Track 4 on "From Me Too Me 1"

[Chorus] 
man I don't give a fuck,
I don't, I don't, I don't
give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't, I don't,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't, I don't

[Verse]
fuck her I might,
keep that shit tight,
I make money that's my type,
huh, what, huh, what, huh, what,
I ain't had enough,
loose round one, I come for round two,
truth got me going, I never found you,
to be the jealous type,
hella bitches on my dick tonight,
they wonder why im tight-lipped,
only thing that know me is nobody, bitch,
what you know, don't mean you throw,
what you blow?, stop you telling on yourself
little bro, this life ain't for you or me,
or who you wanna be, pussy talk is cheap,
hands or guns, how do we want him to bleed,
xans got me dumb shooting incorreclty but I still
slammed dunked his ass down felt like shaq,
ran his money up on that fast lane to the stacks,
call me wonder boy me and luka just like that,
shit,

[Bridge] 1:37
it is what it is,
two time high for the shit's I give,
life decieved me with all my syns,
no flavor without spice the way I live,
talkin' paper yeah roll that, huh,
talkin' paper yeah roll that, huh,

[Chorus]
man I don't give a fuck,
I don't, I don't, I don't
give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't, I don't,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't give a fuck,
I don't, I don't

[Verse 2]
sniffin' percocets off the table,
hurtin' my chest able to breathe is approximetly zero,
learned it young heros don't exist, they just in the fables,
earth doesn't care if you rot in piss can't blame the unstable

I Don't

[Verse 1]
mirror speaking back in these words, clear as the sky blue,
fear in what I reak thinkin' they learn, we always high boo,
hear me out they all leave, a life curse, talkin' bout my group,
till' the drout ran through, and all my fuckin' days are used,
do what she needs, her heart needs to feed,
take mine, break it till' it don't breathe,
i said, i said, take mine, break it till' it don't breathe,
till the last drop bleeds,
won't let you stop until you, exceed,
patience grieves, gracious of me to believe, 
payed what I owe, did she have to leave,
say but don't know, seems it's to my needs,
right to see im blind to that fee but I ain't ever give a fuck about what I breathe,

[Hook 1]
fuck it, 

[Verse 2]
forgiveness leavin' me always in a panic, 
hopeless meaning in this I can't stand it,
wonder if she planned it, take it back god damnit,
handed empty words, did no wrong, just to learn,
proud of me, till' it burns,

[Hook 2]
fuck it, 

[Bridge]
loud in my system it takes away the hurt
sounds at night leaves bodys in the dirt
found my life was meant for sex call me burt,
one call and now your in my bed I feel so used
more my balls you always leave them blue
pour my heart but your lies speak the truth,

[Chorus] 
fuck it, 
I ain't had enough,
fate is fallin' in love,
fuck it, 
smoked him to the dust,
put his ashes in my blunt,
fuck it, 
I ain't had enough,
fate is fallin' in love,

[Verse 2]
like mama said put it in the fucket buckets
nothin' but some nuggest with benadryl you'll love it,
rush when the lust hits, she suck it off the tip,
stuffed up to the last inch, still askin' for more dick,
munchin' so good ice spice asks how you do it,
stick makes a body float this ain't hogwarts,
popped like a tart, stop till no heart,
god says to stop, but this is  just where it starts,

[Chorus] 
fuck it, (echo)
I ain't had enough,
fate is fallin' in love,
fuck it, (echo)
smoked him to the dust,
put his ashes in my blunt,

Fuck It (prod. Yujin)

Track 3 on  NIGHT TIME GRIEF

for the family,

[Verse 1] 
smoke the same just chose different ways,
soak my name with hopeless blood stains,
sewin' the pain but, the damage has been done,
always manage to get stuck, 
all hail to bullshit fuckin',
excuse my language everything just eatin' me up,
should've knew I was just uh, slice to the sandwich,
dear death, I ain't scared you can hand it,
a mess after a mess my feet still landin',
they've taken advantage seating me manless,
mama disappeared again the feeling so stranded,
leavin' a sting that reminds me to stay granted,
seein' good in the bad, signs of delusion stamped,
fine with me, high as I need, 
had to fight to feed,
snap each line every single beat,
lets rap it up smoke all this weed,
enwraped myself with uh, beautiful need,
excuses, excuses, all my family sees,
drug usin' lover's hope they know you can't forever
stay behind all that,

[Chorus]
wash away the blood money,
can't make it up,
these bitches actin' funny,
they fake the love,
smoke it till im nose runny,
just ain't enough,
it's cold even when it sunny,
I hope for what,
the day my father can hug me,
(damn)

