beat produced by @sorrow_bringer <3

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words i guess:
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I guess I should really learn
When to keep my mouth shut
When to keep my mouth shut
I always tend to say the wrong things

Never wanna hurt you I just want to be here
(Never want to hurt you I just want to be here)
I'm always right here you're not alone
LIGHTS DOWN LOW NOW THE BLADE'S TO YOUR WRIST

All because the pills never seem to grant your wish
Is this self destruction if I'm coming down too
Now you got me feelin'
So damn worthless~
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh~
OooOoooOooOOooOOo~

Guess that I
Should just go
Yet I find myself struggling to move on
When the depths call your name I'll show up too

Honestly what's the point if I can't have you
Constantly telling me that it's all mutual
Honestly I...
Really fucking doubt it

I guess I should really learn
When to keep my mouth shut
(When to keep my mouth shut)
When to keep my mouth shut
(When to keep my mouth shut)
I ALWAYS TEND TO SAY THE WRONG THING~...

Deathwish (prod. sorrow bringer)

another song prod. @sorrow_bringer and luffysome
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here are the words - -
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I wonder how you've been doin lately
haven't heard from you in a lil while
scrollin through all those memories
can you believe how we use to be

hard to believe that that wasn't yesterday
all the time passing by got me goin crazy
probably wouldn't recognize the person that i've become
but i guess that it goes both ways

last i heard
you was on the fent again
don't wanna end up losing one more friend

last i heard
you was on the fent again
don't wanna end up losing one more friend

far too soon how many times have i told you
that it's not time for you to meet the end
needa watch out for the people that you keep around
they'll be the first ones to drag you down

trust me i know that you've got good intentions
but the truth is that you can't save everyone
truth is that you really made it out
sometimes you just gotta let others drown

trust me when i say sometimes you gotta look out for yourself
cuz no one cares
they'll gladly drag you to the bottom
and just watch you suffer there

last i heard
you was on the fent again
don't wanna end up losing one more friend

last i heard
you was on the fent again
don't wanna end up losing one more friend

everyday just wondering when
i'll see you once again
things haven't been the way they use to be
but you still mean the world to me...

Memories (prod. sorrow bringer + luffysome)

beat made by @sorrow_bringer

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Constantly tryin to outlive my past
Break the fuckin rearview so I can't look back
Never quite fond of who I use to be
Who I use to be

Can I delete who I once was
People really got the wrong idea
Use to be so ashamed to be myself
Nobody really knew me cuz I lived as a fraud

Constantly hidin away
People only hurt me anyway
Gotta take it day by day
Day by day

Can I delete who I once was
People really got the wrong idea
Used to be ashamed to be myself
Used to be ashamed to be myself

Can I delete who I once was
People really got the wrong idea
Used to be ashamed to be myself
Used to be ashamed to be myself

Rearview (prod. sorrow bringer)

last song to round out my new ep <3 
hope u guys enjoy it ^-^

beat made by @sorrow_bringer and luffysome

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People hit me up and I don't hit'em back
Yet I still complain about always being so lonely
Always fucked up in every social circle
Being cut out really fucking hurts

That's why I avoid every possibility
Doing the bare minimum just to keep my online friends
Convincing myself that I'm not lonely
What I'd give to be able to live like everyone else
Fucking freak

Always started shit for no valid reason
Cuz truth is
I'm always filled with animosity
What do people see in me

I don't have anything
Nowadays I'm nothing but a burn out
Have no reason to even try

Always fail at knowing what people tend to think about me
No self awareness tell me how
How do you even perceive me
Nothing I say ever comes out right

People hit me up but I don't hit'em back
Yet I still complain about always being so lonely
People hit me up yet I don't hit'em back
Yet I still complain about always being so lonely
People hit me up yet I don't hit'em back
Yet I still complain about always being so lonely
People hit me up yet I don't hit'em back
Yet I still complain about always being so lonely

Burnout (prod. sorrow bringer + luffysome)

ft. @mirtsi

i said
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Look me eye to eye
Let me see the beauty in your lie
Hands to hips I guess I'll forgive
Once again it's the thousandth time

Vision so clear you're my nightmare
Yet I act unaware
Pin me to my back and then I won't care
Something about the thirst in your stare
Yet I miss when love was there...

Rose to ashes beautiful to bleak
Wanna tell you no but I'm just too weak
How long can this always repeat
How long can I be so helpless
How long can I be so worthless
How long can I be so worthless...

