People of all kinds, creeds, and species flock to me,
The poor, the hungry, even the wealthy
Hoping to find some semblance of fortune in their perpetual misery,
Some would say I am an opportunist,

But is that so wrong? 

To seize the opportunities of a lifetime,
The fruits of such labor may cost you and your kin more than a lifeline (or maybe two),
Lend me a glimpse of your soul,
Show me this heart you so arrogantly claim to hold.
For love, for wealth, for glory, what are your deepest, darkest desires? 
Only I possess the keys to making your hopes and dreams transpire.
Would you bet your life away if it meant winning it all? (oh, Oh, oh, oh)

Just a moment away from your wildest fantasies 
Is this a temptation you’re willing to let slip?
The sweet venom of hope, coursing through your veins
Say, Trailblazer, humor me for a moment, is it worth the price?
The embrace of that memokeeper you so desperately seek?
Or perhaps reverence from the very gods themselves?

Heroes and villains fall before my feet, drowning in their pathetic self-loathing and pity,
Painting me the monster of their stories, as if I didn’t warn them soon enough
So tell me, trailblazer,
is it my fault they didn't give me the respect?
Is it my fault they fell victim to lust? To Greed? Or anything in between?
For I am the revered Lady Bonajade, and I have never known defeat 
If my terms and conditions can’t dissuade you from questioning your despair,
Test your luck, a fair wager,
and bet against the house, 
if you so dare...

A Fair Wager (feat. Jade)

There's always a paradise that needs to be built. 
That vow is like the sun in the sky, perhaps I'll melt and fall before reaching it... 
But some hardships I must endure
For this is the burden placed upon me

On the first day, I granted truth.
On the second day, I granted calendar.
Followed by language, value, rules, and meaning.
Yet on the final day, I granted dignity.
As the embryo of Philosophy, I was the embodiment of wisdom and virtue
I was told to make a difference in the world, to end the suffering of the masses
To build a paradise immune to the hardships of vices as we know them

Was this not a noble cause? 
Was this cause not worth dying for?
I know the answer, but I cannot change the past.
At first, my intentions were indeed noble
Albeit, drunk on my own self-righteousness as if my life’s value trumps all else
Even yours, my dear sister.

When I look out my window, I watch the birds fly from tree to tree
Reminiscing of the sparrow we nursed with a broken wing
To keep it caged, safe from this depraved, heartless world
Robbing it of its purpose and agency
Or let it fall to its death, still allowing the opportunity to spread its wings as was intended by thee
Who am I to act with such divine retribution? 
Who am I to treat the lives of millions as if they were nothing but caged animals?
Caged animals destined to live in the cage I’ve subjected them to?
It matters not what amenities I give, for guilt, is inherent to my misguided goals

I’m sorry, dearest Robin
Your voice was not enough to persuade me
I will forever be in your debt, but with hindsight, the picture is clear
The memory of the bird falling from the sky permanently seared my retinas,
But maybe the one with the broken wings was me?

Im Anfang war die Tat (feat. Sunday)

Oh so you think I’m just a side piece?

Fuck you, you ain’t shit.
You think that memokeeper is so pretty, dont you (don't you)?
She’s a slut! She can’t keep those boobas in that dress of hers, can she?

Ok, here we go.

I hate you so much, so much
I should have shoved you straight in the stellaron when I had the chance.
I should have made Blade chop your balls off when I had the chance.
I should have told Silver Wolf to hack you when I had the chance.

You just fill me with so much rage, like my DoT damage wasn’t enough
If your love was all a bluff, why did you lie to me like you even give a fuck?
You wasted my time, and now I’ll waste yours
I’ll see you in hell (in hell), 
you and your filthy TRAILBLAZING WHORES.

What was it? Her eyes? Her hair? Her thigh highs?
I wanna watch her suffer,
make her watch the memories of when I used to love you over, and over, and over
I was always better than you,
much prettier than you,
much stronger than you,
Count your days Pluto...
I was once a stellaron hunter, but now I'm on the hunt for you (for you, for you, for you, for you)

Time to say bye...
BOOM!

Kafka's Revenge

Stelle, can I talk to you about something?

I wanna talk about the whole Kafka situation.

