Original song by Mileena Rayne. Alternate version of To The Pain. (prod by Astral)
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Woke up, same mess, mind spinning, it’s a war zone
Tryna piece it all together, but I’m still alone

I don’t think you know how deep it goes
Trying to find a way back to the life I’ve known
I really had it all, now everything’s gone
Can’t keep pretending like I’m not barely holding on

Pour another glass to numb the pain that I keep
Telling myself lies just to get through the week
Staring at the bottle like it’s got the key
Drowning out the voices that keep haunting me

Late nights, lost time, it’s all a blur
Trying to numb the pain, but it just gets worse
Everyone’s talking, but they don’t know
All the things that I hide, all the scars I don’t show
Pour another drink, let it burn down slow
Light another joint, and watch the smoke roll
Living like I’m fine, but I’m breaking inside
Can’t keep pretending I’m not losing my mind

You don’t see the pain, I’m hiding behind
Lost in my life, and I’m losing my mind
I’m falling apart, got nowhere to go
Just me and a broken halo, tryna find my soul

Late nights, lost time, it’s all a blur
Trying to numb the pain, but it just gets worse
Everyone’s talking, but they don’t know
All the things that I hide, all the scars I don’t show
Trying to scream out but I’m as silent as a dream
I want to keep it all together but I’m bursting at the seams
I’m a lost cause, yeah, I should’ve known
Everyone turns their back, now I’m on my own

I’ve been searching for a reason to make me stay
Praying for the strength to get through another day
Father, where are you when I’m losing my faith
It’s starting to feel like I’m falling from grace

Living with this pain, and I don’t know how
But I’m praying for peace, yeah, I need it now
I’m falling apart, there’s nowhere to go
With a broken halo, just tryna find my soul

Late nights, lost time, it’s all a blur
Trying to numb the pain, but it just gets worse
Everyone’s talking, but they don’t know
All the things that I hide, all the scars I don’t show
Pour another drink, let it burn down slow
Light another joint, and watch the smoke roll
Living like I’m fine, but I’m breaking inside
Can’t keep pretending I’m not losing my mind

And I’m screaming in the silence, can’t get away
Every night I’m haunted that I can’t escape my fate
Chasing dreams that I can’t hold onto
Running from the past, yeah, I thought I told you

Spotify

To The Pain

Have you ever wondered why you keep holding on in a relationship? Why holding on brings tears & sadness yet you cant see a way to change? This song is for you

I KEEP HOLDING ON

"Just Hold On" is an intimate piano-driven duet that weaves together vulnerability and strength through the voices of two people sharing a journey through darkness to light. The male voice brings raw honesty to moments of struggle, while the female voice offers warm support and understanding. As their voices intertwine, the song builds from gentle intimacy to powerful connection, creating a universal message of hope and resilience. Through personal lyrics and emotional delivery, it captures the transformative power of not being alone in difficult times. The song moves from individual struggles to shared strength, culminating in a powerful reminder that sometimes holding on is all we need to do.

Just Hold On

"Epic Folk" version of "Holding On to the One Beyond the Grave"  , and English version of Níu Người Dưới Mộ (Epic Folk). Lyrics and music arrangement by myself. Vocals modulated with AI. Instruments modulated with Suno AI. 

Holding On to the One Beyond the Grave (Epic  Folk)

Edge of Silence

Dixxy & Rikston Presents Hardcore Anthem Volume 10 Unmixed ( Release Date 7th Febuary 2025 ) 
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06 Dixxy & Rikston Holding On

01/26/25 Unoffendable: Shipwrecked - Johnny D

a chill remix I made, decided to put it on the cloud! to anyone who stumbles onto my profile, thank you for listening! 

Dabin - Holding On - ( helloimcal remix )

"Sunrise"
A hauntingly beautiful Scandinavian rock ballad that captures the raw emotion of holding on to fleeting moments. With its driving rhythm, melancholic yet powerful feel, and heartfelt vocals, this track weaves together the warmth of acoustic guitar, the depth of strings, and the intimacy of raw, vocals.

Inspired by the bittersweet beauty of love and loss, "Sunrise" is a plea to stay just a little longer, even when the end feels inevitable. Perfect for fans of Sigur Rós, Of Monsters and Men, and Kent, this song is a journey through the fragile spaces between hope and goodbye.

Genre: Indie Folk, Alternative Rock, Scandinavian Rock
Mood: Melancholic, Emotional, Bittersweet, Haunting
Tags: melancholic, emotional, Scandinavian rock, indie folk, alternative rock, heartfelt, bittersweet, haunting, raw, acoustic guitar, strings, driving rhythm, ballad, for fans of Sigur Rós, for fans of Of Monsters and Men, love and loss, holding on, sunrise

Lyrics:

I can feel the night getting colder,
Your hand in mine, but I’m losing my hold.
The clock keeps ticking, but I’m running out of time,
So stay with me, just one more night.

I know it’s selfish, but I’m not ready to go,
I want to memorize your face, your voice, your glow.
The world feels heavy, but you make it light,
So stay until the sunrise.

Stay until the sunrise, don’t let me fade away,
I know it’s almost over, but I need you here to stay.
Hold me like you mean it, like it’s the last time,
Stay until the sunrise, just one more night.

