Someday I’ll see a sunset, and a sunsets all that will be there
No metaphors hidden in the clouds, or colors, or evening air
Someday I’ll see a sunset and a sunset’s all it will be 
Not a cruel reminder of how you used to watch sunsets with me

My memories will go back to being all my own
And who knows it might be really nice to watch sunsets alone…

Eventually, things will just be things again
Songs will just be songs, shows will just be shows it won’t matter who found them
The color Blue will just be blue, April won’t always remind me of you
My passenger seat won’t always feel bare, eventually I won’t look for you there
Things will just be things… Eventually

Someday I’ll be able to drink boba tea again
Go to my favorite shop and get what I got before you left
But it probably won’t taste as good as it did back then
And that might be for the best

To be forced to make new memories all on my own
And remember what it is to be happy being alone

Eventually, things will just be things again
Songs will just be songs, shows will just be shows it won’t matter who found them
The color Blue will just be blue, April won’t always remind me of you
My passenger seat won’t always feel bare, eventually I won’t look for you there
Things will just be things… Eventually

If all good things must end, shouldn’t the bad things too?
Someday I’ll just forget that i’m supposed to miss you
And I’ll feel survivors’ guilt for being able to move on
And the way it hurts right now will be gone...


Eventually, things will just be things again
Songs will just be songs, shows will just be shows it won’t matter who found them
The color Blue will just be blue, April won’t always remind me of you
My passenger seat won’t always feel bare, eventually I won’t look for you there
Things will just be things… Eventually

Eventually

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Sonta - You Ain't Shit

youngblood || Leanna Firestone
05.07.18.

lyrics:
Remember the words you told me, "love me 'til the day I die?"
Surrender my everything 'cause you made me believe you’re mine
Yeah, you used to call me baby, now you calling me by name
Takes one to know one, yeah
You beat me at my own damn game
You’re pushing and pushing and I’m pulling away
Pulling away from you
I’m giving, I’m giving, I’m giving you take, giving you take
Young blood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Out of your life
And I’m just a dead man walking tonight
But you need it, yeah you need it
All of the time
Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
Young blood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Back in your life
So I’m just a dead man crawling tonight
'Cause I need it, yeah I need it
All of the time
Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
Lately our conversations end like it’s the last goodbye
Yeah, one of us gets too drunk and calls about a hundred times
So who you been calling baby, nobody could take my place
When you're looking at those strangers, hope to god you see my face
Young blood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Out of your life
And I’m just a dead man walking tonight
But you need it, yeah you need it
All of the time
Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
Young blood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Back in your life
So I’m just a dead man crawling tonight
'Cause I need it, yeah I need it
All of the time
Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
You’re pushing and pushing and I’m pulling away
Pulling away from you
I’m giving, I’m giving, I’m giving you take, giving you take
You’re running and running and I’m running away
Running away from you, from you
Young blood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Out of your life
And I’m just a dead man walking tonight
But you need it, yeah you need it
All of the time
Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
Young blood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Back in your life
So I’m just a dead man crawling tonight
'Cause I need it, yeah I need it
All of the time
Yeah, ooh ooh ooh
You’re pushing and pushing and I’m pulling away
Pulling away from you
I’m giving, I’m giving, I’m giving you take, giving you take
Young blood
Say you want me
Say you want me
Out of your life
And I’m just a dead man walking tonight

Youngblood

i could write pages about why i wrote this song and what the lyrics mean but i won't because that's boring. this song is essentially me spilling some secrets that eat away at me sometimes. like the line about not having been kissed.  i'm 17 and it makes me sad that i graduate in a month and no one has ever liked me enough to kiss me, or those that have, i haven't liked back. which sometimes makes me wonder what's wrong with me or why my timing is so off or what i could've done different. sometimes i think the reason why boys don't like me is because i haven't figured out how to like myself- and sometimes i'm not sure i ever will. SO if what they say is true- "you can't love someone else until you love yourself" then I'm gonna be alone forever. probably.

lyrics: 
still haven't had my first kiss
starting to think i never will
i've got too much mass, with too much gravity
too many holes in the heart inside of me 
no one is willing to fill

no boy i've loved has loved me back
or they have but not like... that
i'm all great and i'm all good and then they leave like i knew they would
taking parts of me i can't get back

so if what they say is true,
and you can't love someone else till you love you 
then i'm gonna be alone forever
i'm gonna be alone forever
i'm gonna be alone forever 
probably

sometimes i think my timings off
or there's something wrong with me 
heart so big with walls so high 
that i built up to hide behind cause i'm so scared of
truly being seen

so if what they say is true,
that you can't love someone else till you love you 
then i'm gonna be alone forever
i'm gonna be alone forever
i'm gonna be alone forever 
probably

and i'd like to believe that there is someone out there for me
and he is kind and strong and he's been waiting for someone
like me to come along

but 
what they say is true,
you can't love someone else till you love you 
so i'm gonna be alone forever
i'm gonna be alone forever
i'm gonna be alone forever 
probably

Alone Forever (probably)

i wrote this song because most all of my interactions with boys that i like/ i want to like me after sophomore year, have just been them liking me past a certain point in the day. like they like me only when they are in bed and bored and want to see me in a bra or something, but they don't like ME, ya know? or if they do like ME, they are really bad at balancing love and lust for me to where it just reads as the latter. and sometimes that makes me sad. 

lyrics: 
i am the type of girl boys only love at night
asked more about the color of my underwear than my eyes

"what are you wearing? i wanna see"
am i only beautiful after 10:15? 
when you're laid in your bed
and i am in mine

i guess i am just the type of girl boys only love at night

10:15 pm (Interlude)

This was written as a confessional of sorts to the typical "Have you ever been in love before?" question that is asked in a new relationship. This song is my really poetic and pretentious way to say "Yes, twice, I think." 

lyrics: 
my freshman year i gave myself a stick-and-poke tattoo
2am with my best friend on the floor of my hall bathroom
the first initial of the boy i loved, he left me within the month
but you can still see it when i wear open-toed shoes

bad decisions made in permanent ink
too young to care, or too young to think that
people would change and love would do the same
bad decisions i can't erase when i hear bad decisions
i still see the place where i tattooed the first initial of my first love's name

bad decisions, bad decisions

Bad Decisions

I Don't Wanna Be Your Friend

you ever love someone so much that even though they won't be seen publicly with you- you can't find the strength to leave them?

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Produced by nk music (@user-510835819)
Featuring Leanna Lilee
Artwork by Matt Boncek
Engineered by CaiNo

Middle Ground feat. Leanna Lilee (Prod. nk music)

Hey! My name is Leanna Firestone! It's kind of unbelievable that I'm writing a bio for myself right now; I don't really feel important enough to need one. But- in case I am to you, Here's some information about me: I'm freshly 20, I'm a recent college dropout, and I write and sing songs.   In 2020, the worst year of everyone's collective consciousness, I started making TikToks. At first, I was just talking about anime... but eventually I started singing, which is my passion, end game, and dream job. (I know, the lamest origin story ever.) But from these TikToks, I started to release music and things inevitably snowballed and people started to really care about me and my music. Because of this support, I was able to live my dream. My greatest musical achievements to date are: my song Strawberry Mentos reaching 5M streams, Least Favorite Only Child reaching 4M streams, my EP, "Y/N" peaking at #8 on the US singer-songwriter iTunes Charts, having a song of mine play while two people made out during an episode of Love Island UK, and getting 2nd place in my 8th grade talent show with my song "Stars".   Most notably though, I put out my debut EP "Y/N" (pronounced Your Name) and launched my first round of merchandise. And next on the horizon is a debut album, coming in 2022.

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