"Timor" is a piano instrumental, an introspective piece that takes the listener on a musical journey.

A Paradox So Cruel

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Timor felicitatis meam mentem occupat

Penser tout seul... Ih iH Ihhhh a ahhhh ouhhh ahhh ohh...
The most introspective and significant track i've made so far.
Show to your love ones that you do love them. Show to the others that you don't need them. Some people, sometimes valued as friends, just wait for you to fail, and love to see you fail. Others love you as you are, and can't wait to see you grow as a human, and make everything in their power to help you find yourself. Life is about finding the good friends, and cherish them. Fuck the others. Be a good friend to your real friends. Pandora is the step of my life that i walked, passed, to finally understand what's important. Now, i know whats important : To attain wisdom. And for that, one must understand that it is, on the one hand, a quest to discover who we truly are, and on the other, a journey where the path itself matters more than any final destination. We may never find the ultimate answer... and that’s okay. Wisdom isn’t a place we reach, but a road we build, stone by stone.
Today’s stone matters most; the next will come when it’s time. Fuck the ones who let you think otherwise. Embrace the ones who help you build today's stone.

Pandora

This poem uses dark humor and philosophical metaphor to explore the nature of thought and creativity. The author describes how poetry itself becomes a “plug” — a way to stop the chaotic stream of ideas that would otherwise overwhelm the mind. Writing becomes both therapy and necessity, a means of keeping balance within one’s own consciousness.

But the poem also warns of the danger in suppressing thoughts too long. When the “plug” — whether it’s poetry, ideology, or blind belief — becomes permanent, it stops creativity altogether. What once gave relief can turn into obsession, dulling the intellect and transforming people into passive followers.

It’s a sharp, ironic reflection on mental freedom, faith, and the thin line between inspiration and stagnation.

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(i know)
(i know)
(i know)
(i know i know)

I know what I've been searching for
It's your words- that I adore
your perfect lips- I can't ignore
I exit myself out of the back door

Just me and myself for the meantime
unsure if I really wanna be mine
Falling apart, but I wont make it a deal
I just wanna know- what it means to feel real

What it means to feel real?
until I fall apart
what it means to feel real?
The answers in my heart
What i means to feel real?
what it means to feel real.
What i means to feel real?
what does it means to feel real?

(i know)
(i know)
(i know)
(i know i know)

I'm so far- I can feel it
got all of these drugs up in my system
I've come so far,
but I can't help to think that I need a restart

Just me and myself for the meantime
unsure if I really wanna be mine
Falling apart, but I wont make it a deal
I just wanna know- what it means to feel real

What it means to feel real?
until I fall apart
what it means to feel real?
The answers in my heart
What i means to feel real?
what it means to feel real.
What i means to feel real?
what does it means to feel real?

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「 what it means to feel real? 𑣲 (seal) #introspection 」

We all know the feeling — a conversation turns sour, and suddenly the people we care about most become the ones we hurt the deepest. In this episode, I explore why conflict feels so personal, how our language often fuels misunderstanding and what it really takes to restore connection.

Drawing on ideas from Marshall Rosenberg’s Nonviolent Communication, I look at the tension between being right and being understood and how reframing our communication can turn arguments into opportunities for empathy, truth and growth.

Whether it’s a partner, a colleague or a friend, this episode invites you to pause, listen differently and discover what’s really alive beneath the words.

SoulSearching is a series of audacious conversations that challenge the way the world taught us to think because every answer opens a door to a deeper question.

Why we fight with the people we love - turning conflict into curiosity

What started as a day of spooky fun unfolded into an experience far more meaningful than we expected. Today we explored the historical Edmonston House alongside full moon paranormal, a team of ghost hunters located in the Hudson Valley. We went into the day expecting to grab a quick interview with the group and quietly observe their ghost tour. Instead, we ended up fully immersed in the experience as the women dove deep into their ghost stories. We got the chance to try out some of their ghost-hunting gadgets and the psychic mediums even picked up on spiritual energy coming from two of our group members. We want to thank Full Moon Paranormal and the people who upkeep the Edmonston House.  


Seeing Life Through Death: Exploring The Paranormal

Who Am I When Nobody's Watching?

When I'm high I think of you again
All my memories faded away
I, I don't recognize my face (my face)
Hey, why you keep messing with my head
It hurts so bad
All my memories faded away
I, I don't recognize my face (my face)
Ay, rest in peace to our past
We made it to twenty one
Now I'm high and its winter again

winter again

Lota. Just breathe and float. Your daily dose of Lofi Ethereal tranquility. ☁️

Lota - Ethereal Lota Echoes

#introspection
#sayousisters

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「 fantasy .☘︎ ݁˖ (ame) #introspection 」

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🎧 DJ Denis Lop — Biography

Stage Name: DJ Club
Real Name: Denis L.
Born: April 9, 1980 — Nizhny Novgorod, Russia

DJ Denis Lop began his career in 1997 at Club “Spice” in Haifa, quickly becoming its resident from 1997–1998. His energetic style and unique musical taste led him to perform across numerous Israeli clubs throughout the late ’90s and early 2000s.

From 2001 to 2002, he served as a resident DJ at Club “Armageddon” (Karmiel), and from 2003 to 2004 — at Club “Spider” (Haifa).
Over the years, he played in many well-known venues, including:

Spice (Haifa) — 1997

Amsterdam (Haifa) — 1997

Valentines (Haifa) — 1998

Abaco (Haifa) — 1998

Energy (Akko) — 1999

Ha-Homa (Tel-Aviv) — 1999

Ace Bar (Nahariya) — 1999

Armageddon (Karmiel) — 2001–2002

Natan-Zan (Haifa) — 2001

Dolphinarium (Tel-Aviv) — 2001

Spider (Haifa) — 2003–2004

A-Oman (Jerusalem) — 2005

Technion Bar (Haifa) — 2005
…as well as many other smaller venues across Israel.

In 2008, his music program “Life in the Big City — 3” gained great recognition and toured multiple dance bars in Tel-Aviv.

After a six-year break from the DJ scene — during which he changed countries, built a new family, and left old memories behind — he returned with fresh energy. Moving to Canada marked a new creative chapter, inspiring him to continue making music, crafting new remixes, and performing in local clubs with a renewed sound and a distinctly Canadian groove.

✅ Personal Notes

Loves:
The 15 minutes before a club night begins — the silence, the calm heartbeat, everything ready… and everyone waiting for him to press Play.

Dislikes:
Beer and Coca-Cola.

Recommends:
Listening to classical music in headphones.

Knows:
Exactly when to “run” from the dancefloor before the crowd starts throwing tomatoes :)

Skills:
Can dance Tango.

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