HOW CAN I BE FINE WHEN EVERYTHING IS CRASHING?
Original Release Date: January 24th, 2022

I grind my teeth
It hurts to speak about things I've kept to myself
I try to put it all behind me
I don't wanna fight I'll find repose
I've held my head down way too low
Cause that's all I've known, and you wonder why
I don't know how to say it
But I'm gonna try my best, here it goes

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around me?
I'm forced to walk your line, I should've walked away
Cause maybe then you'd see the damage that you did to me

I made it out alive
My life was awfully hazy
It broke me down, I talk it out
I'm not ready to face it
So, I'll just bottle it
Put another one down, and ball your fist, I
Feel fear when you stumble in
I know that look and pain that comes with it
I'm holding on and I swear to God
These memories won't make me
I can't forgive and I won't forget
Cause these scars are permanent

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around me?
I'm forced to walk your line, I should've walked away
Cause maybe then you'd see the damage that you did to me

I wish that things could be different
In a perfect world, I don't hold a grudge
And we find the love that you wasted
I try to sleep, but it bothers me
And I'm left to weep, I feel empty
But what's done is done, so I'll spare my lungs
I won't let it bring me down
I wish you'd right your wrong with that pride
You hold way down in your dark soul
I'm waiting for the guilt to die cause
I've never got a chance to say goodbye

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around...
Me!

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around me?
I'm forced to walk your line, I should've walked away
Cause maybe then you'd see the damage that you did to me

walk away/state of mind - Acoustic

walk away (Acoustic)

Jake Hill - walk away (Acoustic)

IS ANYBODY THERE TO WATCH ME DROWN?
Original Release Date: January 24th, 2022

I thought I had it all figured out, I had to burn some bridges down
Don't want the world to see me now, another lonely night that I fall inside my head
Then I crawl inside my bed, I don't care if I wake up
This shit sucks, got a bag that's packed, and I'll test my luck
I'm cliché, look, another sad song
And I've got the freeway in my sights
Can I get some leeway even if I'm dead wrong?
I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
Is anybody there to watch me drown? Don't help, I've been beating myself down
Why do I even try? What a waste of time, I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive, I'm running out of time

I put a tough face on, don't give me questions
I wander everywhere I go with no direction
Don't see the point, I've been feeling paranoid
Try and drown out all the noise, I can't handle my emotions
Something's gotta give, these words will only get me so far
I scream out into nothing, I feel like I'm going-
Nowhere fast, like the same old story
Nothing ever new, I'm the world's most boring
Tearing me apart from the inside
I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
Is anybody there to watch me drown? Don't help, I've been beating myself down
Why do I even try? What a waste of time, I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive, I'm running out of time
Why do I even try? What a waste of time, I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive, I'm running out of time

state of mind (Acoustic)

Jake Hill - state of mind (Acoustic)

Lonely

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6CIjVuxAANxL0oULLN7I0C?si=oiqQu3DPQ161FH5PpSBJMA

Youtube: https://youtu.be/idV9frKvxg4?si=O4DDXP9d8ba9S1oN

Josh A - The Upside Down

Josh A - I Can't Bury My Sins

Josh A - Suffering In Silence

Josh A - Drag Me To Hell

Josh A - F.A.F.O

Josh A - Fighting The Devil

Josh A - Revival

https://open.spotify.com/track/247yP6hq3AJkZxxLwJN3Cd?si=3eLk2-7vQOOUOOtmwA0cXg

Josh A - The Brink

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Dark Trap Beat - 'JINXES' [Eisvogelbeats]

Iamjakehill - 50 BMG

Josh a would love for u to stream it on spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/2p3QgrvLUoEdeLNfjSZChe

Josh A - CLIMB

LYRICS:
Down in the holler, I was looking for love
Something I can find just to fix me up
Been a little minute since I had me a time
I only got one thing, on my mind
Then a thick and juicy cutie started walking my way
I said "Hey good looking, come and make my day"

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

(I like you)
(What's your name?)

He said he had to go to work, I wasn't ready to stop
I went down to the river, I was scoping the spot
I met a tall tan hunk with a look in his eyes
And he winked and I'm thinking, "That'll do just fine"
Then he pulled me in the woods and got me out my boots
He looked me up and down and said, "You sure are cute"

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

He left me with a kiss, I headed out to the bar
Drinking and-a laughing, dancing under the stars
A tasty looking snack came and took my hand
He said, "Hey there baby, let me be your man"
I thought about it, then I said, "Hell, why not?"
We stumbled out the door, I guess I'll give it a shot

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

(Well) You can take me where you wanna, baby, put it in drive
I don't care where we go, I'm just along for the ride
I got a fever for the flavor, give me spicy and sweet
I'm craving you, baby, make it rain on me
He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Popping that bussy like bang-bang-bang

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

Beggin' for More

Dixon Dallas - Beggin' for More

Josh A - ONE MAN ARMY

Set Me Free

I can't believe Jake Hill abandoned soundcloud..

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