It's time to check what's on the inside, affecting what people see outside of you!

Pastors Brian & Farha Major  
The Kingdom Alliance Church  
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Inside Out Part 1

just a little funky experimental track i made in logic. it has an ai drum pattern on top of an arpeggiated syth and a deeeeeep low bassline that ends up sounding like bowser laughing or something. so i named it kingkoopa lol. anyway, enjoy and plz like and share or whatever the f

the royal they

kingkoopa

Anxiety part 1

The mistakes I made in this mix are going to haunt my fucking nightmares I just know it.

Blind Run 1

horseman

Just me spilling my heart out to a David Linhof beat. 

God I'm Calling On You 4

[Verse 1]
I don’t smoke weed, and I can’t drown in a drink
Tried runnin’ from the hurt, but it’s quicker than I think
This lasting darkness don’t ever let me be
It’s painted on the walls of every memory

[Verse 2]
I’m fallin’ fast, but movin’ slow
These little white lies in a bottle don’t show
They smile, they judge, they sip their tea
But none of ‘em know what it’s like to be me

[Chorus]
So I smile and wave, hide my insecurity
Wear my broken dreams like worn-out jewelry
No pity, no sympathy, just me and this pen
Writin’ down truths I won’t say again
I don’t smoke weed, and I can’t drown in a drink
God help me… I’m closer to the edge than they think

[Verse 3]
I’ve caused the pain, I’ve burned some bridges too
Every scar I’ve got’s got a name and a truth
But healing don’t come in a pharmacy bag
And shame don’t leave just ‘cause you wave a white flag

[Bridge]
A heart can break quiet, without a sound
And a strong girl can still be spiralin’ down
Don’t need your whispers or your sideways prayers
Just a moment of grace like somebody cares

[Chorus]
So I smile and wave, hide my insecurity
Wear my broken dreams like worn-out jewelry
No pity, no sympathy, just me and this pen
Writin’ down truths I won’t say again
I don’t smoke weed, and I can’t drown in a drink
God help me… I’m closer to the edge than they think

[Outro]
I don’t smoke weed…
And I can’t drown in a drink…
But I’m beggin’ You now… God help me.

June 5, 2025 at 10:40 PM

Closer Than They Think

Eboys in Baltimore

I went under a different artist name for many years that shall not be named. Did a bunch of albums, acted in films, did songs with hip hop legends, etc. I walked away from it all and started over. Listen to my album Lost and see why

that's exactly what were talking about tommy

We our Copium we are shitposter's 
we are avid mewing looksmaxxer GODS. If you don't like the HEAT we put out go fuck yourself, nerd.

I’m JD Hodge — Oklahoma-born, red dirt-raised, and songwriting for over 30 years.

In 2024, I flatlined on an operating table. Cardiac arrest. Everything changed.

When I came back, the words came with me — like they’d been waiting their turn. Since then, the songs haven’t stopped. I write what’s real: struggle, hope, grit, and grace — stories meant to be felt.

You’ll hear pieces of my past, my people, and the kind of heartland truth you can’t fake. These songs aren’t just mine — they’re for anyone who’s fought through silence and still found a voice.

Retired • Lyricist • Country • Americana • Acoustic Soul
Oklahoma, USA

Rev. Jillian Pelkey desires to raise the level of Biblical literacy and to provide tools to share the amazing gift of Jesus with people. The goal is to activate our faith as we learn from the Bible and to activate our lives as we love God and serve people.  Jillian Pelkey can be found on iTunes and on You tube.

The Kingdom Alliance Church
2570 Kent Road, Manchester, NJ 08759

Sunday Worship Service: 11:15 AM
Thursday Kingdom Teaching Bible Study: 7:15 pm
Kingdom Talk Prayer Call (Mon thru Fri at 7:00 am): (727)731-4543

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