I think I'm losing it
I think I'm done
I don't know if I've
Lost or won

My head's in a tailspin
I need control
My head's in a tailspin
I may fold

Unless I can

Regain Control
Of who I am
Regain Control
Of who I am

Keep me holding
Keep me strong
Keep my head in the game
Save me from the wrong

I've made mistakes
I've made leaps
I've seen the fakes
Still come after me 

Unless I can

Regain Control
Of who I am
Regain Control
Of who I am

Keep me holding
Keep me strong
Keep my head in the game
Save me from the wrong

I've made mistakes
I've made leaps
I see the fakes
I've made mistakes
I've made leaps
I've seen the fakes

Regain Control
Of who I am
Regain Control
Of who I am

Regain Control

I'm confused
I can't figure it out
How do I amuse
How do I shout

Is there something I push
Is there something I click
Is there something I swipe
Is there something I like

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

Am I missing the key
Am I missing the me
Am I missing the free
Am I missing the plea

For help!
For help!
For help!
For help!

How does this occur
I only see the blur
Will they prefer
When I'm in doubt

With your love
With your light
I'll make it happen
Tonight

Will I find it
Will I see it
Will I meet it
Will I believe it

When it happens
How will I respond
When it happens
Will I be gone

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

The Push, the Click, the Swipe

Lost in a little world
Don't know how to get out
Feel that something has been lost
Feel like someone has given up

What is it
What am I doing
Who am I trying to impress
Who am I trying to get

Trapped
Trapped
Trapped in a box

I had no clue
I had no clue
There was no news
Because I was so blue

If I only believed in myself
Back then
If I only believed in myself
Back then

Trapped
Trapped, in a box

Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell
Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell

What is it
What am I doing
Who am I trying to impress
Who am I trying to get

Trapped
Trapped
Trapped, in a box

I had no clue
I had no clue
There was no news
Because I was so blue

If I only believed in myself
Back then
If I only believed in myself
Back then
If I only believed in myself
Back then
Back then
Back then
Back then

Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell
Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell

Was I okay?
Was I okay?
Did I need help?
Did I need help?

Trapped
Trapped
Trapped, in a box

I see some light
I may be saved
I see some light
Let's make this day

Even if I'm still,

Trapped, in a box

Trapped in a Box

It fell apart
For good reason
It fell apart
It was my season

For the life to tumble
For the life to fall
For the life I dreamt
For the life I called

Me
But, it wasn't me
It was to rot for
Someone I was not

I lived a life
For someone I thought
Cared for my dreams
Cared for my loss

I started to build it back up
When someone cared
When someone loved
When someone was there

They came into my life
It was great 
They came into my life
I'm back to the same

Old self
Old soul
Old dreams
Old gold

It's time, it's time
To take back what is mine
It's time, it's time

Relax
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold

Rebuilding Life

It fell apart
For good reason
It fell apart
It was my season

For the life to tumble
For the life to fall
For the life, I dreamt
For the life I called

Me
But, it wasn't me
It was to rot for
Someone I was not

I lived a life
For someone, I thought
Cared for my dreams
Cared for my loss

I started to build it back up
When someone who cared
When someone loved
When someone was there

They came into my life
It was great
They came into my life
I'm back to the same

Old self
Old soul
Old dreams
Old gold

It's time, it's time
To take back what is mine
It's time, it's time

Relax
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold
Relax
It's my gold

Don't know what to do
I'm ready to hang it all up
It doesn't seem to be working
I know now why I do

It's not for my own interest
It's not for my own heart
It's to please that person
Who was never a part

Of my life
My dreams
My desires
My esteem

For someone I should respect
For someone I should love
For someone who didn't care
For someone alone

Who
Did not know how to live
Who
Did not know how to help
Who
Did not know how to love
Who
Did not know how to give

The struggle is real
The struggle is here
The struggle will not end
The struggle is always near

It's not for my own interest
It's not for my own heart
It's to please that person
Who was never a part

Of my life
My dreams
My desires
My esteem

For someone I should respect
For someone I should love
For someone who didn't care
For someone alone

Who
Did not know how to live
Who
Did not know how to help
Who
Did not know how to love
Who
Did not know how to give

The struggle is real
The struggle is here
The struggle will not end
The struggle is always near

The Hollow Name

I don't believe in who you are
I don't  believe in what you to be
I don't  believe in you
But I believe in me

I don't  believe in who you are
I don't  believe in what you to be
I don't  believe in you
But I believe in me

They can go back
I started something new
They can go back
The feeling is great

Them gone is what it's supposed to be
This is who they are
I don't know what they did
I deserve this discovery

I don't believe in who you are
I don't  believe in what you to be
I don't  believe in you
But I believe in me

I don't believe in who you are
I don't  believe in what you to be
I don't  believe in you
But I believe in me

I'm excited to say the more
I have been waiting for a long time
I never knew I'd would not find my true voice
It was destiny
When you didn't recognized me

Am I here
I have arrived
This is the beginning
Of my new life

I don't believe in who you are
I don't  believe in what you to be
I don't  believe in you
But I believe in me

I don't believe in who you are
I don't  believe in what you to be
I don't  believe in you
But I believe in me

But, I believe in me

You have no freakin' clue
What I've been through
How can you judge
How can you determine

What's best for me
What's best to do
What's best to have
What's best for you

Ignorance
You wear it best
Ignorance
You wear it best

Don't pretend you know me
Don't pretend you care for me
Don't pretend
You think you know me
But you don't, you don't, you don't, you don't

Ignorance
You wear it best
Ignorance
You wear it best

I am a stranger to you
How can you think that
I am a stranger to you
You're not a friend

