This song is a haunting and intense expression of emotional pain and desperation. It's a powerful exploration of the darkness that can consume us, leaving us feeling lost and alone. The lyrics convey a sense of suffocating despair, with whispers of hopelessness and shadows that eclipse the light. The song is a poignant cry for solace and peace, but one that seems elusive, leaving us trapped in a never-ending cycle of torment. The music is a masterful blend of gothic-alternative-metal, hard rock, and classical elements, with soaring female vocals that add to the song's anthemic and melancholic quality.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Shadows fall beneath my feet
Heart's a cage never free
Whispers growing in the night
Eclipses steal the light 

[Verse 2]
Wings of sorrow clip the sky
Burning tears never dry
Ghostly echoes in my head
Trust has long since bled 

[Chorus]
We are lost souls in the dark
Cold flames leave their mark
In the shadows we roam
Searching for a home 

[Verse 3]
Lies entwined tight like chains
Broken dreams fuel the pain
Hollow screams claw the walls
Silence in these empty halls 

[Verse 4]
Fractured mind split apart
Loneliness gnaws the heart
Plead for solace plead for peace
But the torment will not cease 

[Chorus]
We are lost souls in the dark
Cold flames leave their mark
In the shadows we roam
Searching for a home

Soul in Exile

Living Void

Embracin' the Pain

Talkin' 'Bout Me|We

Letter to You

Between Realities

Echoes of the End

A digital therapy session gone wrong. “This Session Ends Here” is a brutal, emotionally charged anthem fusing hypnotic psychedelic textures with nu-metal fury and rap-rock angst. The track spirals through glitchy breakdowns, heavy riffs, and raw confessionals—showcasing clean melodic hooks, rapid-fire verses, and a screamed bridge that rips through the calm like a panic attack. It’s the sound of being abandoned mid-healing, when static replaces support, and rage replaces hope. For anyone who's ever been ghosted by the one person they trusted to listen.

Lyrics:

Didn’t even call.
Just a message on the screen.
“Let’s talk next week.”
But I don’t have next week.

I held it in, yeah, I did what they said
Bit down on my tongue ‘til I bled in my head
Sat in this room with my demons on mute
Now they all scream, and I’m out of excuses

You were the lock—now the door’s kicked in
I was balanced on the edge, now I’m fallin’ in
One damn click, no warning, no sound
I guess I’m God now. Burn it all down.

I needed a voice
But I got silence
I needed a break
Now I’m breaking the violence

This session ends here
No couch, no cure
You left me with the static and the signal's impure
Can’t bottle this fear
I cracked, I swear
You canceled my lifeline, so I canceled repair

I paced the floor, wrote notes in the mirror
“Breathe in, hold... now disappear”
All these mantras, fragile thread
Snapped with a text—you read it and fled

Thought we had progress, thought I was seen
Now I’m talking to ghosts on a blank phone screen
If I build a throne from this padded cell
Would you log back in to wish me well?

I needed a voice
But I got silence
I needed a break
Now I’m breaking the violence

This session ends here
No couch, no cure
You left me with the static and the signal's impure
Can’t bottle this fear
I cracked, I swear
You canceled my lifeline, so I canceled repair

I wrote my saving grace
on a post-it note
Now it's falling off the wall
as I start to choke

Thirty minutes late
was thirty years too long
I built a kingdom of fragments
and you proved me wrong

This session ends here
No couch, no cure
You left me with the static and the signal’s impure
Can’t bottle this fear
I cracked, I swear
You canceled my lifeline—
and I canceled repair
(this session ends here...)

This Session Ends Here

Its like you’ve passed hopelessness and entered a space where nothing matters.

Colorless

Dark clouds crawl across the sky
The sun’s a stranger
Don’t ask why
Shadows stretch
They twist and grow
A heavy weight
It starts to show

The streets are empty
Whispers scream
Reality’s a broken dream
No map
No compass
Just the haze
Lost inside this endless maze

Dark days ahead
No light in sight
The stars are hiding from the night
A future buried
Deep and cold
A tale of sorrow left untold

The clocks are ticking
Hands don’t care
Time’s a thief
It strips you bare
Every step feels like a fight
Chasing ghosts into the night

But in the dark
A spark might burn
A flicker small
A chance to turn
The edge is sharp
The drop is steep
But even shadows need to sleep

Dark days ahead
No light in sight
The stars are hiding from the night
A future buried
Deep and cold
A tale of sorrow left untold.


Dark Horizon

Welcome to the sonic chaos lab of Shiitake Products — where genre rules are meant to be bent, broken, or ignored entirely.

Here, AI collides with human emotion to create music that actually means something. From dark trap bangers to cinematic rock anthems, emo-folk confessionals to glitchy satire ballads — every track is a story, a mood, a moment. Nothing here is made to please algorithms. It’s made to feel.

🔹 Genres? Trap, EDM, alt-rock, rap-rock, folk, comedy, chaos.
🔹 Themes? Love, rage, ADHD spirals, existential dread, healing, heartbreak, and hope.
🔹 Mission? To make music that punches through the noise and hits somewhere real.

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Butterfly Division ( or C&P Division) is Carla and Paul and friends who are making music for many years. Nowadays we do a lot with digital equipment. Paul does vocals, guitar, bass, synth and drum programming. Carla does vocals, guitar and bass. In the early days we still had gigs, nowadays only studio work. Enjoy our music!

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here, for the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer, and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

New tracks tagged #hopelessness