prod @user-454700731 and @ilyjin
feat @xholo
lyrics: jin+leo+d3
vocal mix: jin+leo
final mix: jin
master: jin

lyrics

[@ilyjin]
i can't hear ur voice pls baby r u alr 
pls pick up ur phone i can't do another night 
u stop texting me acting like im not alive 
throw ts away i was never one to fight 
i can't give up yet hold up yes i fuckin can 
can't hold on to shit that won't even go touch yo hand 
I'm jus doin my own shit that's always been the plan 
live on someone else's terms ong I'd go insane 
im already insane oh god that's so fuckin lame 
omg it's tragic what'd u even say again
I swear I must b lagging did I even catch ur name
so much shit been goin on I cannot keep the pace 
no I can't keep up the pace 
get that stupid shit out my face 
how could u ever copy me 
u don't even know ur lane 
how could u ever copy me I'm on a higher plane 
ts to easy for me im too cold jus like I'm Zane

[@xholo]

yeah I got a phone in my pocket
it’s dnd if you call imma drop it
i’m not no goat cause lil bitch im a prophet
i been the plug since before i was walkin
cooking these hoes up like im betty crockett
feeling like time speeding up imma clock it
he think he pulling up on me i bop it
all eyez on me but they asking who shot em
lil n** pull up on me imma pop em
(damn)
boys from the north they from stockton
yeah my boys in the hood they from compton
blood in blood out its american me
bitch its too hot its 100 degrees
im in the hood and im sippin that tea
i got these hoes mad cause im on dnd

cant hold on to shit (ft xholo) p. lijahh + jin

@sanriorose
@ilyjin

Original Song - https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/setup

d0llywood1 - Whose idea was this anyways (jin flip)

5Ds
prod @ickyickk @yurkiez @ilyjin

lyrics:
how u gonna talk like u knew me 
fuck around get clipped by the new me 
u dont even know what it took
u dont even know why im shook
tryna duel me actin like u betta
up the black rose twin baretta 
if she wanna fw me ima let her 
if they talk down know ima wet em up

ive been gettin drunk
he say he wanna talk but 
that is not enough 
fake been all around me 
i was mad young 
make my momma proud yea 
i done gave up 
dad called me a monster 
i had no response 
b friends w me yeah 
ima say nah 
since i was a kid i only had one 
since i was a kid i was tryna find love  

wait?
what?
fuck

i dont wanna say it but ima say it slowly
its alotta times where i kinda miss the old me 
did a lot of growth but a lot of controlling 
i was fucked up jus tryna keep it rollin 
please do not break through
if u see the real me what will i say to u
do u see me like how i see u 
will the god in me love the god in you

fuck, ima tear it up 
ive been outta sync but ima get it up 
ion wanna talk i jus wanna run ones 
talkin to me like u wanna know some 
talkin on me like yk im gon stunt
i been steady gunnin it tryna duel run
i been steady huntin it tryna make some 
do i need help or am i too fucked up 
black rose dragon

black rose dragon (prod ickyy x yurkiez x jin)

10bpm test thing idk

lyrics:
im swinging dexter purpure
i only flex cuz im pure 
im gettin dressed in allure 
u cant attest to my score
i am the best on the floor 
u cannot step to the hoard 
im burstin outta the door 
ive been the one they adore 

im jus the one that they want 
i told my dad that it all was a front 
im takin baths in the blood 
corrupting my soul n it cant be undone 
she said she'd do it for one 
i wouldn't do it for none 
im askin why did i come 
gas puffin outta my lungs 

im feelin shards in my skin
i feel the evil within 
conditions in which i was born 
am i enough for your sword 

im swinging dexter purpure
i only flex cuz im pure 
im gettin dressed in allure 
u cant attest to my score
i am the best on the floor 
u cannot step to the hoard 
im burstin outta the door 
ive been the one they adore

ilyjin - Dexter Purpure

VISUALIZER OUT NOW
https://youtu.be/QGGVvuWVzsM?si=UezK9O56QOaFYBSx

if u like this song listen to the EP its on^^

prod @luvendz

vocals, lyrics, mixing, mastering, etc. @ilyjin

lyrics:
she fw me now
i could not believe it im rlly fittin out 
he said that he wanna beef but im sittin out 
i jus had to talk my shit but im zippin now 
but i aint quittin now what is w my image now 
i was spinnin out feelin im fissured out 
people w me now wonder if they figured out 
i am not the real me what was jin about 

