produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:

try hard
where does it get me
i wake up, feeling so empty
if i die would you forget me
if i die would you forgive me
back to back another bad night
back to back another hard fight
lost again another black eye
lost again another black eye

it dont feel right
not at all
i try my best
but i just fall

coming up but i still feel down
got a couple k in my bank account
i dont wanna be here right now
you dont care if im here right now
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up
blacked out
i dont wanna wake up
ima cover my scars with some make up

where does it get me? (p. xmichaelwarren)

prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/jolst
feat: https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic

youre so cynical (feat. flowers for you)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:

hazenova:
i never understood what it was about me
 that made you wanna run away and doubt me
 black and blue all on my arm
 why u always shouting
 every effort that i make
 u always just denounce me

 all i needed was a little love
 all i needed was a fucking hug x2

 i was just a kid always hiding in my room
 i was just a kid doing everything i could x2

 and i guess it wasnt enough x2

 i dont know whats going on
 i dont feel like moving
 i just wanna runaway x2


robstar:

You can pick apart my imperfections
Ripped to pieces, another wasted night
You're the reason I'm alive
I'm the reason that you lie
Maybe I just got a deathwish
And can't admit that what I do ain't right
Wishin' I was by your side
But your side is kryptonite, yeah

I don't really wanna talk right now
Down a bottle of the jack
Left the tears out back
Ever since, tried to keep my head down, yeah, yeah
Now you see me with my ear to the ground
I've been waitin' for the storm
'Case I'm blowin' off course
And you end up havin' me around, yeah, yeah

And if I said I'm sorry
Would you care at all
And if I said I'm sorry
Is it all my fault

wasnt enough (feat. robstar) (prod. irby)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/svnam x https://soundcloud.com/skrxwd
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Lyrics: 

Hazenova:
pour that kerosine on my wounds to make it go away but i make it worse like every single second of every single day
hear the voices in my walls they tell me go away
hear the voices in my walls they tell me go away


im just a loser
its okay if you dont like me
im nothing special but i swear im fucking trying
im fucking bleeding from my hands and my eyelids
cuts on my skin
as im sitting in silence

Svnam:
i wanna feel it burn just a little bit longer
look me in the eyes
split lipped
tell me i can be stronger
than the things inside of my head
i think they're pulling me apart again
cover me in gasoline
light the match, but i'll never scream
'cause the silence defines me
it drives me & binds me to the same bed that we lied in
it's the same bed that i'll die in
wasting almost every day sleeping in 'til 3pm
i'm fucking fine
i'll just play pretend that i just feel nothing

kerosene (feat svnam x skrwd) (prod. Iof)

ppl toxic n its makin me nauseous 

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy

-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/dercept x https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

toxic w/hoepless (prod. dercept x xmichaelwarren)

-featuring: https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic
-produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

enough of this (feat. decks) (prod. jolst x irby)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
Guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
Drums by: hazenova
Cover art by: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

Coming to all platforms January 13th

Lyrics:

Hazenova: 
january 18th is the day youre going
got a hole in my chest and it keeps on growing
its getting hard to play pretend
im really not okay with this
not okay with it  

my life is filled with setbacks
im so tired of these attacks
everything i ever wanted
slips right through my grip
im haunted 

i just wanna go back to the sunny days
we would run around
we could runaway 

Skele:
just wanna go back
to how it used to be
when ur touch still
felt so comforting
but i know you don’t
and i know you won’t
so i jus sit back down keep my head low
it’s my fault i know i’m too emotional
but every day i feel the same way
i get lost in my headspace
so what am i supposed to do
when every night i dream of u
i wish we could go back to the sunny days
cause i’m done spending all my nights awake

listen on spotify

january 18th (feat. skele)

produced by hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/00000001111111




Lyrics:

hazenova:
fucked up
ive been fucked up
ive been fucking up
you dont gotta tell me that im fucking up
caffeine in my veins
i cant get enough
i cant get enough
i cant get anough
im not normal
i dont like you
im a weirdo
up late
seeing ghosts in my window
you dont gotta hide it
you can show me
i know you dont like me
youre a phony
i dont even like you
you dont even know me
why you hatin on me
and why you do it lowkey

00000001111111:
she tries  to play with my mind and emotions
I wanna  find out what really is the motive
we were walking by the side of the ocean
I see the fight
you are my light
I need to know why
do you despise
everything i am?
I treat u right
we have the sight to be better
do you despise
everything i am?
i swear u hate me but im right here
i swear u hate me but im right here

caffeine in my veins (feat. 00000001111111)

produced by me x 93feetofsmoke


lyrics:

sometimes i wonder how i got here
sometimes i wonder why im even trying
sometimes i wonder what i want here
this pain in my chest makes me feel like im dying
sitting all alone in my backyard
so down bad playing guitar
and nobody knows me
im just a ghost wearing all black clothing
walking through the hallway i hear their words
i just ignore it even tho it hurts
it hurts, it hurts x2

middleschool flashback

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst


lyrics:
hazenova:
i dont wanna lose
its all i ever do
ima go to bed
ima dream of you
i dont wanna fight
ima see it through
i dont wanna lose you
i dont wanna lose you
yeah yeah
it gets harder and harder
glass shards
and a whole lotts heartburn
sleepless nights
and a whole lot of sharp turns
and a whole lot of sharp turns
im going through our pictures
and this pain is relentless
you told me that you love me
really hope that you meant it
i gave you all that i had
dont make me regret it
looking in the mirror i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body
looking in the mirror i dont like what i see
scars all over my pale body


sendflowrs:
left scars on own body,
i might lose my shit, watch my cold heart bleed
on the road again
i’m not runnin back 
watch it all burn cus ur all that i had 

i don’t wanna call
fuckin hate your friends
felt my fuckin teeth grit when they all walked in 
she don’t wanna know me cus i’m not him
leave him with a nose bleed, cus i’m heartless 

feel my chest, cold
i won’t let go
feel my chest, cold
i cant let go x4

scars on my body (feat. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst)

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