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lyrics:

I just want you here 
Is that too much to ask?
I'm tired of the constant peer pressure
I'm tired of what you lack

Everybody wants to know what I’m up to
But I can’t tell them I’m waiting on nothing
You know that I fucking love you
But I’ve got to draw a line now
I’ve gotta draw a line this…

Once  
This fucking once
(ooh) x2
This fucking once
(ooh) x2
This fucking once (x2)

Nobody tell her a single thing
Cuz she don’t deserve the sink
Why does everyone wanna see?
What’s hiding underneath
Should’ve never had to learn it this way but imma
Imma	
Pick up the scraps
Pull up my bootstraps	
Fuck your rhetoric 
I should’ve left you!

And everybody wants to know what I’m up to
But I can’t tell them I’m waiting on nothing
You know that I fucking love you
But I’ve got to draw a line now

waiting on nothing

in your crib

all my drums
sometimes my mels

dm me 4 leasing + customs regarding both beats & kits !!!!

1 @sinefelt @qlein
2 solo
3 @fibrr
4 solo
5 solo
6 @perfumey
7 solo
8 solo
9 @imabirby
10 @trackmeets
11 solo (@trustt sample tho :>>>)
12 solo (lowk a wip)
13 solo (jane sample...)
14 solo
15 solo
16 @seoulisms @overoveroverover @user-760860454
17 @ixosyd
18 solo
19 @yonklolz + @zzjay did drums but his part isn't in there because its too fucking awesome and @girlsynths alr used this
20 solo
21 @seoulisms
22 solo
23 solo
24 solo
25 solo (thank u isa)

first clips (#ever)

MIXED BY @aperta000
PRODUCTION BY @attc + @gr0lth
ART BY ???

electrician prod attic + grolth

cover art by @wpssim
@zzjay
@catgif
@qlein
@gr0lth
@dishonors

@catgif
feeling pressure in my chest
all i want is to forget
i think that we're obsessed
i laid there and i bled
i wish that i was there but i fucked it up again
can you tell me why
tell me why it dont make sense
to me at all
waiting for a week for u to call
i dont wanna feel so weak
i try not to fall
i couldnt see
the writings on the wall
i wanna go back to the way it was before
now i stay wide awake with my eyes on the door
i just need a key
to help me find something more
you act like we dont have lore
see my reflection at your core
so sick of guessing whats in store

@qlein
tell me is there something wrong with me i cant tell what i did
heart eater heart eater is there writings on the wall
will you catch me when i fall
will it matter if i call
tell me anything at all tell me anything at all
but i know you wont talk,
keep it all in check keep it all in check
keep my eyes on the door need my mind offa this
wanna tell me all wanna tell me all 
let the light fall let the light fall

@gr0lth
sick of being in a body
i'm trembling uncontrollably
every vessel say they love me but I fall into atrophy 
how can you feed the thought?
that what’s enough is trusted?
i can’t read your mind
so try to explain it
the world is too breathless
holding onto time but I
can’t catch a meaning yet
the angels have seen where I head next
groves of marsh growing, lying in my lead bed

@dishonors
baby come on lets do it
ur pain is my love
accrue it now 
and speaking of love js hear my sound
i see thru your lies behind in your cornea 
burning my wings everytime i get closer
and closer and closer and closer

hearteater prod zjay

im just a taurus girlie! [sc exclusive]

prod @zjay
(THEY DONT GIVE A FUCK!!) by @tennstarss
everything else me :>>>>

can't fucking believe what he said to my face
boy talking crazy he get blocked & replaced!
blamed it on the seasons in retrograde
i wouldn't test telling that in your case!

in your case! (case~)
in your ca-
ca- case
in your case....

i can see it in his eyes, a double meaning (a double meaning)
something in disguise that's just fucking bleeding (it's fucking bleeding!)
is that yr heart? (x2)
is that yr heart babeee?
just cause of me? (x2)
all cause of me, yeah!!!!

been feeling better than ever before
everything's sorted and now i can soar! {eagle reference}
i hopped on this shit bc i was just bored...

& i got so fucking bored that, uhm, i didn't end up finishing it past this so here we go again...

can't fucking believe what he said to my face
boy talking crazy he get blocked & replaced
blamed it on the seasons in retrograde
i wouldn't test telling that in your case!

in your (ca-case-case)
in your ca- case~ (THEY DONT GIVE A FUCK!!)
in your ca-
ca- case
in your case....

can't fucking believe what he said to my face
boy talking crazy he get blocked & replaced
blamed it on the seasons in retrograde
i wouldn't test telling that in your case!

in your case..
oh in your case!
in your~ case....

open&Shut @zjay #SCEXCLUSIVE

fostering a new frame

everything by me
made with exclusively the @gr0lth + @zzjay kit

can't feel my face
blood peels away
watch you eat all of my pores

things out of place
i'm not gonna chase
the friends i can't afford

everything's out of place! (x2)
i'll break down on the floor
of my bedroom soon, in hopes 
a seer will close my door

