lyrics:

and you got folded in the cards again
she says 'it's not a bet worth taking at best'
'oh'
'why don't you go and talk to all of your friends
tell you what, give it a year you'll stay a boy in the end'

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

and you got stuck on the internet again
he said 'you'll never be that angel you dreamt'
'oh'
'you perverted little molehill of flesh'
his words are feedbacking endlessly in my head

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

once wore mascara to school
'almost just blew my cover'
'let's see those eyes one last time, how come you seem so afraid'
those girls told me what to do
pet project like no other
'we've been living like this our whole lives, you don't know a thing'

ten years wearing death on a vest
'jig is up'
got on the drugs that sink veins into the rest
time is what's
still got that longing feeling stuck to your chest
so buck up
you've come so far being scared of what's next

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

'do me a favor and sink into your chest
while i do my best to forget your mess'
i'm always looping back like i'm on cassette
drifting the tenor of the ways i digress

carbonhead

it's never too late to start from square one!

a fish named justice

fireside thaumaturgy

lyrics:

tomorrow when i wake up
i hope i'm either under six feet, or six feet under
patterns in the babble reaping confidence in cover
cross examine this experience with one another
can you wait up
at least i'm on the pill and i've got proof more than poetry
TV taught me to scream whenever i see a monster
glimpses in the mirror's where this usually fosters

pressure spent, now you're already dead
and you're thoughts are on a speaker looping over again
it was never in the cards, you never had any chance
TV static in your eyes, your claws make nothing but sense

TV taught me to scream whenever i see a monster
glimpses in the mirror's where this usually fosters

TV taught me to scream whenever i see a monster
glimpses in the mirror's where this usually fosters

endorphin heist

lyrics:

viscera in the drainage
i can't bear to think about it
going through the ages
lock myself away until i'm down and out of it
and i'm terrified of aging
heaven prove the mirror's the one that's wrong
i know you've never ever seen who's really me

skin, bone, fuzz, everything made to die sometime
tragically real in the meantime
desperately trying to shape mine, to shape mine
time, depth, space, losing my real in the same place
body's so sore to me most days
returning to form is a failstate, no failsafe

to watch myself become a monster
to feel my skin turn to scales
to feel my claws come in, it feels so much better than nothing changing at all
skin starts bubbling
my form starts stretching and changing
i still don't see myself in reflections
but it's still a direction

skin, bone, fuzz, everything made to die sometime
tragically real in the meantime
desperately trying to shape mine, to shape mine
time, depth, space, losing my real in the same place
body's so sore to me most days
returning to form is a failstate, no failsafe

viceheart

lyrics:

breathing, feeling
my skin, my skin
hush now, brush out
my fuzz, become undone

this is not what it's supposed to be like
that's not what it's supposed to be like at all
at all
make a face i can taste the napalm
i watch the colors fall out of your mouth
but i don't hear you

put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep

inside, outside, nothing but faking
i never felt i could tell you how you hurt my head
when i fall asleep, i hope i wake up truly naked
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
inside, outside, nothing but faking
i never felt i could tell you how you hurt my head
when i fall asleep, i hope i wake up truly naked
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep

this is not what it's supposed to be like
that's not what it's supposed to be like at all
at all
make a face i can taste the napalm
i watch the colors fall out of your mouth
but i don't hear you

put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep

back to sleep

lyrics:

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

spare parts no body of mine
cut open my chest
let my ribs be the wings that take you home
i want this cage to always keep you close
live off the light in your eyes
dig into my bones
let my sternum be the mast that guides you home
my breathing lungs will always keep you warm

log into my brain and change the password on my eyes
i overdid it, reality is down for the count
talking to my friends inside my head all night
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta—
(number 5 alive)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

orphan source

lyrics:

willow trees spill your solvent dissolve the levee
needles stem from the vivisection of memory
holding onto a promise i wish was empty
how's your frame holding up cuz my bones are heavy
shattered glass mimic synapses with envy
hide your eyes from the world until you're ready
steal the light from the moon while she scruples wearily
expunge all thoughts
until you mirror your walls, you're alone again already

give me a chance to redeem myself and we'll start again
free your hooves from the dirt which our bond was buried in
i've got no excuse
i— there's something in the water
you're guarded like your father, ignore your angel daughter
your heart is aching from feeling your bedside empty
so let your horn pierce the sky make clear your caring
i've got no excuse
i—her eyes feel like no other
your muzzle burrows further
in hopes of aching no more

her insides meet gods

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lethargy heart

Next Life (2020)

