throwaway song that i forgot to drop but i love the beat to this sm


lyrics if interested...

i am so confused can someone tell me what to do?
cuz i have been the exact same
and everything else has been so lame
and now i just wanna fade away
i dont wanna be here i cannot stay
and now i just wanna fade away
i dont wanna be here i cannot stay
and now i just wanna fade away
i dont wanna be here i cannot stay
im living in a nightmare i cannot wake
and my head so fuzzy it needs a shake
yeah my whole life was a mistake
for me that wasnt crazy to say
im sick of it all i need an escape
im looking for my end i cannot wait
im sick of it all i need an escape
im looking for my end i cannot wait
im sick of it all i need an escape
im looking for my end i cannot wait

illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆ why cant it all be a dream ⋆⁺₊✩

its been damn near a month since i last dropped wtf am i doing LOL

imma slam my head against a cabinet yeah
and im up all night music is my catalyst yeah
i wont even lie that shi sounds hella nice yeah
its gon get me right prolly make me think like twice
yeah i hate this life yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆slammin my head into a cabinet ⋆⁺₊✩

nightcore mixxxx because i think its pretty cool :)

[[n1ghtm1xx]] illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆💤if only i could sleep forever mixx💤✩₊˚.⋆

these songs were so fun to make bruh, just a couple throwaway songs i never dropped
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Tracklist if interested
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1. i hate confrontation and social interacting with others
2. im so nautious
3. lucidic party trip
4. one helluva world oh wow

[[n1ghtm1xx]] ✩₊˚.⋆ illuisempty ~ dotqom archives ep #1 1/2 ✩₊˚.⋆

this song was so fun to make, hope you like it!!

[prod.sickboi]

lyrics

yeah im on my own im all al-la-la-lone
if you call me now i wont answer my phone (x2)
i moan and groan and hate how ive grown
mental pain runs straight inside of my bones
i stare at the rain thoughts hurting my brain
now im feelin hella weak my body is dra-(awwww)

yeah im on my own im all al-la-la-lone
if you call me now i wont answer my phone
yeah i moan and groan and hate how ive grown
mental pain runs straight inside of my bones
and i stare at the rain thoughts hurting my brain
now im feelin hella weak my body is drained
my mind feels strained tears run on the train
im all washed up i lie on the grains

something...whoaaaaaaaaaa
is lurkin...
ohhhhhhhh nooooooooo
nothings workin...
ohhhhhhhh nooooooooo

and that scene keeps playing
yeah i hate how it happened
left me broken yea i was saddened
heart was hurtn yea it was flattend
my thoughts have chains 
yea im am trapped in
I feel like a burden
Kinda like a has-been

so i am cooked yeah i am fried
i hate this life how hard i have tried
at the end of the day i guess i am right
ill disappear out of alls sight

LOSERRRRR!!!

yeah im on my own im all al-la-la-lone
if you call me now i wont answer my phone
yeah i moan and groan and hate how ive grown
mental pain runs straight inside of my bones

[[illumixx]] illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆ a series of unfortunate events ✩₊˚.⋆

illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆ just be competent [[illumixxx]] ✩₊˚.⋆

made this in early september and never dropped so here it is on my archives, hope you enjoy!!

lyrics if needed:

shoulda left it at hello
body in the river
didnt even leave a note
cuz her heart so warm
but her flesh's so soaked
i jus cant remember but
das all i rlly know
poem that she wrote its a
poem that she wrote take the
lace off her corset
its a wonder how she choked
that was just a joke
that was just a joke
dont know where she lies,
but she'll never be alone
again, again
somethings in the fridge
again, again
i dont need no friends

dotqom ~ ✩₊˚.⋆ corpse bride (cover) ✩₊˚.⋆

moot meee

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