much love to @sleepywater <33
Produced by me ^-^

Lyrics:

(grasior)
you think your just so perfect
skeletons in your closet
faceless beast yeah you know it
but you lost with your 2 tricks

but you writing my phone
texting my phone yeah you feel so alone
you take me out
feel so loud

never thought the void could fill
this emptiness makes me shrill
the quietness that you built
fills me up with guilt

you watch the world in flames
tryna shift the blame
manipulate the world
to figure out your name

everything that you do leaves me in disbelief
count to three in your dreams damn you feel so unique
you hear the screams of the past yet you smoke n repeat
switch em out yeah you making em leave
baby running my mind but all I need is just me
everyday that you lie makes me feel one with peace
keep it up till you try to wave it all back
all your feeling are back but you feel so detached

(sleepwater)
push me in the ocean let me drown
wont be alive for long you know that now
feels way to open need way out
got me fleeing for safety a royal
i plead for ignorance in hell
im scared but here i bloody am
im facing death im in the sea
i would kill myself for you and me
baby i think that your the bee
baby i swear your in love w me
it was only you and me
baby i swear your in love w me
i wanna kill myself
baby you should kill me
i wanna kill myself
baby you should kill me

(grasior)
everything that you do leaves me in disbelief
count to three in your dreams damn you feel so unique
you hear the screams of the past yet you smoke n repeat
switch em out yeah you making em leave
baby running my mind but all I need is just me
everyday that you lie makes me feel one with peace
keep it up till you try to wave it all back
all your feeling are back but you feel so detached
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flower petals ✾

disbelief w/ sleepwater

produced by me

lyrics -

its three o clock at night
now everything's alive
wasting all my time
writing songs that no one likes

im a waste of space
in my room all day
wasting life away
lifes so cliche


but i dont want to go
take it all out before i know
the easy way out feels so close
would you miss me if i was a ghost

its getting oh so loud
dambin every sound
bleeding standing ground
i cant with you around

oh my life is not mysteries
yet nobody gets it
never feel the same 
since you brought me  all this hate
pulling all the strings
to make it seem okay
the drawings on my wall 
make me seem so insane

am i just a lie to you
make me feel so high to you
this building pressure i consumed 
make it seem so hard for you
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flower petals ✾

strings

prod by skylin ✧ and @grasior

lyrics:

"I'm only hard on you because I know you can take it"
"because I want you to win"

(grasior ✾) - [prod grasior ✾]

tell me everything i thought was a lie
gave control to everything in my life

what did i do, to deserve you
DiD took me out of who i knew

but
you got me lost in denial
cry in the night what a liar

thought lost in love i held
but it was him not me so i fled

but i dont like what you hold me too
drives me crazy just the thought of you

tell everything is all my fault
when you lost the shit

(skylin & grasior) [prod skylin ✧]

you said you wanted me but I guess those were lies to me 
you turned your back and say I'm throwin all these blasphemies
I cut you off because I found out you're bad for me 
too many snakes in the grass think oughta cut the weeds

(skylin)

got DiD I guess there really are two parts to me
I black out then I don't know what the fuck is happening
got a protector, I don't know if he looks out for me
with time, I learned I was another personality 
in light of these events I guess it's kinda bitter sweet
to learn within of me that there are three whole parts to me 
I put the pieces together after you dumped me on the streets
I lay there lonely with no shoes up on my fucking feet


[prod skylin 0:00 - 1:00]
[prod graysior 1:00 - 1:14]
[prod skylin 1:14 - 2:35]

[[betrayal & mental health]]

snake

snake w/grasior

produced by @prodgrayskies
cover art by @xona <33

- lyrics  -
why do you think its all on me
oh a fantasy you cant unsee
what a world in your head
wonder if you want me dead tonight
yet I just cant let you go

but I, lost it all falling for you
oh I, cant go no where with you

in till this pain that you threw me through
a walking nightmare with no one new
is this hell is it death
is it all inside my head
oh what has life become
oh what has life become

I hear a whisper walk away
couldn't grasp another fadeaway
oh am I talking to the dead
I hear them knocking through the grave

I don't wanna hear no more
oh, another part time undead

in till this pain that you threw me through
a walking nightmare with no one new
is this hell is it death
is it all inside my head
oh what has life become
oh what has life become
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flower petals ✾

rancor

Easily one of my favorites I have written still, a good blend of angry and sad with emo. Beat prod. by drmabeats

Leo (prod. drmabeats)

@grasior @prod-oc 

// geist
don’t try to talk to me
and act like you’ve got empathy
when i won’t have to dig that deep
to see you’re not the shit you preach

don’t look my way
i’ll hide my face
can’t stand to see
what you’ve became

the bloods all on the floor
so how could you adore me
after slitting through my throat
you’ve got some nerve
to say
my name
and god it fucking hurts
that i still care
my god you’ve got some nerve

// grasior
i don't wanna mention all the things that you have done so wrong
when i hate the conversations since we never got along
feel a presence over any words that you have ever said
hear your vocal chords shiver hanging with a single thread

i know you're lacking on emotions
darling keep up to date on your omens
cant calm my nerves with some nicotine
sorry love but i'll pop till i become a fiend

nerve

spotify

nerve w/ grasior [oc]

produced by xona

@grasior
@herskylin

-lyrics-
keep my head stat
there's poison in the water why my drawn back
i swim but my reflection keeps my brain dead
im stuck inside this mess that i cant crack
the fog is heavy i cant see straight
my buried soul is my down state
i see a ghost that i once knew
is nothing more than what ive gone through

gone through (x4)

most of the time I fake it, it's not really true when I show it
even when I'm at my lowest, I try my hardest on fakin'
don't want anyone knowin' that I hate myself more than I show it
and I can't blame no one but me tho, but the truth is hard to swallow
mi mama me dice que soy lindo y muy fuerte,
como le digo que yo busco mi propia muerte
a mi me dicen que sigue adelante
que yo hago si la herida es muy grande
yo ni se mi mismo no tengo una plan b
solo se que me siento como cobarde

cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b
cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b

keep me from coming back
I doubt when I peek past
deepen this hatred has
controlled my only hands
I took a toll when alone
placed in a structure course
lift up my weight in hopes
to fix in what I had loved
walk, walk, walk (I feed into the eyes)
I’m running out of luck, luck, luck (deceived by many lies)
I can’t seem to run, run, run
I’m losing sense of touch, touch, touch
oh, i've had enough

clover

clover w/ grasior & skylin

prod, me

- lyrics -
so whyd you call me back
this voice ill get attached
but im standing here to prove
im more than you 

but wheres the ground
ill try my best to figoure out this crowd
i wanna run
but i wont go further than whats un-

on my way
running back to a path i pray
deep down im formed to stay
cause i hate this weight on my brain
No. I hate this weight on my brain 

with my heart beating out how can i come correct
theres more underneath on the sutle breath
i've been wishing my death on a single page
these memories werent made to stay
so the point of it all has me holdin still
tattoos of the past when the talks were thrill
been wishing the best for the future told
reflection of myself when my soul was sold

on my way
running back to a path i pray
deep down im formed to stay
cause i hate this weight on my brain
No I hate this wight on my-
run it back
dont wanna hurt you
but ill bite my tougue
to see how you react
hold the virtue
is it guilt that made it form in the light
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flower petals ✾

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