Home for Christmas

RaHis @ Mama M Playday -  Amsterdam

Artists : RaHis
Location : Amsterdam
Episode name : Mama M Playday

As an Artist, whom grew from the beginnings of DJ'ing with vinyl in the 90's, he loves to blend so many genres together, as long as it consists elements of driving frequencies, telling his sincere musical story.

The sounds that are transmitted while behind the decks, either as Sceptical C or RaHis, consist of frequency and indigenous based sounds which he often blends with Techno, Melodic Techno, Afro house, House, Tech House, but most definitely tracks containing healing and regenerating frequencies and so much more. 

The musical story consist of a drive that will make the dancefloor move because of the frequencies being broadcasted from the hearth, through the available channels blended together live, on the fly, unpredicted and no preselected tracks.

Whenever or where ever you encounter Shaman RaHis, all of his musical frequential magic, will contain percussive vibes that are received in such a way by the audience, that it will make them get in such a state of happiness that will make them keep their bodies moving with maximum enjoyment, forgetting their day to day life, while healing themselves on the dancefloor. Especially when the audience opens up to receive the healing frequencies heard and felt, transferred via the sound system.

https://linktr.ee/scepticalc.official

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RaHis @ Mama M Playday -  Amsterdam

Artists : Sceptical C
Location : Safespace
Episode name : STONE TECHNO pt2

As an Artist, whom grew from the beginnings of DJ'ing with vinyl in the 90's, he loves to blend so many genres together, as long as it consists elements of driving frequencies, telling his sincere musical story.

The sounds that are transmitted while behind the decks, either as Sceptical C or RaHis, consist of frequency and indigenous based sounds which he often blends with Techno, Melodic Techno, Afro house, House, Tech House, but most definitely tracks containing healing and regenerating frequencies and so much more. The musical story consist of a drive that will make the dancefloor move because of the frequencies being broadcasted from the hearth, through the available channels blended together live, on the fly, unpredicted and no preselected tracks.

Whenever or where ever you encounter RaHis, all of his musical frequential magic, will contain percussive vibes that are received in such a way by the audience, that it will make them get in such a state of happiness that will make them keep their bodies moving with maximum enjoyment, forgetting their day to day life, while healing themselves on the dancefloor. Especially when the audience opens up to receive the healing frequencies heard and felt, transferred via the sound system.

https://linktr.ee/scepticalc.official

Sceptical C @ Safespace - STONE TECHNO pt2

Artists : RaHis
Location : Safespace
Episode name : The Bosburght Healing Tower experience

As an Artist, whom grew from the beginnings of DJ'ing with vinyl in the 90's, he loves to blend so many genres together, as long as it consists elements of driving frequencies, telling his sincere musical story.

The sounds that are transmitted while behind the decks, either as Sceptical C or RaHis, consist of frequency and indigenous based sounds which he often blends with Techno, Melodic Techno, Afro house, House, Tech House, but most definitely tracks containing healing and regenerating frequencies and so much more. The musical story consist of a drive that will make the dancefloor move because of the frequencies being broadcasted from the hearth, through the available channels, blended together live on the fly, unpredicted and no track preselection.

Whenever or where ever you encounter RaHis, all of his musical frequential magic, will contain percussive vibes that are received in such a way by the audience, that it will make them get in such a state of happiness keeping their bodies moving with maximum enjoyment, forgetting their day to day life, while healing themselves. Especially when the audience opens up to receive the healing frequencies heard and felt, that are transferred via whatever sound system.

https://linktr.ee/scepticalc.official

RaHis @ Safespace - The Bosburght Healing Tower experience

Artists : RaHis
Location : Safespace
Episode name : Sweaty and Dirty in the Cocktailbar (Bosburght inspired)

As an Artist, whom grew from the beginnings of DJ'ing with vinyl in the 90's, he loves to blend so many genres together, as long as it consists elements of driving frequencies, telling his sincere musical story.

