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Red vs Blue Remastered

"Mind’s a Motel"

Intro:
No vacancy...
But the thoughts check in anyway.
Neon buzzin’ like my brain won’t pray.

Verse 1:
Clock says four, I say who cares?
Stuck in loops, fallin’ down old stairs.
I rent my mind to regrets and fears,
Each door's a scream that nobody hears.
Messages typed but never sent,
Emotions broke, pockets of time spent.
Blanket’s warm but I’m freezing deep,
Counting scars instead of sheep.

Chorus:
Mind’s a motel, open all night,
Every thought flickers under cheap light.
Wish I could check out, leave no trace,
But I’m stuck in room 108—face to face.
Silence screams like a hallway fight,
And I’m just tryin’ to make it to daylight.

Verse 2:
TV static, plays in my chest,
Memories haunt in a dirty vest.
Mirror’s cracked, shows too much truth,
Echoes loud in this soundproof booth.
Left unread, like a love note burned,
Still chasing sleep that never returned.
Ashtray full, but I don’t smoke—
Just burnt out dreams and words I choke.

Chorus:
Mind’s a motel, open all night,
Every thought flickers under cheap light.
Wish I could check out, leave no trace,
But I’m stuck in room 108—face to face.
Silence screams like a hallway fight,
And I’m just tryin’ to make it to daylight.

Bridge:
Maybe tomorrow I’ll turn the key,
Let the sun rewrite the script for me.
But tonight, I’m pacing tile by tile,
Smiling like pain is in style.
The night don’t end—it just resets,
Same room, same soul, same unpaid debts.

Outro:
So if you hear a whisper in the night—
That’s me,
Tryna find peace in motel light.

Mind’s a Motel

"Blue Light Blues"

Intro:
Blue light... paints my skin,
Scrollin’ through sins I’ve already been.
Quiet room, loud brain—
Same routine, same pain.

Verse 1:
It’s 2:46 and I’m back online,
Tryna patch holes in this heart of mine.
Notifications like tiny wars,
None of them knock on real doors.
Playlist on, but I hear my past,
Whispers loud and questions that last.
Tried prayer, tried pills, tried to escape,
But my mind’s a loop—no exit gate.

Chorus:
Blue light blues, and I’m stuck again,
In this glow where dreams pretend.
Eyes so dry but I can’t sleep still,
Thoughts run wild and time won’t chill.
Nobody sees what silence breaks,
Behind each breath, another quake.

Verse 2:
Laptop lit, but I’m feelin’ cold,
Twenty tabs open, none make me whole.
Typed out truth, then hit delete,
‘Cause honesty ain’t always sweet.
Ghosts in group chats, talkin’ loud,
But no one here in this empty crowd.
I wear “I’m fine” like a second skin,
But inside, storms never end.

Chorus:
Blue light blues, and I’m stuck again,
In this glow where dreams pretend.
Eyes so dry but I can’t sleep still,
Thoughts run wild and time won’t chill.
Nobody sees what silence breaks,
Behind each breath, another quake.

Bridge:
I don’t wanna die, just need a break,
From the loops, the lies, the smile I fake.
Maybe one day I’ll breathe real deep,
And finally, finally fall asleep.

Outro:
'Til then it’s me and the screen I curse,
Midnight tales in a pixelled verse.
Goodnight world—if you’re out there too,
Just know these blues…
Are bleeding through.

Blue Light Blues

[Verse]
Moonlight’s painting shadows on my wall
Echoes of the silence start to crawl
Thoughts spin faster than a carousel ride
No escape from the chaos inside

[Chorus]
Endless thoughts they dance till dawn
Flickering lights they’re never gone
Round and round my mind won’t rest
Nighttime’s curse feels like a test

[Verse 2]
Stars above they whisper tales to me
Secrets buried in the galaxy
But their answers never come too clear
Just a mirror reflecting my own fear

[Bridge]
Tick-tock the clock is stuck in place
Chasing dreams that vanish without trace
Night’s a maze and I’m running blind
Lost in the corners of my mind

[Chorus]
Endless thoughts they dance till dawn
Flickering lights they’re never gone
Round and round my mind won’t rest
Nighttime’s curse feels like a test

[Verse 3]
Dawn creeps in but the battle’s not won
A new day begins but my mind’s still spun
Thoughts like ghosts they linger and sway
Waiting for the return of night’s gray

Midnight Carousel

🎵 "Overthinking" – Nada Samir
A hauntingly honest track about spiraling thoughts, unread messages, and the anxiety of not knowing where you stand.
For the nights when your mind won’t shut up and silence feels louder than words.
This is for anyone who’s ever reread a text 20 times and still felt unsure.

Written from a real place. Sung from the heart.

🎙 Nada Samir – raw. real. unfiltered.



Overthinking

[Verse 1]
Hey, I hope you’re doin’ fine out there,
Wherever you lay your head
I bet you think I’m movin’ on
By the pictures that I’ve fed
Yeah, I laugh when folks are lookin’
But when the moon climbs that sky
I’m sittin’ here askin’ shadows —
If I’m so happy, why do I cry?

