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Scarred Ghosts of June Lore:

Conceive(true)¹[of what also goes with the next section, "Inspirations(true)¹"]: When I had opened FL Studio 20, I originally intended to just simply remake a melody with an instrument that wasn't the same as the original, but that was okay.
it turned out that I had more idea than that. I thought that I wouldn't make it far, but i eventually ended up changing the melody from trap, to a somewhat sad, but uplifting, house melody that I could use. This went through about four changes before I was happy with what I wanted. I pasted it again and changed one note at the end of the loop. 

Inspirations(true)¹: There was a file that I had been listening to a lot recently too. I don't know why, but it's got its hook on me. This file (let's just call it "mp3" from now on) was titled "Bxnmcm". It was an unfinished, and not very long mp3. It came from a friend (@luci388) who decided to share his unfinished/privated beats and Bxnmcm got my attention due to how unique it sounded. it was like its own subgenre. I Wanted to make my own version of it, but I couldn't replicate the unique sound, so I dropped the plugins that I was trying to replicate the sound with, and only shared that effect on the start and middle of it, with only 2 loops of it. 

Conceive(true)²: The instruments came along nicely. I was actually unsure if I wanted the typical house-open hats because it already sounded full, but I decided I wanted them in the end. The kicks, claps. and Hi-Hats are still inspired by Bxnmcm. I had the idea of adding vocals to it, but I accidentally forgot about downloading them because I was multitasking while creating this beat, so I guess they were left out on accident. I'm glad I didn't anyway, it would've ruined the beat, but I could've made 2 versions. I wouldn't have though, I'm running low on disk space.

Title(true)¹: "Scarred Ghosts of June" Comes from when I was really low in my mental state, and I decided I wanted to start reading digital fics. These aren't the weird, aka. "Smut" fics you might be thinking about, they are regular stories that I'm glad I had stumbled upon. If you know what I'm into, like my passion for things, my slight phases and what I do in my freetime or my social media, then you might figure out these names by a miracle. One story I had read had the word "Ghosts" in it, the other had "Scar" in it. These ended up being my favorite stories, possibly of all time, that I had read. It's a shame the story with "Ghosts" in its title was so short, and the way the story jumps around time, God. Anyway, I finished these stories in June, which is where "of June" comes from in my beat's name. Another one that might be my favorite that doesn't make it into my (Not, but soon a possibility) slogan, or whatever, is something that I think is a Greek word. I'm not sure, but it's very nice. The atmosphere is nice. Oh I just started talking about myself. Okay well, That's really all I have to say about the name. 

Atmosphere(true)¹: As this project came to an end, I couldn't help but think about the section of Title(true)¹. This beat has a nostalgic atmosphere, giving off nostalgia, atleast in my perception. I also have weird typing's of my "plans", and I had called this beat "project 2006: Detached web" and that also ties into the mid-end of Title(true)¹. This beat can be considered as part of my nostalgia-like connections, and I would never be (end).

scarred ghosts (of june)

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