Drowning Slow

Mid-Day Ghost

Drifting Alone

dracula (prod. bowsa)

xenoverse

Seasonal Depression (Prod. Max Jewels)

“I’m doin’ fine” by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
“I’m doin’ fine” is a confessional disguised as a mantra—a late-night truth wrapped in soft denial. With its bittersweet acoustic-folk instrumentation and a voice that drifts between raw and reflective, the song walks a tightrope between vulnerability and performance. The lyrics paint the portrait of someone who says they’re okay—again and again—until the words lose meaning, until all that’s left is the echo of unresolved pain.

Whether you've whispered “I’m fine” to avoid a breakdown or masked your silence with a smile, this track understands that strange space between appearing okay and feeling anything but. It doesn’t force catharsis—it simply lets you sit in it.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah, yeah... oh-oh
I don’t wanna cry no more, yeah
But these tears keep fallin’ on the floor, yeah

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Verse 1]
Heartbreak hotel, I check in again
Room full of memories, drownin' in sin
Took all my love, left me empty within
Now I chase highs just to balance the spins

I been lost in my thoughts, I been trapped in my mind
Demons talkin’ to me, sayin’ "boy, you outta time"
Pop another pill just to feel a little light
But the dark still lingers, I can’t say goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
Told me that you’d stay, but you walked away
Now I’m in the deep end, drownin’ in the pain
Tears in my cup, mix it with the rain
I can’t feel my heart, yeah, it’s not the same

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Verse 2] (fast rap section)
Shadows in my room and they talk back (yeah)
Sayin’ that I’ll never get my heart back (yeah)
I been runnin’ from myself, where the love at?
Tried to fill the void but it’s all black

Late night thoughts got me grippin’ on a fifth
Every single memory is cuttin’ like a slit
She said she love me but she lyin’ through her lips
Now I’m fallin’ even deeper in abyss, uh

[Bridge]
Lost soul driftin’, I been tryna stay afloat
Fake smiles on me, but they never even know
I been cryin’ out loud, but my tears don’t show
If I fade away, will they even know?

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Outro]
I don’t wanna cry no more, yeah
But these tears keep fallin’ on the floor, yeah

🔻 Personal Reflection
Not every song I write is born from a wound. Sometimes, it's just about catching a moment in the dark that we've all stumbled through—whether it was last night or ten years ago. “I’m doin’ fine” isn’t about me falling apart... it’s about what it feels like when we all pretend we’re not.

It’s the phrase people say when they want the questions to stop. It’s what you tell yourself to keep going. This track doesn’t resolve anything. It just admits that pretending is its own kind of pain—and sometimes that’s the bravest truth you can sing.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
At its core, 4Me2BeFree is about telling the truth through sound. Not every truth is loud. Some whisper. Some hurt. Some heal. With “I’m doin’ fine,” the vision was to create something that felt cinematic and raw—a song that doesn’t demand your attention but lingers with you after it’s over.

This is what we do. We take moments you’ve lived through—and give them a melody you didn’t know you needed.

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I’m doin’ fine

Melancholischer Song über Selbstzweifel, verpasste Nähe und die Suche nach Halt in einer chaotischen, verrückten Welt.

Unter den Masken - buntspecht [HARDTEKK][MUCK3L]

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BIG STEPPA is a high-pressure, no-apologies anthem featuring the lethal trio of MAINIAC, Ratio.Golden, and JOEMONEY. It’s a collision of raw energy, razor-sharp flows, and aggressive bass lines that demand attention. Each verse ups the ante — from cold ambition to bold self-worth. Built for the stage, the streets, and the aux cord. Turn it up, step heavy, and don’t look back. This one’s for the grinders.

BIG STEPPA

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n0w 1t$ (Prod.Key Kelly)

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"THAT OTHER RAP SHOW" the May 2025 issue.

www.instagram.com/grownassfm • twitter.com/grownassfm

Grown Ass Folks Melodies presents "That Other Rap Show".
Monthly news mix covering the independent US Rap scene leaning towards the more soulful and deep side of things, call it neo-boom-bap, drumless, or whatever you're comfortable with… it's the G.A.F.M. way, attached to the vibe of its original and more musically open vinyl show.
Thank you for taping in… keep it locked — The Boo Inc. <3