[Verse 2]
I still keep that Christmas letter,
I still hear your old dog bark
I still count up all those mornings
Where we tangled in the dark
They all say I’m better off now,
But that don’t make it right
You call this happy, honey?
Then why do I cry at night?

[Chorus]
If you’re wonderin’ how I’m holdin’ up,
Well, I ain’t gonna lie
I pour my truth out in a bottle
When that truth cuts me dry
If you gave me back that moment,
I’d trade it all tonight
You call this happy, darlin’?
Then why do I cry?

[Bridge]
If you ever wonder, baby,
If I ever cross your mind
Just know your ghost still haunts me
When I’m alone at night

[Chorus]
So if you hear I’m doin’ better,
Well, that’s half a truth at best
I might look like I’m free now
But this freedom’s just a mess
If I’m so damn lucky, honey,
Then why’s it feel like goodbye?
You call this happy, darlin’?
Then why do I cry?

You Call This Happy, Honey? (Duet)

"I think about last night" is a hauntingly tender ballad that captures the fleeting beauty of a moment now lost. With soft, atmospheric instrumentation  perhaps a minimal piano, ambient textures, and distant reverb-heavy drums  the track explores the aching contrast between the warmth of yesterday and the coldness of today.

Nada’s vocals are intimate and vulnerable, like a late-night confession whispered into the void. The lyrics unfold as a memory reel: late-night talks, subtle smiles, the illusion of safety 
now all replaced by silence and emotional distance.

It’s a song about realizing too late that something changed  and the grief that comes not from a loud goodbye, but from the quiet fade of connection.



I think about last night

Emotional alt-rap / emo-trap beat, Bittersweet tone with a hazy, melancholic feel but not totally hopeless—moody, introspective and vulnerable. Slow tempo, distant reverbs, late-night thoughts in a cold room—gritty but melodic.

I wrote this whilst hiding in a clients hedge trying not to have an anxiety attack.

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What Goes Up Just Comes Down

This track is about breaking free from the comfort zone, chasing the unknown, and running toward the life you’ve always dreamed of. It’s for the nights when you feel stuck, the mornings when you’re ready to change, and every moment in between.

Comforting

🎧 No Signal – Kitka (ft. David Lung)

💔 "I thought you'd always be there… but now there's no signal."

This song means a lot to me.
I wrote "No Signal" during a time when silence hurt more than words.
It’s about ghosting, heartbreak, and holding on to something that's already gone.

I’m so grateful my friend David Lung joined me on this track.
His verse gave the story a second voice – like two people lost in the same memory.

Sometimes the most beautiful songs come from the most painful moments.
And I hope this one finds those who needed to hear:
You’re not alone.

⚖️ Copyright & Credits

© 2025 Kitka
Lyrics by Kitka & David Lung
Vocal Performance: Kitka & David Lung

No Signal – Kitka (ft. David Lung)

#r&b #bedroompop #sad #heartbreak #emotional #chill #moody #lofi #love #late #night #soulful

Fading (Prod. die for you)

let me die (prod. JascoBeats)

💾 “ZERO ZERO ONE” — the anthem for people who’ve lost every argument with time itself.

Some songs celebrate love. Some celebrate life.
This one celebrates surviving another calendar day without throwing your phone out the window.

Picture this: you’re lying in bed, staring at the ceiling fan like it owes you money, the city hums like a broken fridge, and all you can think is, “If I can just make it to 00:01, I’ve technically beaten Tuesday.”
That’s this track. A victory dance for insomniacs, introverts, and anyone who’s ever refreshed their to-do list at midnight just to feel productive.

🎧 Expect:
– existential synth therapy
– emotional debugging
– the sound of someone winning a staring contest with a wall clock

Recommended pairing:
🕛 One (1) flickering streetlight
🥶 Two (2) unpaid electricity bills
🥤 Three (3) sips of cold coffee you forgot to finish

When midnight turns to zero zero one… you don’t sleep — you respawn.

Lyrics:

City hum inside my chest,
Glass reflections won’t let me rest.
Minutes crawl through static rain,
Every tick a soft refrain.

I count the hours just to stay,
Between tomorrow and decay.
The night keeps breathing, I become
The shadow waiting—zero one.

This hopeless day won’t go away,
But when midnight turns to zero zero one,
I know I won, and this day is done.
Yeah, when midnight turns to zero zero one,
I know I won, I know I won.

Dreams dissolve like codes in haze,
Soft machines rewrite my days.
Screens reflect what I outrun,
Half alive till zero one.

What a life…
Always waiting for the zero zero one,
Every night, till it comes undone.
And maybe peace was never won —
Just delayed to zero zero one.

This hopeless day won’t go away,
But when midnight turns to zero zero one,
I know I won, and this day is done.
Yeah, when midnight turns to zero zero one,
I know I won, I know I won.

Moonlight hums, the cables sigh,
A quiet pulse beneath the sky.
The clock resets, the night is spun,
And I exhale — zero zero one.

Zero Zero One

Lost

Call Me When You Feel It Too” its 
for everyone who’s waiting for a message they might never get  but still can’t help hoping.
It’s soft, emotional, and deeply relatable. It captures those quiet nights where you pretend you’re fine, but your heart is louder than your pride.
A song for the ones who feel too much and hide it too well.

