pleading with him, bleeding within

* https://youtu.be/-0Sa8gvw1TU?si=tczMIyuMM-Br7Rnf *

(produced by me)

spirit comes to us through neurosis - you will be okay

- love chanel

pleading with him

I Can Give You Candy Like An Evil Jester
Chewing On Bubble Gum
I Have Nothing Better, Else To Fucking Do
On This Starry-ridden Night
Sucking On Jolly Ranchers Fucking Hate My Life
Let Me Touch You're Iconic Skeleton
How Do You Know Shadow Magic?
Nobody Know My Messages
I'm Weirdo Soul Fucking With Carcinogens
Fuck With Me, Never Be Nice Again

Molly Got Me
Molly Got Me Happy
Feeling Like A Trolley
Feeling Like A Trolley
Never Cared About Anyones Fucking Party
Radix Light
We Make Our Own Damn Party
Rolex And Bacardi
Rolex And Bacardi
She Dosen't Like Me? Oh Golly!
Shoot Myself In The Middle Of The Party!
Radix Light, Radix Light, Rolex And Bacardi
We Don't Give A Fuck
Look What We Started
We Made Our Own Medicine
Fuck You All, Fuck You All
We Do This Shit 'til We Fuckin, Fuckin'
Go To Hell, Go To Hell
You Scared? Yeah, Go To Hell
I Don't Wanna Know Me
I'ma Fucking Go To Hell
Show Yourself, Show Yourself
God Never Showed Himself
So I Showed Myself, Stand The Fuck Up

Pride Rules My Heart, Forgiveness In The Midst
Heartcrusher, Fixated On The Blind, Lonely Dark Road
Patterns Of Escape, Lost In A Corinthian World
Reject The Plans Of Glory, Sin Maze
Sin Maze, Lost In Cathedral
Mirror In The Casket, Natural Impulse
Innocence Enchanter, The Loss Of Innocence Encountered
Path Of Thorns, Devotion, Deepest Love

Deepest Love, Deepest Love Got Me Fucked Up
Mixing Drugs Know I Do That Stupid Stuff
But Its Not Enough, But Its Not Enough
Its Not Adding Up, Yeah I'm Doing Stuff

what did u think that it was that was going wrong
u said u loved me, i even wrote u a song
how was i supposed to know it was going wrong
how was i to notice
found me on the floor i'm choking
i'll die how i lived, no emotion drinking potions and potions
u said that u loved me i know you're just joking

Mom I'm Sorry Off The Drugs I've Been Fucked Yeah
Its Because Of The Medicine And The Lack Of Love
Sorry Getting High, Sick Of This Stuff
Time Shows Again, That I Don't Give A Fuck
Boys In Blue, Boys In Blue, Yeah They Got My Medicine
Getting Fucked, Getting Fucked
Where's My Head Again? Nature's A Deserter
Leaves Me For My Words, I Don't Got Good Intuition
Could You Show Me? Ocean Breeze
Ocean Breeze, When She Fucking Blows Me
Morphing Like Chemicals, Yeah They Fucking Show Me
I Was Beggin' Help When They Fuckin' Killed That Man
Murder Man, Murder Man, Ice And No Regrets
Life Have You Finished Yet? Ak47 Yeah
Hit Him 'down In The Head, No Friends
No Friends, Yeah I Made A Mess Out In California Man
Lord Knows I'm A Bastard Just Like You!
And I Forgot You In Inside This Macintosh Machine
Sold My Soul, Yeah Its So Fucking Old
Government Don't Wanna Talk No More
No More Speaking, No More Micraphone
Golden Microphone, Traveled Thru The Fuckin' Vice Box
Sold Ya Soul, Serpents Throne, Serpents Throne, Here We Go
Back To My Pitch Black Oblivion Cathedral
Pitch Black Oblivion Cathedral
I Don't Give A Fuck What He Sold
(Fuck Him, I Don't Give A Fuck Anymore)
I Be Doing Drugs, Because I Be Geeked Hoe
I Be Geeked Hoe Every Single Week Hoe
Don't Forget When I'm In That Cathedral

And I Said "Father Bless You And Father Bless Me, So Lets Get Out Of Here"
(Oh God Here He Goes Again, Fuck That Mother Fucker)
Its Fucking Dumb Haha

HOLYVEXY - Cathedral II (feat. chemical daughter) (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

'til I Go Under
My Name Gone Shine
And I Know It All Hurts
Well It Aint No Time
Til There Aint No Time
And Im Gonna Make Mine
But You Wanna Make Problems Well Stay Out Mine
Til I Go Under
My Name Gone Shine
And I Know It All Hurts
Well It Aint No Time
Til There Aint No Time
And Im Gonna Make Mine
But You Wanna Make Problems Well Stay Out Mine

Im A Lonely Solidger
Because I Always Took The Hardest Path
I Only Trust God Because
He Only Help Me Get Through
All These Miracles Are Because Of
You
Shine Through
You Are My Blessing
Renew

I Haven't Lived Much
Yea World Hates The Truth
They Want The Taste Of
Something New
And Nothing Comes Out
What Am I Supposed To Do
And My Time Runs Out
I Guess Im Supposed To Do (What?!)

