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We've been jamming together for years but lately we have really been trying to put together a nice acoustic set and see where it goes. This is the product of me recording our practices on my phone and includes both covers and original songs by the two of us! I'll probably just keep adding to this as we continue recording.

Lay Me Down Demo

the struggles of an introvert :T

prod. by @mt_fujitive
mixed by @sensugang
mastered by @3astman
art by @rosarrie

lyrics: [https://genius.com/Zamir-introvertigo-lyrics]
like a crossword,
i often try to find the perfect letters
just to merge together
into words i utter
but i'm awkward
not a talker
no i tend to mutter
stutter when i speak
i get these flutters and feel weak
like i'm performing at a concert
when i converse,
every syllable a struggle
every sentence i attempt it
leaves me feeling so disgruntled
like just leave me in my bubble,
why attempt to socialize
when i can close my eyes
and never deal with any trouble
not a poltergeist, nah
but i tend to ghost my friends
messages left on read
and plans left open-ended
like a batter who keeps missing
yeah my mood will swing a lot
i’m full of energy one second
but the next it’s like my batteries are missing
ecstasy to languor in an instant
so don’t bother tryina message me
i‘ll anxiously dismiss it
yeah don’t try to blow my phone up
i saw your notifs show up
i’m not ignoring you i
only want a little distance
i won’t be far
my introvertigo has got me drained
i need to recharge
if social energy was like a game
i’d need a green bar
and before each conversation i would save
so in case i feel ashamed
i’d be less lame the second play-through when i restart
pick the perfect dialogue at checkpoints
but i prefer my time alone in solitude with less noise
and honestly the best choice
is staying locked inside
as i daydream of an exit route that’s paved with dotted lines...
yeah, that’s paved with dotted lines
and hopefully one day i can escape and go outside
but for now i’ll just remain within safety of my mind... yeah
like a crossword,
i often try to find the perfect letters
just to merge together
into words i utter
but i'm awkward
not a talker
no i tend to mutter
stutter when i speak
i get these flutters and feel weak
like i'm performing at a concert
when i... converse

introvertigo (prod. by mt. fujitive)

a 5-track EP written and recorded in quarantine (2020)

low end (prod. by Instrxmentals)

quarantino (prod. by Instrxmentals)

See you in the afterlife.

original beat:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OzvONQn4h7E

written/recorded/mixed off my Samsung Galaxy 9.

***LYRICS***

So we seen each other at the lights 
Meet ups like this ain't a normalcy
It ain't formal but you lookin nice
So I roll my window down and tell you how I found you lookin like
Lookin' right
'Til you tell me not tonight
This aint bout to be a rerun of you and me hun
Better get yourself in line

Then you drive off outta sight

Got me feelin flustered

Like Life a cluttered clusterfuck of feelin stuck and shuttered from a life of love between one another and
While I seem alright-
Promise I aint got this covered
Broke my heart inside the tunnel
Now I'm running from my past
Hope I crash into another lover

so

I could see you in the afterlife

After everything is said and done
Yeah we had our fun
But said its well past our time

Hope I could see you in the afterlife

They all told me not go and put you on a pedestal and let whats special be but never push aside the memory of feeling free

Just a caged bird 
Felt my rage stir 
Dormant in my open arms
Left me hoping for a pause
Where we could stay frozen
Keep whats good going 
For as long as possible
See whats stopping us from being honorable?
We a team like
Kim & Ron Stoppable
On and off
Coupled up with problems
Askin God how to solve em
with 20 missed calls 

I'm a mess

duress under stress
I'm less of the man I was and more a shadow of him
Had to battle my sins to the underground
Keep em buried inside,
Choose to numb the sound
I got 5 on em, Ms Jackson
Sang "I Want You Back" out the backseat of the taxi while backing out your driveway
Gave a slight wave
And let the numbers change

Now Im sitting thinking I'ma write
Twenty songs to get my head straight 
'Nother 20 songs to ditch the deadweight 
Feel so empty since you left me 
stressed,
staying up again
havent slept in 10 days
See the colors on my walls 
switch before the fall
callled to see if you're okay
Like I didnt know that you was better off

SO I'MA SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE

GUESS I'MA SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE

I'VE BEEN DYIN TO SEE YOU
DYIN TO FEEL YOU
DYIN TO TREAT THE PAIN YOU LEFT ME WITH
LET ME IN

YOU THE DEMON I BEEN CHASING 
PACING LEFT AND RIGHT 
HOPE YOU LET ME GETCHU
BUT YOU ALWAYS OUTTA REACH
ALWAYS OUT TO TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE AND LOSE IT ALL
JUST TO WANT IT BACK
DROPPED THE BALL
BUT NEVER LEARNED FROM THAT
CANT REWIND THE TRACK
AND YOU BE FINE WITH THAT

I'MA SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE

I GUESS I'MA SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE

See you in the afterlife.

