trapped my feelings in diamonds

tattoos

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Thought of something but its better kept in my hands
Come along and walk the desert with a dead man
What of love if it could kill you in a instant 
Heartbreak while youre counting down the seconds 

Wrote a letter but she put it to the side
Leave her roses on the night im suicidal 
Give emotion just to let it fall behind
Everything you could've said to try and fix us

like a dead man

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One slice in the depths of the head of a dead man 
Its timeless, the rest only left you in my hands
Misery kissing me closer than you would be 
All of my life till this moment has hollowed me
Now i can feel as my heart races, beating for meaning and seems like its dying in love
Tell me a story of someone who loved me for only so long till they gave it all up
Behind every door is another room empty 
Im burying skeletons hiding behind me 
Often i find myself hurting again
Like the beat of my heart when im finally dead
And every memory burned in my mental 
The images blur so much i cant remember
My hands hold my skull and the gunshot that echoed inside the of the cold, dark, desolate poems
I ride with death but she already know
Gun to my head when i turn to a ghost
Hurting to rest but can't seem to get home
All in my head as they said when I told
I dont forget i just try to let go
Tell me to wish it more i wish for no one
Somewhere i left you alone in the snow
Somewhere i sit alone turning to bones

no baby, no baby

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you don't see the time lapse
you tell me all the time
thats its something in my mind
but I'm better than decided
i don't have the time bitch
i don't think you tried shit
i don't see your side in my suicidal silence
tell me how its supposed to be
try my best and slowly sink
of course i fiend the more i dream
show no love cause i don't want you knowing me
cause i don't want you knowing me
wanna doubt, i feel aroused 
lets just get drunk and fuck around
what she shows me about myself just fucks me up and leaves me down
just pull the strings on my old guitars sad song
i don't know where i was when i had lost my head
i just wanna be home but thats long gone
but it sometimes feels all I've known went wrong


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So if you're lonely
You know I'm right here waiting for you
She's just a crosshair
The space we make between me and you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken, shattered, i lie
She's just a crosshair
Just take the shot, and let me die


Project_ , she's just a crosshair

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Sometimes i never really got it right
I tried but failing a thousand times
I know i never really gave you time
Sometimes i feel like im losing my mind
At night im smoking till i get too high
And fall down sideways across the line
I know she hates me the more that i try
Sometimes i sit beside and watch her cry
I write this line down across on my wrist 
She said she never really gave a shit
Cut the skin to my bone and i sit in my own broke feelings where i go where i wanna be thrown
I told you that night "bury me now"
I feel so low i cant see how
Everythings colder more as i drown
Deeper in the dark where ill probably never would be found


sternum, empty

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Would you end it?
I can't let it
So upsetting
I cant fix you
"I dont want this" i still tell you
I feel toxic, glad i met you
Shoot myself again when i end up stuck
Would i say goodbye when i feel your touch
Would you take my hand when ive come undone
Cause ive come undone
These scars bleed my love


come undone (cant fix you)

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Stare at the pen 
And let blood flow again
Like the words i have written are cells wearing thin
Wear the skin of the enemy 
Artery emptying anything left from the bodies they sent
The scent is the remedy 
Lessons of bettering 
Still i feel less in the mind of descent
Watch her undress for me 
Horribly torture me 
Only for more every night forth or since
So what you think of me now?
The empty nights spent dreaming
Its hard to breathe in the clouds
Its just enough to breathe in
There's nothing keeping me now
I'm overboading & sinking
I try to swim but i drown
I never found a reason
The shadows in my room 
Remind me every inch of you
The sadder song we knew for ages still resumes
Flowers where you drew the grave we wrote for you
I don't want the truth, just tell me what to do
The words dont tell enough now
Heart has seem to shut down
Hit me where it hurts now
Falling from a raincloud


shadows in my room

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So tell me about myself
Tell me how i fell
The only way i love
Its something i can't help
so tell me about myself
so tell me about myself
Too high to see its all
Just thoughts inside my hell
Saw me somewhere down upon my hands and knees
The sky was falling down
Its screaming for me now
But i dont hear a sound
And I dont wanna play these games
They bore me even more
Our love seems rather forced
You told me that before
Whisper to me nightly 
Hold me tight, i saw the noose
It says goodbye everytime
But tell me how that i can make it out
I always try but i just die every night

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