My Oxygen

My Oxygen(Prod. Joji)

Mixed by @officialtyphon
Coverart by @jvoti

Nimbus(Prod. spectrxm)

I made this, produced by @elijahwho 
mixed by @tylasno
Coverart by @remo_raps

Words do so much damage but we're through is like a guillotine
I need to move on but your love is like my nicotine
So I'm sitting here, eyes locked on the ceiling
I thought we'd be a match, but the perfect flame is just searing
It's unbelievable, don't wanna attach but I'd do it again
And the time that we had was a thing that I miss
Only thing I have left is the words on ya lips
And, it was an eclipse, your the sun to my world I'm a moon to an earth
I know that I'm worthless, the time that I couldn't develop those words
So I hope that you heard this, I'm loud and shy, proud and pessimistic
I took a shot and I missed it addicted to staring and reminiscing
And quick to bitch Imma glitch in this game of love
Swift in dodging hits from cupids arrows and bugs
Can't get past that, soon to duck like A flack
My friends know I'm a sad sack
Imma go exploring like I'm dora
There's plenty of fish in the sea
But there's not tug to my line cause what fish wants me

Said, that girl, she's beautifully divine, I can't wait to make her mine
In my mind
Said, that girl, she's so pretty from far away
she makes my heart melt at a gaze
But when I'm close it's outta place
She's, so amazing, my heart racing, I don't know what to say
Make me feel like a plaything the butterflies is my stomach won't go away

That Girl (prod. elijah who)

I made this, produced by @halberd-3000
Mixed by @Tylasno
Coverart by @remo_raps

She loves me, but I don't love her back
Should I, feel awkward or even feel bad
I got girls at my neck tryna get me check
But I don't care I fell in love with my bad
What should I say I'm, tempted just to humor her anyway
Gotta feeling I'll go on a date with her but then decay
So am I evil or childish? I'm confused at the subject
To play the game is a crime, and I'm afraid to be a suspect
It's easy when you think about it
feelings bloom but for me it's forever winter
My soul is frozen and broken, my body north december
See it's not irrational, I'm just afraid of heartbreak
And if anything mutual feelings are kinda startling
I'm, cupids narcoleptic fall in love easy as I fall asleep
And it's not hard to get a love song flowing outta me
So it's not you it's me I promise I'm just shy and overlooked
I wrote a verse instead of telling you I'm feeling kinda shook

She loves me, what did I do to deserve you
you're just a muse that makes me make tunes
I'm heartless, know that I'm sorry regardless
I'm just a fool don't mean to be cruel

Guess I'm acting like a tsundere
I'm soon to pay for the moves you made into fooling me
And to be honest I'm just tired of foolery
I pray that either you and i are soon to be we
Or at least we freeze all the talks of the breeze and other topics
I keep a guard of my heart but you just brought lock picks
Stop it, Imma beautiful loser guess I cover it up with a douche
I'm just afraid of how I could treat you when I'm the one you chose

She loves me, but I'm heartless... I'm just a fool

Heartless (prod. halberd)

Mixed by Myself
Coverart by @ghostly_p
Beat by @aimless-beats

You say you trust me yea you gotta know i'm sorry
But if shit falls down the drain well I'm guessing then you got me
Love is just a game but I'm so tired of atari
I can't find away to level up while playing super sloppy right?

You're sugar sweet and you might get me diabetic
I should diet I admit it but I lie and let it settle
Do you love me do you not I leave the answer to the petals
Showing out and growing up to me you'll always be special

Outta context, I think it seems it's like our movie
Put a green screen to our hearts and CGI the beauty
Don't read the script, rip the pages, guess I'm glad it's loose leaf
With loose screws, there's no grief, take me from, memory

But don't get sad at that, think about the matter as
You plus me together could be great, but then I'm bad at math
I'm grateful of the spring, instead of thinking what I'd rather have
Our love is like a romcom every smile comes with laughter tracks

You and I, could be so great together, yeah
We could fall together
You and I, could be so great together, yeah
We could match the weather

I'm writing poetry and notes about you
show it all to my friends so yeah they know about you
Can't stop raving bout ya smile and ya voice
When you're here than I rejoice 
I hope you hearing what i'm saying and you think about
The joy that I must have to really wish that you knew me
Well whatever I guess this is a letter from yours truly

Yours Truly (prod. Aimless)

Yooo I'm sad, lyrics below for anyone who wants them
Prod @just_peter
Art by @iamremo
Mixed by @hydetherapper