I know it’s selfish, but I’m not ready to go,
I want to memorize your face, your voice, your glow.
The world feels heavy, but you make it light,
So stay until the sunrise.

Stay until the sunrise, don’t let me fade away,
I know it’s almost over, but I need you here to stay.
Hold me like you mean it, like it’s the last time,
Stay until the sunrise, just one more night.

I don’t want to say goodbye,
I don’t want to close my eyes.
But if this is the end, then let it be
With you here, holding me.

Stay until the sunrise, don’t let me fade away,
I know it’s almost over, but I need you here to stay.
Hold me like you mean it, like it’s the last time,
Stay until the sunrise, just one more night.

Stay until the sunrise,
Even if it’s the last time.
Stay until the sunrise,
And let me pretend it’s fine.

Sunrise

Holding On

DL/Stream: https://Toolroom.lnk.to/HoldingOnTY

Riding off the back of his recent hit with A-Trak, Kideko drops his first solo release on Toolroom, since his huge ‘Soul Searcher’ collab with Wh0 in 2021.

‘Holding On’ utilises a famous disco sample, cleverly shifting the vocal hook, upping the pace and working in his own killer bassline and production. ‘Holding On’ is set to be another feel good club weapon, that’s sure to be on repeat this summer.

DL/Stream

Kideko - Holding On

⏳❤️ "Love on Hold" is a soulful R&B ballad about patience, devotion, and waiting for love to heal. This song tells the story of loving someone who isn't ready yet but believing in the power of true love. With smooth melodies and heartfelt lyrics, it's perfect for anyone who's ever had to wait for the right time.
If you've ever held on to love, hoping for the right moment, this song is for you. 🎶 Press play and let the emotions flow.
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Love on Hold

Lift You Up

Last Goodbye

Matt Balfe - Holding On (2011)

First song I've ever written, recorded, and put online. 

Night Sky

Creative Ades & CAID - My Everything (Extended Mix)

Love to make music and playing video games.

Please follow me on my Spotify (: 
https://linktr.ee/mileenarayne
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Mileena Rayne is a talented songwriter from Minnesota, USA. Her upbringing was unconventional, as she spent most of her childhood being raised by her grandparents. During her teenage years, Mileena experienced a period of instability, moving between various homes before achieving independence at the young age of 16. Music has always been a constant in her life, providing an escape and a source of inspiration, giving her strength through challenging times.

Growing up surrounded by music, Mileena was fortunate to learn the piano, which became a foundation for her musical journey. She joined an orchestra, initially playing the viola before switching to the cello, and also learned to play the guitar while dabbling with the violin. With her life experiences shaping her lyrics as if they were entries from a personal journal, Mileena's songs capture the raw emotion and stories of her life, resonating deeply with listeners who connect with her authenticity.

Beyond her passion for music, Mileena is also the author of the Blood of the Wild Gods book series and is deeply committed to the healthcare industry. She currently works as a Registered Nurse and has over a decade of experience in long-term care, pharmaceutical research, and psychiatric care. A devoted mother to her two precious daughters, she balances her responsibilities with her creative pursuits, seamlessly weaving her passions into every aspect of her life.

Poetry and Music are two of my biggest passion, they are vehicles that drives my imagination, and medicine for my heart. And I have loved putting my poetry to songs. 
I love my traditional Vietnamese stringed instruments, and I love my Heavy Metal,  but I'm PolyJamorous XD

SonnX Reed is a music producer and composer. SonnX Reed is on a mission to make waves in the world of R&B music.

Music takes me to new worlds. Life is the best teacher. Writing about life is a challenge and experience is what guides me. Loves, pains, disappointments, sadness, joy, despair, hope, melancholy, happiness, all these feelings burn in my veins and make me create.
You all welcome to follow my journey.

We are a city tribe who helps people who feel far from God know Jesus, cultivate freedom, discover purpose, and make a difference.

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Creative Ades is a young DJ/Producer. His passion for music and technology started from a young age, but his parents never payed attention to his musical talents and they pointed him in the direction of technology and engineering.
 Fast forward a few years later and he is studying in a secondary language school. He refound his passion for everything music-related by working in the school radio. 
 Although studying in university, Creative Ades continued developing his knowledge and skills in the field of electronic music. 
 Following his graduation from university, he has also released his first songs with some of the more successful labels in this music genre - NYLO Music and Deep Strips! His debut track, released by NYLO Music, "Deeper Love" climbed Beatport's TOP 100 chart up to the prestigious TOP 20 spot in just a few days.
 Creative Ades does not limit himself to a specific music style/genre, but at the moment his work is influenced by deep house, progressive house and nu disco. People definitely know his style thanks to his several hit remixes.
 His work with world-renowned labels such as Global Records, artists and producers such as Stoto, Vanotek, Ashlee and John Levis, speak for the quality of this producer's music.
 Creative Ades is currently the proud owner of a label – CA Records!

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Hey, I’m Jocke, the one behind Jokk. 🎶 My music blends EDM, Chill, Pop, Alternative Rock, and Southern-inspired vibes—crafted to hit deep and feel real. From laid-back beats to soulful storytelling, every track brings a new emotion.

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