No.8 In C Minor (ft. lil1th)

i know that you would've run if you would just listen to sh*t that i say

backwards

can i save the world, from feeling how i feel?

Eyes In Venus (Remastered)

i've had, practice through the time, i've lived

where were you?

you were shaking your hand with the devil, regret it as soon as you miss me..

i wish it could all be this easy

call me up

its about time that you tell me how you couldve never been like me
it seemed like i was enough to be part of your endless discussion
flowers decay like the time that you told me we couldntve lasted
a painful display of the times we had hope for
you left me in trances


left me in trances i thought of the times when you looked in my eyes and 
held on my waist suffocated my days i was stuck in horizon
sick of the shit that you constantly say tryna make me okay even though you were lying
even though you were lying



youre watching me bleed i was down on my knees i was stuck in distraction (ah)
repeating yourself im a spawn of the hell that you left me entrapped in (ah)
i knew that you was a liar
im burning deep in the fire
its about time that you tell me how you couldve never been like me
it seemed like i was enough to be part of your endless discussion
flowers decay like the time that you told me we couldntve lasted
a painful display of the times we had hope for
you left me in trances

Trances

it gets kinda sad......
i dont think that you can blame me for my... disappointment 
you missed your appointment
why ?
you're fucking upset cuz i still wanna try.
you're nothing but words and a page in my story...
i know you're not sorry,
you never were sorry,
so convinced you were starring;

IN MY LIFE THAT'S A MOVIE~~~*
love was never... a movie

explained it to her and i felt all the stress she,
had built up inside her, she's scared for my safety.. insanely upset that i can't leave.*
understanding it all, but forgot what i should be.
..a star in disguise they all think its so easy,  
to;

achieve what i got but i'm constantly scarring...

they said write a book, but it doesn't come easy,
my hands always bleed when i author a scripture............*******

to be honest with you, i'm ashamed of my story..
at the same time i never focus on my glory,
time after time, all the pain it gets boring.

try to recall, .. but i answer the phone and i quickly remember why my head is hazy 
..
why my head is hazy
...
why my head is hazy
...
you make me feel crazy,,*$

fuck you . :)

i really don't get why you acted on impulse.. ?
it's not the first time that i felt i would lose pulse,
was losing my breath, you couldn't care less you're acting a fool, but despite all of that you're a master in act, feel like im cruel

always telling me shit, you're playing a game....
...i trusted a fool.
i'm starving to death, you let out your breath and you fuck with my head and convince me i'm full !?

i knew you for too long i wasted my time wasn't shit but a fool and my goals they were let go
my only achievement was making you happy
no matter the work that i did to be sure i was truly fulfilling your needs, i let go of my goals

but this shit got so old
i was willing to grow old (with you) fuck you.

fuck you

despite all the danger that you had, created......
I.... I.....
tried FUCKING HARD, but you caused prohibition
im back to ambition
but i still feel .............>* rejected

FUCK YOU

my reflection, it causes concern
this is not what i've earned
i..........* i'm *

staring at my ribs
so focused on the pain
that lives within my bones
i'm starving like a dog, 
like a stray dog
i'm starving like a dog
it makes you fucking smile :)
it makes you fucking smile :))))))

that morning i gained courage
i ran for fucking miles
i somehow still forgive (the crime)
ran as far as i could.... go.... *home*..?

CRIMES

stuck in a bind
will i be untied
it doesn’t feel fair
that you never cared

i gave you what you never deserved
i slaved away for the shit that you’d ask
telling me im far removed from the task
but i try to do right by living your past

on top of my old memories
tell me now do you truly believe i had space to take on all your struggles
its feeling like im doing all this for nothing
appreciation was missing all for nothing 
why would you tell them that i was worth nothing
after all of the shit that i took and said nothing
despite all the things that you said that i trusted
it wasnt okay and it wasnt worth nothing

teach me to take
all of the hits
with grace and red silence
with faith and a grin
i put up my chin
to make sure that nobody knows what you’re doing
to feel like im stronger despite what im doing
to feel like its fine all the time but its blue and
cant save you i cant save you
its really through its been so through
choked me out
once too much
took me out
never did
stuck in a bind convincing myself that im feeling fine
caressing my hair so i forget all the reasons i cried
its hard to pretend i dont recall the fights 
caress my own hair so i forget all the reasons i cried

stuck in a bind

i sit, here and now i wonder why my thoughts were feeling still although i wanted to  leave it all behind i questioned your design and blamed it on all my  prescription medications i turn to meditation to distract myself  from the need for mediation i dont know why the sky birthed your creation twisted premeditation  remember inside voices please keep your hands to yourself you treat me like a child but you wish you had a father that led you to the right place and didnt make you suffer in such a way that now,  you don't even recognize the monstrous creation your sick hallucinations that doubtlessly consumed you  they wrote away your life so how could you even name them the mother and the father you treat me like a child but here i am to raise you i raise you up you put me down  oh why oh why did you make me take prescription medication  you knew you were the problem but blamed it on all of them i have no remorse anymore it seems i've become just like you Just like you

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