But I guess it's...
Better then numb
Better then numb
Think you know me well
Well I guess you're dumb
Trust me I know all the shit you've done

Look me eye to eye
Let me see the beauty in your lie
Hands to hips I guess I'll forgive
Once again it's the thousandth time
Time to wake up to end this nightmare

EYE2EYE ft. Mirtsi (prod. sorrow bringer)

Yes? No? Maybe?
Everyone hates me
Eyes on me got me goin hella crazy
Wonder where all of this will take me

Future sight has been so hazy
Now I’m up next nobody will phase me
Try to gate keep but you can’t erase me
Always innovating no you can’t replace me

I don’t need to hear how you’re better than me
Already feel useless daily

Yes? No? Maybe?
Everyone hates me
Eyes on me got me going hella crazy
All my friends are idols yall too glazey

Anyone can do this but they’re too lazy

Always alone
my misery made me

yes no maybe

nightcore edit of my song yes no maybe <3 I hope you ADHD mfers enjoy

🆈🅴🆂 🅽🅾 🅼🅰🆈🅱🅴 [NIGHTCORE EDIT]

this is most of the songs I've made in these past two years compiled into one large nightcore edit >,,< <3

it's been a fun 2 yrs with lots of ups and downs and I've met so many amazing people, been through so much, learned so much and can't wait to see what's in store for the future

my music may not be the best, and I may not be the best vocalist or the best writer but these songs truly do mean the world to me so thank you everyone that's supported me if it's been just by passive listening, kind words or friendship it all means so much more to me then I could ever express T_T

so uhhhh thank you for two years and cheers for all to come !! :D <3 <3 <3

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TRACKLIST:
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1. Yes no maybe [self prod.]

2. Rearview [prod. sorrow bringer]

3. Digital ft. funny [prod. fumiko!] </3 funny - you were my best friend and inspired me to start making music again after having given up on it and I know you may not see this since you've left the comm but thank you for all the fun times and how much you showed / taught me you're the absolute fucking goat T^T

4. EYE2EYE ft. @mirtsi [prod. sorrow bringer]

5. Burnout [prod. sorrow bringer + luffysome]

6. Memories [prod. sorrow bringer + luffysome]

7. Deathwish [prod. sorrow bringer]

8. December [the prod also left the scene rip but it's not a self prod]

9. Found the one [prod. 1rokit] - I made this song after meeting my current partner >,> it's so unreal that it's already been this long and still going so well I'm not use to having such a good + healthy relationship with anyone ever and I'd be so lost without them <3

10. Excuses [prod. 77mending + 1mint]

11. All my lies [prod. sennai + 1mint]

12. Breaking point [prod. mental and the same producer from december's prod]

13. Lowlife [prod. the same producer from december and breaking point]

14. Sociopath [weird ah self prod]

15. Sometimes I really wanna throw my phone [prod. axi + wixxy]

2 YEARS OF GHOSTKAT - [NIGHTCORE MIX]

-⛧𐕣 {Ghostkat} 𐕣⛧-
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around

Tell me what I need to prove
I'll do it all just so I don't lose you
I don't wanna tell you what to do but
You won't find what we have anywhere else

Love how your words always cut me so deep
Straight through the heart and now I can't breath
But I'm addicted so I don't leave
It's all the good times that we've had

They make everything feel
Not so bad not so bad
You've taken me to my highest
And to the lowest of my lows

Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
I don't really care for all the pain you bring around

-⛧𐕣 {@irisgardnn} 𐕣⛧-
Go ahead and tell me why you wanna run around
You don't understand me
Why you tryina kill me
Driving me insane and you hit me in your blind spot

Left you in the past
Guess you taught me that
Leave me in the coffin
Lay me down while I'm still warm

Bring me back to life so you can
Put me through even more harm..

Run Around ft. Iris [prod. sorrow bringer]

Now'a days I don't really talk too much
Far too afraid of what people say
I didn't use to be this way
Didn't use to be this way

All I did was become true to myself
Turns out people, yeah,
They don't really like me
Yet people have the nerves to ask

Why you constantly overthink so much
When now I know how easy it is
To lose everyone that you ever loved
If you need me I'll be trying to decide

Why I'm even still alive...

a short song i wrote at 5 am to try to feel better about my sorry ass (prod. LMG)

𐕣  ⛧   𝔥𝔢𝔵 𝔤𝔦𝔯𝔩   ⛧  𐕣

for collabs / sending beats:
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