if i have to (prod. cherryhaze)

Lyrics:
Everything I do is for myself
Call it selfish, but I take care of my health
Cuz where I come from, actually I can't tell
All these thoughts I can't quell

Put it in my music & hope it can sell
Everybody thinks that I'm okay, well
Let me break that emotion & finally tell
I'm stuck in the ocean or maybe it's hell

This current feels like a tsunami
I just want a place where they can't harm me
So much trauma that I can't let you see
I'm not ready for life without ecstasy

I just wanna know how to be me
What I gotta do to get through mentally
Cuz when I go with the flow I can't seem to see
& when she's in my bed I know she blew me

Nobody wants to put up with it
I just wanna know why I'm stuck with shit
I got all of this shit in my head
That's why I'm always high in my bed

New philosophy but I'm still dead.
Human type zombie but somehow have street cred
I can be harsh sometimes & feel like shit
Walk through the marsh sometimes, I'm stuck with it

Every step for me is like 10 times harder
I don't know what I gotta do to get farther
I still don't know why I am her partner
My mind is horrid & it might harm her

I've got rip tides pulling but they charm her
I've got so many sins & they just get darker
you call it seven deadly but that's just a starter
& I keep them mentally on replay to grow larger

I can't help it that's just my head
Replay them every day until I'm dead
Only other thing I can think of is bread
Even when I have it tho I pray for lead

But my superpower is getting lit instead
Cuz I'm getting lit with people who have bled
Never judge a soul like my name is Ned
Okilly Dokilly when my skin is shed
---
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🎤Vocals: slakerr🎤
📜Lyrics: slakerr📜
🎧Beat: Dr. Brown🎧
💻Production: Dr. Brown💻
🔧Engineering: S.U.S🔧
🎸Live Instruments: S.U.S🎸
🎨Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals🎨
---
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SPITE (Demo)

OKILLY DOKILLY

Official Audio

OKILLY DOKILLY (Demo)

uhhh....i didn't say that

Lyrics:
Your head's gone
No bong
I be looking at your bitch like shit's wrong
My heads gone
No bong
I be fucken on your bitch like shit's wrong

She be staying real close by
Your side, but she's wondering why
She be wet between the thighs
When she be looking in my eyes (in my eyes, in my eyes, in my eyes)

She be ready for a fight
Just to try & get out of your sight
She thinks your grip is too tight
She starts to forget what is right (what is right, what is right, what is right)

She be looking for a reason to get really messy
Then she runs away from you and she is ready
She be sliding in my DMs getting really fucken heavy
But I know that my brain is ready already

Your head's gone
No bong
I be looking at your girl like shit's wrong
My heads gone
No bong
I be fucken on your girl like shit's wrong

She be hearing me fuck her with this song
She be looking for a place we will get along
She just wanna be my friend for the bong
She just wanna be another fucking tag along

Cause I'm telling you if I am down
I've got a gravitational pull and a sound
That will bring any girl into town
But they ain't here for you when we're around

Yes, me and Dr. Brown
We get goofy like a clown
The bitches love it and they don't care about my pronoun. (They don't care, shitswrong, But they don't care)

Your head's gone
No bong
I be looking at your bitch like shit's wrong
My heads gone
No bong
I be fucken on your bitch like shit's wrong

Shit be wrong cause it's never right
I got shit in the back that I'm always gonna fight
I just know until I'm dead I'll never be alright
So I live my life in chaos man, out of fucking spite

Shout out to my boys who were always spiteful
I personally never found them frightful
I just wanna have a motherfucking rifle
To keep me safe when I happen to stifle

All the ops that tried to kill me & give me a knife full
But props to them cuz they made me insightful
I can see through shit that ain't delightful
Cause I live my life in a way that's spiteful

Your head's gone
No bong
I be looking at your girl like shit's wrong
My heads gone
No bong
I be fucken on your girl like shit's wrong
---
🖤 Chaos Family 2025 🤍
🎤Vocals: slakerr🎤
📜Lyrics: slakerr📜
🎧Beat: Dr. Brown🎧
💻Production: Dr. Brown💻
🔧Engineering: S.U.S🔧
🎨Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals🎨
---
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shitswrong

shitswrong (Demo)

Pocket Ghost - (prod. wh1tespace

Lyrics:
Always makin money
Yeah, we always makin dough
& my friends list ain't too shabby
But I'd never trust em though

Always chase a baggy
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow
& my preference is a baddy
But I'd never trust a hoe

You can call me slender
Cuz I'm feelin' like a ghost
I'm attacking what is tender
Cuz to me you're just a joke

Couldn't tell apart
My soul from all that sorrow
I don't have heart
But I'll make it to tomorrow

You can call me slakerr
Cuz my success is a hoax
I'm a slave to the bender
Man that's just how it goes

Playin my part
& it's feelin pretty hollow
Don't know where to start
All these pills I gotta swallow

Always makin money
Yeah, we always makin dough
& my friends list ain't too shabby
But I'd never trust em though