AFTERLIFE_rough1.wav (prod  By Niagara St )

You ain't love me how I love you and I hate that shit.

original beat:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzt3zqlgmow

***LYRICS***

Yeah, you know this song's about you.

"Picture perfect"
ain't as worth it
Not the trouble or the cost 
tryna find somebody hurting who knows love from being lost
Feeling stronger than I was,
As a younging, got involved
Now I'm strung out on my couch 
just smoking loud 
I'm self conscious 
"so obnoxious"
Is how she would describe
How I act, to no surprise
I be rappin 'bout our time together
Cuz every ride's worth a discussion
If you'd fallen in love with someone
You wish you ain't fucked with,
(come on)
The people waiting
All these fans is patient
saying they want somethin to escape with
Take their mind up on vacation 
Feelin sad, but not sedated
Drugs wasnt the answer, it was medication
I was feeling stupid and it gave me solidarity
When shit was getting scary, dreams got lucid
I was flying, steering through the clouds and airing out my issues to my parents
Hoping they could solve
Something I couldn't explain
Why these thoughts of you
Still ruminate like flowers blooming
through the gates?

I hate this shit 

Cuz you ain't love me like I love you

And I hate that shit

Said you's a bitch and I aint running back for someone who aint love me back
I'm stuck just tryna confront who I am
While you on Bumble actin up and out
Like watch your mouth
I know how you be all alone
When we would kick it
You had shown me sides of you
That no one's known before or ever since 
yeah, I felt the things I did
And I don't take em back
But man- I hope you coping well
Cuz only time could tell

Now I hate that shit

Cuz you a phony stubborn trick
And I'm as over you as over gets

But in my heart,
I know that I still hate that shit

Cuz when I love, I love em hard
Get torn apart
And then I hate that shit 

And hate's a strongass word
Cuz I dislike a lotta things
I got distaste for guys and girls

So when I say it
Know that I had meant that shit

Yeah I forgive you 
But within me
I still hate you bitch.


OUTRO:

If you remember what we had
Know the things that made you mad
Be the things I hope you miss
Cuz they're things I've made to last
Doing me as much as possible
Im growing from my past
And although you were my favorite
This song wont sound outdated when
I say that I won't call or pull up on you
Cuz my hate's been spent
And yeah I meant what I said

And what I said is
I got no regrets, and yes 
we won't be friends
because you know that
Deep inside...

...this is how our story ends




HATEMAIL_draft2.wav (prod  By BMTJ)

musician // med student from philly.
vocalist for @sneakerkids

email: zamirraps@gmail.com

Rap Game Cory Matthews.
Prodigy of Phife, Mac & DOOM.
'95 to Infinity.

"whos justanemcee?"

"justanemcee" is a Filipino-Canadian rapper/songwriter based in Mississauga, ON. Some of his musical influences are A Tribe Called Quest, Mac Miller, Earl Sweatshirt, MF DOOM, Childish Gambino & N.E.R.D.  When he isn't writing dope raps, he's usually drawing cartoons, editing videos or shmokin' a bowl while watching Disney's A Goofy Movie (1995).

Oh, he's also a part of an indie pop-rock band named after that one kid from Home Improvement:
https://soundcloud.com/jtt-band

#thesoulconnect
#introvertigo
#OFFLINE
#WastedPotential
#CartoonsAndRapMusic

Frequent Collaborators:
@Brandonbzk
@KidMucky
@jaejhoe
@felipe-bastidas-433023969

Hello and welcome! I am the genuine Lord Schmicholas, but you can call me Nick. I draw, make beats/produce, play many instruments and sing, usually from the comfort of my lovely home by the woods in the suburbs of DC. I am sentimental and nostalgic.  I like to chill with my friends and be creative. Please check out my albums, playlists and other pages linked below!  
*About to blow up like a superNoVA*

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