prod 1lour

lyrics:
@me
you cant be that strong for me 
and i know what you want from me 
but everyday my heart changes
everyday my mind wavers
is it really honesty?
is love the only thing you feel for me
i start chasing clouds
im stuck wasting hours
im still stuck on the same page 
i turn, a new chapter 
life's fleeting but im still brave
dont know what youre after
im learning from mistakes
fall down, theres no ladder
im still here but things change 
i keep falling further 
i worry about my own health now
i worry i cant be myself now
I know the toll that it takes now
i know the toll that it takes
now im falling down were falling out its over now again
been going down not going out i cant even pretend its fine
cause youre still on my mind 
i dont know where to go i cant remember what its like to have a home

@xayaroth
was it all for me 
i cant afford to sleep
knowing youre the one 
baby youre the key 
dont waste your time dear 
unleash your thoughts dear 
told me its over 
but i can see through the other side
and i cant breathe
without you and i 
dont wanna fall
another faithful lie
and i cant breathe
without you and i 
dont wanna fall
another faithful lie

still here but things change ft seesick

prod 2heartsforever

lyrics:
lately i dont know, huh
lately i havent been sure 
strangely i dont know where 
how or when ill get it done 
got 2 packs and a question 
im open to suggestions
i give in under pressure 
got no help its expected
so tell me- so tell me what you want from me 
i go in circles to look for what i cant even be
and now its burning, my passion i wish that you could see
i know youre hurting inside and i wish i wouldnt feel it 

one step forward
and 2 steps back 
is that really what i want?
wanted more 
but i got less 
is that really what i want?
x2

is that really what i want?

prod sparkle + ilyagargod + k3nik

lyrics:
@me
wont you look up to me?
wont you make up with me?
am i not possibly enough?
i know its always been so rough
so dont even worry
cause i got you, understand you
and ill make sure that its worth it 
and ill make sure that its perfect
all those birds fly and they dont mind
they look so free like its alright
so now dont cry itll pass by 
youll be set free hold your head high
feel the high tides as they subside 
and they stand still but it feels like
watching birds fly as they soar high
carrying your will up in the sky

i hate every part of me visibly 
i got all these responsibilities
dont know if i got capability 
im worried ill fuck up die mentally
its been so hard i might just stay in peace
i dont even get what youre telling me
im not who i am will you set me free?
i got big problems im a mess
in a big world nonetheless
and i just hurt in my head
will i be heard by the rest? 
and shit lurks in my chest
the wrong words in my breath
the right words never left my mind
if im cursed will you watch me die?

@yfwqp
living in the moment
i sharpen my focus
savior of the battle
we won but at one cost
royalty comes at a cost for your soul
trapped by the damn where our loss eats us whole
I can feel the freedom in the air
battle any demons i dont have no fears
I can feel it killing me slowly
dragging me down till the last breath

it feels like watching birds fly ft milli

prod zeromandia + qweshkka

lyrics:
what you really wanna do about it?
i got a feeling its you that im missing
i could never move on without it 
oh i could never move on without-
without, without you
i wish i was someone you could look up to 
i wish i had guts so id move like you do 
i wish i was someone deserving love too 

i wish i was- wish i was someone else
its a bad thing for my mental health
i wish i could somewhat improve myself
i hope that one day ill be feeling well
cause deep down i know 
i know its hard to get better
i know i move like im tethered
i got these earthly desires it feels like im never enough
i got these shackles on my feet
this endless lust and greed
theyre holding me back theyre making me weak 
put gas in my lungs until its hard to breathe

what you really wanna do about it?
i got a feeling its you that im missing
i could never move on without it 
oh i could never move on without-
without, without you
i wish i was someone you could look up to 
i wish i had guts so id move like you do 
i wish i was someone deserving love too 

i wish i was someone else 
i wish you were someone else
and i wish we were changing, my tolerance
oh its gone, cant take any more of this 
oh where are your morals at?
when you left me crying where were you at?
yea you once left me dying, remember that?
and you leave me no choice but to fight it

i wish i was someone else

basically a remix of https://soundcloud.com/bddly/chicken-pot-pie-w-kamatayan-prod-whiskas
all mixing and art by me, sfx suggested by @lilpistachio2018

1st verse @lilpistachio2018
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(ahh) yeah spah up on this bitch
with this white ass hoe now she suckin on my dick (bruh)
yuh be like freddy huh bish ima scare u
talkin on the net he get chopped like some bamboo (bruh)
huh, rinse my eyes with some shampoo
yea my opps they gon ask me what the glock do
you gon die did u think ima spare u? (nope)
shoot his head now he got a new hair-do (bruh)
i got bad bishes at the crib they love me
two bad hoes in the trap tryna fuck me
why u hatin bitch why u tryna suck me?

