Goin’ Goin’ Gone
Words and Music by Logan Hill, Shaun Thomson, Collen Middleton

INTRO
(goin’ goin’ goin’ gone)

VERSE 1 & 2
Long ago I was someone you would want to know
A dark star burning in the midnight sky  
Bend in the road, now the fire inside me barely glows
And no one wants to look me in the eye

PRE-CHORUS
How did I get here?
I feel colder every day 

CHORUS
I’m tryin’ to keep on smiling
But my spirit is slowly dyin’
And I need to be strong but all my hope
Is goin’ goin’ goin’ gone  

VERSE 3
There’s a song that they play for those who sell their souls
Now I call these bitter streets my home

PRE-CHORUS

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I’m out of space and out of time (goin’ goin’ goin’ gone)

CHORUS

OUTRO
(goin’ goin’ goin’ gone)

Goin' Goin' Gone

Recorded Sep 2017 / Edited Sep 2017 & Mar 2018

Road To Nowhere (Remastered 2021)

The origin of this particular track can be traced back to 1992, when similar song was rejected by my then-band (A Herd Of The Rushing Vises) in which I played on a bass guitar. In this song I tried to capture the topics of our conversations of life and death importance for us at that time. Among them were: the shyness in contacts with women, quarrels and misunderstandings between lovers, a clash of controversial and addictive personalities, the lack of acceptance from family and friends, justified doubt in religion, obsession with suicidal death, considerable interest in serial killers, and finally there is also a reference to a certain story inspired by The Cure’s song “Meathook” from their debut postpunk album “Three Imaginary Boys” (1979). The harsh reality of post-communism in Poland and our little chances for a better future were highlighted by the title of this song. Enjoy!

Kamil Walczak - HOPELESS SONG (Alt.)

Kamil Walczak - HOPELESS SONG

Despair

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Sermon from September 15, 2024||
A sermon series about crossroads in life


At Crossroads With Depression

gotta fit in

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text:
Я расколол твой ёбаный череп
И останки всё так же в огне 
Остаётся скормить скелет свиньям 
Тебя уже нет - ты лишь в моей голове

-hыhыhы.. -he)... -Buua -Buэээ. ha-ha-ha
-АААААА

-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!

Твоя улыбка меня бесит
Долбаёб - ты больше ничего
Твоя улыбка меня бесит
Пожирает, смотря в душу и снова гнетёт

Ты умираешь раз за разом
Но видно ты не идиот
И что бы в комнате закрыться 
Все ключи провалились на пастбище болот

Стены и стены и стены и стены
Дом на боку, в горле застрявшая кость
И крутит и крутит и крутит и крутит 
Сирена в ушах и усилена злость

Я расколол твой ёбаный череп
И останки всё так же в огне
Остаётся скормить скелет свиньям 
Тебя уже нет - ты лишь в моей голове

-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
-SMILE!
=)

SMIL36

Remix version. Dealing with depression alone.

Hard Lov3 (C-Mix)

Dont Play Nice out now!!
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 Parallels: Legacy of the Music Station (2013-2014) is a continuation of the original idea of ​​the album Music Station (2012), about the formation of the Music Team and their adventures in search of Nathan Guza.
 After the fall of the Music Station and the opening of gates to parallel universes, across time and space, the heroes of this album find each other and unite to stop the main antagonist Alex Goloya and his doppelgangers, who are trying to capture all existing and possible versions of the universes and captains.
 In a parallel world, on the outskirts of an unknown galaxy, on an oceanic giant planet called Alikhon, under a thick mass of water, the Nubelaz Underwater Station and its captain Natan Guza did not yet know what was waiting for them.
 
 Redeemed Alex Amber Me Goloya, Edward Nay, Aris Bdjar and So Spac - The Music Team, at the broken Music Station, set off through parallel worlds to find the one who can save and turn back time.
Until he got hold of Alex Goloya's copies, until he launched the heart of Nubelaz Station, until the betrayal happened.