Don't pretend you know me
Don't pretend you care for me

Ignorance
You wear it best
Ignorance
You wear it best

Misunderstood Identity

"The Hardest Pill to Swallow" is an emotional track that delves into themes of betrayal, self-realization, and rebuilding inner strength. The song narrates the journey from feeling forgotten and worthless in relationships to finding independence and self-worth. With melancholic verses and a powerful chorus, the lyrics capture the heartbreak of lost connections and the painful realization of being invisible to those you loved. The track concludes on a hopeful note of liberation and self-acceptance.
https://open.spotify.com/album/6BqmMVQhR8RrOYvacc0LFP?si=sHUnSxzGQUqS_SJ_2HqIHQ

Hardest Pill

Ты и Я

Что меня держит

Enough" is a soul-baring anthem of self-worth, healing, and quiet strength. With heartfelt lyrics and a soaring, reflective melody, the song tells the story of someone who gave everything in love—but found even more in themselves. It’s about surviving heartbreak without bitterness, reclaiming lost light, and realizing that being whole doesn’t require someone else’s validation. Honest, vulnerable, and empowering, "Enough" is a reminder that you were always more than enough.

More Than Enough

🎧 Song Insight – "This Is Me" by 4Me2BeFree
"This Is Me" is a raw, tongue-in-cheek anthem of self-reclamation, delivered with wit, warmth, and just enough sass to sidestep sentimentality. It speaks to the messy middle—where identity isn’t a fixed brand, but a living, breathing process. With a blend of alt-pop attitude and spoken-word cheekiness, the song captures the bittersweet freedom of not having all the answers... and not needing to. It’s for anyone who's ever felt unmoored and found power in that very uncertainty. From casting off performative masks to declaring autonomy in the loudest, most joyfully awkward way possible, this track is an ode to unfiltered selfhood—with a smirk.

🎙️ Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I want to write, but I don’t know what I’m saying
The words come out, but they don’t stick... fading away
Used to spill feelings like ink on the floor—
Now I’m like... I just don’t care about that part anymore

[Verse 2]
I’m not lost
I’m just new here
Not broken
Still growing
Don’t know what I want yet
But you know what’s awesome?
I get to figure it out
Explore the parts I missed
Nothing’s better than having nothing
‘Cause there’s only perspective to gain

[Chorus]
But I know—
I’m better than where I was
I know myself
No regrets for who I’ve become
Wouldn’t trade this life
For anyone else’s dream
No need to be anyone but me

[Verse 3]
I’ve found my road
Don’t know the destination
But I know the driver… and he’s hot
And I like who he’s becoming
Lost the shadow of that stranger
Shedding the skin I used to wear

[Outro]
I don’t have to be plastic
No fake smiles far as the eye can see
Not pretending just to be seen
This ain’t a show, no illusions
Whatever the world throws
I know what it means to be real
To be me
Proud—
Alone or not
I’ll never fold
I’ll never fake
This is me
And I’m not going back
To plastic and green.

[Ext Outro]
…Did I mention the driver’s hot?!
You want my number?
Pager? AOL username??
I got you on MySpace!
...It's okay, I always got me.
And I ROCK!
(voice trailing off like they're yelling it down a hallway while the other person walks away laughing)

💬 Personal Reflection
I wrote this during a weirdly liberating phase—the kind where your whole identity feels like a reboot, but not in a polished, movie-montage kind of way. More like waking up and realizing the person you were trying so hard to be was exhausting, and maybe... kind of boring. “This Is Me” isn’t about being fully healed or knowing where I’m going—it’s about being okay with not knowing. It’s about joy in the chaos. And yeah, that last line? Totally based on real conversations. Because sometimes healing looks like laughing too loud in your own damn car.

🎤 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s a mirror. Every track is a chapter in the messy, beautiful book of becoming. This song celebrates the moment you stop editing yourself to fit someone else’s script. It's goofy. It’s grounded. And it means everything to finally say: this is me...and I’m good with that.

📜 Copyright Notice
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this is me

🎧 About
I’m Dmitry Samborskyi — Ukrainian artist, songwriter and the lead voice of BLACK, an independent Music Production Group blending underground hip-hop rap, cinematic beats, and the spirit of resistance.

As the lead artist of BLACK, I bring stories to life through lyrics, collaborations, and production. I create raw, emotional, and powerful music — tracks that hit the soul and speak the truth.

BLACK means more than music — it stands for:

B — Beatmaker
L — Legendary
A — Artist
C — Composer
K — Key figure

I work independently to create a sound that is bold, Ukrainian, and unforgettable.

🎯 Let’s connect if you feel music is more than just sound — it’s a voice, a force, and a way of being.

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Wow… just wow! Over 105,000 plays on my songs so far, that’s absolutely incredible!
Thank you so much to everyone who’s been listening, liking, sharing, reposting, and commenting. 
You guys keep the fire alive 🔥

I’m Ghostwriter/Conny, a creative soul crafting emotional music in both Swedish and English, songs drawn from real life highs and lows.
Love, loss, hope, healing… every track I make comes from a place of truth.

I started this journey many years ago as a sound engineer in Gospel, but it wasn’t until 2024 that I began producing my own songs.

I write my own lyrics, produce, and master everything in FL Studio PRO 2025 and Suno Studio with AI infuences, blending styles like R&B, pop, hip-hop, and EDM, sometimes smooth and heartfelt, sometimes wild and experimental. 😎

Music, to me, is all about connection.
If a song moves you, it’s done what it was meant to do.

Thank you for being part of this journey, and trust me, there’s so much more coming. ❤️

Blending heartfelt lyrics with soulful melodies, I write songs that tell real stories—about love, life, and everything in between. From quiet moments to big emotions, my music is a soundtrack for anyone who’s ever felt deeply.

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