production creds: denz {billie eilish x ariana grande type beat}

inspo: lauren jauregui, alessia cara (box in the ocean), jojo, dove cameron

my thunderstorm piece. manifesting to continue to find my people w this one. i was shamed for crying & being sensitive growing up so i learned to hide my emotions. i’m horrifically uncomfortable w letting people see me at my “low points.” yay disorganized attachment <3 i’ve had this song the longest?? since march of 2021… but tbh i’ve slowly been able to go deeper with people without shame by realizing our vulnerabilities are what connects us. stronger than anything. in find my tide im screaming for any part of me that’s ever felt embarrassed or unloved for something that’s my born nature. letting out the frustration of looking for those willing to hold space for my deepest vulnerabilities & vise versa.

LYRICS
i’m getting used to the sound of my doubt
drowning in sorrows can i flush them out
someday oh i pray

purple blue waves up and down like the tide
got people asking if i’ll be alright
someday oh i pray

[HOOK]
all of my life i’ve cried only by my own side 
i get thru w me doin me true to me
are u through w me? x3
got to find my tide for peace of mind
cant keep doing this riding this silent wave
start preparing no telling next time i’ll break 
and crash

tripping and stumbling all over your grounds
away from my oceans but still feel i’ll drown
somehow
oh i may

spilling my feelings tastes like dirt in my mouth
but here i am preaching the way to heal is to let them out

[HOOK]

Find My Tide

THIS IS A COVER of On Guard -  Lauren Jauregui (feat. 6lack)

On Guard - K!RA x Prod. CHNSHI

NORMANI - LOVE ME [SLOW] ft. WAYNE, DRAKE, FUTURE & HARRIS

Song originally from Calvin Harris and Fifth Harmony vocal arrangement

FEELS

NORMANI - NOT FAIR TO LET GO ft. WAYNE WONDER

NORMANI - CANDY RING ft. BEYONCÉ

NORMANI - BOSSY TANTRUMS ft. THE CARTERS

STEPH TERELL : A MUSICAL NARCISSIST : I MANIPULATE BEATS AND GASLIGHT YOU INTO LIKING IT. ENJOY 🎧

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