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Red vs Blue Remastered

Thought that Counts; Just (FINAL VERSION)

“Sleepless Mind”
[Verse 1]
Eyes wide open, clock strikes three,
Thoughts like waves crash over me.
Silent whispers fill the air,
Every worry, every care.

Can’t escape this endless loop,
Caught inside my own mind’s coup.
Every secret, every doubt,
Keeps me spinning round and round.

[Chorus]
Sleepless mind, racing fast,
Haunted by my troubled past.
In the dark, I’m all alone,
Searching for a place called home.

[Verse 2]
Shadows stretch across my room,
Filling up the empty gloom.
Memories like broken glass,
Cut me deep, they always last.

Questions burn without a flame,
Answers never sound the same.
Lost within this maze of thought,
Trapped inside the battles fought.

[Chorus]
Sleepless mind, racing fast,
Haunted by my troubled past.
In the dark, I’m all alone,
Searching for a place called home.

[Bridge]
If silence screams, then I’m alive,
Fighting just to survive.
But every night, I fall apart,
Wrestling with a restless heart.

[Verse 3]
Night’s a friend I can’t embrace,
Loneliness I can’t replace.
Every breath a whispered plea,
Caught in my own reverie.

Till the dawn breaks through the sky,
I’ll be here with heavy eyes.
Chasing dreams I cannot find,
Lost inside my sleepless mind.

[Final Chorus]
Sleepless mind, racing fast,
Haunted by my troubled past.
In the dark, I’m all alone,
Searching for a place called home.

Sleepless Mind

[Verse]
The clock's hands tick but they don’t move
Night’s a mirror with a silver groove
Thoughts like shadows on the ceiling crawl
Can’t find the switch to turn it off at all

[Chorus]
Overthink it till my mind’s on fire
Late-night whispers building a choir
Round and round like a record spins
The quiet screams louder than it’s ever been

[Verse 2]
Eyes wide open like a midnight sky
Counting stars that don't reply
Questions echo but they don’t resolve
Puzzles with pieces I can’t absolve

[Chorus]
Overthink it till my mind’s on fire
Late-night whispers building a choir
Round and round like a record spins
The quiet screams louder than it’s ever been

[Bridge]
The night’s a thief that steals my peace
Locks me in and swallows the key
A restless tide pulls me out to sea
Will I ever find who I’m meant to be

[Chorus]
Overthink it till my mind’s on fire
Late-night whispers building a choir
Round and round like a record spins
The quiet screams louder than it’s ever been

Mind on a Loop

"Mind’s a Motel"

Intro:
No vacancy...
But the thoughts check in anyway.
Neon buzzin’ like my brain won’t pray.

Verse 1:
Clock says four, I say who cares?
Stuck in loops, fallin’ down old stairs.
I rent my mind to regrets and fears,
Each door's a scream that nobody hears.
Messages typed but never sent,
Emotions broke, pockets of time spent.
Blanket’s warm but I’m freezing deep,
Counting scars instead of sheep.

Chorus:
Mind’s a motel, open all night,
Every thought flickers under cheap light.
Wish I could check out, leave no trace,
But I’m stuck in room 108—face to face.
Silence screams like a hallway fight,
And I’m just tryin’ to make it to daylight.

Verse 2:
TV static, plays in my chest,
Memories haunt in a dirty vest.
Mirror’s cracked, shows too much truth,
Echoes loud in this soundproof booth.
Left unread, like a love note burned,
Still chasing sleep that never returned.
Ashtray full, but I don’t smoke—
Just burnt out dreams and words I choke.

Chorus:
Mind’s a motel, open all night,
Every thought flickers under cheap light.
Wish I could check out, leave no trace,
But I’m stuck in room 108—face to face.
Silence screams like a hallway fight,
And I’m just tryin’ to make it to daylight.

Bridge:
Maybe tomorrow I’ll turn the key,
Let the sun rewrite the script for me.
But tonight, I’m pacing tile by tile,
Smiling like pain is in style.
The night don’t end—it just resets,
Same room, same soul, same unpaid debts.

Outro:
So if you hear a whisper in the night—
That’s me,
Tryna find peace in motel light.

Mind’s a Motel

"Blue Light Blues"

Intro:
Blue light... paints my skin,
Scrollin’ through sins I’ve already been.
Quiet room, loud brain—
Same routine, same pain.

Verse 1:
It’s 2:46 and I’m back online,
Tryna patch holes in this heart of mine.
Notifications like tiny wars,
None of them knock on real doors.
Playlist on, but I hear my past,
Whispers loud and questions that last.
Tried prayer, tried pills, tried to escape,
But my mind’s a loop—no exit gate.

Chorus:
Blue light blues, and I’m stuck again,
In this glow where dreams pretend.
Eyes so dry but I can’t sleep still,
Thoughts run wild and time won’t chill.
Nobody sees what silence breaks,
Behind each breath, another quake.

