awful - bastard

(deleted song)

falling too deep

im just stalling

tell me im just calling u

cant seem to call me too

find the truth

im so stuck up i knew

girl i hate u i do

im so stuck up i knew

where do u go when im not even around

lust inside my head

i know this now

stuck up

ig: sigilkxre
dc: aowwls
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lyrics:
Blood on your
arm 

ill clean it up
for you

ill sew you
back to normal

dont stab me
in my back

i keep on seeing
things right across
my eye

im trying my best
im sorry

i know 

i know that i could be too 
much to handle sometimes

but i want you to know 
im not going anywhere
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ill sew you back to normal

father - bastard (og)

it wants to eat me alive

prod. alteg

i jump off this building, tell me what im feeling, make all extinguish, corpse rotting away, so call the living, half alive inside this casket, half alive inside this casket,

your too intelligent, go ahead and trick me, I'm just a little bit upset, to afraid to cry, smear your makeup all over your eyes, cant be mad, the bedbugs bite,

im too fast cant keep up with my head, the voices talking im off meds, a lil bit more and ill be dead, 

i jump off this building, tell me what im feeling, make all extinguish, corpse rotting away, so call the living, half alive inside this casket, half alive inside this casket

Meds

zombie - bastard

lyrics. ( prod. @1sickboi) 

put my body in a bag
watching from the windows

i wanna cut you up
im gonna take your blood

carve my name carve my name
into your arms

what do you think this is?
its a ride or die situation

im gonna put you on a leash
ive been trying to get a hold of my self

Flush your body by the river
already planned all of it

i cant feel my heart i just
really wanna die

dont hurt me 
if you really try

i just really want you to be mine forever
what the fuck you think this shit was

keep on slurring my words
i cant feel my fucking brain
let your blood rain all over me

when im dead can you dig up my grave
ill be waiting for you 

where we said we would be.



put my body in a bag

Prod. (prod. maako)
Vocals: Me
Cut my skin into pieces
Throw, throw your body in the bin

Kill me in my bed (kill me in my bed)
I’m such a fucking mess-up

Don’t let them see you on the floor
More after more, more after more
I just can’t stop

Body bags everywhere
What did you do?

Pink’s got me fucked up
I can’t even feel my soul


I can’t control my thoughts
They’re just everywhere

You will never ever see the
      bad side of me
As long as you never hurt me

I can't even feel my soul

Prod. @sabishi22
Vocals @aowwl

Cover art by my talented beautiful girlfriend

[Intro Verse]
Look through the sky,
Look at the stars.


I can’t stop thinking
About everything.


I know that it hurts
So much.

Don’t stop loving me,
Don’t play with me,
Help me—

You know how much
You matter.


Throwing up my blood,
Sitting on my bed,
Sitting on my bed—


Have you thought about it?
What’s the plan
You have in mind?

I’m stuck in place,
Like a mime.


My only way back
Is you.

I can’t let anything
Go.


dont stop loving me

AWFUL - bastard

prod.@1sickboi
Vocals @aowwl
lyrics:

the more you
wanna hurt yourself
im gonna be 
right here

blood all over
my shirt
that shit really 
hurts

burning in my own
pit
it really
burns

i cant feel
my own head

eye sight red
thats all i see

sheding blood for
you

im on the floor
and i cant get up
i feel so miserable 

stab my heart
let me die 
let me bleed out

youre the only person
that i see myself with.



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