featuring @pr4y3rs
produced by: @silversxo @methboiswag @prod-roxa

lyrics
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I woke up to nothing but incompetence 
Fill me up another rolled for confidence
I’ll wait you don’t stay 
For me losing my company 
I know you won’t 
don’t fuck with me 
You don’t love me 
You go and lie to me and I stay 
It’s a mistake ur gone runaway 
Heal from your palms
Hold keep you warm 
My hands stay cold 
Like I’m already gone 
You were the one
I’ve been up two days 
I ain’t ever hear a word back
On my own this way I ain’t ever new to that
How I upgrade two faces 
Got a  switch blade
Cut away all my patience 
I know you’ll stay for the night I’ll be praying 
All luck
Push forward
On your gorgeous 
Eyeliner
 under 
Down I dive in 
What my mind hid from all this 
I’ma find this
Where I was hiding hopeless
Glowed up with so much that I’m holding
Laid back in the booth filled with roses

{prayers}

rosebooth + prayers [silver + roxa + methboiswag]

lots of music comin 😁🤞💌💕

@ybcmiley @stick2gethr

way back + ybcmiley [ertu]

amv w/ lyrics:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWEiXUjQd8g

vocals:
https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai
https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj

production:
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

mastered by https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

lately i been

STREAM

love jai - lately i been (ft. lil booj)

cut down ft. hoepless (9anyal)

sad chill - https://youtu.be/n01hH8t4nO0?si=kJQfxJlaZQOVOHuk

lyrics ⬇️ 

(brecken)
everything’s been cold since you left me
over and over I thought  were never ending 
now we’re crying in the back seat
don’t leave me here alone
don’t leave me to bleed
yeaaaa
Everything we hoped for
Never meant a thing there’s no receipt 

you told me I’m a closed door
well there’s so much that you could never see

i change my attitude when you said that  I cannot defeat you
i don’t need no body else to tell me something when ur see through
i know I need you 
I just wanna please you

ill never leave you
i jus wanna teach you
that anything could go wrong when im gone
wake up every morning hoping that ur still in love
maybe its been long enough since i ahd opened up
ill tell you what ive done
i ruined what once was

and its been long enough since i had trust
i really never feel like im enough
ill tell you for the last time
i ruined what once was

what once was w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

lyrics

Lord knows theres not a lot left for me
so ill just move along
i know you like to watch me hurt
but jokes on you i cant feel at all
i cant trust my mind
with these fucking with drawals
but i dont need anybodys help with this
your fingers on my lips
your face in my hands
we talk early morning
write your name in the sand
want this feeling to last forever, i know
she asked do i want to live forever, i dont
said im way too much for you
but im not that much at all

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right
wish i could help you live a happy life

if i was living forever the goal is my shelter 
shielding me out from everything that ive lost 
if your goal was forever we messed it up early 
on in the span of what could have been 
oh in the span of the time that ive spent 
lamenting the thoughts of another night in 
wish i could wake up in the evening like we did too many times back then 
but you don’t have to think like that 
that’s where I think it all began then we 
separate like the tide and the sand 
locked in another memory of regret and shame 
cant forget when i first spoke your name 
id rather not

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right

another life w/ lil booj (p. king theta)

original song https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj/emilee-double-e
<3

lil booj - emilee kill breanna remix

When all you know 
is how to hide in the snow 
Blend in like you don’t feel cold
Those feelings inside aren’t mine
Not mine but I 
Feel the blame despite it all 
In spite of all I face
It’s laced through wire 
Every day I feel tired 
Just put the shame away

2X
Let me get the resin lay me down in amber 
Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern 
Watch it fall real slow can’t look away 
Between my hands is only your face 

Think I need some rehabilitation
How do people get the energy to face it 
Every time I try to help myself it goes wrong 
Attention short but this life yeah it feels long 

When it all goes down 
Will you be there to make a sound 
Don’t let me go without a trace 
And would you even hear me out 
When everything gets displaced 
And you don’t even know my name
Just please don’t let me down 
No doubt now doubt 
Please don’t let me down 

2X
Let me get the resin lay me down in amber 
Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern 
Watch it fall real slow can’t look away 
Between my hands is only your face

lay me down in amber (dead spyro)

feat: https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams
prod:https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

walk around midtown leaves within the distance 
she say she want me then she'll leave within a minute
it's hard to ever feel like this life's full of commitment
but i'll stay on my lone, i don't wanna fuck with bitches

and i hate answering questions
cus once they get the answer, they will never mention
that it ever happened, it's just a distraction 
to fulfill their moment wish they would enjoy it

yeah I wish they just could enjoy it 
i try to find what they’re missing then I’m outta luck 
this trouble sleepin gotta keep it on my bedside, I’m on her badside
got me asking why why why 
cause we don’t even fight fight fight 
but maybe now we should should should 
don’t you let me down would you let me hold down like we wanted