ig im winnin now what was all that shit about 
i got voices in my head tell me spit it out 
and i smoke until i puke i should be quittin now 
i was sparkin up a spliff like i aint wiggin out
and he tryna talk to me i will not hear him out 
she was tryna talk to me i might go eat her out 
if u tryna touch on me gon up a stick now 
pls dont try to play w me im not no kid now 

huhhh, i had to change my flow 
u was talkin bout some shit uh idk
and im feelin like a bitch like my heart was cold
n i feel like souljahwitch shinin white yayo
and i sold my soul i cannot grow old 
jus to kill myself i would go fuckin torch the world 
since a kid id never do a thing that i was told
she only fw me cause i was shootin for the gold

i thought i was better than that (luvendz)

☼☽🔐

prod. @luvendz @ilyjin

vocals, lyrics, mix, master, etc. @ilyjin

lyrics:
im off them pink runtz im smokin dark af 
if i dont believe in love maybe heavens above 
everytime i pray to god i get beelzebub 
i was always meant to die ion feel no one 
im tryna keep it fun im shootin sticks for fun 
if u not digidestined no i cant give u trust 
if i up this smith n wesson is u gonna run 
if i shoot my head open how would u respond 

i had to keep it goin no i cant stop now 
i get anxious every fuckin time i drop now 
yeah my guiding key is gone my heart is locked now 
i cant help but feel like it was all my fault now 
yeah i felt like i jus couldnt keep it up now 
they was talkin to me like i was so far now 
i thought everybody knew that ima star now 
i was rollin up a spliff im tryna spark now 

yeah im tryna spark light that up on me 
so much gas i swear i cant breathe 
do that shit no i dont believe 
that bitch i swear she only wanna fw me 
gotta sag all of my jeans 
2x belts im clean 
angel mode my wings 
u not rtd 
how u fw me 
then u call me he 
ts so obsurd im dying yeah it got me weak

pink diamond smokin runtz (luvendz+jin)

[SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE]

prod. @ickyickk + @k9yblade

vocals, lyrics, master, etc. @ilyjin

lyrics:
talkin down on me ima rob him
jin n ick thats a god damn problem
i told her i cant fall off 
i told her i cant solve her 
w a bag on me like a robber 
no jin dont like no copper 
do it once ima do it proper 
wanna go then i cant stop her 
if u walk on me i done tore it off 
they was gettin to me but i wore it off 
double belts on me gotta hold it up 
all eyes on me n im throwin up 
oh momma said im growin up 
sometimes im jus never enough 
how do u live to give a fuck 
fell for it once cant fall in love  

and its scary to me 
how i be livin to say that im free 
u dont know how much this means to me 
they talkin down why they mean to me 
chaos gem they shine they gleam 
control dykwim
need a few hunnid bands w me 
like she wanna dance w me 

talkin down on me ima rob him
jin n ick thats a god damn problem
i told her i cant fall off 
i told her i cant solve her 
w a bag on me like a robber 
know jin dont like no copper 
do it once ima do it proper 
wanna go then i cant stop her 
if u walk on me i done tore it off 
they was gettin to me but i wore it off 
double belts on me gotta hold it up 
all eyes on me n im throwin up 
and mom i swear im growin up 
ik sometimes im not enough
i jus could never give a fuck 
as so below i am above

i'll get over it (ickyy x keyblade)

self prod

everything done by me

lyrics:
i was smokin on this gas gon give me cancer
i lost my heart like im ansem 
and she took me in holdin me for ransom 
this not the end this is jus my anthem
n i put it on shit u cannot handle 
feelin like the goat u cant hold a candle 
i was on the stage no im not dancer 
if u call my phone no i will not answer 

i lost all control im movin bruce banner 
off the 80 proof yeah im gettin hammered
teacher said that i oughta use a planner 
as a kid i was never well mannered 
and i hold it down 
people move so different when u not around 
i was goin thru pain i aint hear a sound 
they aint have my back yeah i went thru hell

digidestined yeah we standing outside 
i stare at the moon whenever i wanna cry
since i was a kid i was ready to die 
smokin off the runtz i got red in my eyes
(are you ready to die?)

