all you need to do is give a follow and let yourself enjoy my music :)

About

I’m Dean R. Chandler — a London based songwriter, recording artist, and storyteller. My music is rooted in a lifelong search for meaning, weaving together themes of love, loss, faith, alien contact, and humanity’s future.

My upcoming double concept album Human Odyssey (set for release in January 2027) is the culmination of decades of writing and reflection. It’s a narrative journey that begins with a search for God and ends with an encounter with extraterrestrial intelligence — exploring not only what it means to be human, but also where we might be heading as a species. Musically, it draws inspiration from the epic storytelling of Jeff Wayne’s War of the Worlds, the synth-driven edge of Gary Numan, and the emotional depth of artists like Tori Amos and Chris de Burgh.

I previously released Time Machine – Reflecting Shattered Dreams (2014) and continue to revisit my archive of songs written across 35 years, reimagining them with today’s tools and sounds. Some pieces remain intimate and acoustic, while others expand into dark rock, industrial, or orchestral landscapes — but all are connected by a focus on emotional honesty and cinematic storytelling.

Beyond music, I’m fascinated by the intersection of creativity and technology. I’ve been experimenting with AI-driven composition and production to bring old demos to life and to spark entirely new works. For me, these tools are not replacements for human artistry but extensions of it — ways of unlocking stories and emotions that otherwise might have remained hidden.

At its heart, my work is about connection: to the past, to the future, and to the unseen mysteries of existence. Music, for me, isn’t just entertainment — it’s a chronicle of transformation, a conversation between spirit, science, and sound.

https://www.linkedin.com/in/dean-r-chandler-b19715382/
www.deanrchandler.co.uk

Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

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