Written & Performed by Nada Samir.





Call me when you feel it too ’Cause every night I think of you I’m trying to act like I’m alright But you still live inside my mind Call me when you feel it too Just one message pulls me through Why is it so easy for you to stay quiet When my heart gets loud about you?

[Verse 1]
I swear I didn’t want to fall But you made it way too easy Every smile, every call Left a mark I couldn’t hide, believe me I keep checking if you’re there Even though I know you’re not Feels like I’m waiting for a sign From someone who forgot

[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate that you don’t notice How much space you take in me I’m pretending I’m unbothered But I’m shaking silently

[Hook]
Call me when you feel it too ’Cause every night I think of you I’m trying to act like I’m alright But you still live inside my mind Call me when you feel it too Just one message pulls me through Why is it so easy for you to stay quiet When my heart gets loud about you?

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I wish you’d say my name
Matthew ooohhh Matthew say my name  Just so I know you still remember I feel stupid missing someone Who keeps leaving me on “later” But I hold on to the moments Where your voice felt like home And I wonder if you think of me When you’re hurting and alone

[Bridge]
I’m not asking for forever Just a “hey, I’m here tonight” Something small to make me feel Like I’m still on your mind

[Final Hook]
Call me when you feel it too I’ll answer even if it’s late for you ’Cause I’ve been holding on so tight To a maybe that still feels right Call me when you feel it too If your heart keeps pulling you back, too You don’t need the perfect words Just be honest  I’ll hear you first.


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Lost in the past, caught between what was and what could have been. Lil While x iHeartMidnight exploring the quiet, hazy space where memories live.

m e m o r i e s (prod. Ben Jammin x Midnight)

Spotify and Apple music links attached below

24 and figuring it out through music. This is all I’ve got, all I am.

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I’m JD Hodge — Oklahoma-born, red dirt-raised, and songwriting for over 30 years.

In 2024, I flatlined on an operating table. Cardiac arrest. Everything changed.

When I came back, the words came with me — like they’d been waiting their turn. Since then, the songs haven’t stopped. I write what’s real: struggle, hope, grit, and grace — stories meant to be felt.

You’ll hear pieces of my past, my people, and the kind of heartland truth you can’t fake. These songs aren’t just mine — they’re for anyone who’s fought through silence and still found a voice.

Retired • Lyricist • Country • Americana • Acoustic Soul
Oklahoma, USA

I write every lyric myself—this is therapy, my outlet.
Raw rap, melodic rap, Metalcore, Punk, PopPunk and storytelling born from burnout, heartbreak, and unprocessed grief.

I use Suno (AI) to turn my words into the sound I hear in my head.
Every track is part of my story: real, unfiltered, and deeply personal.

First release: 15/07/25 🖤♥️✌🏻

If you connect with honest music about mental health, resilience, and finding clarity, follow the journey. I’d love to hear what you think, drop me a message, drop me a follow for more.

Welcome to my brain.

My name is Kitka — a Singer-Songwriter moving between Germany, Thailand, and the quiet Shores of Lake Constance.
I grew up between two Worlds, and maybe that’s why my Music sounds the Way it does —
a Mix of Tenderness and Fire, Silence and Storms, Softness and Strength.

For me, m
Music is not a Hobby.
It’s my Diary, my Memory, my Language when Words fail.
Every Song I release is a Page torn straight from my Heart —
unpolished, emotional, honest, sometimes a little broken, sometimes full of Hope.

I write about the Nights that shaped me,
the People who touched me,
the Places that healed me,
and the Battles I fought quietly when nobody was listening.

I am not here to be perfect.
I am here to be real.

When you hear my voice, you’re hearing the girl who
sat at a piano in a tiny room,
whispering lyrics to herself because they hurt too much to say out loud.
You’re hearing the woman who stood under neon lights in Pattaya,
singing her truth even when nobody understood her words.
You’re hearing someone who carries too much emotion in a world that often feels too cold.

I believe music can save people —
because it saved me.

If you stay with me on this journey,
you won’t get masks or polished facades.
You’ll get the truth:
the fragile moments,
the quiet victories,
the heartbreaks I survived,
and the light I found in the middle of the dark.

I make music for anyone who ever felt misunderstood,
too sensitive,
too emotional,
too “different.”
For anyone who feels everything a little too deeply.
For anyone who needs a place to breathe.

If my songs reach you, even for a moment,
then every word was worth it.

With love, always —
Kitka

💫 Why I’m here
I believe that words and melodies can connect people.
If you recognize yourself in my lyrics, or if a song holds you through a difficult moment, then my music has fulfilled its purpose.

✨ Accessibility note (BFSG)
These works are personal thoughts and artistic expressions. I strive to keep my content accessible; if some parts are not fully barrier-free, I ask for your understanding.
Any income from streams or support goes purely into the art itself.

Hi there — welcome to my corner of the web.

I’m here for one simple reason: to share my music with you.
Take a listen, explore, and I hope something here resonates with you. Enjoy the vibe!

Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

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Independent Artist from Connecticut

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