Always chase a baggy
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow
& my preference is a baddy
But I'd never trust a hoe

Always makin money
Yeah, we always makin dough
& my buddy's wouldn't scrap me
But I'd never trust em though

Always chase a baggy
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow
& my bitches call me daddy
But I'd never trust a hoe

You can call me slakerr
Cuz my success is a hoax
I'm a slave to the bender
Man that's just how it goes

Playin my part
& it's feelin pretty hollow
Don't know where to start
All these pills I gotta swallow

You can call me slender
Cuz I'm feelin' like a ghost
I'm attacking what is tender
Cuz to me you're just a joke

Couldn't tell apart
My soul from all that sorrow
I don't have heart
But I'll make it to tomorrow

Always makin money
Yeah, we always makin dough
& my buddy's wouldn't scrap me
But I'd never trust em though

Always chase a baggy
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow
& my bitches call me daddy
But I'd never trust a hoe
---
🖤 Chaos Family 2025 🤍
🎤Vocals: slakerr🎤
📜Lyrics: slakerr📜
🎧Beat: Dr. Brown🎧
💻Production: Dr. Brown💻
🔧Engineering: S.U.S🔧
🎸Live Instruments: S.U.S🎸
🎨Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals🎨
---
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SWALLOW

SWALLOW (Demo)

Lyrics:
That potential you had
Fuck it makes me mad
I know you blame your dad
I know it got pretty bad

But there's more to the story
Cuz u had a true mate
Let u down & he's sorry
But he knows it's to late

I should've stuck around
I shouldn't have left town
When we were flippin a pound
Memories that make me frown

Yeah it's been a while
But I still feel vile
Losing mates is my style
But a brother that's wild

Selling in schools
Still considered a child
We were traumas tools
Our whole life was trial

Act a fool
Kinda like a Kyle
Punch a wall
When the problem was mild

Fuck I'm rollin' like a wheel
I'm stuck in a lonely field
Only you would see the appeal
Only you would see how I feel

Now you're gone
So there's no one to show
Put it in a song
But I'd never trust a hoe

I miss you so much
& u don't even know
I miss them endless nights
That we would spend doin blow

Waiting on a phone call
Just to say goodbye bro
Drugs that you give your all
Remember days snippin hose

I know you're on the edge
I've seen you get way too close
I know u carry lead
Still scared that you'll overdose

Didn't always get along
Still would call you my bro
Punch my face then a bong
That's how our friendship would grow

We were both in the wrong
But now we've sunken to low
I know if we reconnect
It'll be the final blow

I'd come to your garage
Covered in blood
With no verbal barrage
You'd just give me a hug

We'd spend hours smoking
Trynna get numb
But the voices provoking
Let us know we were scum

Wed notice it's gettin late
Then you would hand me the plate
No matter how bad the state
You would always relate

Sit there & contemplate
With our minds full of hate
Asking why we create
If destruction's our fate

That oath we swore
It didn't stand a fucken chance
Broke & sore
That's just Junkie Bromance

That oath we swore
It didn't stand a fucken chance
Broke & sore
That's just Junkie Bromance

That's just Junkie Bromance
That's just That's just That's just
That's just Junkie Bromance (Ahhh)

Got me broke & sore
Got me real broke & sore
I don't wanna be on the streets anymore
But this Junkie Bromance got me real broke & sore
---
🖤 Chaos Family 2025 🤍
🎤Vocals: slakerr🎤
📜Lyrics: slakerr📜
🎧Beat: Dr. Brown🎧
💻Production: Dr. Brown💻
🔧Engineering: S.U.S🔧
🎨Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals🎨
---
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junkie bromance

junkie bromance (Demo)

Lyrics:
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills, & the door
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills I need more
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills, & the door
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills I need more

Or imma start to act a fool
Pills are my favourite tool
My face is going white?
Nah, that's all good, it's cool

My life has been pretty cruel
Doing drugs before school
Weak stuff won't work
My brain ain't no kiddie pool

& this ain't ya motherfucking ends
We give you trauma you can't mend
A place where there are no friends
Only dealers who won't lend
& there's streets a gang defends
So watch where you park your benz

Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills, & the door
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills I need more
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills, & the door
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills I need more

So welcome to the ends
This is one place I was raised
Say hi to some dead friends
While we pop pills & we blaze

So welcome to the ends
Where I got my addiction
I'm lucky to have survived
No this is not fiction

Life is not worth fixin
So it's not worth bitchin
Just work with what I have
& I cook without a kitchen

Life can be enrichen
& my wounds I'm stitchin
But the deep ones I have
The pills do the fixin

Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills, & the door
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills I need more
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills, & the door
Pop it, Lock it
Talkin pills I need more,
---
🖤 Chaos Family 2025 🤍
🎤Vocals: slakerr🎤
📜Lyrics: slakerr📜
🎧Beat: Dr. Brown🎧
💻Production: Dr. Brown💻
🔧Engineering: S.U.S🔧
🎨Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals🎨
---
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I NEED MORE