Til I Go Under
My Name Gone Shine
And I Know It All Hurts
Well It Aint No Time
Til There Aint No Time
And Im Gonna Make Mine
But You Wanna Make Problems Well Stay Out Mine
Til I Go Under
My Name Gone Shine
And I Know It All Hurts
Well It Aint No Time
Til There Aint No Time
And Im Gonna Make Mine
But You Wanna Make Problems Well Stay Out Mine

The Storm Is My Only Option
I Cant Go Back The Family Isnt There
You Cant Kill Me Im Already Dead
Just Kill Me Everythings Almost There
I Wanna See The Angels In The New Dimension
I Want To Lose All Of My Extension
I Wanna Be Free
Can You Give It Now
Can You Be My Angel And Hold Me Down?

Til I Go Under
My Name Gone Shine
And I Know It All Hurts
Well It Aint No Time
Til There Aint No Time
And Im Gonna Make Mine
But You Wanna Make Problems Well Stay Out Mine
Til I Go Under
My Name Gone Shine
And I Know It All Hurts
Well It Aint No Time
Til There Aint No Time
And Im Gonna Make Mine
But You Wanna Make Problems Well Stay Out Mine

HOLYVEXY - Til I Go Under (Prod. HOLYVEXY)

Sleeping With My Eyes Open
Left Dead In The Riverbed
My Blood Runs Dry On The Surface
My Sadness Got Me Stuck In My Head

Do You Remember
Swallow Poison Pills
No More Love
Ya Im Not Sincere
Trying To Figure Out
What The Message Is
I Know Its Not What I Feel

Isolated, Preaching About
Death & Decay
I Remember You
Disconnected From Me
Dont Know Where I Stay
I Got No Meaning Struggling
To Stay Awake
No More Love I Hope I Burn Right At The Stake
Isolated, Preaching About
Death & Decay
I Remember You
Disconnected From Me
Dont Know Where I Stay
I Got No Meaning Struggling
To Stay Awake
No More Love I Hope I Burn Right At The Stake

Ive Been Feeling Empty
Down On My Knees
While You Sink In Your Teeth
Downing Medication, Heavy
Its Hard To Be Alive
When You Don't Wanna Breathe

I Don't Know Me,
Could You Show Me?
Everything Wrong, I Know That I Fucked Up
Another Morning
I'm Sniffing Nosebleeds
And My Bank Account
Empty As Fuck
All Alone And Im Having A Epiphany
I'm Afraid
Turn My Back On
My Only Lord
I Got Drugs In My Backpack
If You Need
To Forget Everything
That You Fucking Want

Isolated, Preaching About
Death & Decay
I Remember You
Disconnected From Me
Dont Know Where I Stay
I Got No Meaning Struggling
To Stay Awake
No More Love I Hope I Burn Right At The Stake
Isolated, Preaching About
Death & Decay
I Remember You
Disconnected From Me
Dont Know Where I Stay
I Got No Meaning Struggling
To Stay Awake
No More Love I Hope I Burn Right At The Stake

Ima A Malkuth Ridah, Sucidal Spider
Control By My Own Desire, I Walk Through The Fire
Visions In My Head And A Glock On My Hip
Four Hundred Horses On My God Damn Whip
Everybody Knows That You're A Fucking Liar
I Wanna Set Myself And The House On Fire
Waymaker, Rainmaker
Take Me Underground
See The Anguish Of The Souls
Mourning When They See The Crown

HOLYVEXY - Death & Decay (Prod. E_DEATH)

"Pilger der Hoffnung": So lautet das Motto im "Heiligen Jahr" der katholischen Kirche.
Wir fragen deshalb nach, worauf Menschen im Erzbistum Bamberg hoffen; woran sie vielleicht auch verzweifeln könnten, woraus sie Kraft schöpfen.
Antworten dazu von Domkapitulal Norbert Jung aus Ansbach...

"Pilger der Hoffnung" (4)

LYRICS:
I’ve been writing down 
my nightmares again 
I put em’ all in this notebook 
I keep right by my bed 
When I wake up, I sort out 
the tangles and threads so
I can get to the source 
of all of this dread!