i was smokin on this gas gon give me cancer
i lost my heart like im ansem 
and she took me in holdin me for ransom 
this not the end this is jus my anthem
n i put it on shit u cannot handle 
feelin like the goat u cant hold a candle 
i was on the stage no im not dancer 
if u call my phone no i will not-

crying for the moon (jin)

i love yu yu hakusho

self prod

everything done by me

lyrics:

i told her i cant stay here i jus dont know what im supposed to do 
ik i let her down but i swear that i only told the truth 
i cannot find myself im jus smokin on the roof 
she lookin at me like why would i go wait for you
fuck it im gettin it through 
i think i got some to prove 
i mean i got some to lose shit 
some i jus gotta do
dont mean i dont love you 
its shit im goin through 
i got demons in my veins 
i jus dont wanna hurt you  

since i was a kid i was lookin at the sky 
i dont pray to god i jus scream and ask him why
wonder why i roll everytime i wanna cry 
feel it in my soul i was always meant to die 
fuck all the metaphors 
what am i standing for 
dont feel my hands no more
what am i planning for 
i jus want one more bottle im adding more 
oh i cant believe i forgot who im batting for 

i do it for you 
thats what i gotta prove 
i click my stick go boom 
i dont care if i lose 
jus to get back to you
give up my right to rule 
i overthink my purpose 
look at whats infront of you
damn look at how we grew 
did time heal all our wounds 
i made it back to you 
the waves dont make the view 
im sorry im a fool 
we laying in the sand i aint crying for the moon

it cant get worse than this

put ur emblem on it

self prod 

everything else also done by me lol

lyrics:

my jeans got rips they torn 
3 kings im demon spawn
fw u im done 
i cant say what i want 
i dont roll 3.5 i put it in a cone 
n i smoke till im high when i feel alone 
im hollow in my soul 
something that i was told 
it dont get better from here 
so why would i grow old 
everything i touch it glitters 
midas turn to gold 
they askin jin how do u do it 
its jus 4 the lolz xD

put me on the phone 
ima hang up that bitch cuz i fw the tone 
omnitrix on my wrist i had 2 put it on 
i bedazzle my shit to look like chromastone 
u dont know what im on 
pink diamonds im frozen 
smoke purple look like codeine 
i told her that u dont know me 
no u cannot control me 
i feelin omnipotent 
on top of shit like odin 
bitch im trophaeum chosen 
u dont want smoke u copin 

my jeans got rips they torn 
3 kings im demon spawn
fw u im done 
i cant say what i want 
3.5 in the cone
i smoke when im alone
im hollow in my soul 
something that i was told 
if it rlly dont get better why should i go on 
every time u wanna cry pls jus hear this song 
i know shit gon be alright its jus rlly hard 
how can i go kill myself i made it so far

i shouldve known better

@ilyjin
digidestined trans emo furry
self prod n all that

lyrics:
black shoes, black nails, and a black heart
rollin up a 3.5 leavin black marks
blood drippin down my chin playin black cards
blood drippin down the strings of a black harp
bitch where do i start
im runnin up a cart
they prayin for a miracle
im saying fuck the arc
i hate being spiritual
im playin in the dark
i hate bein spiritual
can we skip this part
and im floodin up ur home
growin up bitch man i was jus alone
nobody my zone
not of this earth nobody hit my phone
i was jus a kid man lookin for a role
now im tryna roll
its out of my control
red eyes black scales all up on my cloak
in the dark knight i rlly love the cold
bloodshot inhale fuck it till we old

lets just get this over with

im no better :p

self prod n allat 

lyrics:
heart broken im frozen 
been some time since my ego last spoken
with a key in my soul ive awoken 
off bacardi yeah i see in slow motion 
fw me u gon get jus what u lookin for 
hate the petty shit i dont like to settle score 
try to settle down this aint what u living for 
u not rtd r u rlly rlly sure  

and i try my best just to do how i want 
is it pride in my voice or jus a facade 
hate on me word of mouth fuck all of the talking
they gon see me when i stunt how im fuckin walkin 
if i want it then im coppin 
i was sittin on the street under stars sobbin 
i was digidestined before i could rlly process 
fuck all of the clout im jus worried bout my progress

im just as you are

what if im not

prod @d3winters + @ilyjin

lyrics:
say jin y u worried bout nothin 
spark a spliff all white fit jumpin 
i told her i cant function 
i told her that i love it 
wanna fw me we goin up 
how im talkin mad shit when im gettin drunk 
aw man im too fucked up 
aw man i need this blunt
and these feelings i think i gotta crush it 
when im gettin high i talk like im blushing 
momma asking why im rushing 
i said its cuz i want it all 
im off one at the mall 
look low im standing tall 
u see it in my walk 
i never liked to taunt 
i dont like how i talk 
they see me and they mock 
do u see in my heart 
its always just the start

cry like you like it (d3 + jin)