[Verse 2]
jokes aside felt like lil peep sixteen lines, 
had my hope die, heal these deeds over time,
sad my fam expected this for my entire life,
damn mama held up to her fuckin bi-,
polar express, came and took her never came back,
see more change in a hooker that's straight facts,
"you so cold n' hot", you can blame her for that,
way people gon say it's all an excuse,
does it mean i'm hidin' away from truth,
I think im self aware to what I do, 
i just don't care if it hurt me, or you,
it must be too much of a selfish attitude,
blame them blame who my helplessness
caused by my thiefing blood, 
or is that an excuse too?,
stupid to think that anyone ever cared,
ruined friendships over truth or dare,
family robbed my dads ass, told me to grow a pair,
hand me the garbage bags, only if I kept it fair,
a dead man left his son enough money to have a home,
death note written hopin' that boy don't hate him,
frozen in time with his syns, his ex-girlfriend been movin' on,
to rob him like he didn't have a little kid,
no one could've expected this, 
his sister n' mother got that swap with it,
made it a top mission, to make sure the boy ain't got a crib,
suffer for the years he lives, I could tell you so much shit,
but that's just,
excuses, excuses, that's all I could image,
amusement for myself can never be forgiven,
scent of abuse got me feelin' all sick and
tired of the time I spent, helpin' a lost cause,

[Bridge]
needs become faults to be judged by ma,
bleeding out gotta patch it with that za,
almost fraud to believe what she speak, (maybe)
pop dissappointed in both of us you see,
(pa) 
we both want that one choice and just say, fuck it, 
who cares if one leaf falls off the tree,
father like son rushin' up the end of next to be
fuck am I sayin?, all these excuses because
I've just seen a couple of things,
luck doubled out trouble sings,
tuck anotha down motha screams,
stuck unda the rubble they can't see,
duck all tha struggle that's on me,
trust isn't something that bleeds,
sucks each word was just bout family,
dumb to ask me who taught me how to,


[Chorus]
wash away the blood money,
can't make it up,
these bitches actin' funny,
they fake the love,
smoke it till im nose runny,
just ain't enough,
it's cold even when it sunny,
I hope for what,
wash away the blood money,
can't make it up,
these bitches actin' funny,
they fake the love,
smoke it till im nose runny,
just ain't enough,
it's cold even when it sunny,
I hope for what,

excuses, (prod. Angelo)

Track 7 on "NIGHT TIME GRIEF"

[Hook]
for who, tell me how you knew, say what's better, 
that's for you, for me, something we all loose,
just truth, now that's what we need,
just roll up the weed, bleed but they don't see,

[Verse 1]
diss in the dissappointment a painful poison,
pictures often holdin' memories with no noise and
no precision of perspective taught in my mission,
there shit talk comes from the choice of listen,
so tell me brotha of mine what am I missin'?,
itchin' to get away from what we fit in 
grew up sittin' and tellin' what the fuck is up,
think you had enough, no that ain't enough,
never hold a bluff, even if its a punch to the gut,
taught to fuck what any reason
guilty ass it comes until one of us is in the treason,
greasy from work in the evening
buildin' up hope know that we just out here cheesin',
she got a mans but on me sleezin'
feelin' it up a little too much gon catch me geekin',
lean come out when I start speakin'
stomach full but I haven't even been eating, grindin',
to the top that's my only goal,

[Hook]
for who, tell me how you knew, say what's better, 
that's for you, for me, something we all loose,
just truth, now that's what we need,
just roll up the weed, bleed but they don't see,

[Verse 2]
shame on the fool, but he know what he do,
frame me so cruel, that's just another excuse,
blame me till ive fallen off the stool,
never fumble a bitch call me jordan pool,
cockyness off the top but wonder what's the ew,
pukin' every other day workin' for jack shit money,
still screamin' these hoes love me, 
pills speakin' find this kind of funny,
feel weak and right when im drugging 
up my soul, creatin' stories to be told,
nights that don't get old, 
days back when we was diggin' up for snow,
fightin' and smokin' we chose,
since I was 14 I been livin' life on go,
back n' forth with the hoes,
can't blame me she left no soul to be sold,
oh,

[Chorus]
for who, tell me how you knew, say what's better, 
that's for you, for me, something we all loose,
just truth, now that's what we need,
just roll up the weed, bleed but they don't see,
skip this part that's cheap, smoke another 6 spleefs, 
sayin' she my world record degree,
baby this is just for me,

for me,

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