50. the album. my last album.

this album was long awaited.

i hope you enjoy it!

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***LYRICS BELOW***

I HATE YOU BECAUSE OF MYSELF.
I'M SORRY I HURT YOU.

...

(I am starting to think I hate you)

You say it to my face.
Why won't you help me?!-

(Oh, please help me!)

I fucking hate you.
What'd you expect from me?

(Did you expect me to take it lightly?!)

I am starting to think I hate you.
(I hate you! I hate you!)

Back then you wanted me.
Now you want two.
(Well, you just want Mini)
(Now I want you!)

(Please only choose me!)
(Please only choose me!)

All in my head!-
What's wrong me?!

(Why don't you want me?!)
(Why don't you want me?!)

I am starting to think I hate you...
(Ooh, ooh, ooh!)

i hate you.

THANK YOU GOD!!!

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Ooh…
Tell me what you wanna do, baby!
You always make me feel crazy!
Think my heart's fugazi!
Oh, no!

Break me ‘til I’m hollow!-
Take what’s left!
The scars you give me!-
Makes me feel alive!

Vampire daydream!-
Haunt the air I breathe!
Bring your teeth into me!

My blood-
You cherish it!
My body-
Will perish!-
If this goes on!

Everything is so red!
I might drop dead!
Lost inside the thoughts…!
That live inside my head!

No…!
Tell me what you wanna do, baby!
You always make me feel crazy!
Think my heart's fugazi!
Oh, no!

Break me ‘til I’m hollow!-
Take what’s left!
The scars you give me!-
Makes me feel alive!

Vampire daydream!-
Haunt the air I breathe!
Bring your teeth into me!
Vampire daydream!

VAMPIRE DAYDREAM

THANK YOU JESUS!!!

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(My only home-)
(Is a black hole.)
(Been so alone-)
(I'm losing control.)

(Do you even feel the way I feel when I'm with you?)
(What’s the point of trying if I’m just gonna lose?)

I cry every night!
Can't see the daylight-!
With all these tears in my eyes!
I'm so traumatized!

Run from the past-!
But it always comes back!
I can't seem to move!
I'm so paralyzed!

Every day, I wake up-!
Sipping double cup!
I'm a big fuck-up!
Always yelling, like shut up!

Why does my pride look like my pain?
I might be insane, girl?!
Pop a pill, not once, but thrice!
Don't think I'll be fine!

(Wish I could confide in you…)
(But you can't help me…!)

I cry every night!
Can't see the daylight-!
With all these tears in my eyes!
I'm so traumatized!

Run from the past-!
But it always comes back!
I can't seem to move!
I'm so paralyzed!

paralyzed

JESUS IS KING!!

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You're the one I'm running to-!
All I want is just you!
I'm so f×king cautious-!
I can never stop this!

Feel so f×king exhausted-!
Think I might've lost it!
Ecstasy and Adderall-!
I can never let it go!

You're the one I'm running to-!
All I want is just you!
I'm so f×king cautious-!
I can never stop this!

Feel so f×king exhausted-!
Think I might've lost it!
Ecstasy and Adderall-!
I can never let it go!

Tell me-
The man you want me to be!
'Cause I'll be him for you, baby!
Yeah, I'll be your one and only!

I can't f×king stop-!
I can't f×king stop it!

Huh…
Got a dirty cup-!
I can never drop it!

Huh…
Self-medication -!
Yeah, b×tch I got it!

Huh…
If I see me a pill-!
You bet imma pop it!

You're the one I'm running to-!
All I want is just you!
I'm so f×king cautious-!
I can never stop this!

Feel so f×king exhausted-!
Think I might've lost it!
Ecstasy and Adderall-!
I can never let it go!

You're the one I'm running to-!
All I want is just you!
I'm so f×king cautious-!
I can never stop this!

Feel so f×king exhausted-!
Think I might've lost it!
Ecstasy and Adderall-!
I can never let it go!