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From the author:

This musical history is not complete. At the time of writing this album, I faced a number of internal and external problems.
 Also, once during a thunderstorm, lightning struck my computer. Miraculously, most of it did not burn out and I was able to restore it.

For the anniversary of the album Music Station (2012-2022) I planned to release a reissue. Tell the full story about the final part - the Music Team.
A full-scale war has begun. Russia and Putin's troops have invaded my country.
I was forced to exchange a musical instrument for a machine gun to protect myself, my family and my country.

I hope this war doesn't take me. I hope that I and this music will be remembered.
I am forever grateful for your support. Yours, Edward Nay.

Endless Experience

Cold house and no one in
Even though you're here
Joined as one,living alone
Is something to fear

Your words don't mean a lot
When your actions show the lie
You show what you are not
So I'm wishing you goodbye

Remember what we used to be
So close,so tight
Hard to imagine where we are
It don't seem right

So I'm wishing you goodbye

Wishing You Goodbye

"In the Void" is a haunting and raw expression of emotional struggle and personal loss. The song captures the feeling of being lost in darkness, searching for hope and a sense of self. It paints a vivid picture of despair, where the weight of the world becomes overwhelming, and the fight to rediscover purpose feels like an endless battle. Through its poignant lyrics, the track conveys a deep sense of longing for light and salvation, asking for a miracle to break through the silence and despair.

This melancholic anthem resonates with anyone who has felt lost or trapped in their own struggles, offering a moment of catharsis and the hope that even in the deepest darkness, there’s a chance for rebirth and recovery.

In The Void

Crossroads Church Vienna, Austria, Europe

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Il make it, just to prove the haters wrong.

Professional pianist, I record piano covers and sheet music, sometimes I compose melodies

Hii! I'm currently attempting reinvent my sound a tad :) New thangs comin' soon ;)

Also used for any music related projects on my Caveguy22 channel.

Email: Caveguy2realm@gmail.com

https://linktr.ee/mrvnmusic

Amateur musician, was born and live in Ukraine 🇺🇦. From an early age, music became my hobby.
 What else to say? I love any music and I love to create any music!

Doc Nasdee is an emcee, beat maker, DJ, and beat-boxer. Born in Lynwood, raised in Compton, this birth was bound to be a different breed from others in this city. Since VERY early on, Doc was sure he was destined for entertainment. Unsure of what area he would be in (music, acting, stand up), he did nothing but absorb all the knowledge he could from his friends that were doing it before him. Rapping, beat-boxing, breaking, bombing, DJing; he took on every element of hip-hop when he first heard Run DMC.
As a child, Doc use to spend lots of time going around the corner to Joe Cooley's house. At this time, Joe was already a K-DAY Mix-Master, and he and Rodney were really beginning to enjoy the spoils of their musical union. Doc use to often rap over instrumentals then hurry over to Joe's house to get his opinion on it. Being the supportive person he was, Joe always encouraged him to keep doin his thing.

Doc also formed a relationship with Russ Parr. Who, at the time, had the hottest morning radio show on 1580 K-DAY. Russ would also show lots of support. He even invited Doc to all the concerts, from the Fresh Fest, to any performance his alter ego "Bobby Jimmy" had. And with every show he seen, he took it in, and wanted to emulate it.

In the midst of touring with Thump Records throughout the 90s (shortly after leaving his first DJ, DJ Tempo), Doc Nasdee became a member of the Universal Zulu Nation. He later took on the name "UNBorn" to mean "an unborn star". Now, the two identities are separated; the "Doc Nasdee" persona is the freak side, the clown around, smart assed side who will do anything to make you laugh or gasp. Whereas, the "UNBorn" persona is 100% Zulu. A militant type that is passionate about his hip-hop and Black culture.

