prod prettyanxel

kinderspiel (germ.) = child's play

lyrics:
why they always talking shit to me 
wont forget a thing they did to me 
now they recognise me instantly
live in their head just like a symphony
and now they sin for me, thats how its been for me
this shit is mine for the taking, thats how its been for me
its like a kinderspiel, wont you have some courtesy?
i dont write no similes, you cant do it similarly
cause youre not me 
i dont fw no fake shit, i smoke a blunt then i face it 
you talking down but you nameless, shit aint real cause you say it 
you aint never get payments, im stepping up when the game ends
you stay the same but im changing, ill make you burn when its raining
ill make you drown in a fire, ill show you dark in the light
ill tell you truths as im lying, im falling down but im flying
drugs in my system might die, but thats how i feel alive
its getting louder this silence, its not enough but im trying 

why they always talking shit to me 
wont forget a thing they did to me 
now they recognise me instantly
live in their head just like a symphony
and now they sin for me, thats how its been for me
this shit is mine for the taking, thats how its been for me
its like a kinderspiel, wont you have some courtesy?
i dont write no similes, you cant do it similarly
cause youre not me 
how you always talk about some shit?
and i stare right in the abyss, one more lie and im done with it 
one more shot and that might be it 
one more perc it might be end, one more time ill make sure i win
cause i cant afford to lose and im done with shit im just boring you 
got a problem bitch i know more than you, always talking shit whats a sorry do?
bitch whats stopping you? and i make impact like a mortar do 
and im sick and tired of supporting you, im so sorry i got my order too

kinderspiel (bonus)

prod aiwacore

lyrics:
one thought and two minds
one step to the side
outta mind, outta sight 
did you ever care about that half of me?
would you ever go back and choose me again?
i live for you
i dont know what to do
i cant keep choosing you
tell me do you feel it too?
was it even worth the pain?
oh were my struggles all in vain?
can you help me stay the same kid?
can you help me out again?
i dont like that were playing pretend 
i thought we'd be lovers, cant even be friends
weve been talking for hours on end
but you still play games i dont know when it ends
i live for you
i dont know what to do
i cant keep choosing you
tell me do you feel it too?

i live for you

prod 1lour

lyrics:
@me
you cant be that strong for me 
and i know what you want from me 
but everyday my heart changes
everyday my mind wavers
is it really honesty?
is love the only thing you feel for me
i start chasing clouds
im stuck wasting hours
im still stuck on the same page 
i turn, a new chapter 
life's fleeting but im still brave
dont know what youre after
im learning from mistakes
fall down, theres no ladder
im still here but things change 
i keep falling further 
i worry about my own health now
i worry i cant be myself now
I know the toll that it takes now
i know the toll that it takes
now im falling down were falling out its over now again
been going down not going out i cant even pretend its fine
cause youre still on my mind 
i dont know where to go i cant remember what its like to have a home

@xayaroth
was it all for me 
i cant afford to sleep
knowing youre the one 
baby youre the key 
dont waste your time dear 
unleash your thoughts dear 
told me its over 
but i can see through the other side
and i cant breathe
without you and i 
dont wanna fall
another faithful lie
and i cant breathe
without you and i 
dont wanna fall
another faithful lie

still here but things change ft seesick

prod 2heartsforever

lyrics:
lately i dont know, huh
lately i havent been sure 
strangely i dont know where 
how or when ill get it done 
got 2 packs and a question 
im open to suggestions
i give in under pressure 
got no help its expected
so tell me- so tell me what you want from me 
i go in circles to look for what i cant even be
and now its burning, my passion i wish that you could see
i know youre hurting inside and i wish i wouldnt feel it 

one step forward
and 2 steps back 
is that really what i want?
wanted more 
but i got less 
is that really what i want?
x2

is that really what i want?

prod sparkle + ilyagargod + k3nik

lyrics:
@me
wont you look up to me?
wont you make up with me?
am i not possibly enough?
i know its always been so rough
so dont even worry
cause i got you, understand you
and ill make sure that its worth it 
and ill make sure that its perfect
all those birds fly and they dont mind
they look so free like its alright
so now dont cry itll pass by 
youll be set free hold your head high
feel the high tides as they subside 
and they stand still but it feels like
watching birds fly as they soar high
carrying your will up in the sky

i hate every part of me visibly 
i got all these responsibilities
dont know if i got capability 
im worried ill fuck up die mentally
its been so hard i might just stay in peace
i dont even get what youre telling me
im not who i am will you set me free?
i got big problems im a mess
in a big world nonetheless
and i just hurt in my head
will i be heard by the rest? 
and shit lurks in my chest
the wrong words in my breath
the right words never left my mind
if im cursed will you watch me die?