So, Topaz took me clubbing yesterday to try and cheer me up, but after like an hour I got overstimulated and had to leave. I hope I didn’t ruin her experience.

Man, I just dont know what to do.

I’m kinda bummed that Kafka wants to kill me. 

I didn’t realize she was in love with me! When I called her a “side-piece” I didn’t actually mean it. I said it because it went with the song so well.

Was I giving mixed signals??? Did I miss the cues that she loved me? How was I supposed to know?

[instrumental begins]

Pluto, there’s not much you can do about that. You and I, we are like peas in a pod. We are green, and we miss social cues.

You my autwizzy, and no one else will ever understand that. They don’t know what it's like to have a disability.

we talk and talk, yet never understood,
to those unlike us it’s another language, through and through,
we map it out, spell it out, until my entire fucking brain shoots out
and that’s what’s bothering me
We wanna stroll through town without getting pushed around
they want us proceeding with heads down in shame, as if we ought to get out
tell me pluto, ought we to sell our dignity to be just like them?
to walk like them, talk like them, and be just like them


are we too autistic to learn to be humans too?
The truth is, no one gets you like I do
we’re birds of a feather, me and you,
human but not human enough, our fate has long been set
if we could walk like them, talk like them, maybe there’d be some benefit,
but i’d rather be like you
no one gets me like you
if you get me, and i get you
is this the only way we can live and be free?
the truth is, no one gets you like i do

[trumpet solo]

they act as if we’re animals, incapable of reason beyond our own two feet
as if it were humanizing to say we are too stupid to comprehend moral responsibility
so let’s play this dance, the tango of social etiquette,  appeal to the masses for everyone’s sake
expected to be the selfless saviors, as if we were the burden bringing them to their knees,
but did they not know? tango was only meant for two!
but that’s not a problem if it’s me and you, you and me,
cuz the truth is no one gets you like I do

are we too autistic to learn to be humans too?
we’re birds of a feather, me and you,
human but not human enough, our fortune seems to have run out of luck
if we could walk like them, talk like them, maybe there’d be some benefit,
but i’d rather be like you
no one gets me like you
if you get me, and i get you
is this the only way we can live a life that’s true?
the truth is, no one gets you like i do

Human, But Not Human Enough (feat. Stelle)

Today is Yesterday's Tomorrow

pluto, stop being such a sappy lovebird! 
Live a little, AND SHAKE SOME ASS
DJ Topaz in this hoe, Numby here too, that’s my dawg
well technically he’s a warp trotter, but you get my point
some of you might know me as DJ Top-Ass (it's cause I got the best ass in the game)
Representing the IPC (Strategic Investment Department to be exact)

ok, I'm ready, lets go!

try and stop me, numby gon’ beat your ass
fuck love i’m tryna get that bag
put yo hands up if you tryna shake some ass (yea yea)
Shake some ass
pluto, stop being a bitch, i can’t hear you!
i said put yo hands up if you wanna shake some ass!

400 mil on my neck, and i aint done yet
Make it rain on these hoes left and right
won't wait for you to notice
i’m seizing your debts til’ I’m falling over,
a sexually liberated woman, i don’t need no man, yuh
i'm just tryna have funnnn (and I'm tryna fuck)
acting like a bitch but i’m still an icon
Unless its on a gold platter consider me gone
yea, still an icon (and everyone can tell)

I'm unprecedented, record stats in this era alone
are you still hung up on Kafka being mad?
come on, let's get loose and raise the roof off this bitch!
stand up with me and dance, hoe!
Let's tear up the dance floor!
I'm just tryna live a little
make the night last forever,
like nothing else even matters,
You and me on the dance floor,
Like nothing'll stop us til the night ends!

one last time, let's finish this!

[chorus]

try and stop the song, numby gon’ beat your ass
fuck love i’m tryna get that again
put yo hands up if you tryna shake some ass (yea yea)
Shake some ass
pluto, stop being a bitch, i can’t hear you!
put yo hands up if you wanna shake some ass!

