die for me

Did i tell you what is the definition of insanity? | farcry3

Loop of Insanity

What I’ve learned true communication to be is through my work with entities, but also from trees. Trees communicate truly. People are all fucked up. Trees communicate.

And at one point — Gary said years to me years ago in some class — he goes: “Do trees talk? Or do they communicate?” And I was like: Whoa. Okay. That exploded my awareness of what communication actually is.

So I use that example in the hopes that maybe it will explode somebody else’s awareness too. That was the key for me. And I have learned a tremendous amount from trees.

People are a mess. We are so fucking far from our true abilities that we’re insane. People are insane. You say one thing, you think another thing, you’re not clear with yourself — you’re in this perpetual loop of insanity, trying to make sense of this reality, which is never going to make sense. Ever. That’s the whole point — to keep you trapped.

And it is through claiming and owning what you know that you begin to become free. But it’s a freedom you have to choose.

This is a preview from the Communicating with Entities specialty class with Shannon O'Hara from April 2015.

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What is true communication?

never ever made a time signature changing track before, but i believe that there wasn't a SINGLE chase theme which has time signature changes, OR tempo changes. i mean, there might be one i saw, but i forgot the name of it. am i actually the first one to make something like this? or are you here to prove me wrong?

===================== bar i guess

time signature info (may be a couple ms off for some reason)
4/4 - 0:00.00
7/8 - 0:34.90
4/4 - 1:01.63
12/8 - 1:36.54
3/4 - 2:09.27
4/4 - 2:22.36

i think soundcloud is gonna ruin the quality of this lmao (i do not listen to my own tracks)

ESCAPISM DOESN'T MATTER.

Tenna and Spamton from Deltarune by Toby Fox
Song is iNSaNiTY by CircusP
Utau voicebanks of Tenna and Spamton are by me
UST by ChibyChan11

Spamtenna iNSaNiTY

Dead God Die

Flesh Engine Gospel

my sole reason for starting to make tracks
Art by AboAttas, i guess

Fang Yuan Pt.1

LYRICS:

Got blood on my hands
Evil stuck in my veins
And a million reasons for this shotgun to my brain

If i pull the trigger it will save you from trouble
Bet they would smile looking at the puddle
They'll point and laugh while watching me struggle
I picked out a grave and i gave you the shovel

No point in trying to fix this
I've been a misfit
Just a servant of lucifer

Need a muzzle i'm vicious
I will admit it
But i know that i'm not the first

Bad decisions stay on my mind
I wish i could take it all back
I wish that i had more time
Never seem to get things that i lack

I'm tryna be saved 
But i been a villian
I can't seem to catch a break
I'm stuck with this feeling like (fuck)

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

And i don't got no one to blame
Did it to myself again and again
I say that i'll fix it all 
But there i go mixing a sin with a sin

And even if i had a chance 
I don't even know where i would begin
I can't even stick to a plan 
And that's why it seems i never could win

Probably a fuck up away 
From grabbing my bad habits out the trash
All my life i've been a stray 
I'm looking for home before i'm just ash

I ran out of love, i'm looking for comfort
Put a slug in me, if i put drugs first
Cut me up, i don't think i would feel hurt
All full of blood, i'm looking like art work

I'm tryna be saved 
But i been a villian
I can't seem to catch a break
I'm stuck with this feeling like (fuck)

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

Let me out of my head
I know something's wrong
Can't be fixed with a med
I just need something strong

Let me out of my head
I'm stuck up in a loop
Can't be fixed with a med
Please tell me it's not true

insanity

trying to live in my head

Shannon O’Hara is a world renowned opinion leader and expert facilitator of the life changing modality, Access Consciousness®. She is the creator and founder of Talk To The Entities® an Access Consciousness specialty class. 
Please enjoy these snippets of gold and magic and we may even see you around the world at one of Shannon’s mind blowing classes! 

aaaaa im eo sleep I need to sleep more // fridayly/weekend (and late) uploads

before commenting whatever u want do not say "can this be put up on spotify" in the comments i will kick your balls i dont like thieves who reupload shit in another streaming platforms. (plus spotify is shitty so lalalalal so I'll easily get my mußic stolen)

would upload my other music on yt when i got my confidence ready. wait sev's yt music release NEVER ? more like NOLI NEVER!!! HAHAHA guys pls laugh. if you see a repost of my music here pls tag me in it I'll put it in a private playlist but if I don't then maybe im lazy as hell (I fucking love reposters I just love them platonically ok? ok!)

i hate kpop demon hunters very much if i caught ya lackin with a pfp of it im blocking you😂✌(no im joking dont take this seriously)

garbage can.

everything prod. by me. (unless it says it's not).

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