Ok, is this anything?
What does this even mean?
Could this be a key???
I can’t really glean…
listen to this dream
and tell me what you think 
yeah, listen to this dream
and tell me what you think it means:

So, his mom was there
and she was nice to me for once 
I ask her for advice
and she tells me to run!
Then, I’m in the shower,
I’m walking in the desert,
Then, I’m with this girl 
I used to know 
when I was like eleven??
Then, I’m reunited with 
my dog that died when I was a kid  
Then, I’m being deposed for being a bitch??
And his wife chases me 
right over a cliff! 
And my sister is mad at something I said,
I’m pregnant but I really don’t wanna keep it 
And I cut my hair off and 
I cry over it
My teeth are intact
but I strangle a kid!!!...
Then, I’m in an arranged marriage 
My  laptop is stolen in Paris 
Then, I’m drowning in the ocean 
Then, I’m a waitress 
And I keep on flashing my tits 
But I never get embarrassed!?!

Tell me, what does that mean?
Is it obscene?? 
Help me, help me, help me! 
Figure out my dreams!
Help me, help me, help me! 
I don’t wanna go to sleep!

See, that’s the problem:
it’s a void without a bottom -
there’s a wealth of knowledge
buried in my unconscious!

Tell me I’m not just crazy…
Tell me, I’m so creative… 
Tell me these dreams are sacred! 
Tell me you know 
what they’re saying?!
My insurance only covers CBT 
Blue cross won’t recognize 
depth psychology… 
so, 

I’ve been writing down my nightmares again, but
I’m having a hard time analyzing
I’m thinking of trying 
meditation instead or
Maybe I shouldn’t eat so much 
cheese before bed…
Maybe that’s it!
Maybe that’s it!?

I’ve been writing down 
my nightmares again. 
What do you think of them? 
What do you think of them?

Dream Journal #25

Synchronicity

Der Song “Let’s Show It Outside” erzählt von einer Person, die lange innerlich verloren, unsicher und voller Zweifel war. Durch einen besonderen Menschen findet sie jedoch Halt, Zuversicht und Mut. Dieser Mensch stärkt, führt, inspiriert und macht die Welt bunter.  Er ruft dazu auf, sich zur Liebe zu bekennen.

Let`s show It outside
Steffen Burkhardt 2023
Artist: Arti Farrel

Verse 1
In the silence of my days, 
and barely noticed by the crowd,
I was looking for real answers
that really messed up my heart
Well I was a hopeless fighter,
On my bumpy, rocky path
And now I will believe that you will stay
until the end of days

Pre Chorus
You convinced me from the first day
when You caught me with Your eyes 
I didn't get it right away
You are much more than just my pilot
and You know what I can do
With you it's like a fairy tale

Chorus
You are the one
I`ve always dreamed of in my dreams
in all this time – and you made 
Here by Your Side 
I dare to pin it on the wall
let`s show outside

Verse 2
You don't care what others say,
You will do what you do if it s right for you
Even the highest mountains and the strongest walls 
couldn`t stop you from your goal
It`s amazing how you did it
to make my world more colorful
Only through you did I understand 
That is what counts in the end

Braek
Only you know the way deep out of the dark
where the time rests within itself no prospect of an ark
Don't let me fall behindold habits because
I want to fight for the goal for – I want stand up straight for us

Chorus 2x 

Arti Farrel- Lets Show It Outside

TRACK 3 of 25
This track is a bit of a Frankenstein. Sometimes when writing tracks its better to leave the intro as an after thought if your mind is racing for ideas on the drop, and then other times you just can't seem to write a drop for a cool intro you've made. You can often find connections between totally separate ideas and do some surgery to put them together. 

Stay tuned for tomorrow's drop...
Week 1 Compilation will be available for download (pay what you want) on Friday the 5th


PAY WAT U WANT

NEXU5 - ONCE AGAIN

Alpinatraum feat. Simplix - Jung sein

Sad, horny, and self-reflexive - with just enough irreverence to cut though the introspection.

(indie-folk-pop?)

Dark Side Im Replying: Adonai, Shone & Glorified
Raedarian of The 25th Aethyr 93 93 93 Crying With Duende ✠ ✠ ✠ ✠ ✠ ✠ ✠ FadedBoyzZzzZ MoonMagick 2001 Eternal Life

Zwei Typen fanden eines Tages einen Kassettenrecorder und der Wahnsinn begann...

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This artist likes to mix genres. His influences range from metal, classical, idm to world.

the only drug you need

- love chanel ☮

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