400 mil on my neck, and i aint done yet
Make it rain on these hoes left and right
won't wait for you to notice
i’m seizing your debts til’ I’m falling over,
a sexually liberated woman, i don’t need no man, yuh
i'm just tryna have funnnn (and I'm tryna fuck)
acting like a bitch but i’m still an icon
Unless it's on a gold platter consider me gone
yea, still an icon (and everyone can tell)

I'm unprecedented, record stats in this era alone
are you still hung up on Kafka being mad?
come on, let's get loose and raise the roof off this bitch!
stand up with me and dance with me, hoe!
Let's tear up the dance floor!
I'm just tryna live a little
make the night last forever,
like nothing else even matters,
You and me on the dance floor,
Like nothing'll stop us til the night ends!

[sick instrumental continues]

put yo hands up if you wanna shake some ass!

are you still hung up on Kafka being mad?
come on, let's get loose and raise the roof off this bitch!
stand up with me and dance with me, hoe!
Let's tear up the dance floor!
I'm just tryna live a little
make the night last forever,
like nothing else even matters,
Like nothing'll stop us til the night ends!
Like nothing'll stop us til the end

(cause I wanna shake some ass)

put yo hands up if you wanna shake some ass
I said put yo hands up if you wanna shake some ass

Dance Floor (feat. Topaz)

Wassup guys, you already know who it is, it’s March 7th, I got my bubble tea n’ shit,
I’m ready for an adventure! (oh my god that was so cringe)

It all started when I was frozen in a big ass iceberg (big ass iceberg),
didn’t know my name or what to do
I woke up on a train, thinkin' I'm shit out of luck
But little did I know, living on this train is so fucking cool!
It’s so fucking coooooool!

If you need ussss, just send a shouuu-ouuuu-ooout (send a shout!)
That’s whattttt the Astral Express is all abouuuu-ouuuu-ooout!
Shooting across the stars, 
There is no limit to what we can do
When the trailblazers are around, there is no solution that can’t be found!

In the last year, we’ve been to three planets 
saving the world and shit, can you believe that?
And you’re probably asking how a kawaii girl boss like me can do it
But it's simple, really.
Some would say I'm annoying, but I’d rather say I’m charming
Me, my bow, swords, and camera, we’re gonna master it all!
Sometimes I wonder if I miss my old life, but what’s the fun in that?
I have my Astral family all around me, what more is there to ask?

If you need ussss, just send a shouuu-ouuuu-ooout (send a shout!)
That’s whattttt the Astral Express is all abouuuu-ouuuu-ooout!
There is no limit to what we can do
When the trailblazers are around, there is no solution that can’t be found!
Shooting across the stars, for the love of trailblazing after all!

Even when you travel the galaxies
Sometimes you gotta focus on little things,
Like Stelle forgetting her wallet
Or Dan Heng spilling his coffee
Or Kafka trying to kill Pluto, I think it’s kinda funny
But that’s the best part after all,
Me and my trailblazing family
Even when we bicker, we come out even closer

If you need ussss, just send a shouuu-ouuuu-ooout (send a shout!)
That’s whattttt the Astral Express is all abouuuu-ouuuu-ooout!
There is no limit to what we can do
When the trailblazers are around, there is no solution that can’t be found!
Shooting across the stars, for the love of trailblazing after all!

For the Love of Trailblazing (feat March 7th)

you and me together, we lead this journey
the path of the trailblaze, in the name of Akavili
the crossing of our paths was ordained by fate itself
in every universe, we were meant to be
and yet, i know our time together is destined to be cut short
From this weight upon my shoulders, will I ever be set free?

it crushes my soul knowing I’ll never get to live with you for an eternity
even with a weapon gifted to me by the Aeons, it’s not enough
I have the power to create anything my mind can imagine, and it’ll never be enough
Loving you means watching you die a thousand times over
I'll crawl through hell a thousand times before I love another
I’ll watch you die a thousand times before I love another
I'll have you ripped out from my arms a thousand times before I love another, another

my love, your hair shines as fiery as your heart,
my darling, the way you move leaves me hypnotized,
the faces you make as you’re deep in thought
shooting that satellite beam of yours leaves me speechless

We're the role models, I guess that kinda makes us the parents of the trailblazers
I don't want them to watch me mourn you,
I don’t want to do this without you.
If we could die together,  only then would we get our happy ever after
A thousand times over,  just another thousand times over, how much will I endure?