@yfwqp
living in the moment
i sharpen my focus
savior of the battle
we won but at one cost
royalty comes at a cost for your soul
trapped by the damn where our loss eats us whole
I can feel the freedom in the air
battle any demons i dont have no fears
I can feel it killing me slowly
dragging me down till the last breath

it feels like watching birds fly ft milli

prod by @global_reset
cover art & vocal chops by me

lyrics

@ih8sev
i dont want to deal with
all the drama you bring
i cant take more damage
why do you do this to me

its not fair what you 
been doing to me 
cut my heart open
and watch me fucking bleed

and watch me fucking bleed out 
on the ground
my chest feels tight
i cant breathe now

you left me stranded now im all alone
confined in 4 walls i cannot leave my room
im trapped in my thought & its because of you 
tie the knot on the knoose until my face turns blue

bleed out

im friggen back finally 
yea enjoy n dat share with your family members 

prod @starrynn

[@me]

bitch u a victim on bro yea
u can switch it up but u still hoeing yea
and he switching up so fuck dat bro yea
i would cry if i was broke (2x)

where u going i wan brawl
yea said i couldnt make it fuck you all
on my own i gotta go
yo shit is trash u cannot flow
up in the dark try take my glow
fill up my cup
keep talking shit nigga u see wassup
i got a drum and its hitting yo gut
buying it all and i dont give a fuck
dont give a fuck
bitch dont run like wassup
what it is bitch its us
u so hard to trust
bitch yea dey calling me goat
ion wan kiss bitch come use yo throat
saying u love me like bitch yea i know (2x)
i was finna quit
but now i know i hit
hit dat bank bitch hit a lick
fuck yo broke ass put on rick
pull out stick
spend like 50 on my wrist
ion got no brakes
bitch im here to stay
i wont stop im on go
hating but u pop out at my show
yo ass is weird yo ass unknown
u cannot clutch no not u and yo bro







victim prod starry

prod zeromandia + qweshkka

lyrics:
what you really wanna do about it?
i got a feeling its you that im missing
i could never move on without it 
oh i could never move on without-
without, without you
i wish i was someone you could look up to 
i wish i had guts so id move like you do 
i wish i was someone deserving love too 

i wish i was- wish i was someone else
its a bad thing for my mental health
i wish i could somewhat improve myself
i hope that one day ill be feeling well
cause deep down i know 
i know its hard to get better
i know i move like im tethered
i got these earthly desires it feels like im never enough
i got these shackles on my feet
this endless lust and greed
theyre holding me back theyre making me weak 
put gas in my lungs until its hard to breathe

what you really wanna do about it?
i got a feeling its you that im missing
i could never move on without it 
oh i could never move on without-
without, without you
i wish i was someone you could look up to 
i wish i had guts so id move like you do 
i wish i was someone deserving love too 

i wish i was someone else 
i wish you were someone else
and i wish we were changing, my tolerance
oh its gone, cant take any more of this 
oh where are your morals at?
when you left me crying where were you at?
yea you once left me dying, remember that?
and you leave me no choice but to fight it

i wish i was someone else

basically a remix of https://soundcloud.com/bddly/chicken-pot-pie-w-kamatayan-prod-whiskas
all mixing and art by me, sfx suggested by @lilpistachio2018

1st verse @lilpistachio2018
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(ahh) yeah spah up on this bitch
with this white ass hoe now she suckin on my dick (bruh)
yuh be like freddy huh bish ima scare u
talkin on the net he get chopped like some bamboo (bruh)
huh, rinse my eyes with some shampoo
yea my opps they gon ask me what the glock do
you gon die did u think ima spare u? (nope)
shoot his head now he got a new hair-do (bruh)
i got bad bishes at the crib they love me
two bad hoes in the trap tryna fuck me
why u hatin bitch why u tryna suck me?

2nd verse @f4llenn
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w/ that fukin bish n i broke her back like bane
n he tryna fuck w me now i got blood up on my chain
clean the body naturally i kill him in the rain
skinny short fuck, promise ill bring pain
these bitches in my school n they be dressin oh so plain
ill make them all run away
n ill put his fukin body on display
ill kill that fukin bish, stream on live
40 bullet holes inside ur chest when i go arrive
pull up to his house, and he wnt survive
dead twitchin up on the floor while we js finna thrive

final nights 3 w/ sheluvspah [prod. whiskas]

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