Verse 2:
Laptop lit, but I’m feelin’ cold,
Twenty tabs open, none make me whole.
Typed out truth, then hit delete,
‘Cause honesty ain’t always sweet.
Ghosts in group chats, talkin’ loud,
But no one here in this empty crowd.
I wear “I’m fine” like a second skin,
But inside, storms never end.

Chorus:
Blue light blues, and I’m stuck again,
In this glow where dreams pretend.
Eyes so dry but I can’t sleep still,
Thoughts run wild and time won’t chill.
Nobody sees what silence breaks,
Behind each breath, another quake.

Bridge:
I don’t wanna die, just need a break,
From the loops, the lies, the smile I fake.
Maybe one day I’ll breathe real deep,
And finally, finally fall asleep.

Outro:
'Til then it’s me and the screen I curse,
Midnight tales in a pixelled verse.
Goodnight world—if you’re out there too,
Just know these blues…
Are bleeding through.

Blue Light Blues

[Verse]
Moonlight’s painting shadows on my wall
Echoes of the silence start to crawl
Thoughts spin faster than a carousel ride
No escape from the chaos inside

[Chorus]
Endless thoughts they dance till dawn
Flickering lights they’re never gone
Round and round my mind won’t rest
Nighttime’s curse feels like a test

[Verse 2]
Stars above they whisper tales to me
Secrets buried in the galaxy
But their answers never come too clear
Just a mirror reflecting my own fear

[Bridge]
Tick-tock the clock is stuck in place
Chasing dreams that vanish without trace
Night’s a maze and I’m running blind
Lost in the corners of my mind

[Chorus]
Endless thoughts they dance till dawn
Flickering lights they’re never gone
Round and round my mind won’t rest
Nighttime’s curse feels like a test

[Verse 3]
Dawn creeps in but the battle’s not won
A new day begins but my mind’s still spun
Thoughts like ghosts they linger and sway
Waiting for the return of night’s gray

Midnight Carousel

🎵 "Overthinking" – Nada Samir
A hauntingly honest track about spiraling thoughts, unread messages, and the anxiety of not knowing where you stand.
For the nights when your mind won’t shut up and silence feels louder than words.
This is for anyone who’s ever reread a text 20 times and still felt unsure.

Written from a real place. Sung from the heart.

🎙 Nada Samir – raw. real. unfiltered.



Overthinking

[Verse 1]
Hey, I hope you’re doin’ fine out there,
Wherever you lay your head
I bet you think I’m movin’ on
By the pictures that I’ve fed
Yeah, I laugh when folks are lookin’
But when the moon climbs that sky
I’m sittin’ here askin’ shadows —
If I’m so happy, why do I cry?

[Verse 2]
I still keep that Christmas letter,
I still hear your old dog bark
I still count up all those mornings
Where we tangled in the dark
They all say I’m better off now,
But that don’t make it right
You call this happy, honey?
Then why do I cry at night?

[Chorus]
If you’re wonderin’ how I’m holdin’ up,
Well, I ain’t gonna lie
I pour my truth out in a bottle
When that truth cuts me dry
If you gave me back that moment,
I’d trade it all tonight
You call this happy, darlin’?
Then why do I cry?

[Bridge]
If you ever wonder, baby,
If I ever cross your mind
Just know your ghost still haunts me
When I’m alone at night

[Chorus]
So if you hear I’m doin’ better,
Well, that’s half a truth at best
I might look like I’m free now
But this freedom’s just a mess
If I’m so damn lucky, honey,
Then why’s it feel like goodbye?
You call this happy, darlin’?
Then why do I cry?

You Call This Happy, Honey? (Duet)

"I think about last night" is a hauntingly tender ballad that captures the fleeting beauty of a moment now lost. With soft, atmospheric instrumentation  perhaps a minimal piano, ambient textures, and distant reverb-heavy drums  the track explores the aching contrast between the warmth of yesterday and the coldness of today.

Nada’s vocals are intimate and vulnerable, like a late-night confession whispered into the void. The lyrics unfold as a memory reel: late-night talks, subtle smiles, the illusion of safety 
now all replaced by silence and emotional distance.

It’s a song about realizing too late that something changed  and the grief that comes not from a loud goodbye, but from the quiet fade of connection.



I think about last night

Emotional alt-rap / emo-trap beat, Bittersweet tone with a hazy, melancholic feel but not totally hopeless—moody, introspective and vulnerable. Slow tempo, distant reverbs, late-night thoughts in a cold room—gritty but melodic.

I wrote this whilst hiding in a clients hedge trying not to have an anxiety attack.