After moving to Moreno Valley, Doc (then, going by the name Double-Dee), walked to a party that Gilly-Gill was DJing. Similar to how Jazzy Jeff and Fresh Prince met, his then rapper couldn't make it, so he had no problem letting Doc rhyme when he asked. Not only was a serious friendship formed, but the party goers thought they were already a duo because of the chemistry they had.

Doc toured all over with a rapper named Tommy-Gun (who was Gill's cousin/former rapper) on the Low-Rider Tour. Doc never signed with Thump Records, because, at the time, they did not want to sign Black artists that wasn't already established (cold game). His stage presence and energy, however, still managed to be a show stopper. It was that experience, that laid the foundation and introduced his love for big stages in large arenas.

Since then, after a failed relationship with Def Jam, Doc has taken his new found talent of beat-making, to produce songs for various artists, while also trying to balance running the II Phaced, Inc. corporation, working and writing his own music, and attempting to get an acting career off the ground; while also screen-writing ("...always chasing every dream"). It was time to revamp. Stay tuned to how the rest of the story unfolds. I am sure you will love the ending.

Second album of 10 songs 'Looking Up',available from bandcamp,Spotify and the rest.

https://vancemagill.bandcamp.com/album/look-up

First album of songs. 'Flying Solo'.
https://vancemagill.bandcamp.com/album/flying-solo

And on Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/4BOvUv16dOl6cgcWANX1Dz
This is my first solo venture. It's an album of ten songs and it can be downloaded  from bandcamp free,or for whatever you deem it worth. I'd be happy if you just take a copy and listen to my musical ramblings. 
Thanks to all who take the time.  :)

Follow on Spotify  https://open.spotify.com/album/4BOvUv16dOl6cgcWANX1Dz
A while back I viewed s/c as merely a hosting platform for posting on forums,but then I realised there was access to so many wonderful compositions by other folk,it then became my prime source of listening to music.
This little corner of the internet is actually a thriving musical community where nobodies such as myself can share songs with the great and the good.
All that just has to be positive and welcome.
Thanks to all who listen and comment,be assured I will return the favour,as I love finding new artists. Please don't follow me if you are going to unfollow,I only wish to listen and share music,I am not a follower collector.


Songs are a mix of solo work with all instruments played by myself,plus my own world weary vocals! I tend to favour my home made Telecasters and a Strat,though the odd acoustic makes an appearance. I use Logic Pro X and am a recent convert to DAW.

I play and write for the joy of expression and always with the hope my songs may be a positive force to anyone who takes time to listen. I'm an old boy now,so I harbour no dreams of success in the conventional sense,having the odd comment is just fine for me. Thanks to all who bother.

 Also earlier songs from a project in 2015, with Fiona and Martin Magill,Vocals and keys. Martin is a very talented working keyboard player,but sadly Fiona no longer sings. Our loss.
Lastly there are tracks from late 80s/early 90s from SOS,a band I was in back then.

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Kamil Walczak is a solo artist, session musician, songwriter and music producer who works tirelessly on new projects as a passionate supporter of gothism. His musical journey began in the early 1990s when he played drums as a session musician. In 1992-93, he was the bassist of the Polish coldwave band known as A Herd Of The Rushing Vises, which broke up after recording a demo tape "The Bad Place” (with their version of Bob Dylan's “Knockin’ On Heaven’s Door”). Since then, he has been writing songs, occasionally recording them using professional equipment. Since 2019, he has been associated with the Metronome School of Music and Recording Studio in New York City. So far, he has released 4 EPs (“Obscured By Gothism”, "Alternative Obscurity", “Overblown By Animosity”, and "Alternative Animosity") and 4 standalone singles (“Never Say It's Over”, "Someplace Safe", "Take Me There!", and "A Coldwave Summer Breeze"). He is currently working on his full-length studio album ("By All Means Necessary...") as an independent artist, being also involved in the dark electro project: Em & Double-U ("Silent Suffering").

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