RUNNING 2 U

JESUS IS MY KING!!

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TikTok: konix999_

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(Yeah)

(Feeling like a f×ck-up-)
(Pop me a Xan)
(Voices in my head-)
(They don't want me to win)
(These scars made me-)
(Who I am)
(Had to lose hope-)
(To find myself agai-)

Got the coke on me-
Yeah, it look like a snowfall!
Went too fast-
You can't catch when I pull up!
Demons on my line-
Yeah, they always tryna FaceTime!
Ice on my wrist-
Yeah, make that ho shine!

Huh, f×ck that b×tch-!
In the back of the Deli!
Money so fat-!
Yeah, all my pockets heavy!
Pull up in your dreams-!
Like I'm Freddy, b×tch!

Yeah!

Feeling like a f×ck-up-!
Pop me a Xan!
Voices in my head-!
They don't want me to win!
These scars made me-!
Who I am!
Had to lose hope-!
To find myself again!

If I think about it too much-
The pain creeps in.
It haunts me, taunts me.
Where do I begin?

Nah! F×ck that shit!
I'm in that coochie-!
Like I'm Brad Pitt!
Your b×tch on my d×ck-
I might tap it!
Yeah!

Money on my mind-
Gotta grab it!
Tryna numb the thoughts-
I've been having.
Stacking all this cash-
While these haters yapping.
B×tches always capping.

Woah!

If you a rat-
Fuck outta my face ho!
Keep talking that shit-
I'm not hearing any of it, bro!
Got the plug speed dial-
Yeah, he ready to go!
1, 2, 3 so many b×tches on their knees!

Oh, got what I want!
Yeah!
But feel so empty!

Huh, f×ck that b×tch-!
In the back of the Deli!
Money so fat-!
Yeah, all my pockets heavy!
Pull up in your dreams-!
Like I'm Freddy, b×tch!

Yeah!

Feeling like a f×ck-up-!
Pop me a Xan!
Voices in my head-!
They don't want me to win!
These scars made me-!
Who I am!
Had to lose hope-!
To find myself again!

xan.err0r

THANK YOU JESUS!

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TikTok: konix999_

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I break-!
Each time-!
When you look away!
Begged for you to make me stay!

I'd rather-!
Fall apart-!
In you!
Than learn to live without you!

Just lay here-!
(Lay here-!)
For tonight!
(For tonight!)
Or I'll miss you!
(Miss you!)

Can you hold me?
(hold me!)
Till I fade!
(Fade!)
Please don't betray-
(Betray-)
Me!

Take my heart…!
Don't give it back!
F×ck me up-!
Till I'm all yours…!

RIGHT NOW!!

I break-!
Each time-!
When you look away!
Begged for you to make me stay!

I'd rather-!
Fall apart-!
In you!
Than learn to live without you!

TiLl i FaDe

GOD IS EVERYTHING!!

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TikTok: konix999_

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This bed-
Gets colder-
Every night.
Your shadow-
Fades into-
My light.
Don't know where I belong.

When you left-!
My heart did too!
Now I'm lost!
Still chasing you!

I'm falling-!
Into you!
I'm all yours!
Just caress me!

Darling…
You're glistening-!
In front of-
(Front of-)
Me!

Every glance-
Pulls me-
In-
Then leaves me-
Alone.

Hold me forever….
Or let me…
DIE!

I'm falling-!
Into you!
I'm all yours!
Just caress me!

DIE!

I'm falling-!
Into you!
I'm all yours!
Just caress me!

Was it…
Real…?
Or in…
My head?

Does he make you happy-?
More than me?
He'll never love you-!
Like I f×cking do!

I'm falling-!
Into you!
I'm all yours!
Just caress me!
I'm falling-!
Into you!
I'm all yours!
Just caress me!

falling (into you)

JESUS I FOLLOW!

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**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

I can feel-
(Can feel-)
Your heartbeat-!
In my chest!
(My chest!)