2nd verse @poisoneddd
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w/ that fukin bish n i broke her back like bane
n he tryna fuck w me now i got blood up on my chain
clean the body naturally i kill him in the rain
skinny short fuck, promise ill bring pain
these bitches in my school n they be dressin oh so plain
ill make them all run away
n ill put his fukin body on display
ill kill that fukin bish, stream on live
40 bullet holes inside ur chest when i go arrive
pull up to his house, and he wnt survive
dead twitchin up on the floor while we js finna thrive

final nights 3 w/ sheluvspah [prod. whiskas]

CAN U LISTEN TO MY SHIT UP ON THE RADIO ???

if you know who produced this please LMK !!!

ON THA RADIO

prod kureit13 + qweshkka

lyrics:
ive been moving by myself
cause lately they dont fw me 
im damaging my health
its over now make up with me 
i cant get out this hell 
oh you shatter my reality 
dont ever kiss and tell 
oh i- ive been feeling so restless
when the blunts out i get reckless
at the function you cant get this
sum fake shit make you headless
couldnt care less about anything you say 
not a single day goes by, im just wasting my time 

i really cant afford to feel this way
everything i do it hurts im just in pain
tell me itll get better and tell me ill be sane
ive been jumping over all these hurdles almost everyday
and i dont know if i can get any better
oh im stuck inside sum nether
our worlds oh they just tether
oh i feel like i can never understand her 
oh im lost dont know the answer
and im lost for second chances

second chances

prod girlsynth

lyrics:
oh where were you at when you left me crying?
i know youre seeing all my efforts, im trying
always stabbed my back and now i know when youre lying
i cant tell the present from the past im just getting tired
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
i wish i was someone else
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

youre talking hella nonsense thats why youre at the bottom
all these racks i got and you wish that you got them
i forgot your name you cant be that important
bitch i got so many problems i gotta sort it out 
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i wouldnt be a bother
i wish i could just be another 
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
wont you look at me?
i wish i didnt have to- didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way
dont wanna feel this- 
dont wanna- dont wanna feel this way
i wish i didnt have to feel this way

ᴡᴏɴᴛ ᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ? </3

prod me

lyrics:
@me
tell me, where am i at?
n tell me, who are u with?
i made mistakes that will last
but i dont dwell on the past
n now im tryna find a way out 
all these memories in my brain
n im losing all my ways
all my time, its looking wasted
its a bitter taste
ive been losing all my faith
leave me down, lead me astray
all my time, its looking wasted

i dont wanna let go of u 
no matter what comes at me 
theres still possibilities oh
n i cant forget it
theres scenes in my brain 
that wont go away
no matter how hard i try
n i cant forget it all
these moments dont fade
they wont go away at all

@46b
im breakin down again
im on a new descent
i swear ill never win
the feelings i resent
and all the love with missintent
i swear ill never win
i swear ill never win
out my head now
why cant i be dead now?
im on my lost shi
blow my head to past tense
bad memories bloodhounds
killin all i love now
forgot my tongue how?
just bring me above wow

dont wanna let go ft edyn

prod @rhekdens

lyrics:
yea 
no no
yea uh u pull up on sum fake shi
bitch i buy a drink tdy i kno ngas gon lace it 
anyone can make ur pay its not even 10k bitch
ik life aint generous yh bitches pickin favourites
dont talk sentimental 
im a dead man off sum fentanyl 
im high off all dat gud shi i keep fkn up my mental
dont leave w my samples 
i spit sum knowledge on dis bitch
watchu want bitch u a kid
pockets full yh bitch im rich ya
yea yea 
yea
what these ngas want yuh
n i pull up to the function lookin like im wanted 
all these hoes comin at me like ion even want it 
like ion even want it 
what got u feelin so bipolar 
im nvr sober
im always high as shi yuh
in the studio we smokin blunts not smokin cigs yuh
fuck dat weaker shi yuh
n what i do i do it flawless 
oh bitch im lawless
n whatchu want bitch i ignore it
its not important
oh bitch my wallet is up 
i got them bands that make it thick yuh
bro u such a lil bitch yuh
scared of lil things like ik they wont ever switch up
they dont wan be friends like all these ngas want my mix yuh
all these fuckass ngas never seen a fkn mixer
whatchu want u lil bitch
high off 10g thc like whatchu kno abt all this
no i wont listen to ur fkn music it sound shi
bitch whatchu want 
bitch ik js what u are
bitch u talkin like a boy 
goin up bitch im a star
u can go play w sum toys
u were nvr writing bars
this is life u got no choice 
u cant leave without sum scars
yea yea

pockets full

thank you for your support i love you all
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