jayya - lately (nightcore)

delulu (demo)

once a week (johnnyfriend)

search thru my mind wonderin who i wanna be today
this takes some time all this poison heal my suffering
u cant b mine u had a chance n u threw it away 
im stuck behind, u fukked up u kno u made a dam mistake

can't make it back oh no! 
i jus hope u keepin safe
green tip go straight thru his brain 
can't talk rn in a different state
of mind, i didnt rlly wanna cut off ties
its fine, it rlly not but im gon pretend it is
i dunno what ur issue is
i dont know how it came to this
now u sayin u sick as shit
swear my life changed when i let that bi
do whatever she want to me
cause i jus wanted ur company
i swear it dont mean shit to me
but imagine what we could've been 
yea

search thru my mind wonderin who i wanna be today
this takes some time all this poison heal my suffering
u cant b mine u had a chance n u threw it away 
im stuck behind, u fukked up u kno u made a dam mistake

the world has it's own will

i swear that u tasteless
u always followin a dam crowd
why cant you be yourself? 
oh my god. thats so embarrassing.

ooooo
i cant believe anything that u told to me
u take control of me using ur words
every god dam time 
abusing my wounds
but at least i tried 
i'll be gone soon 
only in ur mind 
only a couple of days before u forget
 
had to light up the room
won't pick a fight no, i'll shoot
so baby jus tell me the truth
when im completely honest does it come off rude?

wake up dont kno what to do
shoot the shit wit the guys 
but sadly its online 
i moved thousands of miles away
dont know if shit will be the same 
ever again
i'm stuck in a maze
that is my brain
sometimes i get starstruck
don't know what to say
i feel like im stuck
wanna go away
i'm testing my luck
the price i pay dont know if ive saved
but i know i'll always be safe
at night im awake i sleep through the day
i know i should rlly change my ways

u say u need a minute
but damn u never finish
i been sayin that shit with my chest
for a couple months now
swear i cant get no rest
yea n im jus doin what im 'posed to do
but it been feel like i'm lying to you
making decisions that i've always been dying to choose


wake up dont kno what to do
shoot the shit wit the guys 
but sadly its online 
i moved thousands of miles away
dont know if shit will be the same 
ever again
i'm stuck in a maze
that is my brain
sometimes i get starstruck
don't know what to say
i feel like im stuck
wanna go away
i'm testing my luck
the price i pay dont know if ive saved
but i know i'll always be safe
at night im awake i sleep through the day
i know i should rlly change my ways

(clip dialogue) 
they don't make up these things in the church. 
they do it in the streets. they do it at home.
the rest is bullshit and you know it.

starstruck (sped up)

starstruck

more indie on the way <3

lyrics
All the signs say I don't care
I don't mind
I'm just scared
Don't waste my time
That's not fair

Lately, I've been feeling all alone
No, I can't do this on my own
I don't want no fucking problems
Can you please just come back home?

Used to treat you like you're perfect
Didn't even know what your worth is
Gave you all my time like promised
In the end, was it worth it?

Was it worth it?
Was it worth it? No

Lately, I've been feeling all alone
No, I can't do this on my own
I don't want fucking problems
Can you please just come back home?

Used to treat you like you're perfect
Didn't even know what your worth is
Gave you all my time like promised
In the end, was it worth it?

worth it (everestdidthis)

I ACTUALLY MADE THIS FAST AS HECK WHICH IS CRAZY, ALSO IM DROPPING HELLA THIS YEAR

lyrics
feels like ive been wasting my own damn time
time going faster you stay on my mind
always a pretty person that tells me lies
pretty pretty woman whos dark inside

you make me wanna forget it all
i dont know what the fuck i saw in you
when you left me i had withdrawels
but it doesnt matter now i know were through

whats the point youre trying to make?
every time you talk its the same mistake
and idk why i gave you a chance but

i think its bout time tyou give me a break
youre loves the only poisen i ever craved
could you tell me the point youre tryna make?
cuz when you open your mouth
its the same old thing

forget it all (aura x sephgotthewaves)

very calmness yes yes very calm vocals

lyrics
hold me close 
you know, what i wanted most 
you know

and everytime i see your smile
my heart dont stop
it beats for a while
my mind feels clogged
stuck in a pile
of what we was

could you hold me close
dont let me go
my head keeps talking
every word that you know
you were all i needed
when you left i felt speechless

and you know what you did
packed your bags and left me like this
left my side so empty handed
but im alright

you know (SHVRS)

jayya - deserved (cover#3)

some calm love song yeah yeah

lyrics
Oh, oh—
Can I please just see your face
One more time before you go?
I thought that you would never change,
Now you're just as cold as the snow.

I'm laying down in my bed,
I hope you're safe and sound, while
Your voice runs through my head.

You say you wanna leave,
Girl, I know my heart don't lie.
I still love you,
But it hurts to see you with another guy.

I guess love was a joke to you,
I guess it was—so was I.
You left my heart broken in pieces,
Girl, I'm so done with your goodbyes.

goodbyes (SHVRS)

some more music since i've been slacking a lil

lyrics:
i can tell, what you want
girl its not hard to figure out 
and i know that were done
dont wanna move on
youre walking away when im reaching out

so you could you listen
without running around
girl could you pay attention
without running your mouth

idk whats up with you
but when you talk about me
girl its so rude
and im losing my cool
dont wanna be blue
could you tell me what you like about me
i feel like a fool

girl could you listen
to what i have to say
think im losin my vision
of what we use to be when you walk away

listen (everestdidthis)

a little juno cover because he suits my style

juno - french meadows (cover#5)

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