awakening

prod. vanitas

if he jackin dlrk, he gon end up on a ghost train.
u a fukkn nerd, lil ncca u gon know pain.
dlr gang sht, yeah we ain fukkn wit no lames.
u keep talkn shit, muhfucka stay in yo lane.
nccaz tryna gaslight, ncca this ain propane.
nccaz hatin cuz i'm gettin rich, ncca ok?
y u flexin sht that u dnt got? u got no chains.
ncca talkin sht but he lost. he got outplayed
id be more humble but im jus not abve that.
nccaz telln me they wan me dead, nd i love that.
y u askin questions? u a fed, ncca fuck that.
im havin withdrawals in this shit, where tha plug at?
wivlo in tha cut, thassa scary sght btch.
ncca tili tili bom, issa scary nght btch.
nccaz rlly wan me gone, nd thas on my life btch.
if u keep tlkn sht, u gon fukn die btch.

ghost train (vanitas) #SOLITUDE

hate myself.

[saintluckk]
i can't feel myself, cuz i'm hatin' myself.
these people be crying, i'm blamin' myself.
i wish i could end but i don't wanna leave her.
i'm numbing my pain, fucking percocet fever.
kryptonite killed all of my superpowers.
i don't feel alright, so i'm crying for hours.
if i die before you, baby, bring me some flowers.
but i won't let the reaper take away what's ours.
i'm fighting for you and i'm fighting for me.
and i'm giving my all, why the hell don't they see?
i'm sick of this pain and i'm sick of this life.
shit, i ain't even living, i'm just tryna survive.
i'm coughing, i'm wheezing, i'm bleeding, i'm dying.
my heart feels so crushed but you still see me trying.
i say that i'm fine, but you know that i'm lying.
i run from these feelings that i keep on hiding.

[kingyurei]
how do i save myself from all this fucking pain?
girl i need you right here cause i'm going insane.
you keep joking around, will you stop playing games?
i keep saying i love you every other day.
don't you leave, don't you leave, baby stay here with me.
had enough of this shit, someone please set me free.
i'm too high, i'm too high, my eyes red from the weed.
and from crying all night knowing you don't love me.
wait you love me forreal? yo luck is this a dream?
nah i'm just high as fuck, that shit ain't what it seems.
what the fuck's wrong with me? what the fuck's wrong with me?
need to pop me a bean then go fall back asleep.
but the scars in her eyes tell me she needed me.
i can't trust nobody, i got anxiety.
igor loop, igor loop. when it ends, it repeats.
i keep calling your name but you can't hear my screams.

saintluckk - myself + kingyurei + 347aiden (vanitas)

ha.

lyrics:
can't fukkin sleep, i got anxiety.
hiding from them, shunned by society.
you talkin too much, so i'm gon' make you bleed.
you can try to run, but you'll never succeed.
jumpin too high, lil bitch, take a seat.
always in my way, like a muhfukkin fiend.
.40 on me, it gon' leave you deceased.
she give me head, hit rewind and repeat.

is there sum wrong with me?
sum wrong with me?
is there sum wrong with me?
sum wrong with me?
is there sum wrong with me?
sum wrong with me?
is there sum wrong with me?
sum wrong with me?

this choppa be the only miss who's piss you fukkin sippy.
always speakin at the wrong time, boutta make your lips go zippy.
better think before you do it, cause yknow you're fukkin wit me.
blade with poison, leave a mark but i ain't talkin' bout no hickey.
bitch, you know i hate you, i can't even fukkin think straight.
i'm coming to your house and i'm carrying my switchblade.
opening your mouth has now become your biggest mistake.
you can try to hide, but you won't ever fukkin escape.

SUMWRONGWITME? (narcix)

a song i wont drop on main due to the beat being similar to an already existing song of mine.

TOXiC+LoVE (vanitas)

this shit not murderdrill. wait is it? idk.

prod @vnmpire

i kno they wan me dead.
im questionin myself, what an existential dread.
i take a ltta drugz so da pain i feel is less.
my gf prlly hate me, idk im fuckin stressed.
i dont kno im fuckin stressed
im always on my own cuz im bttr than da rest.
nd aftr havin sex i hope u thnk abt me less.
nd s/o 2 da plug, he put me on2 all deez meds.
(he put me on2 all deez meds. 2x)
i got insecurities, i cnnt fuckin take it.
@wivlo alwys tellin me 2 try nd fuckin face em.
evrytime im wit her, my heart keep on fuckin racin. 
let you roll my blunt, hope to god that u dnt lace it.

existential dread (vnmpire) #SOLITUDE

don't care about what you think, i'll do it anyways.

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