The touch of hot
pebbles burning your feets
the soft sound of clean sheets
on a summer morning

You lay down
Staring at the clouds, and a
Perfume cold, bitter
Is wrapping your eyes

And she's sitting there
Alone
Remembering her life
and she lives inside
her head
cold
As she wishes for it to go away
And her coffee
cold
smells like hot summer days

The scent of the rain
Dripping down your smiling face
Chasing down your childhood friends
Never replaced

Your sweet and sore
Body after a good fight
Curled up in pillows despite
You're not 10 anymore

And she's sitting there
Alone
Remembering her life
and she lives inside
her head
cold
As she wishes for it to go away
And her coffee
cold
Smells like hot summer days

I wish
To wear my bruises like you wore your smile
And I wish
You could dance as if it's your last

And I wish
You could feel your hair up on your shoulders
And I wish
I could lend you my voice

And she's sitting there
Alone
Remembering her life
and she lives inside
her head
cold
As she wishes for it to go away
And her coffee
cold
Smelled like hot summer days

Jazzy Jasmin

You can brood someone and never let them go
Saving on your soul you need them for the enemy

Problems on yourself you seem to find it square
Salty eyes and sorry hands they care

Petty stones and god reliques won’t cut it down for you
Crave for more a stolen hole you can’t get them to see

Forcing your way on your own seems only fair
You should not have seen the way they stare

[Instrumental]

Not for you and not for me you forgot where you rest
Only you for enemy you lost the ones you left

If only you couldn’t see them stare for more
Maybe blind but always kind they were

Maybe Blind But Always Kind

I’ve been saying a few lies before
Standing in the way of all your love
Twenty one and everything looks so vermeil
Unintended blindsided

Oh I’ve been saying a few lies before
Standing in the way of all your love
Twenty one and everything looks so vermeil
Unintended blindsided

Oh I’ve been there before

Oh I have outgrown
The things I’ve been calling home
Blaming it with silence
Don’t take out the violence
Luckily it’s only
Worth a little sorry
Of my own

And I’ve been the same
Since you went away

[Starting up again]

I’ve been saying a few lies before
Standing in the way of all your love
Twenty one and everything looks so vermeil
Unintended blindsided

Oh I’ve been saying a few lies before
Standing in the way of all your love
Twenty one everything looks so vermeil
Unintended blindsided

[Do I wanna be buried with my name?]
[What do you think of all my shame?]

Can you hear me scream?
All I see is greed
Can you hear the beat?
Always so discrete
Falling for something
You could never be

And I’ve been the same since you left

I have never said
I would be honest
Bout the way you stare
I would be quiet

And I’ve been the same since you left
And I’ve been the same since you left?

Waiting in between the lines
Where you in hell before?
Cause I don’t sing anymore
Do you got my heart?
[Are you still blind?]
Are you as cold as ice?
[Or are you sweet and sore?]
I just know what’s right
Cause All my hate can last

Can you hear me scream?
All I see is greed
Can you hear the beat?
Always so discrete
Falling for something
You could never be

Can you hear me scream?
All I see is greed
Can you hear the beat?
Always so discrete
Falling for something
You could never be

[ALL MY HATE]

Vermeil

Oh you got my heart
laying over you
And I never ever realize what's good before it's over

To our lengthy talks
and our Christmas tree
To our doodles our clay sculptures and our pastries

And it breathes through my pores as I'm watching you
And you're seeing me
in a way nobody
have never
Grip on my words and let me tell you how amazing you are

If only you could
See yourself through my eyes
You could begin to understand your very own mind

Under the red light
of your small tinsel
I'll bring some crepes and the smell will remain in the air

And it breathes through my pores as I'm watching you
And you're seeing me
in a way nobody
have never
Grip on my words and let me tell you how amazing you are

And it breathes through my pores as I'm watching you
And you're seeing me in a way nobody
have never
Please let me tel you
how amazing you are

[Instrumental]

But it's getting late
the year's come to an end
Watching you smile in the side mirror is such a predicament

To our lengthy talks
and our Christmas tree
To your doodles our fireworks, and your poetry

But it breathes through my pores as I'm watching you
And you're seeing me
in a way nobody
have never
Grip on my words and let me tell you how Amazing you are

And it breathes through my pores as I'm watching you
And you're seeing me in a way nobody
have never
Please let me tell you
how amazing you are

In your tiny room
Up on the 8th floor
I'm watching you cook while i sing a sad song
«And it's ok it's just onions»

Blushing softly
on an high-school day-off
from finding cute traits of people walkin' the street

Let Me Tell You

Dusty hands and shaky breath was what I was told
The new normal of growing old

Not too old to hold hands but too bold to be cold
Skin colored bruises to remember my road

Ashamed of my mind I gamble
Making the one tucking me every night
the most lied-to person in the world

Hm

Bus stop cover me please
allow me to stop and sit under your wing

Pave me the way of the day and help me forget the untold
Bus stop cover my thoughts

Ashamed of my mind I gamble
Swimming away to the shore with my elbow sore
Ashamed of my mind I gamble
So please help me wander
But please let me wander
Until the lines align

Hm

Align

Hm

In life you learn there are fights to lead and fights to drop
Why is my body on that list onto the very top

It's not about pretending
It's all about playing
And living in and out your brain

Lines Aligning

Ruminating (Lofi House Remix)

Smile

Lily Allen - Pussy Palace (Eric Spike Remix)

théodora - un meilleur nous x 4chan stan (remix/mashup)

best song on the album.

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Pussy Palace (DJ Liiiam Remix Edit)

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