The sounds that are transmitted while behind the decks, either as Sceptical C or RaHis, consist of frequency and indigenous based sounds which he often blends with Techno, Melodic Techno, Afro house, House, Tech House, but most definitely tracks containing healing and regenerating frequencies and so much more. The musical story consist of a drive that will make the dancefloor move because of the frequencies being broadcasted from the hearth, through the available channels, blended together live on the fly, unpredicted and no track preselection.

Whenever or where ever you encounter RaHis, all of his musical frequential magic, will contain percussive vibes that are received in such a way by the audience, that it will make them get in such a state of happiness keeping their bodies moving with maximum enjoyment, forgetting their day to day life, while healing themselves. Especially when the audience opens up to receive the healing frequencies heard and felt, that are transferred via whatever sound system.

https://linktr.ee/scepticalc.official

RaHis @ Safespace - Getting Sweaty and Dirty in the Cocktailbar

Cabuya

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Biography :
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Sceptical C

The Antillean Artist Corne Van Der Heijden, hailing from Curacao N.A., was nurtured in an environment rich in various musical styles that continue to flow through his veins, defining his sound today. His journey into DJing commenced at the age of 12 when he became captivated by the art of playing vinyl. At 18, he transitioned to Eindhoven, in The Netherlands, for his studies, believing this would signify the end of his musical pursuits. Contrary to this belief, it marked the beginning of a remarkable new chapter, leading him to embrace his passion for electronic music. 

His musical journey has garnered significant attention, and his extensive collection of released and unreleased original tracks has established him as a highly sought-after DJ for various events, whether utilising digital vinyl or performing live. This multifaceted artist is poised to energise numerous dance floors. His musical style is profoundly engaging, traversing genres from house to techno, interwoven with classic influences, consistently retaining an underground allure that is entrancing. He emphasises the importance of connecting with his audience, as he believes that the true value of music lies in the collective experience it creates.

QUOTATION OF THE ARTIST
“We are the transitional generation. This is our dance. Thank you for the gift of sound, vibrations and all those that make it happen. I love every second I spend dancing to any beat that fills my heart, special thanks to you that feels the same and danced by my side. It’s nearly time to play and set the date, great vibes and sick beats coming soon. Dance, Love and be Happy”

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Labels :
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Kucera Rec. // Platinium Rec. // Gobsmacked Rec. // Extorsion Group Rec. // Mastertraxx // Gayle San Rec.(GSR) // Naked Lunch // TMMR // BassAssault Rec // Elektrax Rec // 
Flatlife Rec. // Red Section // Dec Records // Plastiq // Audio Autopsy // Elmart Rec.// Common Good // EchoDeluxe Rec. // Darkletvm Rec. // Keep On Techno Rec.//Burn-Audio // 
Trust Recordings
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Supported By :
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Viper XXl, Ortin Cam, Frank Kvitta, Alex Kvitta, Mike Drama, DJ Hi-Shock, Go Diva!, Dot Chandler (Fernanda Martins), Patrick DSP, Submerge, Dj Mr. Jones, 
Manuel Orf, Rolf Mulder, Gayle San, Sven Wittekind, Luke Creed, Diarmaid O'meara, DJ Artek, Vegim, A.Paul, Oliver Kucera, Spark Taberner, Boris Ross, 
Concrete DJ's just to name a few.

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References :
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We Are Back Festival / BACKTOGETHER AME
Amsterdam Dance Event
Dutch Design Week 
Tresor (DE) 
MUTE (BG)
Decibel Outdoor
So What Festival
Ruhr in Love (DE)
Dommelvallei / PACT / KING-S
Zodiak Commune
Basstraxx
Fuck You Were From Eindhoven
Switch
Rewired
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For Bookings contact :
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E-Mail : scepticalc.official@gmail.com
E-Mail : scepticalc@hotmail.com

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