Just another thousand times over...

A Thousand Times Over (feat. Welt Yang)

I am broke and I don't even know what to do 
Mobile anime gaming hoes, they take all your cash from you

feelin' that FOMO, filling me with sadness,
but what if all I wanna do is lay in your arms and salvage,
what we used to have

Black Swan, please don't leave me,
Kafka?  yea she's just a side piece
I don't even know how she found me,
but I got kidnapped from the basement while taking a napski

I'll make it up to you that's my promise,
I'll love on you forever so just watch this,
as I throw myself at you I just can't help it (woah)

Black Swan you're the only anime mobile gaming hoe who deserves my money
I'll get you E6 with no question, even S5 if I'm feeling naughty
I'll let you peg me under the moonlight, your wish is my command.

you are my dommy mommy, forever and always,
I want to love on your boobas for the rest of my life
they call to me
while you coddle me
what more can this be? Than love

Black Swan, please don't leave me,
Kafka? yea she just a side piece
I don't even know how she found me,
I threw my phone in the river just like you asked me
I don't even know why this happens,
I just want you to be happy
You're the memokeeper after all, so look at my memories,
can't you see that all I dream of is you

Black Swan, please don't leave me,
Kafka?  yea she's just a side piece
I don't even know how she found me,
but I got kidnapped from the basement while taking a napski

I'll make it up to you that's my promise,
I'll love on you forever so just watch this,
as I throw myself at you I just can't help it (woah) 

Black Swan you're the only anime mobile gaming hoe who deserves my money
I'll get you E6 with no question, even S5 if I'm feeling naughty
I'll let you peg me under the moonlight, your wish is my command
your wish is my command.

you are my dommy mommy, forever and always,
I want to love on your boobas for the rest of my life
they call to me
while you coddle me
what more can this be? than love

Black Swan, please don't leave me,
Kafka? yea she just a side piece
I don't even know how she found me,
I threw my phone in the river just like you asked me
I don't even know why this happens,
I just want you to be happy
You're the memokeeper after all, so look at my memories,
can't you see that all I dream of is you

I don't even know how she found me,
I threw my phone in the river just like you asked me
I don't even know why this happens,
I just want you to be happy
You're the memokeeper after all, so look at my memories,
can't you see that all I dream of is you

TRANSITION TO PART II

Black Swan, you're the only anime mobile gaming hoe who deserves my money,
I'll get you E6 with no question, even S5 if I'm feeling naughty

I'll let you peg me under the moonlight, your wish is my command.
You are my dommy mommy, forever and always,
I want to love on your boobas for the rest of my days
they call to me
while you coddle me
what more can this be? Than love

Black Swan, please don't leave me,
Kafka? yea she just a side piece
I don't even know how she found me,
I sold you my soul, isn't that enough shawty?
I don't even know why this happens,
I just want you to be with me,
You're the memokeeper after all, so look at my memories,
can't you see that all I dream of is you

Black Swan's Ballad

Oh, you poor soul, listen to me very closely…
Even with all the pain and suffering, we should never wish to change
I’d rot in hell before I act like them,
We’re soon to reach the top

So instead they make us out to be wild animals
It’s easy to hate us if we belong in the jungle
Whether it be bear, panther, or primate
They’re afraid of us Pluto, can’t you see?
We’re uncivilized, enslaved by instinct and impulsivity
They paint us unempathetic, isn’t that pathetic?
They claim us to be the firestarters, as if we were holding the match

What I desire is to be seen as equal, set fire to their blissful ignorance
Grace them with man’s red flower, watching their foolish love burn with glee
shouldn't they know what that feels like?
The death and destruction left in their wake, calling it "human ingenuity"
let me ask you again, are we too autistic to learn to be humans too?
we’re birds of a feather, me and you,
seemingly human but not human enough, our fortune seems to have run its course
if we are doomed to be animals, so be it!
claim the wildest beasts in that supposed empty heart of yours
Some of us would sacrifice it all to be just like them
But it will do you good to remember,
there isn’t a goddamn thing they’d sacrifice to be just like you...

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