I CANT TRUST YOU
I DONT WANT TO
I CANT TRUST YOU
I DONT WANT TO

EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE THE SAME STUPID BULLSHIT
SAY GOODBYE TO MY BRAIN ITS ABOUT TO MEET THIS FULL CLIP

GO TO WORK THEN GO TO SCHOOL
GO TO WORK THEN GO TO SCHOOL
AIGNORAINGAIO
OH MY FUCKING GOD, I CANT TAKE IT
I FUCKING HATE THIS
THE WAY MY FUCKING BRAIN IS

[hello, my name is shiva, i spent a good majority of my life feeling like a fucking burden to the people who surrounded me bc of the way they treated me themselves. i spend day in and day out fighting my fucking subconscious and lose all the time, leading to my suicidality. despite this, these same fucking people who made me feel this way tell me to “push on, and continue my life anyway”]

BUT I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO
I DONT WANT TO

END MY LIFE, END MY LIFE, END MY LIFE
END MY FUCKING LIFE
END MY FUCKING LIFE
END MY FUCKING LIFE

[aye shiva, shiva, its going to be okay bro, you're only 19 you can't feel this wa-]

*sex noises*

[shut up bitch, you tell me Im too young to feel this way, you tell me im too fucking young to feel this pain? no bitch, imma make sure you feel this fucking pain]

*random assortment of screams expressing the culmination of pent-up feelings*

I DON'T WANT TO!

ugh, oh shit
ah guys, do I sound like fucking hanatarsh yet?
fuck-
ugh, can you hear me...[???]
you can fucking hear me now
this it? this what you wanted? all this? [*something else unintelligible*]
oh my fucking god, Im so tired now holy shit

*whiny fag screaming and making weird noises*

tantrum

why the fuck did lie to me, you bitch
i should’ve never forgave you
and now its time to forget you
all my soul does is hate you
you harmed me because i let you
i should’ve never let you through
and now the self-hatred just brews

every time i go to sleep
my soul starts to fucking weep
i didn’t know that i could keep
all this anguish

told me you would stay with me
now I have ptsd
now the only guarantee 
is this pain bitch

oh my fucking god, you guys are all fucking liars, fucking liars, all of you

liar, you threw me out to the fire
i just wanted my mother
but you wanted the other
will you remember me

liar, i hope you choke on barbed wire
i want you to be smothered
see me you better look for cover
liar x6
you motherfucking liar
liar x6
you motherfucking liar
*sex noises*

i fucking hate liars

shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up,
shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up,
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up!
shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up,
shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up,
[why won’t you just shut up x2]

shut up! stop fucking talking to me, stop fucking speaking to me, i do not want to fucking talk to you, leave me the fuck alone
ahhh
fuck

SHUT UP!

FA019- PORPOISE TORTURE- TAUGHT (EXCERPT)

Osteoporosis of The Pulomary Testes

Kicking A Human Head Around Like a Soccer Ball

Untitled Track

[originally published on May 26 2023]

ive finally decided to release this after like over 2 yrs. im surprised i didnt even do anything with this old ass song until i was searching thru my old project files (mainly from 2022-23) and this one srsly caught my eye. i dont like the lyrics tho, this is why i stopped doing songwriting stuff since most of my songs are just instrumentals.

lyriks
--------------------------------
i didnt have to do this
you always acting like an asshole
how can i get away from you
how can i get away from you
why cant i get away
from my past self
i need to breakdown
INEEDTOBREAKDOWN
i didnt have 2 do this
you always acting like an asshole
how can i get away from you
how can i get away from you
stop
shout
look 4 help
sto--
i breakdown
i breakdown
breakdown breakdown breakdown breakdown
breakdown
breakdown
--------------- outro
sam- i dont believe in all dat psyco-babl junck
spencer- why not ?
sam- cuz my mom dated a psychologist last year, and he said she needs to be more trusting; so she came into her house & aaaand then she stole her refridgerator...

thats basically it haha

breakdown

New track for 2017
HWN Digital Trash Crap

Tyroid

17

person who abuses BandLab and makes noisy electric music sounds for fun

i dont really care if you follow me or like any of the songs uploaded here lol

please understand that i do not take friend requests/DMs from other people, but unless youre a music artist like me and really want to have me produce a song for you/send u a beat, my discord is 'c4mmzy' (w/o quotes)

https://artcore.com/hvyhrtz
https://bandlab.com/cawdjel

[est. August 4 2023]

ONE MAN HOUSTONIAN GORENOISE


IM NOT NOT GOING TO BE UPLOADING MUCH ON MY SOUNDLCLOUD, IM MOVING TO BANDCAMP: https://entraildisgorge.bandcamp.com

bdsm is cool, so is harsh noise
@ shivakamaa [on instagram]
everything on this page is produced by me

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FIRST HARSH NOISE WALL COMPOSITION MADE IN 2002 : VITRIOL300/THENOISER on K7! Re-release soon???!!!

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