walk around midtown leaves within the distance 
she say she want me then she'll leave within a minute
it's hard to ever feel like this life's full of commitment
but i'll stay on my lone, i don't wanna fuck with bitches

and i hate answering questions
cus once they get the answer, they will never mention
that it ever happened, it's just a distraction 
to fulfill their moment wish they would enjoy it

reading thru the messages
it's getting hard to breath and
and i don't know if i can ever be
the person that i need to be
take you like a medicine
you sleep on me like sedative
so take me back to bed again
if only for an evening (woah)
guess that love is just a weakness
now i'm picking up the pieces (woah)
but there's some i can't retrieve yet

treachery w/ lil booj & yokai dreams (fantasy camp + brody)

lyrics ⬇️
let me in your heart once again
i never thought that i would make some sense of this
but broken promises will never change if they dont listen

gimme just another minute i dont really know what even going on

and i hate to see that you act like youre so conflicted i know that youre gona run

make me think that itll last so long
but it wont even last a week more
now im sleepin out on my wood floor

change out my other clothes for some new ones so that they dont know
i would rock anything you bought me
so that i could show
my love
but, now i wanna burn it on a stove
gave up
On us
everything turn to hatred 
turned to stone

(booj)

It’s like you placed me down below and I’ve got nothing left to show 
Well the thorns scratched deep but I couldn’t let you know 
The brightness in the air covered up all the soulless glare 
I know it when I see it now
I don’t think you would care 
I’m just your person for a moment yet somehow you grieved me 
My heart still beats and I know it’s not sweet anymore 
Just fingertips of stone and languish for a home 
And all that’s left, is to confide 
I’ll sit alone until I’m casted out that’s my kind 
And reconciliation like a curse you place upon me
Now my only thoughts I wish they could just be fondly thought of

(halfhearted)

world on my back, blood on my chin
hate it when the world meets my eyes
didnt mean to fold, it was too cold
told me be bold when i cried
im sorry that iv hardly been the man that you want
im falling and im burning 
like the urn of our love
they say im full of purpose 
but im worthless whwre im from
im sorry im burden,
i was perfect to you once
i wrote a laundry list of how i hate who iv become
im sick of clinching fists and hoping that ill be enough.

turn burgandy
match the color on my tee
cut my heart and let it bleed
watch it run right out of me 
guess ill try to get some sleep
because ppl talk and they percieve

turned to stone w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

Hope you got your lenses I'm tough to read like
Like a poem there's meaning that you just can't see oh
And whether it's meant to be or whether it was left to me ah
Yeah I've gotten this way without forcing keys don't force the bleed no
Would you really resent me if I let go of these maladies in my head
Leaving me lessening my pain in such a way that leaves me dead

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

She placed her hand on my collar bone 
Said I wasn’t even going home alone  
Try to keep it alive even though we were doubtful 
Keep telling lies yeah I’m sure it's a mouth full 
Yeah I’m sure it’s a mouthful 
And I’m sure it feels good to believe 
In each and every thing you say 
But it won’t but it won’t be my way

poor thing (dead spyro)

@lilbooj
@juniorkubes
if i do it then it isnt wrong
gotta watch on what i say they prolly stalking all my songs
they really tried to get me down but i just keep on moving on
u must really think im nothing theres no way that ill conform

i really tried my hardest
they just tryna take it away again
speedlmt not guilty but the bizzies still harassing him
if you really tryna copy
you should know that its a bad attempt
really looking to a future that i cant accept

waking up half sober in the bnb
gotta roll it up n get our moneys worth before we leave
u a fake show respect when you talk to me
i know i got an ego
but you're never getting tired of me

(lil booj)
gotta roll it up, try to make it out alive
this time i’m using every ounce of my energy
i’m gutted by the way they look at me 
i don’t wanna be about it anymore 
i see your steps on the floor
i trace the feeling to the core 

she placed her hand on my collar bone 
i said i wasn’t even going home tonight 
got some maladies they keep me late 
i fight em all away each day nowhere 
do u see the light for me 
i’ll just keep it to myself how 
fuck around check out think i might now 
confess bout everything that’s happened this time 
light up again till i tell myself it’s gone fine

not guilty w/ lil booj (p. @juniorkubes @thespeedlmt)

[notcursed]

the taste of your words rot within me
drain the colour out your face passively 
taking the piece that held me together
no other way to calm to down
flip of the switch, thers nothing to remember
used to being dragged around

[benzo- hook]

i see different colours when i look outside
i see different colours when i look in your eyes

i see different shapes when i look at the sky
i see different colours when i look outside

i see different colours when i look outside

I See Different Colours When I Look Outside w/ notcursed & lil booj (prod.the optimist)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

my therapy
-EP w yunnygoldz & nate2timez drops April 4th‼️‼️

"Angelfish” coming soon

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