(x2)

momma wanted me 2 be much more...
hoping my eyes get some chlorophyll
ain't been on attack since the day i was born
made the decision to close the door

... still running with that narrative
i'm not compost for a sedative
singin, 'waste yrself', it's resonant

need 2 stop arguing w/ myself
dirt's been cravin' all my havens
& i'm scared it'll invade 'em
yeah i'm lettin' it, my thoughts erode
before i cope with some words, a plastered throat

can't feel my face
blood peels away
watch you eat all of my pores

things out of place
i'm not gonna chase
the friends i can't afford

everything's out of place! (x2)
i'll break down on the floor
of my bedroom soon, in hopes 
a seer will close my door

(x2)

MR. CHI CITY THANK YOU FOR YOUR INTERNET PRESENCE!!!!!

split {resonance}

looking back at you

everything by me 
the last "obviously" by @qlein

ain't no need for fighting when we got that bitch in common
bronzer gonna multiply while MoCA prove he flunked it
i been on my phone 4 way too long, my head is sunken
overcommitted girlie, i might end up stunte-

(s)he said "i'll wring you out 'til you run clear"
you said "i just want you to be free like me"

moving it closer than ever before
got my shit but i don't wanna go
love my hometown way too damn much
flirting with a ford-

F250, gon end up like whitney
all alone waiting 4 someone to dance with me...

treat me like a throwaway
load me up then purge my mouth
it seems i'm not a good one
ain't no Blaire White for a crowd
i'm much too apathetic
alogia, not just with my speech
eating in a soup kitchen
at least i got my soul to keep...

it's hard to see a single thing
anhedonia won the fight, i think
your fingers feel floristic to the touch
"i hope that's enough, that's all i can become"

overcommitted, overdiminished
"girl, get over yourself"
flutter infinite, are you a sinner?
tryna break all the bounds

of what you can be, 'true' congruency
a birdie told me you're just as good as dust

still blurred farther than the ear can see
my tongue hollows itself to your recipes
force feed me what it is to love
force me to realign my heart

[he's angry at a thought that never existed, nor could it ever, he needs to stop being pissed at everything that crosses his path. it's not indicative of a bigger thing at play, tho i wish it was so he could feel valid, hear less word salads]

(s)he said "i'll wring you out 'til you run clear"
you said "i just want you to be free like me"

(your fingers feel floristic to the touch,
"i hope that's enough, that's all i can become")

overtly

"shit's beautiful but it sounds like a fucking panic attack grolth!!"

mel sample from @attic
everything else by me :>

lost my inhibitions
traveling intermission
drained of motivation with no goddamn contention
wanna be in to win it
your two cents are crippling
laboring 4 a fate where i ring inefficient

oh i’ll fall right through
waiting for nothing cuz i’m stalling my stuffing
hunted by nothing, oh i’ll gain hope by suffering
i’m parasitic- hope lost while hollaring

broke on hope (tell me about it !!!)
(i know i’m) fateless alone
i’ll let go
i’ll bleed out, out of choice

lost my inhibitions
traveling intermission
drained of motivation with no goddamn contention
wanna be in to win it
your two cents are crippling
laboring 4 a fate where i ring inefficient

"ah bravo my boy! bravo!!" 

"guh!? another dimension?!?"

"what's a RYNO?"
"only the most POWERFUL super weapon in the GALAXY...
it stands for.. Rip Ya a New One."

panicAttack (x-x)

"who is this DIVA??"

prod by @ssoh
everything else by me >X<

“Girl don’t take a stab at it”
I hit it & I miss, tragic
Take a picture, use your fucking OldView
Can’t live in the moment, like “I ain't love you”
(x2)

She don’t talk to me, I’m unimportant
Move away, move to Amsterdam
Drug it all away, I’m talking night clubs, dancing, snorting in the bathroom
What’s in my nose ? 
Girl I wish I could tell you
Uh Yeah I live for this shit
Ayahausca in my cup
While i go for a sniff- 
of that good good, that good blow
Sometimes i think i just miss home

(let go x3)
(let loose)
(roam free)
(see what the world can offer)

“Girl don’t take a stab at it”
I hit it & I miss, tragic
Take a picture, use your fucking OldView
Can’t live in the moment, like “I ain't love you”
(x2)

[like i aint- like i aint- like i ain't love u!!!!!] (x4 times i think)

oneMoreTime @ssoh

there is no better time than NOW
@everythingisyou

#HunnidSigns

@catgif
@qxi
@zzjay
@attc
@zzoos
@kinsleygrey
@wpssim
@deadgirlmarcy
@chewy
@ssoh
@gr0lth
@043v
@qlein
@sinefelt
@daikore
@tillamookbay
@dishonors
@fleshtofleshintertwined
@noraware
@imyzuli

ate-teen

self prod unless stated otherwise

@100signs

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