Happy Halloween ^-^

prod @lilcheo + @d3winters

lyrics:

pull up in my castle 
blood shedding eye sore 
she said im an asshole 
i said im a mall whore 
time been movin fast 
ive been thinkin i dont wanna 
ive been smokin gas 
cuz i love marijuana 
whats up w the drama 
thats somethin i cant fw 
said i was a goner 
i said i couldnt function 
i wanted to call ya 
then i started blushin 
i said im rtd 
that dont mean that im rushin   

cant lie i started crushin 
cuts n scars they cover me 
i hope u know i love it 
i think theres something under me 
thats tryna get above it 
dont come close u cannot know 
no u cant even touch it 
touch on me in public
im tryna get us published 
i was puttin envy in their souls 
n they bought it 
bite me till it hurts 
idc if its toxic 
tell me im the worst 
cuz ik that ur honest 

take the world i palm it 
im gettin all i wanted 
one day ima make em see 
that im a fucking artst
she loving catharsis 
she love it til she caught it 
take me in and let me breathe 
im feeling so robotic 

way i talk swear it give me paranoia 
way they talk like i swear they think they know ya 
way they talk man it got me feelin numb 
way i talk to myself like am i dumb 

i do not know no one 
im tryna keep it fun 
dont trust me w a gun 
i think ill shoot n run 
i think ill shoot n run 
u dont know who i was 
dont trust me w that gun 
im bleeding in my lungs 
ill melt silver on my body 
memorabilia
i was flyin n the sky 
storm regalia 
feel the surge within my soul 
i tell it wake it up 
put the world in my fingers 
then i break it up

castle crashers (eights + d3)

what are you so afraid of? 

prod @danikiyoko

lyrics:
twin glocks phil and lil shootin dirty
blood drippin down my chin when im thirsty
she gon put the paws up she a furry 
ima still be emo when im 30 
bad bitch she gon give me a curtsie 
said she like my red hair and its purty 
red hair big frames like im chuckie 
u could do it like me if u lucky

she jus wanna fuck me 
all bc i was a little funny 
ive been smokin weed im not a druggie 
had to tell my mom what the drugs mean 
i hope that theres something up above me
angels by my side my heart is gushing 
she dont know what to think of it 
she dont know what to think of me 

put it on my fault, its not enough 
how many times till these bitches give a fuck 
how many times till u down w the cause 
preaching to the sinners like u dont break the law

please, you can't die yet (dani kiyoko)

bloody casanova

self prod n all 

lyrics:

fly like i'm rocchi, fly like an angel
she said dykm? i don't fw fake love
maybe it's below me, i can't help but hate her 
maybe it's below me, i'm crying when i'm smokin
(this is a jin exclusive)
fly like i'm rocchi, fly like an angel
she said dykm? i don't fw fake love
maybe it's below me, i can't help but hate her 
maybe it's below me, i'm crying when i'm smokin

only time they talk is when ik some
only time im feelin when i smoke some
i was walkin n the night im feelin so wrong
i was walkin n the night i dont feel none 
i was walkin n the night smokin strong 
my heart and the moon made of stone
to the wind this is what im meant for 
to the wind this is what im dead for 

fly like im rocchi, fly like an angel
do u not know me? was it all fake love
this is below me, i can not hate her 
its just below me, cry when im-
fly like i'm rocchi, fly like an angel
she said dykm? i don't fw fake love
maybe it's below me, i can't help but hate her 
it is just below me, i cry when i'm smokin

yeah im cryin when im smokin
cryin when im smokin
fly like im rocchi, fly like an angel 
fly like a-

what they think and how it matters

this song is about dissociation.

prod me + @bailbailbailbailbail

lyrics:
thick wings on weak bones youll tear them off 
your light it blinds you until youre gone 
something inside you is going wrong 
it was still inside you all along 
thick wings on weak bones you took off 
leave me behind just to watch on 
tear me apart on the inside
reflect on yourself and your pride 

ay i get it 
its hard to stay up front 
ik i mean 
everything you say is just a front 
yk i mean 
everything you do it isnt love 
its u not me 
its u its we 
wdym 

i start to sag my jeans 
ill wear ts to sleep 
i can not go to bed unless i got accessories 
you should kill yourself jus cuz its what was best for me 
you should ask for help but instead you making me bleed

i dont know what hope does 
same with being sober 
i pray im a better person 
while im getting older 
this is what your souls for 
look at me and hope for 
i dont wanna die 
but if i did then itd be kosher

i'll never get over it (jin x bail)

☼☽
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