Lyrics:


I packed my bag before the sunrise  
Left a note and nothing more  
Something in me wouldn't quiet  
So I walked out through the door

They said I’d lose what I was chasing  
That I’d come back all the same  
But I’ve been stuck and staring downward  
And I’m done with taking blame
 
So don’t ask me where I’m going  
I just knew I had to leave  
Been chasing down that feeling  
Somewhere past what I believe  

I don’t need to have the answers  
I just want to feel it real  
All I know is I was empty  
And I’m learning how to heal

(Yodel dodel doo)
 
I’ve slept in towns where no one knew me  
Watched the night slide down the wall  
I went back to something faded  
Didn’t feel like mine at all

They keep asking what I’m after
Like I owe the world a plan
But I’m not the kind for staying
I find peace where no one can

So don’t ask me where I’m going  
I just knew I had to leave  
Been chasing down that feeling  
Somewhere past what I believe  

I don’t need to have the answers  
I just want to feel it real  
All I know is I was empty  
And I’m learning how to heal

(Yodel-Adle-Eedle-Idle-Oo)  
(Ohhh-oooh)  
(Yodel dodel doo)
(Ohhh-oooh)  

Some days I still feel hollow  
Like I left something behind  
But I’m further than I’ve ever been  
And I do not miss that life

So don’t ask me where I’m going  
I just knew I had to leave  
Been chasing down that feeling  
Somewhere past what I believe  

I don’t need to have the answers  
I just want to feel it real  
All I know is I was empty  
And I’m learning how to heal

(Yodel-Adle-Eedle-Idle-Oey...) 
Just knew I had to leave  

Open Land

Met him on a weekend, said he’s “just chill”
Camo cap and a “masc” profile still
Talks camouflage and bait and lures
But he’s fishing for something else for sure

Said, “I’m not interested, I just like the thrill”
Then asked if I could Netflix and chill
Claims he’s married, “but we’re not close”
Then sends a pic and says, “don’t post”

**Chorus**
Hook, line, and sink him—pride aside
Livin’ that lie with his truck outside
No fish, no hunt, just gaslight games
Swears he’s real, but forgets my name
Hook, line, and sink him—caught in the spin
He reels you in, then ghosts again
Just say the word, admit the truth
Secrets ain’t a substitute for youth

He’s got three kids, a wedding band tan
Still textin’ “yo,” like he’s not a man
Wants no labels, “just bro things”
But his weekends buzz with secret flings

Says, “Keep it quiet, I’ve got a life”
While scrolling pics at 2 a.m. on his wife
He don’t hike, he don’t shoot
But he sure knows how to mute

**Chorus**
Hook, line, and sink him—coward’s creed
Says “this ain’t nothin’,” but plants the seed
Wants the thrill without the light
But truth don’t sleep through the night
Hook, line, and sink him—two-faced tales
Waders on but truth derails
Masquerade in a hunting vest
Closet case at best

**Bridge**
He’s not lookin’ for love, just alibi
One hand on the Bible, the other in a lie
Calls it nothin’, says “no big deal”
But how you hide what you don’t feel?

**Final Chorus**
Hook, line, and sink him—let it drop
This ain’t a phase, and it won’t just stop
Closet’s tight, but truth leaks through
You can’t fake pride and call it you
Hook, line, and sink him—end of the game
Runnin’ from yourself won’t end the same
He’ll stay a ghost, or face the flame—
But either way, I’m done with the game.


Out Of Line

Hook, Line, And Sink Him

Hook, Line and Sink Him

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Tell me I’m crazy, babe, one more time
Rewrite the script, make your bullshit rhyme
Oh, you’re just “tired”? You’re just “not sure”?
Then why’s her bracelet on my floor?

chorus
Gaslight me, bayyyeebeeeeee
Twist it like a champ, just slay me
Say I “misheard” it, say I’m “too deep”
While your lies crawl outta your teeth
Gaslight me, babaaaaeeeeee
Oh you’re the victim? Set me free
Next time you ghost, send a postcard
From the land where you still have a heart

verse
You got your stories filed and fed
You monologue while I see red
"That’s not what happened"—cue the spin
Meanwhile I’m Googling where you’ve been

prechorus
Say I’m “too much” with your sweet stare
Then text your ex while I’m right there
You're so good, you almost fooled me
But I binge truth like a docu-series

chorus
Gaslight me, bayyyeebeeeeee
Oh baby, tell it tenderly
Like I can’t spot a rerun show
When you act shocked that I know
Gaslight me, babaaaaeeeeee
Do it cute, like it’s foreplay, see?
But I’m not soft, I’m not blind—
I write songs, babe, not alibis

bridge
Your love’s like Wi-Fi in a cave
I reach and reach, but it never behaves
You say “relax,” I say “we’re done”
I ain’t your mirror, I’m the sun

final chorus
Gaslight me,  bayyyeebeeeeee
One last time before you flee
Frame me up in your goodbye
But truth don’t flinch—and neither do I
Gaslight me, babaaaaeeeeee
Call it love, but it's just debris
Take your show on a solo tour
I’ve got receipts—and I want more

Gaslight me,  bayyyeebeeeeee
One last time before you flee
Frame me up in your goodbye

Gaslight Me, Baby

One Night

Thanks For Explaining That

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If you’ve ever wondered what it might sound like if you took a road trip through Nashville with your girls and a guitar, you've arrived.

With raw, unfiltered lyrics and melodies that wrap around you like southern summer air, Midlife Madness captures what it means to rise from the ashes—sass first. 

These are songs for the powerful phase of your healing journey. This is a soundtrack for reclaiming yourself, and your power. 

Featuring originals like "Break the Spell" and "Scream It Out Loud," this is music built for women who’ve lived a little, burned a lot, and still sing with fire.

❤️ Soulful storytelling
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