I NEED MORE (Demo)

apathetic ft. xvi3rr

drank.

quik rush.

spawned in.

sober.

sampled content: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpnB0qwctHY
(this sound a bit popular off tiktok so i had to sample it)

► ◤ ∃ ▲ ₥ ₴   ⅈℼ  ◤ ∃ ▼ ∃ ◤ ₴ ∃   (ƎꙄЯƎVƎЯ ͶI ꙄMAƎЯᗡ)

Lyrics:
Everyday my brain's running late
Stuck in bed contemplating my fate
Don't know how I'll survive at this rate
Cause my mind is filled with so much hate

I'm in such a state
Manic or depressed I still fucken hate
All my mind does is redebate
Should I end it all or stay for the date. Stay for the date of my birth

Wanna die cause I have no self worth
Need a change maybe move off to Perth
But I know it doesn't matter where I go on this earth
Cause it all comes back to my own self worth

Ain't got none cause I'm scared to get hurt
Always wear a plain black T-Shirt
Don't wanna be noticed or be heard
But I still somehow end up in the front of the herd

Somehow managed to pull me a bird
Fuck her once then I gap so she doesn't see that I'm a nerd
Cause again I ain't got no self worth
Cause it's not worth getting hurt

All because my brains running late
Already tried to move interstate
But it didn't help me avoid my fate
Junkie type life is what I create

No matter when I go it'll still be late
Should've died in my teens just like my mates
But I guess I've still got stuff to make
So I'm spitting bars in one motherfucken take

Just to have an outlet that isn't fucken fake
So that my energy you can all take
Feel a bit of my pain but try not to break
Cause if you do I can tell you your fate

You'll become a version of yourself that you hate
You'll blame being sedated
You'll blame what you created
You'll blame life for being overrated

I'm a junkie & that's understated
On the streets I get on it to escape the matrix
Finally feel something when I have a pill or a line
But It's only a matter of time

Before I die from my own mind
But it's running late so I'm feeling fine
When it catches up I'll do some crime
That's just the way I'm wired this time (wired this time)

Tried so many different bodys, souls & minds
Tried so many different types of grinds
Tried so many different pills & lines
Tried not running late like a million times

Corporate, music, money is all mine
But it never works to soothe my mind
But in 2 seconds I could still out shine
Every fake friend that doesn't have a spine

& everyone that controlled my mind
The story they tell is that fault is mine
But ignore my allegory that's alright
This is my escape for the night

Unless I'm rapping I keep my lips tight
Cause the thoughts in my head would give you a fright
People giving me looks filled with spite
Or is it the paranoia & the demons that I fight

There's a certain fire I ignite
When the time is finally right
I should be cured of this plight
That's if I make it to the time alright
& I'm not running late
---
🖤 Chaos Family 2025 🤍
🎤Vocals: slakerr🎤
📜Lyrics: slakerr📜
🎧Beat: Dr. Brown🎧
💻Production: Dr. Brown💻
🔧Engineering: Dr. Brown🔧
📸Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals📸
🎨Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals🎨
---
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late

late (Demo)

Lyrics:
She won't fucken die fo me
But she'll fucken lie to me
Then she'll fucken cry to me
So I'll fucken cry to sleep

How the fuck I get so deep
Always on the fucken creep
So I kill & then I eat
Demon kid is on his feet

Overdosin just to sleep
Feeling pain now that's a treat
Arm of scars thats just for me
Manson guy he can't compete

In my mind a man I'd kill
Happiness use that for thrills
Scattered in them fucken hills
Never stop I'm bagging pills

Ket, coke, acid, molly, speed and bud
I've sold em all and I never showed no love
I've done em all and I felt a shove
They knocked me out without a glove

Only freedom is death
Wishing that you're next
Lay there with a hollow chest
Never owned a fucken vest

Cop a shot now that's for best
Hope I die a Catholic death
A painfully one not cheating death
Emotions off to clear the head

Screamin bleedin in my shed
Never there I'm in my head
Cop abuse & pray for lead
End em all & use my bed
Everyday I wake up & see fucken red

Crazy eyes are in my head
They won't change until I'm dead
In your dreams just call me Fred
Gonna make you shit the bed

Psychotic man I'm not your friend
No I won't try & pretend
Hate you all I try offend
Mind like this until the end
---
🖤Chaos Family 2025🤍
🎤Vocals: slakerr🎤
📜Lyrics: slakerr📜
🎧Beat: Dr. Brown🎧
💻Production: Dr. Brown💻
🔧Engineering: S.U.S🔧
🎸Live Instruments: S.U.S🎸
📸Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals📸
🎨Cover Art: LittleRedVisuals🎨
---
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UNTIL THE END

UNTIL THE END (Demo)

Chaos Family Member 🖤🤍
DIY therapy done via Dark & Concerning Music ☠️
Debut Album SPITE out now‼️

I make music for fun, I'm not taking it seriously.
#SadBoyBase

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