thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

all my ambient songs

i was only temporary (Super Slowed)

w/ @castle_hearts

my head is empty socials:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: https://www.instagram.com/myhead_isempty/
tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@myhead_isempty

castle hearts socials: 
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: https://www.instagram.com/castlehearts_/


my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
todays song is a collab with my good friend castle hearts, we hope you will like it <3
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ambient playlist

vanishing act w/ castle hearts

w/ @castle_hearts
music video: https://youtu.be/zcRPpgoZOLE?si=ZsEWifnMbO1exxYr
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my head is empty socials:
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: www.instagram.com/myhead_isempty/
tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@myhead_isempty

castle hearts socials:
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
insta: www.instagram.com/castlehearts_/

my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
todays song is a collab with my good friend castle hearts, we hope you will like it <3 it is a part of a full album we made, the entire album is linked here --> https://open.spotify.com/album/69jEuVVctfJqfL5dahz0AU
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comet

comet w/ castle hearts

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

my ambient playlist

i can't breathe

music video for this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9Kk2Y7k6vg
thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

maybe im the problem

this song has 10 like it, on an album called "yesterday"
here is the direct link to it: https://open.spotify.com/album/2thnEdcaFfdJFqHjeOTt6q?si=C30wUl_FRsmWh_aiqL2U5A 
all the songs are avalible in tiktok/instagram, no need to illegally download them to add to your posts, just search the song names for any of my music to add in-app to your posts, it really helps me get my music out there this way. thank you so much friends <3 
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

more songs like this

school

music video: https://youtu.be/Adb4uO8wTuo
i wrote this song about my recent relapse with my brain disease MS. lately so many people around the world have been stealing my music, and sharing it without crediting. its very sad to me because i am trying to provide a life for my girlfriend and i, both of us have disability. so its been very stressful seeing millions of people on tiktok/youtube listening to my hard work, but i get zero plays from it. its been so stressful that its made me begin to go blind in one eye. i had to take a super high dose of steroids to get my brain lesions under control. my eye sight is a little fuzzy but its stable-ish now. i wish people knew how badly they hurt me by doing this. i dont want to sound like im blaming other people, but the bottom line is, MS is fueled by stress, and yes i could just "not care". but i have to. i cannot work because of my condition. i go blind and cant use my limbs just from the most basic excercise like bringing in grocerys. making music is my only chance at giving my girl and i a life together, so when people steal my music, after i work so hard to make it, its stressful, and i feel as though its justified for me to feel upset about it. anyways, all those frustations are what this song is about. its about me trying to "survive myself". i doubt i can survive the bad people in this world, so the best i can hope for is to my body to randomly stop trying to hurt me. </3

this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

survive myself

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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this will destroy me

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
\\\\\\ BTW!!! i've been writing for "nothing is real, part XXI, so im sorry if im late to reply on here, instagram, tiktok etc; - i hope to make this next NIR a special one, akin to the first in the series, back to the root sound of the series. <3

i never learn

my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!

things i left behind

with @miranda-ra1n
my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud! this song is from march, 2023, from miranda and i's album "sweet nothings"
here is a direct link to the album - https://open.spotify.com/album/0aRSkBysa3PHcNQbKkfDBt?si=ul6bXWkUQP6INQt-gBokZg

sweet nothings

obsession w/ Miranda Rain

music video: https://youtu.be/d9kkX8yHEgw
thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

you only cared about you

music video

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

my idle plot to disappear completely

butterfly effect

free download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xxi
music video: https://youtu.be/lRf86L7MYLU
so sorry for the delay. ive spent the last 7 months writing this album, in between all the ambient singles/albums. i hope for any listeners of the "nothing is real" albums, it is worth the wait. on a very personal note, these albums are the only thing that brings me self worth. i am deeply impacted and thankful some of my ambient songs have connected with you all, in particular "i was only temporary". however, despite their impact on social media, i personally do not feel any accomplishment when writing ambient. as many long time listeners of the "nothing is real" project have mentioned, the simple ambient songs are in essence, just an outro of a "nothing is real" song. i too share this sentiment. i think i am capable of making a lot more emotionally impactful music, not just for others, but as means of helping myself. i struggle with feeling adequate, and because of my events in my life it has become of my personality to want to prove to myself, before anyone else, that i can do something great, even if there is nobody around to see it. even for years and years before the viral song "i was only temporary", these "nothing is real" albums we're written and released one after another with little to no support, or viewership. i hope that, in my efforts to prove to myself that i can make something truly one-of-a-kind, and original, that it will inspire people to not copy others, and find their own sound. i think alot of people, with a platform have a similar message about wanting to "make the world a better place". i think this is a good message of course, i just would like for anyone reading this to know, that my message is a bit more specific. with the  "nothing is real" series, i want to share that, in this world today, i think there are so many fake things, people, friends, etc. i do not want to inspire people to copy what i do, or anyone else. i want to release these albums and hopefully make people say "wow, this is so much effort, and it does not sound like anything i have ever heard! maybe i should not try to keep up with trends, or other people, or let them make me feel inadequacy any longer. this music inspires me to do my own thing, and master it, and make something unique and original that can tell my own personal story". i think individualism is being lost today, in a world that prioritizes followers, and followings. i want to leave behind something that will inspire others to look within themselves, and find approval in their own ideas, instead of constantly looking to imitate what already exists. i think the next most wonderful and beautiful thing that will help a lot of people, is lying in wait inside one of you, and to find it, i hope whatever i have done may help people become introspective enough to dig it up, and share with all of us. anyways, thanks for listening and reading all this. <3 - mhie

nothing is real, part XXI

we’re all we've got

easier, is not always better.

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

its just easier to be alone

instagram

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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