brushmyteeth (chaibaby) [yungstunn + kinsage]

Ever had a crush, but you realized you were just a side character in their story? It happened to me recently. No matter how hard I tried and all the things I did to make her feel special, I was just an NPC in her RPG.

My Final Fantasy

The first half of the lyrics I wrote after I had to face the music myself with a situation. I had to own up to my mistakes and be held accountable. It was humbling and painful, but it was for the better. I wasn't able to finish the lyrics, because I just felt so sad and pitiful. After some time of self-reflection, I was able to come back to it with a fresh perspective and write the bridge and ending. To say that we all have a song to sing in every situation and it can either keep us down in our dump or motivate us to keep moving forward. I chose the latter.

Face The Music

wandering nostalgia

Sometimes I wish I could Ctrl+Alt+Del her from my memory so that I could stop thinking about her. If we never met, would I be better off? Probably, but at the same time, I'm so glad I met her.

Ctrl+Alt+Del

told her "you might make me sin again"
gotta make sure that you listening
I'm sorry I couldn't be the man
my head spinning like a ceiling fan
I'm sorry I'm not a glass half full
I'm sorry if you're uncomfortable
I'm sorry that I can't provide
I'm sorry I can't help you when you need a ride
but I'm the one that changed your life
I'm the one that-I'm the one that payed the price
I don't know why-I don't know why you telling lies
This picture that you're painting, no I'm not that guy

told her "you might make me sin again"
gotta make sure that you listening
I'm sorry I couldn't be the man
my head spinning like a ceiling fan
I'm sorry I'm not a glass half full
I'm sorry if you're uncomfortable
I'm sorry that I can't provide
I'm sorry I can't help you when you need a ride
but I'm the one that changed your life
I'm the one that-I'm the one that payed the price
I don't know why-I don't know why you telling lies
This picture that you're painting, no I'm not that guy

using the useless (aloa)

carve your name in my limbs, I can't take no more
I don't think I wanna live, I can't take no more
yea we both know what I did made you feel like a whore
yea we both know what I did made you feel like a whore

who told you that you innocent? done plenty to harm
who told you that you innocent? done plenty to harm
who told you that you innocent? done plenty to me
who told you that you? who told you you're an angel

I can't understand, tryna see from different angles
made all these promises and still left me mangled, left me mangled, left me mangled, left me mangled l-l-lef-lef-left me

my condition getting worse when we don't speak
and my body starts decaying when I don't eat
yea I know that you got standards that I don't meet
but when I tell you I can't stand you, still see both feet
yea I thought that you would care bae you know me
yea I still stalk your pages cause I'm nosy
and I still read our texts when I'm lonely 
yea I still see your face when I'm lonely

carve your name in my limbs, I can't take no more
I don't think I wanna live, I can't take no more
yea we both know what I did made you feel like a whore
yea we both know what I did made you feel like a whore

who told you that you innocent? done plenty to harm
who told you that you innocent? done plenty to harm
who told you that you innocent? done plenty to me
who told you that you? who told you you're an angel

mangled (aloa)

baby where do i start
her diary it broke my heart
she wanna go hop in dat foreign car
in dat amg no key it push to start
im loving on you, on you
tell me what i do, to you
she just wanna go have fun wit him
she dont love me she jus love on him
no he better keep a gun on him
im crying baby yea im tired
coach on her its her attire
no da way she talk i wanna wife her
you dont know the way dat i feel about you
i take you shopping no we get matching shoes
whatever you want no i got it for you
baby you know dat im here for you
no baby i always take care of you
keep dat drac if they ever try play wit you
im swinging dat k if they ever try play wit you
damn her smile so pretty
your nails did yea they so pretty
we go get matching hoodie

limerence (saint)

1ntr0 ft. Khusle, enkhamir prod by inuyasha

Sample Credit:
Classic Games Overload: Card & Puzzle Edition OST - Track 01 "Sunrise"
(Also known as a sample used in Limerence by Yves Tumor)

Copyright Disclaimer: This is a non-profit, fan-made remix. All rights and credits for the original song go directly to their owners. Please support the official release.

YOUTUBE RELEASE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dzawa9hNeWU

Remix and additional production by Benwoj.

plugg type beat - "Classic Games Overload - Sunrise" (prod. Benwoj)

I’m your every day nobody. I'm the guy in your office that you don't notice. The guy that flies under your radar. The guy who wishes he could be the K-Pop idol in your life. These songs are for you, my work crush. My limerence.

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