MKULTRA VICTIM (cover)

the last time

skull full of lead (anici6666)

UwU livestream suicide (swkillmee)

no fun tonight

Sample from VGHS S1 EP2 
Law: i dont mean to pry, bri-guy, but, uh 
are you okay what are you doing here?
Brian d: uhhh just getting some air
Law: you were gonna throw ur gear out werent you 
Brian d: i dunno... vghs is a little bit different than i thought. chiba and hanzo just kinda feel out of place
Law: brian look. who are we talking about here? your gear? or you? (or you)

I was new at school, headset low
Didn’t know a soul, kept it on the low
She walked by me, AR on lock
Said “you're late,” with a laugh and a mock

We split a canned pizza before the bell 
Tasted like lag, but she wore it well 
She had gold skins, I had base loadouts
But she picked me first when the teams got scouted (when the dreams got clouded… oh.)
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She said "cover me"... and I swear I froze
Heartbeat louder than the shots we chose
No medkit, no strat, no clutch to trust
But I’d lose every match just to sit with us

I’m not top rank, not varsity cool
But she laughed at my jokes, and that bent the rules
It’s not game love, it’s the lunch bell ring
Talkin bout nothin... but it felt like a thing
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We played after class, deathmatch turned deep
She told me her dreams while the squad was asleep
Said her dad’s too strict, coach rides her too tough
She wins every match, but it’s never enough

I told her I get it, my pressure’s the same
Freeze in my chest when I boot up the game
She smiled real small, nudged my uh side
Said, “you’re weird, and so shy” 
And I just said “...I…” 
...and I just said.

She said "cover me"... and I swear I froze
Heartbeat louder than the shots we chose
No medkit, no strat, no clutch to trust
But I’d lose every match just to sit with us

I’m not top rank, not varsity cool
But I held her grief like a loaded tool
It’s not game love, it’s the lunch bell ring
Talkin bout nothin... but it meant everything
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Late night queue, just me and her tag
No words for five rounds, didn’t even lag
I typed “you good?” she typed back “yeah”
But her loadout changed and her voice went rare

No final match, no hero scene
Just me in the dark with a broken screen
If love’s a raid, I missed the ping
But I’d still revive her for anything
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She said "cover me"... and I swear I froze
Heartbeat louder than the shots we chose
No medkit, no strat, no clutch to trust
But I’d lose every match just to sit with us

I’m not top rank, not varsity cool
But she changed my game, made me break my rule
It’s not game love, it’s the lunch bell ring 
She logged off quiet… and left everything

Game Over (But Not Us) VGHS

METASPLOIT SESSIONS, ALL IN VAIN

LYRICS:
i just wanna brute ur trust  
hashcat crack you, if I must  
decrypt the fire in your core  
til your heart returns a 200 OK or more  
x2

your SSL was self signed too  
just like every promise you withdrew  
the handshakes felt so insecure  
man in the middle love, never pure  
x2

i’m running scans through empty halls  
your silence is the loudest call  
every exploit meets a wall  
guess love’s the hardest to install  
x1

metasploit sessions, all in vain  
reverse shell echoing your name  
burp suite logs to the lies we spoke   
proxying trust through every joke
x2

ur traceroute leads me through the past  
hops of hurt, TTL too fast  
i curl my feelings to your door  
but u return a 403, nothing more  
x1

i tried so hard to fix what’s broken  
but some things just won’t respond  
all these words between us spoken  
fade away and feel so wrong  
X2

i’m tracing memories  
like shadows in my dreams 
they slip right through my hands  
sometimes love is just out of reach 

i’m tracing memories 
like shadows in my dreams 
they slip right through my hands  
no matter how you try to stand

tracing memories

i make whatever i wanna create * art is art

wave form manipulator

alt: @xxl0velettersxx
#DISGUSTED
i don't wanna leave my room today

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