Pounding like-
(Like-)
A demon-!
Corrupting me!
(Corrupt me!)

Bite my heart in two!
Bleeding just for you!
Drowning in your madness!
F×ck me in your basement!

Baby, I’m a sinner!
Love me like a killer!
Freaky little angel-!
Yeah, cut me with your wings!

Tell me…
Am I-
The one-
You see-

Yourself-
With me-
For eternal?

Break you and build you up!
Mess you up til you c×m!
Feel it till you can't no more!
My love killer!

Bite my heart in two!
Bleeding just for you!
Drowning in your madness!
F×ck me in your basement!

Baby, I’m a sinner!
Love me like a killer!
Freaky little angel-!
Yeah, cut me with your wings!

[HIROSHIMAL:]

D×E! D×E!
D×E! D×E!
D×E! D×E!
D×E! D×E!

I'm walking around and I feel so lost!
Is this Heaven or Hell? I feel her lust...
F×ck with my brain...
I can't take it no more!

WHY?!
IF YOU LEAVE ME, YOU WILL D×E!
D×E!
WHY?!

YOU WON'T MAKE IT HOME TONIGHT!
AND I'M A SINNER-
K×LLER VIBES!

I'M A DEMON IN DISGUISE!
I CAN SMELL YOUR BL××D-
ARISE!

I'M SO DONE WITH BEING NICE!
I SENSE YOUR FEAR-
IT MAKES ME H×GH!

(Hahahahahah...)

[KONIX999:]

Bite my heart in two!
Bleeding just for you!
Drowning in your madness!
F×ck me in your basement!

Baby, I’m a sinner!
Love me like a killer!
Freaky little angel-!
Yeah, cut me with your wings!

Drowning in your madness!
F×ck me in your basement!

Baby, I’m a sinner!
Love me like a killer!
Freaky little angel-!
Yeah, cut me with your wings!

MY LOV3 KILL3R (feat. hiroshimal)

THE LORD IS EVERYTHING!

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*LYRICS BELOW*
I loved you!
I miss you!
You walked away!
I stayed too long!

If I could-
Turn back time!
I'd take back-
All the lies!

Erase the nights-
I left you to cry!
Now you're gone-
And I'm the one to blame!

I loved you!
I miss you!
You walked away!
I stayed too long!

Whisper that you love me-
Breathing heavy on my neck!
The night we shared a bed-
Is stuck in my head!

Used to come and kiss you-
In the rain!
Now I can't even look at you-
Without feeling pain!
I guess our promises-
Was in vain!

Trapped me alone-
Inside this darkness!

I loved you!
I miss you!
You walked away!
I stayed too long!

vain

GOD BLESS YALL!!

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*LYRICS BELOW*
Light me up!
Like the sun!
Or shoot me with a gun!
If I can't be with you!

Why can't you-
just listen to me?
(To me?)

Baby, don't you care-? 
(Care-?)

Of what's been-
Happening to us?
(To us?)

Or was I just a Plan B?

Light me up!
Like the sun!
Or shoot me with a gun!
If I can't be with you!

100 of miles, still can't find-!
My way back home to you-!
Darling!
Trace after trace, I just wanna-!

See your face, but it's erased-!
In my brain!
Girl, you got me aching!

At this point-
Just rip my heart out!
Baby!
Uncontrollable emotions!
Am I crazy?!

Everyday feels like a rainy day!
All blue!
Why do I have to be me?
A f×cking loser-!
Ruins everything!

I'm sorry…
Please come back…
I need you…

Light me up!
Like the sun!
Or shoot me with a gun!
If I can't be with you!

100 of miles, still can't find-!
My way back home to you-!
Darling!
Trace after trace, I just wanna-!

See your face, but it's erased-!
In my brain!
Girl, you got me aching!

light

✞God 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐬✞
✞God 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬✞
✞God 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬✞
✞God 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬✞
✞God 𝐃𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬✞
✞𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐈𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐨𝐝✞

we here for a good time, not a long time

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