I'm just scared to say the word
Every time I open up my mouth I end up hurt
And I might seem a little heartless I might come off insecure
But I just play off all my fears by acting odd and immature
I'm like a broken record but on the inside
I'm feeling like they hate me even though I get the invite
I'm afraid to say that all my thoughts keeping me up til midnight
I can't even let you in when I'm afraid of what you'll find
It's irrational I know it, I can't even tell you so I'm acting like a poet
Man I'm writing all these songs to let the demons out
I'm seeing now, you became someone I couldn't breathe without
Now I'm hearing people shout
"Let me in, let me in" the closest I can get is with the words up off this pen
So I think I'm inadequate, never good enough for you or anybody
And for that I'm feeling stupid and for that I'm feeling sorry
I can't stop, I'm nervous, a wreck, a cunt
I'll take it, call me whatever the fuck you want
Call me scared, call me ugly, call me dumb, something else
But don't ever call me friend cause I feel better by myself

Tell me tell me, why do you think that I want to be anything more than I am
Tell me tell me why, do you wanna try, to break me from my shell
And raise me from my hell, to get me off this shelf
Just leave me here alone, I'll sit here on my own
Content with what it is, I'll turn to a myth
I'm so scared, that you'll fall in love too, to fall in love with you
So tell me why I fall in love with you, you let me fall in love with you
again

Tell Me (prod. Peter)

Produced by @geo_1022 art by @chrosky
This was just planned to be an instagram bump but I loved it so much
Please like and repost, I'll drop another one when this reaches 100 likes or so
I love all of y'all lmao, never thought I'd reach 600, at all or this fast

Lyrics for those who want them

And I been feeling like the best when you hold me close
I been feeling outta breathe I think I'll overdose
The smell of love has been filling up my lungs
And I melt at ya touch, man I swear you're the most
You got me wrapped up thinking that I'm stuck
When in reality ya kisses are my drug
And ya dancing like ballerina ready for the jump
You're jus poised in perfect position
I point as ya pupils glisten
I'm not good enough

For you and I, me and you, together
And I guess that I admit that I been thinking of forever
What can I say I'm a fool, but I'll treat you like a treasure
But I think if you're above ground it'll be for the better

You're the puzzle piece I was missing I'm getting so dizzy
You're all the time I spent reminiscing I'm getting so giddy
I hope that when you need some love that you'll send for me
And in my arms I'll be holding you so tenderly 

You and I could be the greatest thing that people see
And they'll be jealous of us too
I could be, the one to wrap up so tenderly
It's true

Tndrly (prod. Garrett)

mixed and coproduced by @halberd-3000 and coproduced by @niyawn
Art by @Chrosky
I been doing a lot of short songs lately but I hope you guys rock with this <3, more music soon

So I, see myself waking up next to you
And then I wake up and proceed to send a text or two
I'm wreckless and I'm jealous I'm confused at why you'd mess with me
I'm but some plankton in this deep blue see
I'm average, got some baggage but I'm different and I swear it
You been treated like a jester but I'll show you how I'll cherish
The sweetest pick of the bunch, and the mindset of a runt
In the pack that he can't manage but he tries to avoid damaging you
It's me, it's me, and I been thinking of we, me and you, and I, and us
Believe, the fact I'm tryna treat you like a queen
Up in this castle that I'll make from all the better memories we've yet to have
So don't be mad at me, when I say we're meant to be together cause it's gravity
You're like the sun because you light up everything in my world
And though you're irritating I would never change that you're my girl

All these late calls we waste away our time my dear
I just forget my line my dear I'm thinking of you
I can't say more, I'm focused on your shine my dear
I love these summer nights my dear with you

Summer Nights (prod. Halberd x nion)

Produced by @55199 and mixed by @halberd-3000 CA by @chrosky
Beautiful feature by @paperlatte she did amazing work
This is the first love-sadurday after it's been on hiatus for the longest
Please like, comment, and repost, new and better music soon!

Something More w/ Paper Latte (prod. Frith)

That soundcloud scare really had me worried and it made me realize you guys only follow me on one thing, please check out my other social media, just incase, also the song is called forever, for anyone who wants to know
https://love-sadkid.bandcamp.com/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/75AKgMMrk1CG5sURNvyX9s
https://www.youtube.com/c/lovesadKiD
https://twitter.com/love_sadkid
https://www.instagram.com/benjaminthekid/
Produced by @tomppabeats mixed by @halberd-3000 art by @chrosky
Also shoutout to Rook1e and Khai dreams for this awesome track https://soundcloud.com/byrook1e/alonetogether

forever (prod. Tomppabeats)

Call me James now !
Still teaching the world how to love
art by @stkales

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