I loved this song when i found it on tiktok. it inspired me to make this remix and i hope everyone loves it <3.

Juuku x Holywatr - Without U (BVSSFLUX Remix)

**DISCLAIMER THIS IS A FANMADE TRIBUTE AND IS NOT PROFIT! PLEASE SUPPORT HOLYWATR, THE ORIGINAL SONG LINK IS BELOW, THANK YOU!**

Holywatr - Fade Song Link: https://soundcloud.com/holywatr/fade
Picture: Edited by me, snapshot taken from the world of warcraft cinematic Shadowlands Afterlives:Bastion :https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNSnOAumlB8

This song, boy oh boy man.. This passion project tribute/mix has taken months to tweak and bring out a good sound with the screams in the key change and edit.. it hit me so hard this fall and winter and I hope you all enjoy it. 

To those who feel hopeless as they lose their minds trying to help themselves or get the help they need only for your pain/trauma (or others) to hurt you over and over again I can relate. Those with Dissasocitive Disorders and PTSD that just keeps being triggered or getting worse, it feels like there will be no end and that you're going crazy...but you are not crazy. 

You're hurt..lonley/alone in dealing with this pain, and doing your goddamn best. 

If society wants to label us as crazy, fucking let them! Let them fucking do it! If they were in our shoes and see life through our eyes, we know what true crazy is with the pain we've endured and seen.

To be quite frank, I'd rather be alone than be around people that want to stigmatize mental health and make use feel bad for being here today as we are trying to take action. Being the warriors we are, trying to hold hold the line together against our inner demons. 

Sometimes we have to make the hard choice of leaving the known and falling into the unknown as much as it fucking hurts to say goodbye.. goodbye to those that have passed, those that are hurting/have hurt you, the parts of us that are holding us back and causing more pain from our habits.. and to be on the path of healing our hearts and mind. 

As painful and as suffocating and loud the sand and the ticking of time feels.. it only gets heavier and louder if we dont jump off that dying ledge.. into the unknown. To step up and be Uther and to cast out whatever our "Arthas" may be in our life, at OUR pace and however long it may take.. it must be done.

Fade (Holywatr) - Slowed + Reverb/Downcore

Move 4 Holywatr

Long Island - Public Works ( ChamPeezy ReSLik )

Waiting here for your pursuit
I just want some more of you
Gun in hand, my head i shoot
Rip my flesh cause id burn for you

my love burns make blisters

starving (87.9 bpm)

i just want your touch even if it burns

Absolutely love this song by Holywatr! Go check out the OG bc I cant possibly do it justice, its too good fr : https://soundcloud.com/holywatr/without-u-rock-version-demo

Holywatr - Without u (rock demo version) cover

Shut up

First collaboration between Istasha and me.

STREAM EVERYWHERE -> idm.fm/byracka

prod Istasha, Nimbustwokay, Lord Gasp
Mix master by Lord Gasp
Artwork by Istasha, Buvard, Lord Gasp

LYRICS 

Lord gasp intro:

Self starvation
Alleviate my pain
Im roller coasting
Kiss death with my two eyes closed
A bad bitch with a lethal dose
cradled by jaw clenching
Carefully salting the wounds
now does it sound drastic
Preferring me over you
Can’t be surprised its crashing
there was more signs in the sky pointing out 
than there’ll ever be bird wings

Istasha verse  :

Cyclic
Mind splat when the vice hits 
Intact thought sat where the sky sit
Cyclic, cut, scythe click
Let the metal hit  the grass 
And Despite this 
What i want 
What I’m on
Reap, eat, die 
Crescent get it done 
What I want 
What I’m on 
Two sides of a coin in a pond 
De sat; White clip
Fuckin with the Wiring 
Cut it, need a second of action don’t need a 
Sidekick 
Blackout, Sight dip 
Automate entirely 
A tired light, uncertain on principle 
Like twice slit 
What I want 
What I’m on 
Sow my feet down deep then I 
Can keep calm 
What I want 
What I’m on 
that purge my being on the spot type shit

Lord Gasp verse:
Sorry i fuck it up issa classic
Tired of soaking up in my acid
Calamity tightly sewn in my fabric
Burnt out , drape all these bridges in my toxic sludge
Depravity tearing away my sense of trust
I rotted my psyche away, turnt into curdled pus
i gut- gutted my heart out for you maggot sluts
leeches, boggus, sever the scum

Lord Gasp bridge :
Cradled by jaw clenching
Carefully salting the wounds
now does it sound drastic
Preferring me over you
Can’t be surprised its crashing
there was more signs in the sky pointing out than there’ll ever be bird wings

Lord Gasp outro :
Rip my limbs
And leave me split into segments 
So you can pick where my flesh sit
For y’all to feed off, you leeches 

Istasha outro:
Heavenly absorbed
And I swallow the last of the puddles
Sittin covered in a black interval 
Suddenly 
I’m up until planets fall out 
can they die 
Break the word

>STREAM<

Byracka (with Istasha)

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