Art: Kamau "Raw Deal" (2021)
www.instagram.com/killkamau

// TRACKLIST

BRUISER WOLF FT. SIR MICHAEL ROCKS (PROD. NICHOLAS CRAVEN) "GUNS & SQUARES"
HOMEBOY SANDMAN & BRAND THE BUILDER "BAZAAR"
SCIENZE & NAPPYHIGH FT. MICK JENKINS "MAGIC"
PATHFINDERS (BLACKCHAI & ILLOHIM) (PROD. ARGOV) "TIME SLIPPING"
PAN AMSTERDAM (PROD. GARI PI / SPICE PROGRAMMERS) "PAI MEI"
CHOW (PROD. SHEMAR) "TAKE IT PERSONAL"
KAI REESU "DETROIT CARTIER"
YUGEN BLAKROK (PROD. MARK ANDREW SUNNERS) "FIGHTER MANTRA"
DEFCEE & PARALLEL THOUGHT FT. FATBOI SHARIF "SIGILS"
AESOP ROCK FT. ARMAND HAMMER "1010WINS"
SÄGE THE 64TH WONDER FT. JT THE GOAT, JUPITER V, SPECI "RECESS"
CHESTER WATSON & THXK_U "CLASE AZUL"
JAMAL J. (PROD. WILLE) "FOLLY"
MAVI FT. EARL SWEATSHIRT (PROD. HOLLYWOOD COLE) "LANDGRAB"
MASTA KILLA & RZA "BUILDING WITH THE ABBOTT"
BILLY WOODS (PROD. THE ALCHEMIST) "COUNTERCLOCKWISE"
BA PACE "BURGUNDY WINDBREAKER"
ZEKEULTRA & SHUNGU "NO BEZEL"
ROME STREETZ & CONDUCTOR WILLIAMS "RULE 4080"
BOLDY JAMES & YOUR BOY POSCA "FIFTY DEUCE CUT 'EM LOOSE"
KNOWLEDGE THE PIRATE & ROC MARCIANO "THE OUTFIT"
NOWAAH THE FLOOD & THE CUSTODIAN OF RECORDS "GODZ INC."
UFO FEV X VANDERSLICE "FREE SAM BANKMAN"
BLACK MILK & FAT RAY "THE RECIPE"
JIMMIE D & NICHOLAS CRAVEN FT. RAZ FRESCO "2 SIDES"
GRUBBY PAWS FT. ESTEE NACK & AL.DIVINO "CHICKEN FRIED STEAK"


THAT OTHER RAP SHOW - The May Issue

“Repeat, Repeat, Repeat” is a genre-blending sonic journey through late-night emotions and unexpected connection. Set against a backdrop of Future Bounce, Alt-Hip-Hop, and Neo-Soul textures, the track tells the story of two strangers colliding in a haze of neon lights, faded beats, and quiet energy.

Minimal flex, maximum feeling. Just a hoodie, a glance, and a heartbeat stuck on loop.

Perfect for fans of Anderson .Paak, Kaytranada, Tom Misch, or those craving soulful bounce with a soft edge.

Repeat, Repeat, Repeat

just a ghetto white boy

instagram.com/tombfell

the misdirection leads me to my fate

ghetto white boy prod tombfell

prod. @wavekiddie

в полной темноте 
найди мою руку и знай, что я радом 
хоть ты и не видишь в полной темное

я даже ща сильно скучаю, но нам не быть вместе 
второй затяг ударил в голову, замедлил время 
курю по графику со вторника по понедельник 
карманы рвутся от денег, ты же это хотела? 
я промышляю аферу не хуже чем Мавроди
я отмываю деньги и принимаю наркотик 
я порвал свои крылья, мы в воде захлебнемся 
если я стану другим, пообещай меня бросить 

я не знаю как бросить, меня испортит наркотик 

если джанки-то в рехаб, я смотрю твой тгк 
я очень много курю и в крови тгк 
твои длинные волосы, глаза будто луна 
я обменяю сон на нал, хотя мне хочется спать 
только в своих снах ты увидишь мои глаза
у тебя уже другой и я давно опоздал 
сожги все мои письмя, что я тебе написал 
и я уже упал, руками трогаю асфальт 
меня не вспоминай, мы поменяли линию жизни
ты постепенно забудешь, а я где то зависну 
осенью желтый листопад - он не имеет смысла
опять вдыхаю наркотик, я не смотрю на числа 

давай убей меня, давай, убей, давай 
сейчас дотлеет пакистани, упаду на кровать 
я вытираю слёзы, вам меня не понять 

я даже ща сильно скучаю, но нам не быть вместе 
второй затяг ударил в голову, замедлил время 
курю по графику со вторника по понедельник 
карманы рвутся от денег, ты же это хотела? 
я промышляю аферу не хуже чем Мавроди
я отмываю деньги и принимаю наркотик 
я порвал свои крылья, мы в воде захлебнемся 
если я стану другим, пообещай меня бросить

где все исчезает, мы кружимся в танце 
я здесь, я с тобой в полной темноте

ti-nark0t1k

BACKWOODWIZARDS 

cherishing my solitude

i miss hearing the trees talk

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

contact me @ deadtone.artist@gmail.com with any features/collabs/beats.

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Grown Ass Folks Melodies
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Rinse France resident
> www.rinse.fr/artists/the-boo

Co-Founder of ClekClekBoom Recordings
> www.clekclekboom.com

American rapper, Ohio, Unsigned. 
Thanks for the support really keeps me going<3
   Cant Lië

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