new goodbye (outro)

fractions of infinity demo

who I am

lifespan

1 step program

mad at me

like me

perfectly cut scream

thank you quadoncle for this masterpiece

i meant to release it on IDMTHY's 2 year anniversary
but life happened so now were here lol

original & bg visuals by @quadecaX8  
https://youtu.be/EsAl04IqYHU?si=eWXXCm3eEpewBMuO
https://open.spotify.com/track/3VheddjCE7GCHzeKIJnRzK?si=ac99aae45bf54bb0

i didn't mean to haunt you album
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tbOspjJ5f0
https://open.spotify.com/track/3VheddjCE7GCHzeKIJnRzK?si=965308e09ef841c3

quadeca
https://soundcloud.com/quadecax8
https://www.youtube.com/@quadecaX8
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3zz52ViyCBcplK0ftEVPSS

inspo  @bandanabloom  
https://youtu.be/n7NNk9m-C6Q?si=cmQqLNLLuoqr92lp

special thanks
https://youtu.be/RUKArxKgaEY?si=XXtwXCnX4ZCHV7Qt
https://youtu.be/wAJebj82eBk?si=CLweE6YDAXjNZAuz

composition, mixing, producing and filmed by me

https://soundcloud.com/midaer
https://www.instagram.com/alwaysmidaer/
https://www.tiktok.com/@alwaysmidaer

cry to sleep, wait a week
again
oh, amen
counting sheep, crossing streets
everyone's dead ends
oh, amen
and i'm bored
i could be so much more
than I am
than I am
i need to go
i heard there's a place for me
one that nobody knows
one that goes away with me
so I drove
mountains away
to a place that ain't real
to a place that ain't real
and I drove
mountains away
to a place that ain't real
that's where I wanna stay

that place over the hill
where you dream about crossing
it's not a cry for help
to rethink your options
it's your mom's bakery in maine
it's that cabin in sweden
it's the going offline
it's the nеxt year, I'll go vegan

it's not a woe is me
it's a hold the door open
that's a fantasy world
that's the one that I've chosen

somewhere over the hill
where you cry without speaking
leave your door slightly creaking
it's all leaking away
when there's nothing to say
there's no point anymore
the words touch your mouth
and they fall on the floor
so why try to move a hair?
when you barely exist?
that's a fantasy world
that's where i wanna live

and i float
mountains away
where no one can stay
and i go
not in a rush

New tracks tagged #i didnt mean to haunt you