Follow for more 👊🏻

What Goes Up Just Comes Down

"I Told You, You Told Me" is pure, undiluted heartbreak—no filter, no polish, just real pain and longing bleeding onto the page. Written in one gut-wrenching go, this song captures the exact moment you realise you’re broken but still hoping for a miracle. It’s the sound of being completely honest with someone you love—telling them you’re shattered, missing them so much you can barely breathe, but still holding on to hope. Every line is a confession from the bottom, desperate for connection but weighed down by doubt and grief. This isn’t just another sad song—it’s what happens when you drop your guard, spill your guts, and admit you’re lost without them. If you’ve ever loved so hard it nearly fucking destroyed you, this one’s for you.

I Told You, You Told Me

I Told You, You Told Me - Charlie's Version

This track is about breaking free from the comfort zone, chasing the unknown, and running toward the life you’ve always dreamed of. It’s for the nights when you feel stuck, the mornings when you’re ready to change, and every moment in between.

Comforting

🎧 No Signal – Kitka (ft. David Lung)

💔 "I thought you'd always be there… but now there's no signal."

This song means a lot to me.
I wrote "No Signal" during a time when silence hurt more than words.
It’s about ghosting, heartbreak, and holding on to something that's already gone.

I’m so grateful my friend David Lung joined me on this track.
His verse gave the story a second voice – like two people lost in the same memory.

Sometimes the most beautiful songs come from the most painful moments.
And I hope this one finds those who needed to hear:
You’re not alone.

⚖️ Copyright & Credits

© 2025 Kitka
Lyrics by Kitka & David Lung
Vocal Performance: Kitka & David Lung

No Signal – Kitka (ft. David Lung)

#r&b #bedroompop #sad #heartbreak #emotional #chill #moody #lofi #love #late #night #soulful

Fading (Prod. die for you)

let me die [prod. JascoBeats]

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24 and figuring it out through music. This is all I’ve got, all I am.

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I’m JD Hodge — Oklahoma-born, red dirt-raised, and songwriting for over 30 years.

In 2024, I flatlined on an operating table. Cardiac arrest. Everything changed.

When I came back, the words came with me — like they’d been waiting their turn. Since then, the songs haven’t stopped. I write what’s real: struggle, hope, grit, and grace — stories meant to be felt.

You’ll hear pieces of my past, my people, and the kind of heartland truth you can’t fake. These songs aren’t just mine — they’re for anyone who’s fought through silence and still found a voice.

Retired • Lyricist • Country • Americana • Acoustic Soul
Oklahoma, USA

🙏 Hope was the first song I ever wrote — it carried all the weight I was holding, and it became the foundation for everything since.

🎶 Echoes of Us showed me how far music can travel, how it can connect in ways I never imagined.

💜 Powered By Hope, Driven By Soul… that one feels bigger than me. It’s an anthem, not just for me to sing, but for anyone who needs it.

✨ These songs mean more to me than I’ll ever be able to fully explain.

I don’t chase perfect words here — I just want you to know these tracks come from somewhere real. If they mean something to you, then we’re already connected.

— Connor Charles 💜

🔥 Songwriter, producer & the fire behind Hopefire Records.
From cinematic ballads to neon-soaked anthems, every track is built to make you feel something — loud, raw, and real.

If you’re into music with teeth, hooks you can’t shake, and lyrics that cut deeper than the charts allow… you’re in the right place.

⚡ New music dropping soon. Hit follow to stay ahead of the noise.

#Hopefire #ConnorCharles

I write every lyric myself—this is therapy, my outlet.
Raw rap, melodic rap, Metalcore, Punk, PopPunk and storytelling born from burnout, heartbreak, and unprocessed grief.

I use Suno (AI) to turn my words into the sound I hear in my head.
Every track is part of my story: real, unfiltered, and deeply personal.

First release: 15/07/25 🖤♥️✌🏻

If you connect with honest music about mental health, resilience, and finding clarity, follow the journey. I’d love to hear what you think, drop me a message, drop me a follow for more.

Welcome to my brain.

Kitka – a singer-songwriter moving between Germany, Thailand, and the shores of Lake Constance.
My songs are pages from my diary: honest, vulnerable — sometimes filled with longing, sometimes with hope.
Every melody carries a piece of my story — from quiet nights in Konstanz to vibrant evenings in Pattaya.

Music is more than entertainment to me; it’s my outlet, my language, my way of sharing what I carry inside.
You won’t find masks or perfect façades here — only feelings that need to be heard.

💫 Why I’m here
I believe that words and melodies can connect people.
If you recognize yourself in my lyrics, or if a song holds you through a difficult moment, then my music has fulfilled its purpose.

✨ Accessibility note (BFSG)
These works are personal thoughts and artistic expressions. I strive to keep my content accessible; if some parts are not fully barrier-free, I ask for your understanding.
Any income from streams or support goes purely into the art itself.

Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

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Independent Artist from Connecticut

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